Something Beyond Your Control

by DaShadowAngel

This is request from a follower whom, did state her half of the story was true but for me to add it. Hun I'm so honored you decided to share this with me and allow me to post it as a FanFic for you. I truly hope you like and it is still in progress. This story does contain some violent content, vulgar language, sexual content. I do not own any of the WWE Characters "The Shield".

21. Chapter 21

Seth's Sweetpea started to stir hearing a voice call to her. Feeling his hands and kisses, she smiles turning around.

"Mmm Sethie.. I missed you babe... I love you..."

He couldn't wait much longer, he desperately wanted her. Reaching under her violet top kneading her breasts one by one. Seeing her bit her lower lip made him moan just slightly. Kissing her, running his tongue along her lips, he smiled. She didn't hesitate to invite him in. Taking his tongue forcefully, moaning and missing him. Seth returned his love, kissing her deeply.

"Sethie... I missed you a lot... my sweetheart... my cuddle bug..."

Seth: Yeah cuddle bug we need to keep between us or I'm never hearing the end of it from those two out there... Do you like my nickname for ya since those two gave you one already?

"Yes I like Sweetpea... did I hear correctly... You want to make love? But don't you have to punish me for snapping at you? I'm sorry for doing it... I'll get ready I know how you want me...I know you have to do it... "

Seth: Sweetpea...Don't baby... Roman told me about your past... I don't want to hurt you any more from what those assholes have... I want you to feel my love... I want to treasure your body... I want to pleasure you as much as you pleasure me... We have all day... I want to take it slow as we want... I want you... I want to love your mind, body and soul... Okay? I will always be your DOM at any time... Right now, I really want you to feel my love... You know I love you right? I would never hurt you? You know you can trust me with your life right?

"Of course, I trust you baby.. and I know all of you love me... And I would love to make love to you.. even though I don't know how to make love... I know all about sex .. which all of you know that... I enjoy sex... So would you show me how to make love to you, I know how you love me... I know I love you, but can you show me how to make you feel me? "

Seth gasped and heart broken with her question. This brought tears to his eyes making him realize she has never experience love or the importance of love making. Thinking to himself, he was going to be the first to take her and show her love. He was so grateful, and honored for that as she wiped his tears.

Kissing her lips again, slowly, softly, not fighting for dominance, just tasting each other. She moaned holding him tight. She broke the kiss trying to catch her breathe.

Seth: Oh baby, I would love to show you... it would be my honor... You are so beautiful Sweetpea... I have missed you so much... (kissing her neck) ... I thought about you all the time... (another kiss lower on her neck) it drove me insane how much I wanted to be with you... (kissing her under her chin) ... I missed your scent... (kissing her collarbones) ...

Looking at her breasts and her nipples perfectly erected underneath her top. Seth softly and slowly flicks his tongue over those nipples. Watching his Sweetpea bite her lower lip and slowly arch her back. He would moan watching her expressions, taking each nipple into his mouth and sucking softly as he ran his hand all over her body so gently.

Getting between her legs, he grabs her hands and sits her up. Kissing her hands softly as he raises them above her head, taking her top off. Touching her small hands, kissing them again while looking at her. With her palm facing him, he flicks his tongue slowly on her palm continuing eye contact. He smiles at her soft moan looking back at him. Kissing her hand again, he does the same with the other one. She gives him another moan. Laying her back down, he sees the fear in her eyes, not knowing what to expect.

Seth: Sweetpea, its okay mama... Just relax and breathe... Give your body to me... I won't hurt you... Close your eyes and just feel me... Accept me... Let me love your body... Go ahead close your eyes...

She does as she is told, closing her eyes, her heart starts to race. Remembering he told her to breathe and she takes a deep breathe, exhaling slowly. Feeling Seth kiss her stomach, actually feeling several flicks of his tongue, several soft kisses, as he kissed his way down. Already on her lower abdomen, right above her folds, he kisses her softly. He feels her hips start to move upward as he plants more kisses and moves closer. Holding her hips as he kisses each side with such ease. Kissing her folds through the fabric. He slowly takes his hands and take off the last piece of cloth off that separates their love.

