I'm so sorry for updating 3 days later than I wanted! I have been busy like nonstop so I hope you can forgive me and like this chapter=)

Jasper's POV

I was determined to make my decision today on whom should I choose to be my wife, Bella or Renesmee. Why couldn't I decide? This was absurd. I had to have a painting of them or something to decide or see with my own eyes again. I knew I belonged with Renesmee but when I wrote the letter, it was like I was writing it to Bella. Bella was very beautiful and so was Renesmee when I saw them today. I had to choose today, not tomorrow or the day before the wedding. Alice told me I should pick Bella. Bella made me light headed while Renesmee was…I couldn't describe. I know I should do what's right for me but I had no procedures to do anything at the moment. Alice doesn't love Jacob and Renesmee does. Maybe I should let Renesmee go to Jacob and I would go to Bella, if she'll have me. Then Alice would have Emmett like she wanted and Rosalie and Edward would be together. It works perfectly but then again, this isn't about everyone else at this matter. This was about my decision.

It was sunset, beautiful here in France with the pink, orange and yellow sky mixed together surrounding with a mixture of blue. I was sitting on the grass on a blanket that was left out here under a huge tree. I looked up at a section of the palace that had a balcony. Inside, there was a room that had a shadow of a woman. I didn't know who it was up there. I wanted to know so badly since it was a mystery to me. Suddenly, the door was about to open so I decided to climb up the tree so whoever it was couldn't see me. It wasn't that hard like I thought it was going to be. Then the woman came out. It was Bella. I couldn't believe what I saw with my eyes since she was so beautiful. Her beautiful brown hair was resting down on her beautiful body. She was wearing a pink silk dress like a nightgown but better. She was watching out the sunset, inhaling the air by the showing of her nostrils flaring. She went back inside, closing her door all the way.

I jumped down from the tree, landing on my feet. I wanted to climb up her balcony to see her in her room. I ran across her lawn as the sky turned darker. The yellow and orange of the sky faded away so it was a pink/purple sky with blue. I was at the wall of the palace near her balcony. There were stones so it was possible for me to climb up the wall. I was gripping on the stones as hard at I can so I didn't fall. I kept lifting myself up since there was no easier way. There were fewer rocks so I decided on using more of my hands than feet. I was finally near the railings of the balcony, looking through her window. She was sitting on her bed with her beauty glowing from the candlelights all around her room. She was alone but depressed by the forming of her beautiful face. I climbed up to railing, trying to balance myself since the railing was very thin. I pulled myself up with my hands to reach for it so I could stand on it. I was shaking when I finally stood on it. I didn't want to kill myself by falling backwards so I jumped forward. She looked out the window since I didn't jump down that smoothly. She opened her door with her eyes widened.

"Jasper! What are you doing here on my balcony?!" She asked, trying to catch her breath.

"I wanted to talk to you." I admitted.

"You could have gone to my actual door instead of risking your life, climbing up a balcony!" She pointed out.

"But that doesn't sound as romantic." I smiled, while she rolled her eyes.

"Why fiddle around me when you have your fiancé down stairs?" She raised her eyebrow.

"Isabella, you must know that I think you're better for me than anyone." I told her, using my romantic voice, hoping she would be convinced. I didn't want her to think that I was lying because I wasn't. This was coming out from my heart.

"You could have figured that out a long time ago." She retorted, about to walk away but I reached for her hand. I caught it with mine as I felt a shock between us. She turned around to face me.

"I know I should have thought about it and now I have. Renesmee will have Jacob; Alice will have Emmett so everything will be magical. You must know what when I wrote Renesmee that letter, I was thinking about you. You and your addicting scent." I told her while she just was content. I wanted to know what she was thinking about, if she was thinking how awful I was or how romantic.

"Are you going to tell my father about this?" She asked me.

"I was planning on it if you accept me." I admitted.

"He's not going to like this since he hates it when people change his or her mind." She sighed. I went closer to her so we could taste each other breath in the freezing air. It was completely dark now with the stars in the sky. I was breathing with my breath showing since it was freezing outside. I was looking deeply into her warm brown eyes. I closed my eyes, leaning my head forward to press my lips against hers. She didn't move her body with her soft lips with mine. I placed my tongue in her mouth, wrapping my arms around her waist. The warmth of her mouth made the air stand still. I slipped my lips to her jaw line while she was breathing in with her mouth. "Jasper, this isn't wise to do when we aren't married."

"I want you. I would never betray you." I whispered to her.

"You're betraying Renesmee now." She reminded me.

"That's true but she did the same with Jacob." I pointed out.

"Jasper, you need to tell her the truth, she deserves to know since she's been a great sister to me." She told me.

"I will tell her but I don't think she'll mind." I sighed, with my breath showing. Our breaths were showing. Suddenly, someone knocked on the door. "Is there anywhere I could hide?" I whispered.

"Under my bed, hurry!" She whispered back. I nodded, running to her bed. I slide underneath it, lying on my stomach very uncomfortably. Bella opened the door, "Hello Renesmee." Renesmee is here?! This is lovely. They walked closer to my hiding spot by the sound of their footsteps. I could see their feet. Bella's shoes were red and Renesmee's were blue.

