Indianapolis Indiana July 2009
Adult situations & a little fluff
Freedom .
After the past several weeks , Kristeena was now officially off punishment . And freedom had never felt better . Having gotten back use of her phone , she talked to Jon daily whenever either of them got a few minutes to talk , instead of having to wait for everyone to go to bed and sneaking calls on the phone he had gotten her . Not that they didn't speak at night anymore . In fact , the past few nights had been amazing . Simply because they had more time to talk . He told her about his matches and about the various states he had been traveling between , and she told him about working at the daycare and the highs and lows of her days working as a candy striper . And at some point , nearly every night before they finally disconnected the call , he would coax her into masturbating with him . Sometimes with the toy he had given her , sometimes with just her hand and his voice in her ear as he stroked himself to release using the sound of her voice and the image of her in his head that her whimpers created .
But all the talking and phone sex in the world didn't compare to physically being with him . She couldn't see his mischievous , blue eyes sparkling , or his dimpled smile or the way an errant curl fell over his forehead or curled at the back of his neck . Beckoning her fingers to run through it . She couldn't touch him , kiss him . Feel his arms around her and his heart , beating against her breasts . Or feel his breath in her ear or his body pressed so close against hers , that it was as if they weren't two separate beings , but instead only one .
And the truth was , she missed him so much she ached for him heart , body and soul .
The fact that they hadn't been able to have sex the last time they were together , the night he had surprised her on the fourth of July , because it had been her time of the month , only added to her yearning for him . And since he wasn't going to be home for another three weeks , she decided to take matters into her own hands and go to him . Sure it might not have been the smartest move considering she had just gotten off of punishment . But she couldn't help it . She needed him now .
She managed to switch days with one of he coworkers at the daycare . And her candy striper job , wasn't on the weekends during the summer .
She enlisted Ashley from work to go shopping with her and the two made a full day of it . They hit several shops and Kristeena had spent a good portion of her paycheck on a few new outfits and some lingerie for her trip . After lunch , they both got mani pedis which Ashley insisted on paying for , before Ashley talked her into getting a bikini wax . Which she had always been reluctant to do , usually just taking care of her grooming at home instead of going to a salon to get it done . It had felt alien to her to have a stranger see that much of her and it hurt . But she had to admit she was happy with the end result and hoped that Jon would like it , too .
Now , the only thing that stood in her way was a car to drive to Indianapolis Indiana , in since she didn't own her own car . She couldn't very well ask her Mom and Dad to use theirs for that far of a trip , no matter how cool her mom was about her seeing Jon . It was a whole different story going out with him locally and driving out of state and she knew it wouldn't fly . Unfortunately , her heart and her head were saying two different things and she was determined to be with him , now . Instead of waiting three weeks for him to come back home .
Luckily , Ashley had offered use of her car for a few days and Kristeena had asked her Mom if she could go on a trip with her and visit Jon because Ashley was going to be visiting family nearby where he was wrestling that weekend . Her Mom , knowing how tense it still was between herself and Tommy , had relented and gave her the go ahead . But with the instructions to call her to let her know she had gotten there okay and to check in at least once a day .
Ashley was going out of town , but to Florida , but was going with her boyfriend who was driving them . But nobody needed to know that . Kristeena reasoned .
She left early the next morning and drove to Indianapolis . Luckily , Ashley's car had a nice GPS system in it and she only stopped to use the bathroom and stretch her legs and grab a quick bite to eat at lunch time . She hadn't told Jon she was coming . She wanted it to be a surprise . But she knew the name of the hotel he was going to be staying at and knew that he was rooming alone on this leg of his trip because some of the other guys he usually roomed with , had plans with a few local girls who went to every show , who they always hooked up with when they were in town .
She was tired from driving when she got to the motel and luckily the man at the front desk didn't give her a hard time when she explained she was here to surprise her boyfriend , and let her in .
She should have been a little more nervous that he had allowed someone into a guests room without their knowledge , but she was to happy and exhausted to care much and after locking the door behind her , gave her Mom a quick call , and knowing that she had hours until Jon was due back , she found one of his tee shirts and crawled into the bed to take a nap . His scent still clinging to the sheets , she drifted off into an easy sleep .