Moving back to her folds, Seth breathes softly on them, hearing her gasp at the sensation she felt. He smiles and kisses right at her slit. Feeling his dick throbbing underneath him, he pushes into the mattress to release some pressure. Biting his lip, taking a deep breathe. Giving her more kisses, kissing each side of her folds.

His Sweetpea feels his hands rubbing up and down her thighs as he slowly open them up a bit more. Feeling him adjust himself closer, she inhales again and slowly breathes out. She feels this tingling sensation run through her body. She doesn't know what it is. Could it be anticipation, not knowing what he would do next, or what she wants him to do next. She again moves her hips upward towards his face. Seth holds her hips down for a bit, running his tongue slowly on the outside of her folds. A soft cry, makes him smile as he continues. Slowly making her feel him, his tongue, loving her. Massaging her thighs with her legs over his shoulders, as much as he just wanted to pound her, he wanted her to know what it was like to be loved, truly loved. He didn't pity her, he loved her. He wanted her to know that she was loved, that he loves her. Seth made sure he didn't miss one inch of her prized possession. Her nectar that flowed freely into his mouth. He lapped up every ounce of it, the more he licked the more she enjoyed and more was released.

"Oh Seth... please baby more... please don't stop... Oh God... please..."

Her soft cries and moans energized his tongue. Grabbing her hips, he digs in to her folds taking her nub of swollen nerves into his mouth and slowly sucks.

"Oh fuck.. yes... suck me baby... oh fucking shit..."

Her cries become a bit louder. His gentleness has his Sweetpea attacking the bed sheets with her nails. Amused that he has never seen her like this, it was truly turning him on as he fought back another sudden urge to pounce her. Pulling her swollen nub as she begins to shake. Seth applies more pressure between his lips while flicking his tongue.

"Baby... Oh fuck Seth please baby... I need you... oh fuck... I'm coming... oh ... oh... IM CO..."

Seth pulled away gently applying pressure on her folds watching her moan and shake. She looked so damn beautiful, the gorgeous glazed eyes peering back at him, the smooth body shaking below him, his dick was beyond throbbing it was excruciating. He kept placing loving kisses all over her body. Getting between her legs, again rubbing her thighs.

Seth: You ready baby? You ready for more loving? I'm hurting for you look how hard I am for you... I really have missed you...

"Oh yes Seth I love you ... Make love to me... Kiss me please... I need you..."

Seth starts to give her body kisses up until he is laying on top of her. She spreads her legs open a bit more sliding his throbbing dick inside, he moaned.

Seth: Oh Sweetpea.. I missed you... I love how you feel around my dick... F-u-c-k ...

She grabs him by wrapping her arms around his neck, foreheads touching, staring into each other's eyes. He begins to move his hips slowly. As much as he wanted to be the DOM she knows he can be, he wanted his Sweetpea to feel him. Her hips meeting up to his movements. Seth kisses her softly, exploring her mouth once more. Being so gentle. She gave more cries with his gentleness and was pleased. His rewards where beyond torrid. Feeling her body, her deep breathes, she was losing control and he enjoyed making his soft movements to slow her down.

"Oh Seth, I love you so much baby... Take me... I can't take it anymore... I... I... submit to you baby... Oh fuck.. please.."

He raised his head from sucking her neck, looking at her surprised that she relinquished to him. His heart fluttered and this feeling shot through his body.

Seth: My dear baby... My Sweetpea... Oh I fucking love you... Say it again..

He started to thrust into her harder.

"Oh Seth... I submit to you baby... please claim me..."

Seth loved those words coming from her sweet lips. He pounded her faster the same way he did the first day in the truck.

Seth: Fuck baby... you belong to me... Who does this belong to? Who do you belong to? Tell me again...

"S-e-t-h... Oh fuck please... I belong to you baby... I submit... I love you... Yes, faster... fuck me harder..."

Roman's bed started hitting the wall from his force. He started grunting feeling her wrap her legs around his waist. He took her neck and started sucking leaving his marks all over the place. He grunted from the impact, with each cry she released. He could tell his Sweetpea was close listening to her body and he knew he was not that far behind.

