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BPOV

"Did I hurt you, baby?" Jasper rolled to his side before sitting up. He pulled me into his arms rocking me gently.

"No. I'm happy." I shook my head burying my face into his neck, both arms wrapped around his rib cage.

"If this is happy, I'd hate to see you sad."

I laughed softly nodding. "That's the first time you said that."

"Said what?" I looked up at him seeing the frown on his face. He really was a little slow sometimes.

"That you loved me."

He made a face shaking his head, "That made you cry? Hell if I'd known, baby, I wouldn't have said anything to you."

My turn to make a face at him. "I meant that I was happy you told me. I cry when I'm happy too you know."

"Oh." He shrugged still looking confused. "Did I hurt you though? I didn't mean to be that rough. I'm not that rough. I don't know how you brought it out of me but you did."

I grinned at him kissing his lips softly. He went in for another kiss as I leaned back. "I liked rough Jasper."

When he blushed I couldn't contain my laughter. It was the most adorable thing I'd ever seen. He made another face at before dropping me onto the floor. I rolled onto my side laughing.

When he huffed and got up I almost wet myself.

"See if ever say something nice to you again. Making fun of me." He high tailed it into the bathroom as I tried to calm myself down.

Jasper was a fun person to be around even though he was very intense. It was the perfect balance. I got up and made my way into the bathroom. He was leaning into the shower turning it on. I couldn't stop myself as I went over and slapped him on the butt.

He yelped falling through the doors.

I earned a glare from him as I started giggling. "Payback, Jasper. Payback."

"You'll pay for that, baby."

I wagged my eyebrows at him, "I'm hoping so. That last time you slapped me on the ass, I came."

He blushed again, licking his lips.

"If you keep talking we're going to be even more late for our appointment with the Doc. She's already waiting on us. I hung up on dad, so I'm sure he knows what's keeping us."

My turn to blush as I hurried inside the shower. I rolled him over to the other side scrubbing as fast as I could. Jasper got up giving me a mean face. We fought for the water pushing each other like little kids. I hadn't laughed that much in a while. This time Jasper joining in.

We were dressed and in the car within twenty minutes. I held Jasper's bad hand, running my fingers over his wrist.

"How does it feel, Jasper?"

He glanced at me looking down at our hands. "Fine. Still tingles every few minutes or so. The main thing is that it itches like crazy. But I guess that's good since it's healing."

"Yeah. I'm glad you didn't have any clots in it."

"Me too. You do believe me when I say I won't hurt myself anymore, don't you?"

I took a minute to think it over. I loved him and I trusted him to protect me.

"I think you mean it, but I know it's going to be a while before you know for sure yourself. 100% sure."

He sighed staring straight ahead. "I know. I just don't want you to worry I'll off myself when you're around. I'm not as depressed as before. I've actually got something to look forward to every day."

"Me too." I smiled at him leaning over and kissing his jaw. He returned it as he parked.

As soon as we got out he took my hand pulling me along him. We walked inside and everyone stopped and stared. They knew who he was and it was a shocker to see us out like we were so soon. I just smiled and let him led me. We got into an elevator with three other people, all of whom were watching us from the corner of their eyes.

One guy turned his attention to me looking up and down. I felt Jasper getting harder. His grip tighten on my hand until he was turning it white. I pulled him down to kiss his ear and he smiled at me. We both looked at the guy at the same time and he was still staring at me.

I wasn't sure where my independent streak came from but I wanted to show him who I belonged too.

I held up my engagement ring speaking loud enough for everyone to hear. "Do you like it? My man just brought it today. He got three extra just because he likes to spoil me."

The guy coughed, "Yeah... it's nice... I guess."

The other two people tried to cover their laughs as Jasper smiled wide at him.

"It should be, he spent millions on it." I teased rubbing salt into his wound. I brought it closer to me, looking it over. "It's so hard keeping him from buying me stuff. He likes diamonds and gold. Especially on me."

I gave a giggle batting my eyes. Inside I was rolling with laughter.