" Whats wrong , Mox ? Girl problems ? " One of the guys asked hours later after the match , as they sat in a bar across the street from the motel they were staying at . Jon looked down into his glass and swirled the dark liquid before raising it to his lips and tossing it back . He was on his third whiskey of the night and although usually he would stick with beer , he needed something stronger tonight . He had lost his match , which in itself wasn't the end of the world . But he couldn't concentrate in the ring and could have damn near killed himself or someone else if his muscle memory hadn't reacted in time to save the move from being totally botched . He hated not being in control in the ring . But he knew his foul mood had less to do with what had almost happened in the ring and everything to do with what happened before his match . " Are you gonna answer me or what ? " His buddy persisted . And Jon , not in the mood for questioning , growled " Or what . " And waved down the bartender to order another drink .
" Well that was rude . Must be your girl . What did she wise up and find someone else or did you slip and feel guilty over it ? " The guy asked in an amused tone . " There isn't anyone else for either of us so shut the fuck up ! " Jon snarled . Banging his fist on the bar which made the glasses rattle and the other patrons jump in reaction . He shook his head and tossed back the whiskey . " Another . Keep em coming " He ordered . And the bartender looked at him curiously and began hesitantly " Sir , are you sure you haven't had ... " " Shut up and pour . Or better yet , just give me the damn bottle and go lecture someone else ! "
The bartender sat the bottle down and scurried away to the other end of the bar as he poured another drink . He stared at it , reliving the events that had led to this night and letting the anger and fear he felt upon hearing the other mans words , wash over his anew .
And he was filled with renewed frustration that he had yet to come up with an answer as to what he planned on doing about it . Lost in his thoughts , he missed the cheap perfume that accompanied the even cheaper female that followed him from town to town in hopes of him finally taking her up on her offer to fuck . Until said females , enormous fake tits pressed against his arm as she held a shot glass in front of him and purred in what was supposed to be a seductive tone , " Here , you look like you need this . " He glanced over to see her batting her big fake eyelashes and peered into her fake jade green eyes . She wore to much makeup and to little clothes that left very little to the imagination . And she looked ridiculous in her naughty schoolgirl ensemble complete with bleached blonde extensions worn in ponytails . Not only because it was a cliche schoolgirl costume , but because she was well past her school years and his too . He imagined before her lifestyle and age caught up with her she had once been an attractive woman . But she was a try hard and although he hadn't always been particular about women , he had never taken her up on her offer because she was just a little too desperate .
He watched as she ran a long fake , blood red nail along his arm , and say in a saccarine sweet tone . " You look lonely . Do want some company tonight , Mox ? " He shook his head and said " No thanks . " before downing his whiskey . She giggled , but it sounded forced and fake , unlike Kristeena's giggle that sounded like the sweetest melody he had ever heard . He snorted , thinking about how polar opposite Teeny was to Lolita
How naturally sexy she looked in her school uniform which was modest by anyones standards and how even when she wore shorts and tank tops , she looked effortlessly sexy and classy .
He tried to imagine what his life would look like if he ever went back to random hookups with girls like Lolita and found he had no desire to go back to living that life . No , he wouldn't fucking do that for anyone . He decided , a plan taking shape in his mind about how to resolve his dilemma and make sure that nobody ever tried to take Kristeena away from him .
He pushed the bottle away and watched her pout as she purred " Aww , you aren't leaving already , are you handsome ? " " Yeah , afraid so . " He answered . Fishing some bills from his wallet and throwing it on the bar to settle his tab . he turned to leave and she moved in front of him . Pressing her breasts against him until his back hit the bar . " Move . " he said sharply and she smirked and said " Relax . I don't bite . Unless you want me to . " She purred , in a way that was supposed to sound seductive
" I don't . See ya . " He said and once again she moved to block his exit . He felt his jaw ticking in annoyance and thought about picking her up and setting her aside . But he also knew from past run ins with her that she would cause a scene and he didn't need that right now . No matter how badly he wanted to get the hell out of there . " What do you want ? " He asked , she giggled and winked and ran her hand down to his waist , before trying to move further south over the fly of his jeans . But before she could , he caught her wrist and removed her hand , as he waited for her reply . She sighed and said " Fine , at least take the shot before you go since its already paid for . " " Fine . Hand it over . " He agreed , annoyed and just wanting to get it over so he could go think . She smirked and said " Alright. Ever done a body shot ? " He shook his head and said " Of course i have . But I'm not doing that with you . " " Oh come on , are you scared . " " Fuck no , i'm not scared . I'm just not interested . I have a girlfriend that i happen to love . " She laughed and said " Oh that little girl i've heard about ? Mox , she is a kid . What could she possibly know about pleasing a guy like you ? Sure she might be young and pretty , but those virginal types are uptight prudes who are scandalized the moment you try something other than missionary . " He snorted and said
" Yeah , you don't know Teeny at all and frankly its none of your business anyway . So get out of my way and go find some other dick to hop on tonight . " " Fine , so maybe she isn't so vanilla . But still , you know girls like that don't just give it away without eventually expecting marriage ." " I don't have a problem with that . " He stated , and she said " Yeah , well what happens when ' oops ' I'm pregnant , you're gonna be a Daddy , Mox ' happens ? And then she is going to expect you to get some boring nine to five job to provide for her and the baby and come home to her every night . You would be miserable without wrestling . And you would have to give it all up for someone like her . "
" You don't know shit about her or about us . Any kid would be lucky to have her as a Mom . She is intelligent , kind , driven and beautiful . But most of all loving . She is the best person i know and i would be lucky to call her my wife . And despite what you want to believe she would never ask me to give up on my dream . She knows how important wrestling is to me and she supports me . Just like i support her . " " Aww , well isn't that sweet . Mox is in love . " " Fuck this , i'm outta here . " He said and pushed past her . Not stopping until he was standing outside of the bar . He pulled a smoke out of his back pocket , and played over the conversation he had had earlier that night . Glancing down at his cell he saw a few missed calls from Kristeena . He loved her so damn much and couldn't fathom living his life without her . He didn't want to lose her , he couldn't . But he might not have a choice .
