Her hair is Harlowe gold
Her lips sweet surprise
Her hands are never cold
She's got Bette Davis eyes
She'll turn her music on you
You won't have to think twice
She's pure as New York snow
She got Bette Davis eyes
Gemma Teller-Morrow always served as a second mother to Hanna; Hanna admired Gemma in every way and loved spending time with her as she grew up. If Hanna wasn't with Opie and Jax, she was trying to spend time with Gemma regardless of Gemma's busy schedule at the office or playing Queen of Charming.
Over the years, Gemma learned a lot about the blonde; learned her habits and her ways, like a mother would know her daughter, inside and out. Their bond was just that, a mother-daughter bond and Hanna was perfectly ok with it. She loved Gemma and couldn't imagine not having the Queen in her life. Hanna had learn a lot from Gemma; from being a woman to being an old lady… Hanna got all the tips in life, especially the tips about being in an MC lifestyle from the Queen of Anarchy, herself.
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Hanna sat at her kitchen table across from the Queen in silence for a quite a while before even casting a glance at her. "What the hell are you talking about, Gem? How is this even possible?"
"Baby, I'm telling you the truth. The doctor said it was just possible and I had the choice to have treatment. It's going to be ok, baby. It's going take a lot more than some cancer to take me down." Gemma stood up from her chair and walked the distance to the blonde. "You know it's going to take some serious work to get me to kick the bucket." Gemma wrapped her arms around the young woman, trying to soothe her. The woman had been diagnosed with breast cancer earlier this morning. She rushed to the clubhouse to tell her son before she called Hanna and told her that they needed to have a very important talk. All the woman could think about was how it couldn't be enough that she already had a heart defect but now she had breast cancer. if anyone thought this would take her down or slow her down, they were sadly mistaken.
"I can't lose you, Gem! The girls can't lose you, they love you so much… Tell me you're gonna get the treatment." Hanna wiped at her eyes viciously, trying her hardest to stop crying.
"What'd I tell you? I'm not going anywhere, baby… Definitely not leaving my babies, you crazy? I gotta watch them grow up to be badasses just their mama."
"Have you talked to Jax, yet?" Hanna fixed her hair as soon as Gemma released her and walked to the fridge to pull out the pitcher of sweet tea.
Pouring two glasses of the tea, Gemma walked back to the table, setting one glass in front of Hanna. "I sure did… Don't be alarmed by the mess that is the clubhouse right now. If he didn't rip the place apart all by himself then he definitely informed the boys of my news and they all went on a rampage. He reacted the same way you did… Guess you're both not ready to lose me, huh?" Gemma sipped on her tea. "I knew that little shithead loved me."
Hanna laughed and grabbed Gemma's hand. "Just because he acts like a prick sometimes doesn't mean he isn't a mama's boy. That man loves you more than anything in the world and I hate to meet the woman who comes in demanding every bit of his love and attention…"
"She'll quickly be knocked down a peg or two… At least when you two went at it, you knew he couldn't just love you. I won't lie to ya, baby… I was upset when I found out you left him for the Killer but I shaped up to the fact that my babygirl was completely happy with her life so I quit my complaining."
"I was so afraid that our relationship would change when all that shit happened… Damn that feels like another lifetime ago. Now look at me… Married to the fuckin' Tacoma Killer and got two kids with him. Shit." Hanna laughed as her eyes landed on her wedding band. Diamonds wrapped around it and the inside was engraved with the initials HL and a smiley face. "I don't regret any of it,, ya know… but I do hate how shit went down. I feel like shit could've been handled so much better but ya know…" She trailed off as her eyes met Gemma's and the woman nodded her head in understanding.
"He'll move on, I promise… He just has to give himself the chance to do so. He can't expect any change in his life if he's not even willing to try. He has stepped up and been very mature about things. Did you know he offered to walk you down the aisle in place of Ope?" Gemma took another swig of her tea.
"I know what you mean… he tries to busy himself with club shit but that's not helping him any, especially when him and Hap are always together since that's his muscle. Really? Wow… did you know that's he been spending time with Vee? He'll take her from Juice and walk around with her… I came into the clubhouse the other day to pick the girls up and he was asleep on the couch with Vee asleep on his chest."
"Making up for his shitty attitude toward Roni… he took all his frustrations and jealousy out on her because she's living proof that he'll never get ya back, baby. He hated himself so much when he found out you were even pregnant… Wanted so badly to go back in time and treat you better so he wouldn't lose you." Gemma finished off her tea and stood up to put the glass in the dish washer. "Where's that mean bastard anyway?"
"That wasn't far to her at all… she didn't do anything wrong, she's just to product of something he can't get passed. He's in the garage, working on this Panhead that Opie was telling him about. I didn't tell you that we went up to Chino and visited Ope together, did I? He actually offered to go with me."
