The weekend came all too quickly for Loki and he groaned when Thor dragged him from the couch where he was watching a documentary about the Titanic with Frigga and dragged him upstairs.

"Thor, slow down, we still have two hours before the party even starts and I may have been locked away throughout most of my teenage life but I'm pretty sure you're not supposed to get there when the party starts anyway,"

Thor laughed and pushed him into their bedroom. "I'm excited! All my high-school friends will be there."

"Maybe you should go ahead and I'll meet you there in a few hours…"

Thor smirked and pulled Loki in for a kiss. "You're not getting out of going that easily."

Loki pouted and Thor kissed his pout. "Stop that or we'll never leave this room."

Loki grinned before pouting again and falling dramatically face-down on the bed while Thor rolled his eyes. "That's not going to work."

Loki started whimpering and moaning, burying his face in the pillows and Thor had to bite his lip. Loki rolled into his back and sat up, he'd made his eyes fill with tears and was still pouting.

"Please, Thor, I'll do anything," He was appealing to the darker part of Thor that wanted to take complete control over Loki. Thor himself had only discovered this side very recently but Loki embraced it. Thor bit his lip harder and shook his head.

"Not happening."

But when Loki crawled over to the edge of the bed where Thor was stood and started kissing the thigh of Thor's trousers while one of his hands trailed up to his crotch and the other stayed on the bed to steady himself Thor gave up completely.

He stepped back so Loki couldn't touch him anymore and quickly tugged his belt off and his trousers down then stepped forward again while Loki smirked. Thor mock-glared at him.

"Stop smirking or I'll wipe that look off your face." He threatened quietly although Loki knew he would never actually hurt him.

"Yes, sir." He forced himself to look as innocent as possible and kissed Thor's dick, still clothed in his boxers. Thor groaned and placed his hand on Loki's head. In the past week Loki had gotten exceptionally great at giving blowjobs, just the thought of them made Thor so painfully hard he was at risk of coming from air blowing across his cock. Which is just what Loki was doing now. He'd pulled his boxers down and was now blowing cool air over the head.

Loki leant forward to lick a bead of precome from Thor's slit and almost fell off the bed so, after catching Loki's arm, putting him back on his knees on the bed and laughing, Thor stepped a little closer so the head was touching Loki's lips. Loki smirked up at him and took the head into his mouth, sucking lightly, teasing. Thor closed his eyes in pleasure and put his hand on the back of Loki's head again to push him a little further down. Loki didn't object or try and stop him but instead just followed his prompting and sucked lower down Thor's length. He got half way down and bobbed his head back and forth with Thor's hand just rested there on his head, not urging him to go deeper, while Loki's where on Thor's thighs. When Thor's head fell back and he started thrusting shallowly in and out of Loki's mouth, Loki tightened his lips around him a little more and took Thor's cock deeper into his mouth until it reached the tighter part of his mouth at the back and drew back again before pushing himself back down, going a little further each time until he had to force his gag reflex to stop and his throat to relax.

Thor moaned and tangled his hand in Loki's hair, gripping it tightly while Loki dropped his hands from Thor's thighs to the edge of the bed, sensing that he would need the extra balance for what was coming next.

Thor pushed Loki further down his length until he could feel his cock curve down Loki's throat and Loki's throat constricted around him. He moaned again, louder and kept him there until Loki's started choking.

Even then, Thor waited a few seconds until Loki's hands white-knuckled the bed covers and his eyes clenched shut before pulling back and letting Loki breathe. Loki coughed, his face a little red, and wiped the saliva from his chin and lips. Thor waited until Loki sat back up on his knees and opened his mouth again before shoving his cock back into his mouth and down his throat. He didn't stay that time though, instead he thrusted in and out of his throat quickly and roughly while Loki gagged every now and then when he was taken by surprise since Thor never kept the same pattern and he didn't relax his gag reflex quick enough.

It didn't take long for Thor to feel a pool of warmth in the pit of his stomach that he associated with his climax nearing and he shoved his cock down Loki's throat and kept it there while it constricted around his length until he came down Loki's throat. He stayed like that until he was done and Loki was done choking and swallowing every drop.

Thor pulled out of Loki's mouth and knelt down in front of the bed so he was at eye-level to Loki. Loki coughed violently for a few moments as soon as Thor pulled out and Thor lifted his chin up when he was done.

He always felt incredibly guilty afterwards, watching Loki cough and remembering how he choked. When it was happening the choking was really hot but thinking back to it afterwards made him feel awful. Loki smiled to reassure him that he was okay even though his face was still a little red and there were tears down his cheeks from when his eyes had watered.

"Loki…" Thor started but the younger boy held one hand up to silence him before returning it to the edge of the mattress.

"Don't apologize, I already told you; I like it." Loki smirked and Thor remembered just how kinky he was and grinned before kissing him.