He felt overwhelmed and unsure of how to handle his dilemma . So instead of returning her call , he pocketed his phone and stalked down the street in search of another bar . But before he could reach his destination he saw a neon sign hanging over a small shop door and smiled , as he put out his cigarette before pushing his way through the door .
Glancing at the clock , Kristeena switched the TV off and threw the remote on the nightstand . She checked her phone for probably the third time in the past half hour and sighed when she saw there were no missed calls . She had expected Jon to go out to bar after the show , but since it was quickly approaching two am , and he usually was back in his room by midnight to call her , she was starting to wonder what or who was keeping him . The guy at the front desk , hadn't even batted an eyelash when she had asked to be let into his room and her insecurities started to play on her mind about why . Mixed with her fears that Jon was with another woman , came the fear that something awful had happened . And she felt herself start to cry again , for to many times to count over the past two hours .
She was starting to contemplate getting dressed and going out to look for him , when she heard the key rattling in the lock . She dried her eyes and drew her robe together and headed towards the door . Before she could reach it , Jon pushed the door open and without looking up , yelled " Get the fuck outta here you crazy bitch , i told you i wasn't in the mood for your shit ! " She blanched at his tone . And her face fell as recognition showed in his blood shot eyes as he rushed into the room , closing the door and asking
" Teeny , what are you doing here , baby ? Why didn't you tell me you were coming ? Does your Dad know you're here ? " He asked in quick succession , his eyes darting around nervously . She frowned and backed away from him as he reached for her and snapped " What , No . Why would i tell my Dad i was here ? And where were you ? Why weren't you returning my calls ? " He looked away and rubbed the back of his neck as he mumbled " I was busy and lost track of time . " She nodded , upset because he couldn't even look her in the eye . She braced herself , not wanting to cry in front of him as he moved closer and she caught the scent of whiskey and cigarettes , heavy on his breath and cheap perfume on his clothes . She drew the robe tighter around her and turned her back on him , so he wouldn't see her tears before she walked away
" Hey , where ya going baby ? " He slurred , as he wrapped his arms around her waist and turned her back around to face him , as he leaned down to kiss her . She turned her head and pushed at his chest . And he chuckled and caught her chin between his fingers , as his lips crashed against hers . She pushed at his chest when he moaned deep in his throat and walked them backwards toward the bed . " No , Jon . Stop . Let me go ! " She protested , weakly . Pushing at his chest as she fought an internal battle between her mind , heart and body . On one hand she was so angry , hurt and confused about everything . And on the other , she loved and missed him so much that her heart and her body ached for him and any crumb of affection he was giving her . His hands and tongue possessive and demanding , were so hard to ignore as they set her body on fire and she felt her resolve start to weaken as he pulled her hips to his , and she felt his erection pressed against her as he let out a low growl when her mouth fell open on a gasp .