I earned a glare from the man as the door opened. We got out and headed towards an office. It wasn't hard to hear the laughing behind us.

"You so got your ass handed to you, dude. He's got her on hook and sinker. You didn't have a chance."

"The boy has money. You think she'll leave that for you? You're crazy as hell."

By the time we got to the door we were both laughing to ourselves.

I wasn't used to Dr. Jared's office. A lady was behind the desk working on a computer and the waiting area was empty.

"Jasper, it's about time!" The lady stood up motioning to go through the door. He sighed pulling me behind him. He went over to the first door going in without knocking. Dr. Jared was sitting behind her desk and she looked pissed.

She waved us over to the chairs. "Where have you two been? Carlisle said he talked to you over two hours ago."

I felt my cheeks turn red as I sat down. Jasper had a big ass smirk on his face. You could read what we did on his face with the way he looked.

Dr. Jared smacked her hands against her face shaking her head. "Why do I even ask? I should have listened to Carlisle. He said something about you hanging up on him after asking if Bella could have sex, am I right?"

I let Jasper do all the talking so I wouldn't put my foot in my mouth.

"Yes. We did."

"Bella, how are you feeling after that?"

I was shocked by her question my mouth hanging open. "Wonderful."

I wanted to hide my head in the sand after that comment. It was my turn to cover my face. Jasper laughed outright as Dr. Jared let out a gasp.

"Bella, is that what I think it is?" Her question raised my head and I looked at her funny. She nodded towards my ring stunned.

"Yes."

"Oh," She shook her head which got my attention. "I didn't think you two were really going to get married this soon."

Jasper immediately took offense. "You're acting like her brother did. Why can't people just let us be happy?"

She glared at him, smiling at me, "What I'm trying to say is that I'd like for the both of you to get through my classes before tying the knot. I want everything out and worked through. It's only fair to the both of you. Don't you think?"

I smiled back at her agreeing. "Actually I do. There is a lot of stuff Jasper doesn't know and I'm not sure how he will handle it."

Jasper looked between us shaking his head. "All I want is to marry Bella and have some kids. What's the problem? I'm not leaving. I don't give a shit what's happened in her past or what Troy did. I was with his sister long enough to know crazy."

"Kids?" Her question was of surprise. "You two are planning on adopting?"

"Yeah, so?" Jasper was out right pissy.

"Don't you want to wait until a few years into the marriage?"

"No, I want kids with Bella. I don't care that they aren't ours biologically. I tried that once and had a hell of a time."

I cringed at his description but knew he was right.

"Jasper, get your panties out of your ass, alright? I'm just asking some questions and giving you my opinion. It would be better to wait for the two of you to get married and have kids. You don't really want to bring a child into your life with Troy stalking Bella, do you?"

His face turned dark, eyes black. "I want him in jail or dead. I don't care which one."

"I'm sure Bella feels the same. But it would be stupid to take chances with another child. That family is not exactly sane."

"You can say that again." I hadn't meant to say it out loud catching Jasper's attention. He shook his head before smiling.

"On to business, kids. We've got some stuff to cover before you leave for the night."

"Fun." I gave Jasper a look as he pouted.

Dr. Jared sighed shaking her head. She went through her notes pulling out a list and pen.

"How was it going out together for the first time?"

"Great." I smiled and looked at Jasper.

"I'm not completely uncivilized."

"That's what you say." She shook her head making notes. "What happened at the house?"

"Troy threw paint on the front door and wrote some shit on my windows in the back. If he's looking for a fight, he'll get one."

"Jasper. Please."

Dr. Jared looked between the two of us. "Jasper, you've got to work more on your control."

"I'm trying. I don't like it when someone threatens my family."

"Bella, you've got to know that Jasper will have some setbacks. He'll blow up and it will make you mad or upset but you've got to work to control that too."

"I know. I just don't want anything to happen to him. Troy is just as psycho as his sister. She already did a number to Jasper. If Troy pulls something it might send Jasper over the edge."

"If he comes after you it will. But it won't be me dead once I go over the edge."

I shook my head giving up.