"You still mad at him?" Gemma turned to face the blonde beauty, an eyebrow raised. Of course she was still mad at him. He made it seem like it was a chore to be a father. That wasn't the case at all… Hanna never tried to trap him, she never tried to force parenthood on the man. He stayed, he had the choice to leave her but he didn't, he even told her that he wanted to be a father yet there he was acting it was some assignment from his President, just like protecting her when she was in college was an assignment from the club.
Hanna nodded her head. "Once he pulls his head out of ass then maybe I'll let up… but for now, he's stuck on the couch."
"Married for two weeks and already in the doghouse, lucky man he is." Gemma smirked, trying to hold back her laughter. "If I wasn't sure about your love for each other, I'd almost be worried that he was gonna walk out on your crazy ass… but that man loves you like you created the damn world or something." Gemma placed a kiss to Hanna's forehead and grabbed her black coach purse. "I'm going to get some work done at the office, you comin' to dinner tonight? Everyone's gonna be there, so I expect you to be there as well… With my babies, too." Gemma winked at the blonde as she exited the kitchen.
There's something about you,
tears me inside out whenever you're around
There's something about you
Speeding through my veins until we hit the ground
And there's something about this rush
Take it away
It made me feel so good
There's something about you
That tears me inside out whenever you're around
And there's something about you
That makes me fly
You're a heart attack, just the kind I like
and there's something about your kiss
haunting and strange
That makes me feel so good
Happy pulled on a new t-shirt and his cut as he watched his wife get out of the shower and start wiping down her body with a towel. He licked his lips a few times as she finished drying off and started rubbing lotion all over her body.
"Can I help you with something?" Hanna spoke softly as she continued to rub lotion on her legs, her back to him.
"Nah, just keep doing what you're doing..." He murmured as he walked closer to her.
Hanna finished putting lotion on and grabbed her bra and underwear off the bathroom counter and quickly slipped the garments on. She heard Happy groan but decided not to address it. She didn't dress herself any further before turning to just stare at him.
"You like what you see, little girl?" He indulged in her staring contest for a little bit before finally opening his mouth.
Hanna shook her head but walked closer to him, not a hint of amusement on her face. "No, actually I don't." She shoved at his chest and watched him stumble backwards, completely caught off guard.
"What the fuck's your problem?" He was getting a little fed up with her pissy attitude toward him every since they had come home from their honeymoon. Hap stumbled backwards again when she pushed him again.
"You're my fuckin' problem, asshole! Apparently it's a goddamn chore for you to be here, for you to fuckin' be with me and the girls. No one paid you to stay; no one said you had to stay. You can easily pack your shit and get the fuck out if it's such a fuckin' task for you to be taking responsibility for your actions. It wasn't a task for you to lay down and make those girls with me so why is it a task for you to be their father? That's how this works, Hap… Don't like being a father anymore? Say the word… Pack your shirt and leave then. I don't give a shit but it won't be me explaining this to those girls, it'll be you." She kept pushing him until he finally stumbled onto their bed, but as he started to fall backwards, he grabbed a hold of her and she fell with him.
He rolled over, pinning her to the bed with one hand while the other landed beside her body and held him up so he was hovering over her. "That's what this shit is about? Something I said weeks ago? My fuckin' bad for you interpreting my words the wrong way… Here let me correct myself: I hate that they fuckin' look at me like I hung the moon and they love me oh so much as you fuckin' tell it yet I'm a fuckin' killer. I come home every night with new blood on my hands and you just fuckin' nod your pretty little fucking head and take me to bed. It's fuckin' crazy and I sit here thinking about how when they're older, they'll probably be just like you- getting all hot for a Son and end up taking up the life of an old lady just like you. I don't want that for them… they don't need to fuckin' know about the crazy shit I do every day. Don't get me wrong, baby, I love that club and I love my brothers but I wouldn't ever want my girls to be old ladies. I look at you and see years of worry etched all over your face. I don't make this shit easy on you." Happy stood up and started pacing the room before stopping to see Hanna now sitting up, watching him. "I know you constantly think about a day that you get a fuckin' call or visit from the cops or the guys that I'm dead in a ditch somewhere… You think I don't see the scared ass look in your eyes every time I leave the house? I know you stay worried, baby and I'm sorry I put this shit on you but it's my life… It's our fuckin' life. Whether you were with me or not, you'd constantly be worried about the Sons' safety and if we were ok…"
"Hap.." Hanna started to talk but he threw his hand up, stopping her.