He loosened his hold and smiled drunkenly as he said " God , you're beautiful . Do you even know how much i love you ? How much i want you ? " And dove down to kiss her again . " Jon , stop . I don't want this . " She protested with a little more conviction . And he smirked . " Playing hard to get , huh ? Thats alright baby . I like a challenge and i bet i can get you to change your mind . Come here Little Star . " He purred and kissed her again . His palms grabbing her ass and lifting her onto her toes , his thigh moving between hers and pressing up against her sex . Her hips instinctively riding his thick thigh , seeking the friction . He hissed , at the contact , and she tried to stop her body from moving without her consent as he grasped her hips and held her there as he pressed closer . " God i've missed you . " he groaned , finally releasing her as his hands moved to the front of her silk robe she wore over the very skimpy lingerie she had bought for tonight . " Mmm , you even came gift wrapped for me . " He chuckled as his fingers found the end of the belt and untied it , before sliding up and parting the lapels slowly . " Revealing the black lace demi cup bra and tiny thong she wore beneath it . " Fuck you're sexy . " He hissed , and tugged the robe down her arms and off , tossing it aside and kissing her hard , as he reached for his zipper . " Jon , i said stop ! " She yelled , shoving at his chest again and again before he let her go . She scrambling around him to escape his embrace and quickly located her robe . Pulling it on as she made a beeline towards the bathroom and locked the door behind her . " Hey ! Whats wrong ? What did i do ? " He questioned , in a confused tone as he knocked on the door .
He frowned when he heard her crying on the other side of the door . The tiles making the sound echo as she said " Leave me alone . This was a mistake to come here so i'm going to get my stuff and go home . "
" Why would you do that ? You came all this way and its late . And you're clearly upset about something ... " He tried , concerned . " You're damn right i'm upset ! " She yelled , wrenching open the door and causing him to stumble where he had been leaning against it . " Shit ! " He said catching himself just before he fell flat on his face . And asked " Whats going on ? Why are you so angry ? You clearly came here for sex and i'm trying to give it to you and you're acting like a crazy bitch and for the life of me i can't figure out what i did wrong ! " He argued . She laughed without humor and snorted as she said " Can't figure out what you did wrong ? " " No , i can't . I'm not a damn mind reader and you know i don't know how chicks brains work ! You gotta explain this shit to me , alright ? Please , tell me what the hell i did and i'll fix it . "
She sighed and exhausted , let her tears go as all the fight went out of her as she whimpered . " You wreak of alcohol and cheap perfume . And you haven't returned any of my calls and i have been sitting here wondering where the hell you were and why you weren't answering . I was torn between being pissed that you were out doing god knows what with god knows who , and being terrified that you were lying in a ditch somewhere , dead . I love you so much , Jon . And i missed you and wanted to surprise you and now the whole night is ruined and i feel like an idiot . " " Baby , you're not an idiot . And i swear , i wasn't with anyone else . I had a bad night and was at a bar drinking and some ring rat tried to pick me up . She pushed her tits against me and she had so much perfume on that it lingered . But I told her i wasn't interested and i left . I didn't want to come back to a lonely motel room and call you and bring you down so i went in search of another bar . But instead i found another place to go . " He grinned .
" And where would that be ? " She asked , sadly . Expecting him to say a strip club or something . But when he reached for his zipper and slid it down she said " Jon what the hell are you doing ? " He chuckled and leaned in an kissed her softly . His grin growing wider as he pulled his pants and underwear down to his knees and reached for the bandage that was just above his dick . " Jon , what in the world ? " She asked once she tore her eyes away from his semi hard on and saw the bandage . " I did something kinda crazy . " He shrugged as he tossed the bandage in the trashcan . Revealing a small tattoo in the shape of a star .
" I got it for you , Teeny . A Little Star for my little star so i'll always have you with me and i'll never forget who this belongs to . " " Jon ... Why would you .. ? You hate needles . Doesn't it hurt ? " he chuckled and said . " Yeah , i do hate them . Thats why its so little . And , yeah it does hurt a little . But i've felt worse . I'm pretty intoxicated so i think i'll probably feel it more tomorrow . But i wanted to get it , and it will heal . What do you think ? " " Jon ... You didn't have to do that . But its ... actually kind of flattering . " She admitted . " Yeah ? " He asked with a smile that showed his dimples and made her heart feel like it skipped a beat . " Yeah . " She smiled and allowed him to pull her into his arms when he reached for her . Her hands sliding up his chest , now pulling his closer instead of pushing him away as he kissed her passionately . It felt so right being in his arms again , that all her anger and fears , fell to the wayside . " Am i forgiven ? " he asked when he came up for air . " Yeah , but you smell like perfume that isn't mine , so you need a shower . " She smiled . He chuckled as he kissed her softly as he returned her smile .