Seth: My beautiful Sweetpea... I love you so much baby... I want you to say it again to me... I love hearing you say it... F-u-u-c-k-k, I'm getting close my baby.. Tell me now! Oh fuck!

He started giving all he had, the most he has ever given her, the hardest thrusts with such force and speed. He was hurting but this was bliss hearing her words over and over.

"S-E-T-H! I submit baby... Oh Fuck! Please... I submit... Oh sh-i-i-it! I love you!"

Both yelled as they both had their hardest orgasms to date. He yells her name as she screamed his. He wouldn't stop thrusting as he stayed on his climax. Starting to slow down, still trying to catch his breath, he kept his gentle movements again. Seth putting his full weight on her, looking into each others eyes, soft pecks on each others lips, followed by loving kisses. Their arms entangled around each other, her legs still wrapped around him. Whispering to each other as they began to catch their breath.

Seth: I love you baby, Thank you so much for that welcome home gift... You will not regret it Sweetpea...

"I love you too Seth... No need to thank me... Just please don't make me regret any of this... I can't take anymore disappointment in my life... I love you.. all of you... Please don't bring me any more hurt..."

They lay their playing with each other, his chuckling, her giggling and his playful touching. He could see that sparkle in her eyes. She had such a beautiful glow about her now. He didn't want to leave the room, but he knew that they had to but not until after a shower. He gets up, takes her by the hand leading her into the Master Bath. He turns on the water and adjusts it. Waiting for the water to be just right, he plays with her some more. Making her giggle as he has his arms wrapped around her, nibbling on her shoulders, neck and earlobes. Finally feeling the heat from the steam. He takes her by the hand and walks into the shower. They both stand under the shower, while the warm water trickled down their bodies. The warmth felt so good beating down on them. He held her, looking into her eyes and they just stared. He would smile at her, giving her sensual kisses. He bathed her, treating her like the beautiful porcelain doll she was in his eyes. When she turned to return the favor, he shook his head.

"But I want to baby... Please... "

He could say no to those eyes that now sparkled brightly, giving her the soap. He stood with his hands on the wall Her standing in between him and that wall. She lathers him up, making sure to bathe him from head to toe. He moans at her soft massaging on his back, ass and legs. It felt soothing to him. As she turned him to rinse off, giving small pecks down his back, caressing his waist from behind. Seth turns around hugging her and giving her another soft loving kiss on her lips.

She placed her head on his chest listening to his heart. Holding him tightly, he squeezed her just as tight sensing her shoulders shake slightly. He thought he heard sobbing.

Seth: Sweetpea? What's wrong mama? Talk to me... I'm here... Why are you crying huh?

Taking her chin and raising her face to see her. She was crying and seeing her lower lip tremble so gently, broke his heart.

Seth: C'mon Sweetpea, tell me... Why are you crying? Did I hurt you? I'm sorry...

"No Seth... I just feel this thing in my body... this feeling.. I don't know what it is... I have never felt this before... I... I.. don't know... I felt it earlier today with Rome and Dean... but it was intensified with your love making... Now I can't stop crying these tears...they feel like happy tears... I have never cried happy tears.. It scares me... How do I acknowledge this? What is this..."

From her last comment, "What is this?" His heart felt broken once again. She was experiencing love, being IN LOVE. He would ask her anyway, just to make sure.

Seth: Well let's see if I can help you understand this... Let's see... Does it make you feel safe?

"Yes"

Seth: Does it make your stomach feel like it has butterflies or like there are knots in there? Sort of like being nervous...

"Yeah sorta"

Seth: Does your heart make you smile when I hold you? When you see us?

"Yes exactly... I feel my heart pound harder.. Like... Like.. I can't breathe... Like I have to take a deep breathe to catch up with my body... What is that baby? Its scares me"

Seth: Sweetpea... From what you're explaining, You're IN LOVE... That is your body telling you what is feels like when you're IN LOVE...

His little Sweetpea, inhales deeply and smiles at him. Snuggling into his chest again, whispering, "I hope I don't regret this"

Seth hugs her back, kissing her head.

Seth: I'll be damn sure you don't ever regret it Sweetpea... I love you

"I love you too cuddle bug..."

He chuckles smacking her ass, and that makes her giggle. They get out as they dry off.