"Bella, have you seen Jasper?" Renesmee asked her. Oh no, I was supposed to meet her, how can I forget that? I guess Bella fogged my mind.

"No I haven't." Bella lied. Did she care about me that much to lie?

"Bella, Jasper loves me, and I want your consent." Renesmee replied. What?! She wants her consent, has she been brainwashed?

"Oh, well are you sure you want this?" Bella asked, stuttering. It was good that Bella asked her that. I didn't even know if she even wanted this.

"If Jasper loves me, he'll treat me well." Renesmee sounded confident. Liar! Liar! I know that she wants Jacob, how can she be so confident? She must be a liar under her bronze color hair. Bella lied because she didn't want me to leave, that's acceptable but telling a lie about whom you love, that's where it's not the best to cross the line.

"What about Jacob?" I wanted to know this one. Renesmee was silent after Bella asked that. Good, Renesmee is trapped! She needs to confess!

"I love Jacob, but that's not the road that will lead me to success. Besides, he loves Alice, I don't want to interfere." That's really convincing. I rolled my eyes.

"Renesmee, I think you should talk to Alice. I know she wants Emmett and Jacob won't have anyone so you might as well—"

"I love Jasper!"

"What?!" Bella stole my words exactly. Renesmee loves me? Impossible! It was unexpected! Maybe I'm not hearing thing right; maybe she said, "I hate Jasper". Or I'm just being delusional since I'm under a bed on hard floor. I didn't hit my head, or maybe I did but I didn't know it.

"He loves me and what he did proved my love for him! Bella, it's perfect now that you have Emmett, Rosalie has Edward and Alice will learn to love Jacob!" No, that's not perfect! That's horrible! I want Bella! "Bella aren't you happy for me?"

"I am, but too shock for words. Renesmee, I don't want to marry Emmett. I'm happier if I get to marry Jasper."

"But father won't allow it."

"Please Renesmee!"

"Jasper doesn't love you!"

"You don't know that!"

"Yes I do! He would have given you roses and chocolates if he did!"

"That's not fair if you didn't love him longer than I do that you get to marry him!"

"It's not up to you do defy what's fair or unfair!"

"So you're on Rosalie and Alice's side of trying to destroy me?!"

"No, I'm neutral!"

"Not anymore! You've deceived me! I order you to leave my room at once!"

"You can't control me!"

"This is my part of my property! Leave me in peace!"

"But Bell—"

"Leave! Leave before I try to rip every inch of your skin off!" This was getting too dramatic for me. I heard footsteps heading towards the door. The door was shut very hardly that the ceiling could fall down. I crawled out of under her bed to see her. I was kneeling down, looking up to see that Bella collapsed onto the bed, sobbing on her pillows in the center. I stood up so I could sit on the nearest side. I was sliding my hand gently on her back, going back and fourth to calm her down.

"Bella, I love you. I thought you did was probably better than how I would have done it. I will talk to your father and hopefully it would be peaceful." I murmured to her. She got up from her lying position to sit up. Her face was rosy and the outsides of her eyes were matching that color. I placed my legs up on her bed, kneeling on her bed while she was doing the same with her legs. She placed her head onto my chest, having her legs wrapped around my waist. I hugged her to me since her delicate body looked like it was falling apart and I wanted to fix it by bringing her to my body. She was sniffling and breathing but no other movement. I didn't want to move from this moment. I wanted her. I wanted her badly.

Someone knocked on her door again. I wondered who it was this time. It better not be Renesmee to apologize. That wasn't necessary right now. Bella got up from my lap, wiping the tears off her face while she was walking to the door. She opened it, "Bonjour Marie." Who was Marie? Oh I remember now. Marie is Bella's handmaid.

"Bonjour Isabella, le dîner est servi." Marie told her in French. I was surprised how I could comprehend what she said. Maris said, "Dinner was served".

"Merci beaucoup Marie, Je serai là dans la minute." Bella told her back in French. She spoke it beautifully and I still understood her. I believe she said, "Thank you very much Marie, I'll be there in a minute". I studied French before I arrived so I could communicate to the king and princesses. That was before the king said he could speak English and so could his daughters. Marie left as Bella shut the door. I stood up as she ran to me quietly. She rammed her lips against mine urgently with our tongues touching. She stopped which confused me. "We can't be late for dinner."

"I'm not looking forward to it." I told her.

"Why?"

"Because I won't be sitting next to you."

"It's only for an hour or so and when that's over, come to my room and I'll show you how much I love you."

"I'll take that offer." I pressed my lips against hers for a couple of seconds.

"I'll leave now and you come when you count to eighty so it doesn't appear we came together." She suggested. I nodded as she walked away from me. She closed the door silently so it didn't disturb the maids. I started to count inside my mind. 1…2…3…4…5…6…7…8…9…10. I decided to do that eight times. I was on my eighth time. 1…2…3…4…5…6…7...8…9…10. I walked out of her room, prepared for my doom. I wasn't hungry since the tension between Bella and me erased it. I wondered what Renesmee will do or what the king would say. I was at the stairs, using the railing as my guide. I wanted Bella now more than ever at my side through this excruciating dinner. She was attending but not at my side. That made me want to punch a wall but that wouldn't be pleasant. I would go in there and come back up to Bella's room. That will be my course for the evening.

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~Ivy~