" You got it . Care to Join me ? " He asked . She caught her lip between her teeth and nodded yes . Watching as he turned on the water . She grabbed her first aid kit and bandaged his tattoo so it wouldn't get wet . All while batting away his wandering hands as they slid appreciatively over her body . " Is this what you spent your gift card on ? " He asked . She nodded and said " Yeah , this and a few other things as well . I hit a sale . I take it you approve ? " She smirked , turning around and wiggling her bottom that was left bare from the skimpy thong . " Fuck yeah , i approve . " He purred . His lips parting on her neck as he kissed her spot that made her weak in the knees . She caught their reflection in the mirror and saw his eyes on hers in the mirror as well and felt her body quicken as his big hands moved possessively over her skin . Unclasping her bra with one hand , before moving around to the front of her body and easing the sheer lacy cups down her arms . " So damn sexy . " He whispered in her ear , as he cupped her bare breasts in the steam filled room . His breathing deep and labored as he fondled her before sliding his palms down to her panties and hooking his fingers in the tiny scrap of lace on her hips , that held them up . She leaned forward on the counter and he hissed as he eased them down her thighs and off . She watched his eyes in the mirror , as they followed his hands removing them and sliding over her hips and ass and freshly waxed lady parts , appreciatively . She turned back to face him and reached for his shirt and together they tugged it off while he toed his jeans and underwear , the rest of the way off . Once they were undressed he followed her into the shower and pulled the curtain shut as she reached for the bottle of shower gel and poured some into her palm and started to wash him .
The steam surrounding them making the air thick as hands and soap slick skin slipped and slid against skin , mouths kissed and tasted and hands grasped and caressed one another , adding to the steam from the shower as he lifted her up , calling out their love and mutual pleasure as they made love against the cool tile wall until the water turned cold .
" So , tell me what had you so upset today and maybe i can help you figure out what to do about it ." She prompted as they lay in bed naked , after their make up , shower sex . Her head resting on his shoulder , she ran her nails lightly up and down his chest as she waited for him to respond . He tensed up at her suggestion and when she paused and looked up at him , he sighed and said " I know you want to help and i love you for it . But its something i gotta handle on my own , alright ? " She wanted to protest but bit her tongue not anxious to argue with him again . Tonight they had had their first real fight since they had been together and although the make up sex was ... pretty friggin spectacular , she wasn't anxious to go through another fight just to have it again . Not when their normal sex life was equally as amazing if not better than the make up sex . So she nodded and said " Alright . But please , if it gets to be to much and you just want me to listen , than don't hesitate . I love you JD and i hate knowing that you're upset and not being able to help you . I'm a good listener even if you don't want my advice . " " I know you are . Its that incredible bedside manner you have that is going to make you a great nurse and an amazing mom one day . " He complimented . An image of her heavy with his child flashing through his mind . He shook his head to clear it from the idea he had , and kissed her again as he said " But we're not making babies , right now . Now we just practice . " She giggled when he got up and grabbed her ankles and without any warning pulled her across the bed so her hips were just on the edge . He smiled as he lifted her feet to his shoulder and bent his knees and slid deep inside of her .
" Oh fuck ! Jon ! I'm gonna cum again ! " She squealed as her body jerked and writhed beneath him of its own accord . He grunted , feeling himself getting closer and closer to release as he continued to drive into her . And demanded " Yeah , baby . Gimme that orgasm . " She squirmed as she did as he requested . Her orgasm ripping through her as sounds that sounded almost animal like spilled from her lips as she begged him to cum with her and whimpered ' I love you Jon ! ' , over and over again . " You love me ? " She nodded and gasped her reply as tears sprung to her eyes from the exquisite pleasure that he had been giving her for better part of an hour now . " Prove it then ! Marry me ! " He growled and she screamed yes as another orgasm ripped through her . He smiled blissfully , before he finally let go and exploded inside of her .
Several minutes later , he lay spent still on top of her . She didn't mind his weight as he smiled against her shoulder . In fact , she welcomed it . Her hands roaming up and down his sweat damp back . Scratching her nails lightly across his shoulders and arms as his heartbeat slowly returned to normal .
He kissed her lips lazily as he shifted so that she was now lying on top of him , his penis still half inside of her he was holding her so close , and he smiled as he murmured " Sleep , baby . We have a big day tomorrow . " He kissed her eyelids and she nuzzled into him , feeling boneless as she felt herself happily drifting off into a dreamless sleep .