"I love you…" He muttered against Loki's slightly swollen, red lips, and Loki muttered it back. "But we're still going to the party." Thor smirked and stood up while Loki groaned.

"But I have a sore throat… And an erection…"

Thor looked at Loki crotch and picked him up, throwing him flat on his back against the pillows then crawled on top of his, kissing him through his trousers.

Ten minutes later, Loki was gasping for breath for a different reason and Thor was looking incredibly proud of himself. "There, now no more erection and if they amount of times I had to cover your mouth as to not alert my parents is any indication your sore throat should be cleared up too."

Loki groaned, again, for a completely different reason.


Loki's POV

"I won't know anyone!"

"You know Fandral, Hogun, Sif, Volstagg, Jane and I."

"I don't know them enough to talk to them!"

"Then just talk to me," Thor shrugged, swinging his and Loki's arms.

Loki stopped and pulled Thor to a stop in front of him. "Promise me you won't leave me alone?"

Thor chuckled and kissed Loki's knuckles. "Of course I won't leave you alone, love. I promise."

They got to Fandral's house fifteen minutes after he said the party would start and it was already in full swing. Fandral had invited the whole town by the looks of it and also had all the alcohol in town.

"You really outdid yourself this time, buddy!" Thor announced when they found Fandral.

"Thor! Loki! Great to see you both!" He pulled them both into a hug at the same time which Thor eagerly returned while Loki awkwardly patted Fandral's back. He was clearly already very drunk.

They talked for a while and, despite his promise not to leave Loki's side, Thor eventually ended up wandering off to talk to some people he knew at school while Loki stood awkwardly in the corner drinking wine.

"Hey," A dark haired girl with dark red lips stood next to Loki and smiled.

"Hi…" He held out the wine bottle to her. She nodded and held out her glass so Loki could refill it.

"Thanks. I'm Darcy." She held her hand out and Loki shook it.

"Loki," He replied and she smiled.

"Cool name."

"Thank you…"

"So… Having fun?" Darcy asked, sipping her wine.

Loki debated lying but didn't see the point and shook his head. Darcy nodded in sympathy.

"Want to go somewhere quieter?" She offered and Loki nodded eagerly, the loud music beginning to give him a headache. He glanced at Thor and noticed he wasn't looking anyway so he just went with Darcy.

They went upstairs into one of the bedrooms and Darcy sat on the bed, pulling Loki to sit next to her. Loki sat down and awkwardly sipped the glass of wine he still had. He liked thisa lot more than he liked whiskey.

"So… You're dating Thor, right?" Darcy asked.

Loki looked a little confused and she smiled. "Jane told me. We're friends."

"Okay… Yes. I'm a little mad at him now though."

"Why's that?" Darcy sipped her own drink and crossed her legs over.

"He said he wouldn't leave me alone tonight since I don't really know anyone and he wandered off within half an hour of us being here. I haven't spoken to him since."

Darcy shook her head. "That's mean! You should totally get back at him!"

Loki frowned a little and drank more. "How?"

Darcy took the glass from Loki and leant closer until her lips were just an inch from Loki's. It took until then for Loki to realise what she was trying to do and jump up, narrowly avoiding headbutting her.

"Wait. I can't do this, I still love him, I'm just a little annoyed. That's all,"

Darcy stood up and took Loki's hands in her own. "But if he knows you slept with me because he left you alone he'll never want to leave you alone again."

"I want him to not want to leave me alone because he loves me, not because he doesn't trust me!"

Darcy's phone buzzed in her pocket but she ignored it. "You don't think Thor is doing the same thing?"

"What?" Loki stepped back in confusion but Darcy refused to let go of his hands.

"Why do you think he left you alone? So he could get laid by someone else without you finding out."

"But…" Loki shook his head. "No, I didn't even want to come. If he really wanted that then he wouldn't have begged me to come, he would have come alone."

Darcy dragged him over to the door. "Jane told me the other day that her and Thor were going to hook up tonight. She's been forcing drinks down Fandral's throat all night so he'll be drunk enough so he won't realise if she fools around with someone else."

She took him out of the bedroom and dragged him to the foot of the stairs then through to the living room while Loki followed in confusion.

Surely Thor wouldn't really cheat on me… Would he? Loki felt physically ill at the thought.

Darcy stopped and directed Loki's attention to the corner of the room where Thor had his back to the wall and he and Jane were kissing passionately.

Loki stared for a second then pushed Darcy out of his way to run out of the house. He could vaguely registered Sif looking confused and hearing Sif call his name in what sounded like concern and then he heard Thor shouting him.

This made him run quicker.

He ran out of Fandral's street, across several roads, long after he stopped being able to hear the blaring music and all he could hear was the ringing in his ears, his own heavy breathing and his shoes hitting the concrete. Then the grass.