Seth puts at least his jeans back on, waiting for Sweetpea to put her clothes back on. Seth smiled that again she chose purple again only lighter. Both ready they both walk to the living room. Roman, Dean, and Shelly were watching the sports channel. Seth cleared his throat, and Dean looked back.

Dean: Hey, Come here my little lotus.. I missed ya

Seth kissed her on the lips and she walked over to Dean. He pulls her into his lap, placing several playful kisses on her lips. Making her giggle she wraps her arms around him placing her head on his shoulder. Roman looks at his Honeysuckle winks at her and throws a kiss. She giggles and turns her face blushing and they all chuckle how she is so shy at times.

Roman: Honeysuckle, would you get us something to drink, (she nods) Thank you baby girl.

She looks at Dean, he requests a beer. Looking at Seth, he wanted flavored water. Roman stated he wanted water as well. Shelly told her she had a feeling she was going to need a beer. Getting up gathering up the drinks, handing each one their drink. Roman calls his Honeysuckle to sit by him. Pulling her next to him, wrapping his arm around her waist.

Shelly looks at her seeing how vulnerable she must feel right now. Seeing the happiness fly out the window and nervousness sit in. Shelly noticed the simple things. How her lovely doll would bite the inside of her lip constantly, or fidget her toes when she wasn't wearing shoes, and the obvious twiddling her thumbs.

Shelly: Baby its okay, don't close up on me... On us... We are all here to love you... I love you baby more than you'll ever know... Don't be scared.. No matter what happens... I will always love you... Don't be nervous...

"I'm not..."

Shelly chuckled, "Then stop fidgeting your toes and biting the inside of your lip, not to mention your thumbs.."

Looking down she noticed she was doing what Shelly said. All three guys looked over, not knowing she did that. They really needed to know her ways. Amazed that Shelly knew these simple things they did not.

Shelly: Okay... So how do we do this? How do we start? I'm not letting her go... I have put more into this than any of you... Let's make that clear right now...

Roman: I highly doubt that... You just have the advantage that you can be here everyday, and our jobs make us travel.

Both Dean and Seth nodded in agreement, looking at their pet winking, then returning their eyes to Roman. Dean remembered what he told his Lotus, he would try to make it all work out.

Dean: So how do we do this, Roman, Seth and Myself all take care of her bills. She stays here, Where do you live Shelly?

Shelly: Actually I have been staying here every night for quiet some time. But I have been actually looking to getting a bigger home on the outskirts of Pensacola... But make sure it has the ocean view because I know she loves it. It keeps her calm during her episodes... And where I live... I actually live down over on the next street...

Dean: Well... in all honesty I have been thinking of keeping my place in OH, maybe renting it out and getting another place here... So, if you don't mind giving me a listing of all homes. I'd appreciate it... I can't take it going home and its empty but being here with my Lotus.. it feels like home...

Seth: I don't know if I would let go of my place either.. but we shall see...

Roman: I think moving is a good move... Shelly would you consider all of us pitching in as rent or helping in purchasing this new home... Having more rooms for each of us... as roommates... I'm keeping this place and I'll rent it out.. Getting Gregory to keep an eye on it...

Shelly leaned back in her spot, intrigued by it. They kept discussion other things, some arguments, but settled. Mostly between Roman and Shelly. Dean and Seth looked at each other when these arguments happened. Dean looked at his Lotus, so did Seth. Her eyes focused on them pleading. With Dean and Seth adding their opinions is usually how these two stubborn people settled their problems.

Shelly: Roman why in the fuck are you being so fucking stubborn... Apparently you do not care enough for this beautiful woman to compromise on something so fucking simple... Quit being a jackass... What is your fucking problem?

Not able to take it anymore she squirmed away from Roman yelling.

"STOP IT STOP IT! I can't fucking take it any more... Either you dumb fucks work some shit out... Or No one will have me in any form... I can't stand this arguing ... Fucking work this shit out... FUCKING SHIT!"

Storming out of the house through the patio doors, walking towards the beach again. All look at her then each other.

Shelly: Fuck, this is what I mean... her episodes... I'm not going to allow you to hurt her like that...