" Wake up , Beautiful Teeny . " He whispered against her lips as he kissed her . Her eyes opening to meet his , she returned his smile and sat up a little as she said " Mmm , do i smell bacon and syrup ? " He nodded and said " Yeah , i went out and got us breakfast . After all , today is a big day for us and i don't know when we'll be able to eat . " He said as she got up and stumbled into the bathroom to relieve her bladder .
She washed her hands and grabbed her hairbrush , pulling it through her just fucked hair , and pulled on her robe before she walked back into the room as she saw him setting out their food on the small table . His eyes met hers and he smiled as he pulled out her chair for her and waited for her to sit down before pushing it back in . " Dig in , baby . " He murmured , bending down and dropping a kiss on her lips . She reached for the syrup and poured a healthy amount on the thick fluffy pancakes that were stacked on her plate and cut off a bite . " Aren't you going to eat before it gets cold ? " She asked around a mouthful of bacon and pancake . He smiled and said " Yeah , in a minute . But first . I wanted to show you what else i got while i was out getting breakfast . " He grabbed a garment bag and curious , she asked . " You went shopping ? " He chuckled and said " Well yeah . I wasn't sure if you brought anything appropriate and since we're blowing off almost every other traditional thing i wanted to make sure you got at least one or two traditional things . I just hope it fits and you like it . " He said nervously as he reached for the zipper and opened the bag to reveal a white silk and lace dress . It was beautiful and well made and he held it up and asked . " So , what do you think ? I got shoes to match and one of those garter belt things in blue . " Garter things ? " She asked with a frown and he said " Well , yeah . I mean , we have to have a witness so i was thinking of inviting Sami and a few of the guys and i'm sure some of them will bring their girls with them . I didn't get you flowers but i was thinking we could pick up something on the way to the courthouse . Oh and i got you this ... " He said as he reached into his back pocket and pulled out a small velvet box . He cleared his throat and said shyly . " I have a special one at home in my safe , but since i didn't even know you were coming this one will have to do for today . I promise i'll replace it as soon as we get home though and ... shit . I'm rambling when i should be doing this the right way . " he said and took a knee . " Kristeena Marie Star , will you marry ... " " Jon . Oh god . Jon , I ... what are you doing ? " She questioned and he smiled and said " I'm proposing again , with a ring like i should have done last night . " " Oh Jon .. " She said , tears in her eyes , and he kissed her and pulled the ring out of the box as he reached for her hand . " No , wait ! " She protested and pulled her hand free . " You don't like it ? " He asked crestfallen . " No , its not that . Its a beautiful ring Jon . Its just that .. " " Did you ... change your mind ? " He asked , looking down . She could hear the emotion in his voice as he asked .
And she softened her tone as she tried to explain . " No . Of course not . Its just that ... Well when you asked last night , you were drunk and we were having sex and i didn't think you meant , right now . " He blinked a few times , and slowly got up off the floor . Shoving the ring back into his pocket as he started to pace as he said
" Wow . I feel really stupid right now . " He chuckled without humor . She felt horrible that he felt that way and in an effort to comfort him , she began . " Jon , don't feel stupid . It was just a matter of miscommunication . I didn't realize you meant today or i wouldn't have agreed . I'm sorry i wasn't clear and that you misunderstood . "
He was silent for several seconds before he bit his lip hard and said . " So let me get this straight . If i had asked you to marry me in a few years , you would be okay with it . But i ask you to marry me right now , and what ? I'm not good enough ? " She gasped , not believing that he could ever think such a thing , that was so far from the truth . Let alone say it aloud and in such an accusatory tone . " Jon ! I never said that and i would never think that either and you know it . I love you and i want to be your wife someday . " " Someday ... yeah , someday but not today huh ? I guess i'm good enough to drive all this way to fuck but not good enough to marry . " " Jon , that is not true ! " She denied , stunned by how he was acting right now . And beyond hurt . She felt tears well in her eyes as he snapped . " Isn't it ? " Huh ! Answer me ! " He yelled . She jumped and yelled back " No it isn't ! I love you Jon ! You know damn well you're the only man i have ever loved and ever will love ! I just don't think we should get married alone at some court house when i'm still in high school . " She cried . His tone softened and he reached over and caressed her face , wiping away a tear . " I don't care about that , baby . You know that . " he said sincerely . His eyes filled with love , and regret that he had scared her and hurt her feelings .