"How was the party?"

I smiled wide glancing at Jasper. He shrugged but I knew he had enjoyed it too.

"It was fine. No big deal."

"He loved it."

He made a face at me and I stuck my tongue out at him. That earned me a smile.

"Good, good. I'm glad that you're learning to enjoy being in happy places."

"I like being happy. I just don't show it all the time."

"The only time I've seen you happy in three years was with Bella. That's it."

"That's the only time I wanted to be happy. Sue me."

"Take too long." Her comebacks were spot on making me giggle. Jasper glared at me crossing his arms. "Did you pick out a ring too?"

"No, we got four for Bella, I was planning-"

"Four? You bought her four rings?"

"Yeah, so? I wanted her to have what she wanted."

She gave me a look as if I was crazy. "Jasper, you're making her think I'm a gold digger."

"I made her get them. She asked my opinion on which one looked the best and I didn't want to choose. She looked happy. Really happy for fucking once. After everything that's happened I think she should be able to have whatever she wants."

She shook her head. "I know it was you, Jasper. I'm just shocked Bella didn't box your ears for something like that."

"I wanted too."

This time he stuck his tongue out at me. I grinned at him turning back to Dr. Jared. She sighed smiling.

"Do you two have any questions for me?"

"I'd like to know more about the time line you're getting together. Have you come across anything else?"

I could tell from her face she had but didn't want to share.

"Yes, but before I share, I'd like for both of you not to lose it."

"Promise."

We waited on Jasper. "Sure."

"From what I've gathered in the last day, Troy started to become sexually aggressive with Bella after he found out about Rosalie being pregnant. When did she tell you?"

"I don't remember." He shrugged looking confused. "The first two months, maybe, I don't know. It was early still, she wasn't showing yet. I think I was in the hospital after a crash."

"I figured as much. It had something to do with the fact that you refused to stop racing, as to why she was so upset."

"Guess so."

"Troy became more controlling towards Bella when Rosalie couldn't control you. They played off of one another. We know that already. But it also explains why one would get more aggressive or controlling when the other wasn't."

"You mean he did what he did because of me?"

I didn't like where this was going instantly. Jasper sat forward watching closely. He was starting to blame himself for what happened.

"I'm not saying that, Jasper. I'm saying that when Rosalie couldn't get you to do what she wanted, Troy, in turn, just became more controlling with Bella. The same goes both ways. When Troy couldn't get Bella to do what he wanted, Rosalie would start after you. Before she got pregnant, she controlled a lot, didn't she?"

"Like what?"

"Where you lived?"

"Yeah."

"Who you saw?"

"Sure."

"Where you went and what you did?"

"Ok, I get the point. They were evil little fucking twins."

"That's not what I'm trying to say, Jasper. I'm trying to explain why they did what they did. I think Troy had helped Rosalie plan her doing what she did. If he'd been watching Bella for her to become fertile than they knew ahead of time. It wasn't a surprise. You never had a chance of stopping her. The moment she got pregnant those babies were doomed."

"Are you trying to tell me it's not my fault? That I shouldn't feel guilty about not seeing what she was planning on doing?"

"What I'm trying to say is that even if you noticed she still would have found a way."

Jasper shook his head as if he couldn't understand.

"Is that the same with Troy?"

I wanted to take Jasper's mind off of what she was talking about. He looked up at me before turning to her.

"More than likely. I doubt you even breaking up with him would have stopped what he did. Truth be told, surviving then makes it easier now. If you had gotten away he'd probably kill you out right now instead of scaring the hell out of you."

Her phone went off and we watched as she answered. When she hung up she smiled at us.

"Charlie said they made a report and took pictures. They're gonna look into it, but without any witnesses there isn't much they can do."

"If they go after him about this, it will just make him madder."

Jasper growled and I shook my head at him. "He can get madder all he wants. It's me he's screwing with now. I don't take it light nor will I sit quietly."

"Jasper..."

"How about you two take the next few days off from me? Bella, I heard about your brothers' birthday coming up. Let's get together after that. I'll talk to Carlisle and we'll figure out when to have you two back. I'd recommend though to keep doing your therapy."