Dean: Both of you SHUT THE FUCK UP! ... I promised her you to would work this shit out... This is why I didn't want her hearing all this... You better get this worked out... I'm not losing her because of your Dominant and Idiotic attitudes... Roman get that stick out of your ass... Lotus is nothing like your Ex's quit treating her like that... Control your fucking anger issues man... If you say you love her like you say you do ... Then work this shit out... SETH!

Shelly you need to quit being such a bitch.. It's not about you its about my little lotus... She is what matters.. Her happiness... Don't you two "dumb fucks" as she called you see how this is hurting her... Don't you fucking think she has gone through enough bullshit in her life... We ARE GOING TO WORK THIS SHIT OUT... SON OF A BITCH... YOU TWO PISS ME THE FUCK OFF!

Dean saw where Seth was at. He continued to tear both Roman and Shelly a new one. He made them compromise on a whole lot more. He fought them every single word, every heated emotion. He was drained but he was not going to give up. Not on his Lotus, not on Seth, not on Roman or Shelly even though they were acting like "fucking children" as he called them.

The arrangements were laid out on the table, negotiations where made. Dean spoke on behalf of Seth and himself, he knew Seth very well to know what he would agree on and what he wouldn't.

They finally came to their decisions. All the "I's" where dotted and all the "T's" where crossed. Dean finally called Seth on his cell to bring his Lotus back inside.

...

Seth had already walked out of the house, walking down to the beach. Sitting behind his little Sweetpea and wrapping his arms around her. Caressing her with his legs and arms. Making her feel safe she snuggled into his body, turning slightly towards him.

Seth: I'm sorry baby... Go ahead and cry... If I would have known it would affect you this way.. I wouldn't have let you sit in that... I love you baby... My little Sweetpea...

"Sethie, I don't want to regret it... I'm already freaked out about the trial coming up next week... I'm scared out of my fucking mind... Im afraid that my family with Josh's help are going to try something... I need you guys... I can't stand arguing... It takes me to places I don't want to be..."

Seth: Sweetpea, where does it take you if you don't mind me asking?

"A hopeless place... Then I think of my MoMo... I feel she was the only person in this world who wanted the best for me... Then reality hits.. and I just want to die... I'm trying to hard to stay alive for you, for Dean and Roman and Yes even Shelly..."

He gasped, hoping she didn't feel his chest. Shocked at her comment, his thoughts concerned him that would she think of suicide.

Seth: Baby? What are you saying? You wouldn't think of suicide would you?

She wouldn't answer because she has thought of it, not all the time but maybe three times in the past. She was not going to tell him how many times though. He hugged her more, breaking her train of thought.

Seth: Sweetpea? You have thought about it haven't you? Be honest baby... I won't be mad... I'm here I love you... Please don't leave me...

Sighing and more tears fell down her face. She couldn't answer. His eyes watered, he tried to fight them back but failed.

Seth: Please baby... Don't do this to me... You barely opened up to me... I'm in love with you... I know it sounds weird me saying it... But I would never lie to you... You know that right? Please baby tell me... talk to me...

Looking back at him, wiping his tears.

"Its okay Seth... I can't promise anything... But I'm taking it day by day... I'm just tired of being hurt, being controlled... All my pathetic life ... people have abused me... they have never loved me... Laughing at me " Sighing trying to catch her breath, " All I can promise it I'll do my best... I can also say that You, Dean, Roman and Shelly have made me feel so loved and I will never forget it... "

Unable to stop crying Seth held her tightly.

Seth: Please baby... Don't do it... You have made my life better... I look forward coming to Florida every time.. You put the biggest smile on my face ... just thinking about you... I'll do anything for you.. Even... Even if ...

"What baby.. Even if what?"

Seth: Even if I have to take you away from Roman and everyone to make you feel safe and happy... Please don't leave me...

"You... You would do that for me? Go against Roman? And what about Dean? They're your best friends are they not? "

Seth: Yes they are... Dean more than Roman but yes they are... I'd die for you ... I love you that much...

"I... I ... don't know what to say Sethie..."