" I know you don't . But when i become your wife i want to get up and go to work to a job i'm getting paid for , to help pay our bills . I don't want to be a kept woman , i want to be your equal . I don't want to put on a uniform and go to school and worry that Sister Mary Margaret is going to make me say hail mary's and go to confession if i'm late for class because of being up all night making love to my husband . " She tried to explain , hoping he would see reason . But his eyes narrowed and he pulled his hand away and said angrily . " Nah , i don't think thats the real reason . " before throwing out in an accusatory tone . " I think you want a big fancy wedding to impress Mommy and Daddy and all your little private school friends with . "
" Thats not true . I don't care how big and fancy it is . But you're right , i do want a real wedding . Ideally in a church but , i can bend on that . But i at least want my Mom and Dad there no matter the location . " " Yeah , well that never gonna happen so we might as well just end this now . God ,i can't believe you're being so selfish . " He said and she cried and said , in a hurt tone . " You're dumping me because i don't want to marry you today , before my Dad even knows we're seeing each other and i'm the selfish one ? Jon i love you and i want to be your wife but forgive me if i want to wait until we're both ready . I have dreamed of my wedding day my whole life . Differing variations but there have always been three constants in every dream . I've always been married in a church in front of God . My Dad has always walked me down the aisle and my groom has always been you ! You're the only man i've ever wanted to marry , Jon . That is never going to change . But when i marry you , i don't plan on ever doing it again so excuse me for wanting it to have at least two of the things that i need to make it perfect for me . Not for the world . But for me . Fifty years from now , I don't want to look back on my wedding day and have a single regret . And while i would never regret marrying you , if i don't have my parents at my wedding i know that i will have some regrets . I hope you try to understand that or at least respect it .
Please , Jon . I don't want to lose you over this . I love you , so so much . I can't imagine my life without you . Please say you understand . " She pleaded . Confused about why he all the sudden was acting like this .
He remained silent and stony faced and his silence said more than a million words could say . Her heart broke as she faced the idea of losing him over this . But she didn't want to lose herself and her own identity and choices just to give into this idea he had that came seemingly out of the blue , and she was pretty sure he would come to regret or resent her for down the line if they took this gigantic step right now . " I ... guess i should pack my things . I'm sorry , Jon . I don't mean to hurt you . I never wanted that . I love you so much JD and i always will . "
She sobbed and started to move past him . He caught her arm and stopped her until she lifted her eyes to his .
" I'm sorry , Teeny . I overreacted and got angry with you because i was being selfish . I knew you wanted a wedding and i want to give you the wedding you deserve . Its just ... I love you so much , little star . And i'm so scared i'm going to lose you .. " He confessed and he felt her hand on his face . He looked down into her watery eyes and was startled to find that his vision was blurred from his own tears which she was brushing away . " Shh ... its okay , Jon . You're never going to lose me . I love you so much . And if you ask me a year from now , after i'm done with school and in the nursing program , i'll be the happiest woman alive to walk down the aisle and marry you . But like i said , i want to do this right because i'm only getting married once and i want it to be perfect for us . Are we ... are we going to be okay ? " She asked . He nodded and said
" Yeah , i'm not letting you go no matter what . If i have to wait to marry you i'll find another way to make sure you're forever tied to me . " He murmured , leaning down to kiss her . It quickly turned heated and he scooped her up and carried her to bed . Laying her down and moving over her as he made love to the only woman he would ever love .
Awhile later , they lay in bed dozing and talking . It was still early and since they had no plans for the day now . They lazed about in bed and watched a movie on TV . " I love this movie . " She sighed dreamily , as the famous rain scene played on the screen and the long lost lovers lips met in a passionate kiss as they crashed through the door , soaking wet and tearing at each others clothes as they made love for the first time . Jon sniffled a little already knowing how the movie ended from the time she had coerced him into watching it with her a few years back . And she looked up at him and said " Oh Jon . Its a beautiful love story , even though they both die at the end at least they found their way back to each other again and again . "
" Yeah , i know . Still sucks they had to lose each other so many times ,though . All that wasted time . " he murmured . She kissed him softly and said " You'll never lose me , Jon . I promise . " He cleared his throat and said " Yeah , i know . " He was silent for a few minutes before he sniffled and said " I think my allergies are acting up . " She smiled knowingly , but said " Oh , well i have some allergy pills in my makeup bag in the bathroom if you want one . " " Yeah , that would be great . Thanks babe . " he smiled and dropped a kiss on her lips before getting out of bed and headed towards the bathroom . He heard a whistle and glanced back to see Kristeena admiring his bare ass .