He had never seen this wooded area before, probably because he didn't really leave the Odinson household, but he kept running anyway. Loki felt branches and thorns grab and claw at his face and clothes like phantom hands, which urged him to run faster until he couldn't see ahead of him because of the tears he didn't notice trailing down his face and it was too dark to go on without hurting himself.

Loki stopped and fell to his knees beside a particularly large tree and finally let the sobs he didn't realize he was keeping in escape and rack his thin body.


Thor's POV

"Thor! Loki! Great to see you both!" Thor laughed as he and Loki were pulling into Fandral's arms for a hug.

"Great to see you too, Fandral!" Thor grinned as Fandral then started babbling on about the house party rules which it was clear by the amount of things that had been broken already no one was following and let go of Loki's hand to steady his friend when he started swaying dangerously.

Two guys Thor used to know from high school, Phil and Nick came over and dragged Thor into an energetic conversation. He didn't realise they had slowly led him away from Loki and into a different room.

After half an hour Thor noticed Loki wasn't beside him and started looking for him. He went into the living room but his search ended when Jane started talking to him, wanting relationship advice. Thor politely listened for another fifteen minutes and thought he saw Loki being led upstairs by a girl but quickly dismissed the idea. It must have been someone else.

Thor looked back at Jane while she continued talking. After a few minutes she got her phone out and said she just needed to send a text to someone. Thor didn't intentionally look at her screen but he noticed it was just a blank text and frowned a little in confusion. The text was to "Darcy".

Thor ignored it and carried on listening to Jane while she talked about how she thinks Fandral is cheating on her and she'd love to get revenge on him. Just as Thor was about to tell her to talk to Fandral about how she feels, Jane attacked his mouth and pinned him against the wall.

Thor stayed like that in silent shock or a minute before he heard Sif shout Loki's name. That snapped him back to reality and he pushed Jane away and ran past her to see Loki running out the door. He called his name but Loki either didn't hear him or didn't want to see him.

"What happened?!" He turned to Sif and questioned her.

"I don't know, I saw him and Darcy come downstairs then Loki bolted. Is he okay?"

Thor frowned. "Who's Darcy?"

Sif gestured behind them to a girl stood in the living room doorway talking to Jane. Thor realised it was the girl he saw go upstairs with who he now assumed was Loki.

He stormed over to them when he saw both the girls giggling. "What's wrong with Loki?!"

Darcy stepped back a little. "He saw you making out with Jane… I may have had a part in making sure he saw." She smirked a little.

Thor stared at them in shock. "You planned this!?" He pointed accusingly at the girls about to yell more and Fandral came over to see what was happening.

"Your girlfriend just attack kissed me and her friend made sure my boyfriend saw and thought I was cheating on him!" Thor yelled at him then stormed off to go and find Loki.

After trying to call Loki's cell phone and finding out it was switched off and searching everywhere near Fandral's house he could find, Thor assumed Loki had ran home so he went back to his house.

"Mum?! Dad?!" He shouted when he got in and Odin and Frigga both stumbled to the top of the stairs out of their bedroom.

"Thor? Why are you yelling?" Odin rubbing his good eye while Frigga yawned. Thor Felt momentarily bad about waking them but he was too worried about Loki to care too much.

"Is Loki home?" That question woke Frigga up.

"Why? Shouldn't you know? He should be with you!" She started panicking and went into Loki and Thor's room and saw it was empty. "He's not up here."

"Why don't you know where he is, Thor?!" Odin shouted and came downstairs to help Thor search down there for Loki but they didn't find him.

"He saw a girl kiss me and he thought I initiated it and ran out and I didn't get out of the house in time to see which way he went and his phone is switched off and…" Thor was starting to panic and hyperventilate so Odin grabbed his shoulders.

"Thor, calm down. We'll find him, he has to be somewhere. You think of places he might have gone while I go get dressed and I'll help you find Loki,"

Thor could have cried out of gratitude at that moment but he settled for nodding instead until Odin went back upstairs. Frigga went up too and Thor heard Odin ask what she was doing. She told him she was coming too and Odin didn't get a chance to argue.

They all got in the car and Thor mentioned that they'd only been to the park and the supermarket. Odin drove as close to the park as he could get and he and Thor got out with a flashlight while Frigga waited in the car since it was early hours in the morning and they didn't want her to get hurt in case there was anyone dangerous around.

Loki wasn't in the park. They went to the supermarket car park and he wasn't there or anywhere around there either. They searched everywhere roads led and didn't find him and Thor was close to another freak out.

"It's 3:30am, Loki may already be back at the house. I say we go home and start looking again in the morning when there's more light." Frigga sighed in defeat as she spoke and Odin agreed they were more likely to find him in the day. Thor sat silently as they returned to the house.


After trying Loki's phone another eight or so times, Thor went up to their room and buried his face in Loki's pillow. He breathed in Loki's scent and didn't notice the tears dampen the fabric under his face as he cried himself to sleep, sick with worry for Loki.