Seth: Just tell me you won't kill yourself, that you would wait for me... Let's see what happens inside.. Let's see what happens with the trial... And if they can't decide.. I promise you I'll take you away.. You'll come with me until I get us a place somewhere near the ocean... Okay? I'll make you the happiest woman alive ... I promise you that... You will never be sad.. The only tears you will shed will be happy tears... I will love you when I kiss your baby bumps, I will love you when you hair turns grey... I will love you when you hold your first grandchild and I'll still love you even when my dick is old and shriveled up...

Sweetpea busted out laughing at his last comment. She couldn't believe what she was hearing. Seth would want her to have kids with him, love her when their old. Who was this man? She just held him tightly and Seth spoke again.

Seth: Do you hear me Sweetpea? Do you understand what I'm telling you... I'll never look for another woman? I don't care what Roman says... I'll always love you... You're a dork and I love it.. I love how you shy away when we do certain things, your cute giggles when you hide your face. You know what my favorite part about you is?

"What? I have a favorite part you love? "

Seth: Yes you do... I love it when we go out and those days when its windy... Okay remember when we went to the beach on your first day in Florida?

"Yes I remember, I loved it... I'll never forget that day... Why?"

Seth: When you were walking along the beach, I saw how the wind picked up some of your hair and it flew in your face... You turned around smiling... The sun hit your hair and face in a perfect angle.. The few strands in your face... You were breath taking... I wish I could have taken a picture to show you how gorgeous you are.. That's an image I'll never forget, it is embedded in my soul... Seeing your face when you pulled those few strands behind your ear. That was my favorite part.. The simple glow about your face, the innocence, the happiness... I love you all around

She felt those words hit her hard. She felt that same feeling again that she did in in the shower. He told her it was love. Those words stirred something in her again. Holding on to Seth, she cups his cheek and leans in to kiss him. Her soft pecks made him softly moan, and then she made it more passionate. Starting with her tongue and worked from there.

Seth feels his cell phone start to ring. It was Dean's ring tone. Pulling away from his Sweetpea, reaching into his pocket. Pecking her lips several times more, making her giggle and picking up the phone after the fourth ring.

Seth: Yeah what's up Dean... Okay, It's about time... Alright ... I'll bring her in...in a while... Okay, Bye!

Looking down at his Sweetpea he hugs her again, nibbling her neck along with soft pecks. Making her feel loved.

Seth: My little flower... They have come to an agreement... You ready to go in...

"But you were not there, what about your wants?"

Seth: Oh I know Dean well enough that he fought for the both of us... He knows what I want... Besides you're all I need.. I made my promises to you.

"In all honesty... I don't feel like being claimed today... I mean I don't want to be forced to have sex... I'm tired... Is that okay?"

Seth: You do know Shelly has to claim you in front of us right? We will see what happens... Let's go back inside.. Okay... Let's start there...

Agreeing Seth gets up reaches for his little doll and they both walk back into the house.

...

Back inside Dean glares at both and is literally at his wits end. He walks back to the kitchen for another beer. Walking back from the kitchen he sees his Lotus and reaches his arms out smiling at her. Scared she walks with her head down not looking at anyone and Dean holds her. Dean notices she is trembling. Holding her tightly, kissing her head.

Dean: It's okay Lotus... I kept my promise... All is well... I'm not going to lose you... I love you...

He feels her arms around his waist as she takes a deep breathe. Walking with her into the living room. She sat between Seth and Dean, while all was silent. Roman's voice broke the silence.

Roman: Honey... We (making his index finger in a circular motion pointing at everyone) ... We have reached an agreement... But first of all I want to apologize for making you feel unwholesome. It was never my intention to make you upset in any form... I'm your Alpha DOM and I should care about your needs... I love you with all my heart.. I'm sorry for my past getting in the way... Will you except my apologies?

Everyone looks at her, there is silence. Then taking another deep breathe, as everyone heard the shivering in her exhaling. She was scared still. Looking at Dean, he kisses her temple and pulling some hair strands behind her left ear. She looks at Seth, he leans in and nibbles the right side of her neck then blows air through his lips, tickling her. Making her giggle that adorable giggle he loves. She felt a little better. Looking over at Roman, she sees him sitting at the edge of the sofa, elbows on his knees, hands folded together, his hair was caressing his shoulders and looking at her with his gentle eyes. She opens her mouth but nothing comes out. She shifted her head, shocked that she saw Roman's eyes water, when he put his face into his hands and shaking his head. She gets up walks over to him. Leans down in front of him, she takes a hold of his hands. She felt bad, but not as bad as they made her feel arguing the way they were.