She giggled and blushed , pulling the sheet up over her head at being caught and he smirked and said . " I'll be back in a minute . Be ready . " She giggled and said " Yes sir . " He shook his head and went into the bathroom . He took a piss and wiped himself off . And after washing his hands , unzipped her makeup bag to look for the allergy pills . He spotted them and her birth control pills just as she called from the other room . " JD . Can you grab one of my birth control pills while you're in there ? I almost forgot . " " Yeah ,baby . No problem . He replied as he shook an allergy pill out of the bottle . He put the lid back on the bottle and reached for her birth control . Popping one out . He lifted his hands and studied both pills and frowned when he realized the two were nearly identical . He stared at them for a moment deep in thought . And a minute later flushed the toilet and came back into the room to find her wearing her uniform and sucking on a cherry lollypop just like in his deepest darkest fantasy he had confessed to her late one night . He smirked and handed her her pill , and the bottle of water . Waiting for her to swallow it before he lifted it to his own lips and did the same .
Sitting on the edge of the bed and pulling her closer he reached up and pulled the elastic bands out of her hair that she had pulled up into pigtails . " I like it down , like you usually wear it . " He explained , pulling her into his lap as she straddled his thighs and he reached up to pull the lolly pop from her mouth . " Don't pout . I got something else for you to suck on , little one . " He murmured his tone raspy with lust . His breathing harsh as he kissed her neck and lips , his hands explored her through her clothes and she whimpered in his ear as he started to undress her .
" So , can i come watch you wrestle tonight ? " She asked , awhile later when they stood in the shower together washing the sticky residue from the candy from their skin . He sighed and said " Honestly , i would prefer you not . And before you get upset , its not because i don't want you there . Its just that my match might get pretty violent and i don't want you to see that . Plus , selfishly , i don't want to have to worry about other guys hitting on you all night when i can't protect you . " She giggled and said " Alright . I get it . I guess i'll just stay here ... i might take a bath when you leave because the shower isn't cutting it and i still feel sticky in a certain area . " I could give you a helping hand with that , little star . " She laughed and said " You would like that , wouldn't you ? " " Hell yeah i would . And i mean , it is my fault anyway . " Yes it is . How did you ever come up with that idea anyway ? " She asked . He slid his arms around her wet torso from behind and pulled her closer , leaning down to murmur in her ear . " What can i say ? I'm a creative guy who has been thinking about all the dirty things i would like to do to you for nearly two years . You're my muse , Teeny girl . " She laughed out loud and said . " Somehow that sounded equally pervy and romantic at the same time . " He shrugged and said unapologetically " What can i say ? I have no regrets . I combined two of my favorites things , candy and you , and it tasted sweet and delicious . If i could package that shit and sell it , i would make a small fortune . But i'm the only one with the golden ticket and i'm a greedy bastard . " She blushed at that and said " You're just a regular Willy Wonka . " " You know it , babe . " He winked . And teased " I'm scrumdiddlyumtious . " , his dimples on full display as he turned her in his arms and brushed a playful kiss on the tip of her nose before capturing her lips . She smiled and giggled against his mouth and had to agree . " Yes , you are . " Reaching for the shampoo and squeezing a bit into her palm as he leaned forward and rested his face on her shoulder as she started to massage the suds through his hair . He moaned appreciatively , his eyes shut . Relaxing as he savored the feeling of her pampering him .
She lathered his hair twice and after rinsing it he returned the favor . Taking his time running his hands through the long wet strands of her hair and massaging her scalp before rinsing it and applying conditioner . " So , what other plans do you have while i'm gone ? " He asked seriously .
She shrugged and said " I don't know . Maybe go grab some dinner or something . " He smiled and said . " Tell you what .. why don't you go exchange that dress i got and pick out something sexy to wear on our date and after i'm done my match , we'll go to dinner . " She smiled , happy with his idea and said " That sounds good . Umm , would you be too upset if i came by and picked you up after your match though so we don't have to take two cars to dinner . I wouldn't mind meeting Sami since i've talked to him a few times already . " She smiled . And he chuckled thinking about how many times his friend had grabbed the phone from his hand and talked to Kristeena . Telling her all kinds of embarrassing stories about how he moped around when he missed her . " Yeah , i guess that would be okay . " he agreed . Looking forward to showing her off a little since he had talked her up so much that half of the guys were convinced he was using some other girls picture and exaggerating how perfect she was . Especially when he would be there to fend them off when they surely tried to hit on her . Besides , a part of him really did want her there to watch him in action . One day he would allow her to come to an actual show . but preferably one that would be a lot less violent . They shared a kiss before he reluctantly pulled himself away and started to get ready . Deciding to call Sami and ask him for a ride so he didn't have to return to get his truck later .