He was far from done, he was going to make her see his side of things, one way or another. "I'm not fuckin' done yet. You think I don't want them? You think I don't love my girls? They are my fuckin' world, Hanna. You are my fuckin' world. You wormed your fuckin' way into my life and got me all twisted up then you fuckin' change shit around so I let ya go, let ya leave me. I give you a chance to find someone better, someone that deserves you and what fuckin' happens? I find out that that stupid little shithead treats you like you're nothing… I may not be the model fuckin' citizen but I do know how to treat a woman, I do know that you deserve to be treated like a fuckin' queen. Of course I fuckin' wanted to kill him for even looking at you in the wrong way but I sat back, observed your pathetic relationship. Did I make move? Not even when I had you in that fuckin' office… I wanted to, god I wanted to fuckin' take you right there but you were still his. When you showed up at the fuckin' cabin tellin' me you were lost…" Happy rubbed a hand down his face, watching her the entire time. "It was fuckin' go time. I told you to fuckin' choose and when you showed up later that night with your decision, I was honestly scared. Hanna, I was so fuckin' afraid that you chose him and that I really had lost you. Baby. Look, look at me… I fuckin' can't do this shit without you. You are my sanity, those little girls are my goddamn oxygen…"
As soon as he finished talking, he stayed in his spot for a few minutes, looking at his boots. He almost forgot he was even in the room with her before he felt her jumped onto him, wrapping her arms around his neck and her legs around his waist. He started laughing as she peppered him with kisses, on his head, face and neck. She closed all distance between them as she finally allowed her lips to meet his.
And she'll tease you
She'll unease you
All the better just to please you
She's precocious and she knows just
What it takes to make a pro blush
She got Greta Garbo stand off sighs
She's got Bette Davis eyes
Happy had one arm wrapped around Hanna's waist while the other arm was holding onto Vee's car seat. One of Hanna's arm was wrapped around Happy as she held Roni's hand. They walked into Gemma's house and was swarmed with greetings. Roni took off in search of Juice while Happy placed the car seat on the kitchen table.
Gemma gave Happy a kiss on the cheek before moving to Hanna and pulling her in for a hug. "I see everything is all right with the world again, huh?" She whispered to Hanna. The blonde beauty pulled back and smiled, nodding her head. Gemma pressed a kiss to Hanna's cheek and moved to the kitchen table was Vee was cooing, talking incoherently. "Hey babygirl, what are you over here talking about?"
Hanna grabbed two beers out of the fridge and opened the both, taking a swig from one of them. "Alright, sweetheart, help Grandma Gemma and the girls with the food. I'll be back…" Hanna winked at Gemma before leaving the room in search for her husband. Locating him sitting in the living room with Juice, Tig, and Kozik, she walked up to him and handed him the beer. "Where's everyone else?"
"Outside, talking about some business." Juice looked up at the blonde and shot her one of his wide-spread smiles.
Hanna smiled back and blew him a kiss. "I see you two finally made up… You ever gonna tell me what happened?"
"Nope, it's between me and my partner… all that matters is we're back trying to take over the world." Juice winked at the blonde, feeling something deep inside him start to stir as he watched Hanna bend over in front of her old man and press a kiss to his head. Juice's eyes wondered down her body a little and he caught a glimpse of her cleavage. He licked his lips before quickly turning his head, trying to suppress his newfound feelings.
"Don't hurt her feelings again, shithead. I don't like my kid being all bent out of shape because her bestie, whatever the fuck that is, hurt her feelings." Happy threw himself into the conversation, casting a glance at Juice before looking at Hanna. "Don't be teaching her that shit, either…" He tried to stop himself from smiling when Hanna flipped him off, bent down and kissed him.
"I gotcha man… She's in good hands, don't worry." Juice clapped a hand on Happy's shoulder before returning his attention to the blonde beauty fixing her outfit. He noticed he was wearing a black tank top, white shorts and he even caught a glimpse of the color of her underwear.
Hanna felt eyes on her so she looked up and was met with chocolate brown eyes. They weren't her husband's eyes which could be that same color if he actually calm and relaxed, but they were Juice's eyes. Surprise hit her as she watched his eyes travel up and down her body as if he was checking her out. She could take it as a compliment considering she could still get the attention from men after having two kids but it surprised her that Juice, all of the Sons, was checking her out. It made the blonde wonder where all that attention was years ago when she came back to Charming and wanted his attention. Memories lingered in her mind about that time period before she was pulled from her thoughts by her husband who had pulled her into his lap and start kissing her neck.
AN: Hey hey... new chapter! YAY :)
Gemma's secret is out of the bag. Hap and Hanna finally get to share a serious RARE heart-to-heart ... AND AND AND... Juice makes up with his little partner in crime! But the ever so wonderful Intelligence Officer has a price to pay for being so damn close with the girls.
Tell me your thoughts on the new chapter; I'd love to hear'em :)
Songs Lyrics Featured:
1. Bette Davis Eyes - Kim Carnes
2. Mother, We Just Can't Get Enough - New Radicals