"Roman, look at me... look aT ME...", as her voice raised.

Roman: I know your answer and I accept it... I'm sorry...

"Stop it Roman, let me finish... You know I love all of you, I do.. All of you make me feel complete in different ways.. You make me feel loved and I still have all my issues to work with... I will probably have to see a shrink or worse check into a mental ward or something.. I don't know... I have always forgiven all of you... We all have our persona clashes. Even Shelly and I have gone head to head... but that doesn't mean I do not love any of you any less... Do you love me? Do you still want me in your life? Or have you decided to release me and let me go. Is that why you said you were sorry?"

Seth turned to Dean, freaked out. Dean shook his head, reassuring all was okay. Seth's heart almost stopped hearing that and rubbed his hands over his face.

Roman: No no no no... Baby... I would never do that to you... I couldn't release you... You're in my soul... And of course I love you and I never want you to leave me... But why would you have to see a shrink? and why would you check yourself into a mental ward? What's going on? Honeysuckle what are you not telling me? Us?

She looks back at Seth, nodding his head to go ahead and say what they spoke about.

"Roman... This is going to hurt me saying this.. but I'm okay... I have been taking it day by day... I... I... (sniffling) ... I have thought about committing suicide... And I'm sorry... but I have been freaking out about the trial coming up, my nerves are shot... I have been taking the pain killers still to fall asleep ... I'm scared of what my family will do... I don't know why they listen to Josh so much... Sometimes I think that if they get a chance to kill me I'm better off... I'm sorry ... Please don't be mad at me... All of you have been so good to me... I truly do love you all... I need help, like MoMo helped me... I know I can kick the painkillers here at home.. but mentally and emotionally.. I really need help... I don't want to hurt any of you... Please... Never leave me... Do not make me regret saying this... "

Roman sat back still stuck on the committing suicide. He looked at Shelly with the same shocked and scared look on her face.

Roman: Honey... Why didn't you say anything? Why would you hide this? I told you... That you could talk to me about anything...

"I know Rome, I ... I just didn't want you guys to worry about me... You have to work.. You can not be with me 24/7 .. I have to learn how to deal with this... I just need a bit more help.."

Roman: I'll help you baby.. I'll pay for what ever you need...

Shelly: Baby... Please don't try it... Where are your pills? I need to throw them now...

"I said I can kick the painkillers..."

Shelly: That's not what I asked you... or how about this... How many do you still have?

Looking at Shelly, and Roman saw this, giving her a smirk. Turning seeing Roman glaring at her, stopped smirking and looked down.

Shelly: She isn't going to tell us so we are going to have to search this place. And I mean look at every dark place, cold place, any place that you wouldn't think she would have them. Junkies have very clever ways of hiding shit...

"I'm not a fucking junkie you bitch..."

Dean: LOTUS! What is wrong with you? You just stated you wanted to kick the painkillers... Don't be like me, okay? I learned the hard way.

Seth just sat there shocked at what he was hearing. Her mood swings were worse than a light switch. Feeling loved, crying, happy, now irate. He didn't want to think the worst of her because of her past. What where they going to do.

Dean: Lotus? Where are you pills?

"I'm not saying and you're not going to make me.. So just drop it... Just tell me what the arrangements are... So I know what to expect..."

Shelly: Well first of all.. You need to drop that damn attitude... I'm really getting sick of your "victim routine" ... You just want us all to play along with you sympathy trip.. I'm tired of it... You either tell me or I'll put your ass in the behavior system... We have an ADULT AND CHILD MENTAL HEALTH CARE FACILITY here locally, all I have to do is call my partner and take you in as a "55-0 SUBSTANCE ABUSE which means DETOX and/or PROTECTIVE CUSTODY"

"You wouldn't dare?"

