Flashback

Rated M. I just copied & pasted Chapter 15 seen as though it's a flashback ;)

Ross woke up with a ripping pain through his chest. He and Cassie had gone back to the center and Ross had fell asleep on the sofa. Only to wake up with the most horrific pain going through his chest. He clenched onto it and began to breathe heavily. Heavy pain.

"Ross! Ross! Ross!" Jaymee called running over to him, as she noticed him in pain. Ross was just gasping for air he then grabbed onto Jaymee's shoulder, nipping it as the pain got worse and he was breathing heavily. "Ross! Breathe!" Jaymee called. Ross shook his head "I... Can't.." He barely managed to get out. "Someone call for help!" Jaymee called.

"Ross, try to breathe." Jaymee said shaking him.

All of a sudden his chest felt tighter and the room was spinning. His airways felt like they were closing up. He was loosing it. Everything felt like it was getting smaller. He fell off the couch onto his back. "ROSS!" Jaymee screamed. The noise was drained out. All he could hear was muffled sounds of people shouting. People meaning Jaymee. His vision soon become blurred.

He saw a brown blob infront of his eyes which was Jaymee's head more than likely. Soon to be a blonde one, which was Cassie. He was still breathing very heavy and soon the breathing slowed down. But not in a good way. His eyes were getting heavier and slowly started falling shut. Where then he felt a harsh sting across his face from where Jaymee slapped him "Stay awake!" Was all her heard get shouted.

But next thing he knew, his eyes rolled to the back of his head, his eyes shut and he was gone. Out like a light.

Ross's back collided with Ratliff's bedroom wall harshly. But right now he didn't care. He would of cried in pain but instead he moaned as he collided and Ratliff continued to attack his mouth with kisses.

How could something be so wrong, yet feel so right?

Hands were traveling everywhere. Ross's were going through Ratliff's hair whilst Ratliff's went up and down Ross's back.

Ratliff moved his mouth down to Ross's neck as he kissed, sucked and nibbled. "Oh.." Ross moaned.

Right now both of them were shirtless. Their shirts were elsewhere around the room. Ross had enough of just standing there making out when then he moved his hands from Ratliff's hair, which was now a mess thanks to none other than Ross Lynch, down to his belt. "What are you doing..?" Ratliff asked side tracking from kissing senseless out of Ross. "Your right.. I'm sorry.." Ross said before going back to go kiss him. "I didn't say I didn't mind.." Ratliff said.

Ross grinned. He then went back to kissing him before moving his hands back down to the belt of his trousers where he soon took care of it, but ripping them off. Ratliff done the same with Ross before making their way to the bed.

"Ratliff.." Ross moaned. Ross couldn't help but moan as Ratliff thrusted into him.

Sure he's always liked girls, but there was just something about this and Ratliff that just.. turned him on. Alot. He got sent through a lot of waves of pleasure where he just lost it and moaned.

As Ratliff continued to pound Ross, he moved his hand down to Ross's shaft where he then began to pump it with with hand. Up and down, up and down. "Oh fuck Ratliff.." Ross moaned. Ross then came all over, and moaned when he did.

Ross wanted to return this 'favor' so once Ratliff stopped pumping him and pulled out of Ross. Ross got ontop of Ratliff before kissing him on the lips.

After a little while of making out again, Ross began to kiss Ratliff down to his neck. And then.. lower. Once Ross got even 'lower' he put his mouth round Ratliff's 'lower area' before beginning to lick it with his tounge.

After licking it for a little while, Ross then put his mouth round it before beginning to pump his shaft with his mouth. Up and down, up and down. "Oh my god.. Ross.." Ratliff moaned as he put his hands on Ross's blonde shaggy hair.

As Ross was pumping his shaft with his mouth, Ratliff was doing his best not to push Ross's head any further forward. It was hard but he managed not to. Ratliff continued to moan as Ross continued to do so, Ratliff felt himself about to cum. "Ross.." Ratliff moaned. Ross ignored Ratliff's cries of pleasure and continued into sucking him off, becoming a little more faster. That's when he lost it and he came. Ratliff's juices then began to pour out of the side of Ross's mouth.

That's when Ross took his mouth from Ratliff's cock and back up to his mouth and began to kiss him again.

Then both of them just collapsed. Ross ontop of Ratliff. Both breathless. "Wow.." Ross said breathless with his eyes half shut. "I know.." Ratliff said breathless.

Ross's eyes shot open where he found himself staring at a white ceiling. He sat up to find himself in a hospital room having Rydel sat next to him in the chair near to the bed. He was so confused. One minute he was asleep on the couch at the center and the next he's dreaming about the night with Ratliff.. Now he's in a hospital room.

"Are you okay Ross?" Rydel asked. "I.. I don't know.. What happened?" Ross asked. "You woke up and had a panic attack." Rydel said. "Why?" Ross asked. Rydel shrugged "Anything your overly concerned about?" Rydel asked. Ross shook his head "Not that I know of.." Ross said "but.. I was concerned about Ratliff moving to New York.. But I didn't think I was that panicked by it."