Jasper was up and pulling me with him before I could nod.

"Cool, Doc, see you then."

I barely got a wave out before he had me in the elevator. He smirked at me and I glared at him.

"That wasn't nice, Jasper."

"That's me, baby. If the Doc says I can be off for a while, than I'm not going to argue with her. What do you want to do over the next few days?"

"Anything. My brothers' birthday is in two days though. Do you want to go with me?"

He pulled me close, kissing my forehead. "Sure. But you might not want me too if we get into a fight."

"I'm sure dad would put his two cents in if anything happens. Alice, Esme and Pops are going as well."

"Do I have to get a gift for them?"

I smiled up at him. "No. You already bought their books. I'll say they're from both of us."

"How sweet."

I pinched him making him yelp.

He rubbed the spot on his chest making a face. "Why'd you do that?"

"You're being an ass."

"I know."

I giggled because of how serious he was. He smiled kissing me softly.

"Do you want to look at some more wedding junk?"

"Junk?" I lifted an eyebrow and he shrugged.

"I'm not into the shit, but if you want too, I'll go. Whatever makes you happy, baby. I'm just going to show up."

I laughed even though I was serious. "Is that what you did with Rosalie?"

He looked thoughtful and I wasn't sure if I'd crossed a line. "I don't really remember, baby. To be honest. She had everything planned. You'd have to asked mom or Alice. You know how Alice likes to shop. I don't think she even let her help which was different. Alice refused to be in the wedding because of how she was treated. My family almost didn't come. That should have been something to get my attention. Hormones."

"So you wanted to have sex with her, that's why you married her?"

He looked affronted. "I'm a guy. What's wrong with that? Geez. Women always getting on men about that shit. Would you want to be with a guy if he didn't want to fuck you all the time?"

I opened my mouth to snip at him before I realized I agreed. I wanted Jasper all the time and I doubted that I could have stayed with him if he didn't want me just as much.

"I'll let you go on that one, because you're right."

He snickered as we made our way to the car.

"I know I am."

He ducked into the car before I could slap him upside the head. I giggled as I got in. We made it home by almost eleven.

The front of the house was cleaned off which surprised me. Jasper took my hand going in before me. The writing on the back windows were cleaned off as well a note taped in their place. I got something to drink as he went over and read it.

"Charlie had them clean off everything after they got what they needed."

"I'm glad it's gone."

He nodded tossing the ball away before stealing a drink of my pop.

"Do you want to invite Alice with us tomorrow when we start wedding shopping?"

"I don't care. I'd like to have some say in things though."

"It's your wedding, baby. Like I told Alice you get finale choice. Do you have a date in mind?"

"I'd like a few months to get things together. Troy would ruin our wedding if he found out right now."

"He won't get anywhere near our wedding unless he wants both legs taken off."

I shook my head as I threw out my pop. Jasper followed me into the bedroom.

He stood in the doorway watching as I got ready for bed. When he laughed I stopped and stared at him.

"What's so funny?"

"It's like we've been together forever. You seem at ease here."

"I feel safe."

"I hope so." He moved over to me, wrapping his arms around my shoulders pulling me into a hug. I locked my arms around his waist, looking up at him.

"You're really laid back, have you noticed?"

He frowned, shaking his head. "Not really. It must be you. You bring it out of me naturally. I haven't had a lot of people yelling at me over the last few days. I knew something was different I just wasn't sure."

I laughed kissing him on the chin. "I liked rough Jasper earlier."

He inhaled hard, drawing back. "Are you sure?"

"Didn't you hear me screaming?"

He smirked leaning down to lift me up in his arms. I crossed my legs behind his back, pulling his face down to me. Our lips locked onto one another, as we started shedding our clothes.

Jasper slid into me as he rolled onto his back, pushing me to sit up.

"I don't want to hurt you. Your hips are still healing."

He rolled his eyes, taking hold and moving me against him. It took seconds and my head flew back, moaning.

