Harry Potter & The Loss Of Faith

Chapter 21

-0 The Amusement Park Castle N Coasters continued 0-

Next up the free fall, that's when they caught up with Rene and Phil.

The four of them went on the cars and began racing each other around the track. They decided to go on twice more before they could drag themselves away from the cars. Bella, Harry and Rene all won once and Phil was just not a car person, he much preferred baseball.

The four of them then went on the bumper boats, but Rene and Phil ended up boating away with each other. Bella and Harry on the other hand seemed to try and see who could bump into who the worst. Their clothes were finally dry again so they tired to get as wet as possible. They didn't realize they had already been there for over three hours already; it was three o'clock in the afternoon.

"If you liked that you will like the Ram Rods" grinned Bella "Much easier to bump into each other"

"Ram Rods?" frowned Harry.

"Cars with rubber around them to stop any serious damage" said Bella.

"Oh we call them dodgems!" grinned Harry. Dragging her to them, everyone got into their own car. Sharing a look with Bella they started going after the adults, who surprisingly gave as good as they got.

They also went onto the Magic Carpet - Aladdin's Castle Harry told them they were called Walter's back in England. They were definitely dizzy by the time they got off it after a second time.

"Look at the time!" said Rene.

"Four o'clock it's nearly time to head home" said Phil.

"I'll buy us a dinner on the way back if you like" suggested Harry.

"It's too late to make anything now anyway and I'll be buying! You haven't even let me pay for one ride!" said Bella she was fiercely independent and didn't like people buying for her.

"It's alright I'll b…." Harry didn't finish it off "Ok then you're buying!" caving in at her fierce look in his direction. He didn't bother telling her he had seen worse every day from Severus Snape and Voldemort there wouldn't be a point she would still glare at him.

"Come on then lets get going" said Rene "I'm glad it's cooling down now! The car is going to be hot!"

"At least you don't have leather seats" grinned Harry.

Bella giggled behind her back, at the image of Phil and Rene sitting down on leather seats only to squeal back out of the car again.

By the time they got home and had their dinner it was well after six o'clock the house seemed to quieten down.

That night Harry and Bella quietly spoke about Harry's childhood, well mostly Harry was doing the talking. Bella listening and telling him it wasn't his fault occasionally. Harry had told Bella nearly everything about his life. Which was a very rare occurrence, not even Hermione and Ron knew about Harry's life at the Dursley's.

"I'm surprised you trust me" sighed Bella sadly.

"What do you mean?" asked Harry confused.

"The way you're relatives treated you…and you're friends I don't know if I'd ever befriend anyone again" said Bella truthfully.

"If I didn't I'd probably explode…I have to talk to someone" Harry tried to explain.

"I know what you mean" said Bella softly. She knew what he was meaning, he wanted to befriend people, he was weary about it but if he didn't he felt like he was going to disappear. She felt the same but she didn't have the same problems like Harry did no where near anything like it in fact. So she couldn't really compare the two together.

"There's something I've not told you as well" sighed Harry.

"What else can you have to tell me?" asked Bella her chocolate brown eyes wide looking at Harry from across the room.

"I'm pregnant" said Harry.

Bella laughed uproariously.

When she noticed he wasn't laughing her laugher died up, it was obvious he was telling the truth and absolutely serious. She knew it wasn't possible men didn't get pregnant only in films or episodes such as Sabrina the teenage witch and the film with Arnold Schwarzenegger.

"Men can't get pregnant Harry" she whispered she didn't want her parents to overhear this conversation. She didn't want them booking her into an insane asylum thank you very much.

"That might be true for normal humans" said Harry softly.

"You mean its normal for Wizards to have children? I mean males to get pregnant?" asked Bella wide eyed. She hadn't seen that one coming, but Harry had yet to lie to her so she had to believe him.

"Not normal for Wizards either, there's only been a handful of Wizards able to get pregnant none ever survived the birth and they were brought up by their fathers" sighed Harry.

"Is there a way to get an abortion?" asked Bella.

"There is" sighed Harry.

"And you didn't want it…that's why you ran away from Dumbledore…he wouldn't want you having the child. It would risk you're life and in his eyes you are to kill Voldemort…" said Bella glumly as she worked it all out.

Harry nodded his head softly.

"So Dumbledore will come after you until he thinks you have no doubt died giving birth" said Bella practically summing it up.

"Even after…he will think I can do the impossible again and survive" sneered Harry.

"Of course you are the boy who lived" sneered Bella right back.

"Oh Bella I'm so scared" admitted Harry.

"I would be too…but shouldn't you be looking for magical people? To help you there would be nothing I could do! Where would they get the baby from! You don't have the proper…um…you know equipment for it" said Bella looked kind of horrified she didn't want Harry to die. Not when she was just getting to know him, she stopped herself from tearing up and let Harry get it all out.

"I guess it would be like doing a C-section I'm hoping Poppy will send me a book on Male Pregnancies" said Harry softly.

"They don't know where you are what makes you think they can give you anything?" asked Bella.

"No one can find me apart from my owl, I expected them to get in touch before this but they haven't. Dumbledore must be keeping a very good eye on them otherwise they would have gotten in touch. They won't even pick up a pen until they know its safe they know what would happen if Dumbledore got me" sighed Harry.

"I hope they get in touch soon" said Bella. "You need help at least you have another how many months?"

"The baby is half wizard half vampire no one's had one before so who knows? It might be a normal birth but I better not speculate or I'll put spanners in my own works without meaning too" laughed Harry sadly.

"Oh Harry" sighed Bella she wished so much she could help him.

"It's ok Bells don't worry I wont be staying too long I cant have anyone becoming suspicious" said Harry.

"What?" demanded Bella.

"I am going to have to leave at some point" said Harry softly.

Bella looked stricken; she hadn't expected that…Harry was going to move away? She hoped it was just to another house…because she knew she couldn't go back to how she was before. She had gotten so used to Harry that she had forgotten he was just a guest in her house.

"How far away?" asked Bella cautiously.

"Not far" said Harry. He didn't want to actually be too far away from Bella, she was like a sister he had never had.

"Good" sighed Bella too relieved for words.

"We best get some sleep I'm so exhausted," said Harry.

"Yeah taking two of those painkillers will do that to you" said Bella softly.

"I was sore! I had no other choice they don't work as fast as potions" commented Harry.

"They work right away?" asked Bella.

"Yup" said Harry and his eyes shut and a peaceful smile remained on his face.

"Night Harry" smiled Bella rolling over and she tried to get some sleep. However her mind kept going over all the things Harry had told her tonight. She didn't sleep until after two o'clock on the morning. She just wished again and again that she was able to help Harry with magic or without.

So Harry told her everything will Phil or Rene have over heard? still havent decided about the baby and how long it will be inside Harry for! three months six months or nine months! hm what do you think? where will they go now? will harry be ready to take his test soon? R&R plz