Rydel cocked her head "Why didn't you want him to leave?" Rydel asked. "C-c-cause he's my friends.. Duh.." Ross lied "pfft.. Not like we're anything else.. Or in a tough spot because we accidently hooked up or anything. Pfft. That's crazy talk." "Wait you what?!" Rydel asked shocked. "I said nothing!" Ross said. Rydel shook her head. Her bro was crazy. "Anyway, your allowed to come home now," Rydel said "I was the only one in at the time. Mom and Dad are out and Rocky's with his new girlfriend." "Rocky got a girlfriend?" Ross said surprised. Rydel nodded. "That's so strange because yesterday Jaymee told she got a bo-" Ross stopped himself "ohhh... No way.." He said in disbelief. "What is it?" Rydel asked. "N-nothing.." Ross said.

"Hey, what time did Ratliff leave for New York?" Rydel asked. "About 3 hours ago.." Ross said as he looked at the clock above the door. Rydel gasped "Oh no.." She said. "W-what?" Ross asked. "A plane flew out of L.A.X 3 hours ago.." Rydel said "and it crashed as soon as it took off.."

Ross literally felt like his world tumbled ontop of him "Y-your lying.. Please say your lying.." Ross said. "I wish I was.." Rydel said. Ross got out of the bed "We need to find him!" Ross said jumping off the bed. He then immediately ran to the door and swung it open.

"We need to get these people medical attention now!" The nurse shouted as people were being wheeled in. Obviously from the plane crash. "E-excuse me.." Ross said grabbing a nurse "Ellington Ratliff. Where is he?" Ross asked. "Who are you?" The nurse asked. "Do you know where he is?" Ross asked. "Yes, I do," The nurse said "now tell me. Who are you to him." "I'm his friend." Ross said. A little saddened. "Come with me," The nurse said "he's being seen too."

The nurse took Ross down a number of corridors until finally they got to a room. "Your not lying about being friends with him," The nurse said "are you?" "Why would I?" Ross asked. The nurse sighed before opening the door "Go in," The nurse said "I'll be back down in a moment I need to go see to a boy and girl who were also in this plane crash.. But before I go.. I need to know your name incase you visit again." "Ross Lynch." "Lynch?" The nurse asked "okay.. Don't freak out... But perhaps your related to a Riker Lynch." "My older brother.." Ross said. "Don't panic... But.. He was on this plane.." The nurse said "he was in the plane crash along with another girl.. Laura.."

Ross's eyes widened "A-are they okay?!" Ross asked. "Riker's being seen too. Laura's the same and Ellington.." The nurse said "well lets just say we're gonna hope for the best.. Go in. I'll be back soon." The nurse left down the corridor.

Ross walked into the room where the sight broke his entire heart into a million and one pieces. Ratliff was layed in the bed flat out on his back. Eyes shut. He was hooked up an IV drip, a ventilator and had a breathing tube going down his throat keeping him breathing. He had a bandage wrapped round his head, his face was cut and was slowly starting to bruise up by the looks of it, another thing he had was a neck brace round his neck. Ratliff was in bad shape.

Although.. Who wouldn't be after a plane crash?

It's pretty dangerous stuff.

Ross got closer to the bed and looked at his chest, sides and stomach which were bare and weren't covered up. His sides, where his ribs are, were bruising up. Broken ribs. Definantly. God forbid wherever else is broken. In all honesty, Ross thinks Ratliff is lucky to still be breathing. Ross didn't know if Ratliff was in a coma or not because the nurse didn't tell him. But by the looks of things he looks like it.

Ross sat on the edge of the bed before taking Ratliff's hand in his and looking at Ratliff's face "L-listen to me.." Ross said "I don't care if you wake up and see me and not want me here.. Well guess what. Your gonna have to deal with me being here because I am not and I repeat NOT leaving your side at all until you wake up and are out of hospital. You got that? I don't care if we use to hate eachother, but all of that has changed now epicly. Somehow I am glad it's changed. Man.. I didn't think I could ever be in love with a guy ever.. But you proved me wrong. After the past week or so.. I know it now. I love you Ratliff.. I really do.. You have no idea how much.. Just promise me you won't die while your in here like this.. Please.." Ross shut his eyes before leaning over and kissing him on the head, seen as though he couldn't kiss his lips.

All of a sudden, like some miracle Ratliff's heart monitor started to pick up and get better which made Ross's heart pound with happiness and he smiled. Ross then felt pressure on his hand. He hadn't let go of Ratliff's hand when he kissed his head, but Ratliff's hand was weak when he took hold of it. But when he looked down he saw Ratliff's hand squeezing Ross's hand. As a signal that Ratliff could hear him. He may be out cold. But Ratliff could most definantly hear him. Ross smiled a little.