JPOV

Watching her move on me was hypnotic. I couldn't think past how her body flowed. I pulled myself up taking a nipple into my mouth. She whimpered, wrapping her arms around my neck tugging me close.

I sucked on the tip for a minute before biting down. She yelled coming without warning. Her body was in a frenzy as it worked back and forth. As soon as she came down from her high she collapsed against me. I smiled rolling her over onto her back.

When I looked down she was out cold, limp as a noodle. It was all I had wanted as I pulled away. I moved her higher up on the bed as I went into the bathroom to get a wet towel.

"Jasper?" I was surprised that she came too so fast moving back into the room with the towel. She frowned looking at me. "Did I just pass out?"

I grinned unable to help it. "Yup."

She looked around before looking down. When she licked her lips I nearly came right there.

"Didn't you finish?"

"Watching you was enough for me."

She hopped up jumping on me. I dropped the towel on the floor as I caught her. She let out a giggle making me smile.

When she went quiet I paused. Her lips started at the base of my neck, moving up my throat to my jaw.

"It's not enough for me. I want to feel you inside me." One kiss to the lips. "Now."

I was more than hard dumping her onto the bed. When I saw the smile on her face, I wanted nothing more than to erase it. She moved back on the bed as I crawled on. When I grabbed hold of her ankles she looked shocked.

Bella yelped as I whipped her over onto her stomach.

"Up on your knees, Bella." She wiggled her ass teasing me. I smirked slapping her hard. When she cried out I lost it. "Now!"

She whimpered as she did as told. I didn't give her a warning as I slammed into her. Her scream sent chills down my spine, causing me to groan. Bella tried to push herself off her hands, getting angry when I laughed; moving over her. I held her hands down with mine next to her head, locking my feet over her ankles. She couldn't move no matter how hard she fought.

And I loved it. The more she fought, the harder I pounded into her. Every squeal and moan that came out of her made me growl and move faster. I bit down on her shoulder licking as I went. Her taste and smell was everywhere and it was the only thing I wanted to be around.

She kept tugging at her hands making me snicker. When I heard her whine bucking back into me, I nearly came. Dominating her was almost enough to make me let go.

"What's wrong, baby?"

"I need to touch it." Her head whipped to the side, burying her face into the blankets.

"Touch what?" I stopped mid stroke angry she refused to answer me. "I want an answer now, damn it!"

"My clit, it aches! I want to touch it!"

I laughed, slamming back into her. It was hard enough to knock her onto her chest. She fought to get back up on her knees. I shook my head smiling as I let my weight down, shoving her into the bed hard. Each pass down forced her to rub against the blanket.

"No one touches that pussy but me understand? I say when you can come!" She withered under me cooing and whining.

Taking both hands into one, I moved my knees farther apart on either side of her hips; before leaning back and taking a handful of her hair.

When I yanked she screamed and my toes started to curl.

"You didn't answer me, baby, you don't want me angry, do you?" Another yank and she was sobbing, begging to come.

"No! Please, Jasper! Oh...oh...oh! Yes! Yes! Right there, harder! Harder!" Each word came out with a thrust. I felt my belly start to tingle and my balls heat up right as I exploded. I shouted, trying to get as far inside of her as I could.

Bella let out an ear piercing scream as she came, nearly bucking me off of her. "I love you! Jasper!"

I collapsed on top of her with a smile, my whole body worn out and covered with sweat. Bella went limp again, her head lolled to one side. I kissed her neck resting my head against her shoulders.

"I love you too, baby."

She sighed, and I fell asleep, so fucking happy for once in my life that I knew it wouldn't last.

Time for a shower that's all i can say!

I have a question for everyone, and i'll be adding it with each chapter for the next few: What questions do you want answered?

I'll make a point to add them to the therapy sessions and talks between Bella and Jasper as we go along.

I'm really trying to get an update for the other stories, i have NOT forgotten about them, they just ain't talking. And like last time when i couldn't get this Jasper to talk, i promise when they do, i will get all that i can out of them!

Leave some love, peeps! See u next time, lol!