What's Hell
Chapter Ninteen: Anticipation
There is only one more chapter left and an epilogue. Then there is the sequal I am going to try to post the last ones next week, I may post the prologue next week too. The sequal is called Dreams.
It has been a month since I heard of my brother. I was slightly afraid, but I wasn't going to live my life like that. I was walking the streets just enjoying the breeze, when I felt something disturbing. I looked around and didn't see anything. I sighed and walked into the grocery store and got some stuff for the house.
I walked around a little bit, just wanting to waste time when I saw a suspicious man stareing at me. He gave me the freaks. I knew Edward and everyone else was at school except Esme and Jacob. I called Jacob because I knew he was already out of the house. After the second ring he answerd. I asked him, "are you close to the grocery store." He said yes and that he will be here shortly. I continued walking around the store and the guy kept folllowing me around.
Jacob then walked into the store, and over to me. He ran into the weird guy on his way over. I don't know if he has the same vibe. I looked at him and said, "that guy keeps following me around." He looked at him, then approached him asking, "hey man do you have a problem with her or something." He smirked and just walked away. I was spooked and I had a feeling that, that was my brother. After I payed for the stuff we went back to the house to unload everything.
About two hours later Edward came into the house and pulled me into a huge kiss. I love how sweet he is and I feel safe when he is around. Edward looked at me and asked, "what's wrong." I frowned at him and said, "I think my brother is here, I think he was following me around the grocery store today." Edward growled at the mention of my brother. "Today is our last day of school until our graduation. I will be with you the entire time, I promise." I nodded knowing it was true.
We spent the rest of the day watching tv. Renesmee came home with Jacob a little bit later. She held a plate for me knowing I haven't eaten yet, I thanked her and invited them to sit on the cocuch and watch the movie with us. We all enjoyed the movie. After a little bit in, I started to eat the food Renesmee handed me. It was general tso's chicken, my favorite. After I finished eating it, I took the bowel to the kitchen and rinsed it before putting it in the washer to be washed later.
Edward and I then went to our bedroom to let me get some rest. As much as I tried to sleep it just wouldn't happen. Edward laid my head on his chest and started singing to me, while rubbing my hair. I loved it, it also helped me fall asleep.
When I woke up Edward had breakfast for me. I thanked him and ate it in his lap. When I finished I looked at him and asked, "what will happen while you are doing your graduation." Edward looked at me and frowned, then said, "Carliasle Esme and your family will be able to watch you for the couple hours, I won't be able to." I nodded and stood up going to the shower.
I got in the shower and just felt lifeless. That is all I can feel after I saw my brother. I knew that I had to face him sooner or later. I looked up and Edward was dragging me out of the shower holding me. He said, "everything will be fine, I won't let him touch you." I nodded and got back in the shower with him getting in behind me. He helped me wash off and then get out and dressed.
This process just continued for the last couple of days. I felt like zambie. Today is now graduation day, and I feel pure aganizeing pain in the pit of my stomach. I know something is going to happen, I always do when it comes to him. I sighed when Edward held me and said, "Esme is right outside of the house giving us our privacy. After I leave she is going to help you get ready and then take you to the graduation. I nodded and gave him a kiss.
As he left Esme came in almost instantly when he left. She grabbed me into a huge hug and then helped me get ready. I had a beautiful long red dress on. It was see through from my knees down. It had staps going across my back but it doesn't matter because my hair goes all the way down to my butt hiding it. I then did all of my make-up to perfection.
After about an hour of getting ready Carliasle pulled up. Both Esme and I got into the car, heading to everyone's graduation. I got there and really had to pee. Esme offered to go with me, but I declined. I walked into the bathroom. After doing my business I walked out of the bathroom to be hit on the head. I felt blood flow out and then a rag on my face.