Shelly: Yes I would, so tell me now

"Fuck You! You don't threaten me...I'm not scared of you... You know what you can get the hell out of my house... I'm not going anywhere... I know my rights... I'm not intoxicated you are you bitch... I can call the cops and have them escort you to jail for disorderly conduct, disturbance non family, once you walk out that door public intoxication, any of those codes sound familiar to you.. but I see how you cops work.. you all cover each other's asses"

Shelly gets up to confront her now broken doll, trying to keep her cool, but very irate. Both standing face to face.

"What Shelly? You want to hit me go ahead bitch... Take your frustrations out on me... Go Ahead! (pushing Shelly) Go on! I'm provoking you... I'm assaulting a off duty police officer... Go ahead! Hit me... I don't give a fuck.. (pushing again)... I'm not asking for your fucking sympathy, for fucking pity... I thought you were a friend.. You're just a bitch who wants my ass... and you don't know how to get it... I'm not leaving them for you... Get that through your butchy head... Hit me bitch... So I can have a reason to hate you... HIT ME!"

Dean has had enough, and grabs his Lotus dragging her to Roman's room.

Dean: That's it ...Enough, Roman I'm going to your room... Lets go...

Dragging his lotus into the room, he was infuriated. Slamming the door. Pacing back and forth like a mad man. Glaring at his lotus as he paced back and forth.

Dean: What the hell is wrong with you? Why did you snap in there? Huh? All that work I put into it for you and you lose it... what the hell lotus?

"That bitch called me a fucking junkie... I'm not one..."

Dean: I know you're not a junkie baby... trust me I know... Let's just say... You do not look like anyone who is addicted but... not all addicts look alike... You said you wanted to kick em right?

She was now looking down and she nodded at his question. Her hands were trembling from the adrenaline ready to fight Shelly. Still breathing hard, trying to calm down. Dean with his hands in his hair, he let out a loud, exhausting sigh.

Dean: Why baby?

"Huh?"

Dean: Why? Why do you want to kill yourself? Why would you want to take my heart like that? Why would you want to hurt me like that? I never ever hurt you like that... Now that I finally opened up to someone... someone I can honestly say I love? Why would you take my heart with you?

"I... I ... I don't know... I'm sorry Dean.."

Sitting on the bed, crying and feeling bad. She never thought about anyone else, she only thought about ending her pain. She never thought about the pain she would cause others by dying.

Dean: Lotus, my precious Lotus... Please reassure me, you will not do anything stupid... please

"I... Dean... (sighing) I just thought... my bitch of a mom ... told me.. no one would ever love me... that... I could die and no one would care... I'm just tired... they won't leave me alone babe... Then this trial... ugh... I... don't know..."

Dean: Baby when I say I love you I mean it... I don't know if my best friends mean it but I do.. I mean it... I honestly have almost giving up on women... then seeing you being so cute, your stubbornness, just something about you.. You're a fighter.. like me.. So believe me when I say I love you.. I could go on forever...

She gets up grabbing Dean's hand, walking to the bathroom. He's confused why she walked in there with him.

"Stand right here... okay?"

Dean nods watching what she is about to do. Still on edge watching her carefully. She walks to the toilet lifting the top of the tank off. She grabbed a large bag of pills, tossing them to Dean. His eyes widen at the amount of pills she had. Walking over to the linen closet, opening the bottom door, reaching all the way to the back. The way he looked at her that she had half of her body reaching in to get something. Comes out and gives him another but smaller bag with few pills in there.

Dean: Is this all of them?

"No there is one more spot..."

Dean: Really Lotus?

"At least I'm showing them too you.. you never would have thought about this last one... follow me "

Again taking him by the hand, walking passed the living room, towards the patio doors. Dean follows still holding the bags in his hands. She takes him around the patio towards the back window where the foundation is at. He stands there, confused not seeing where.

"You do not see it, do you?"

Dean scans everything with his eyes and he couldn't see it, so he shook his head.

Dean: Where my little lotus ... I don't see it...

She giggles and she reaches for a gnome she had bought that was a piggy back. She sealed the top but left the bottom with its plastic cover. She had left it there for emergencies. Dean smirked, looking at her flipping the gnome over pulling out the black plastic cover, and pulling out a small bag with around fifteen pills. Giving the bag to him.

Dean: Oh shit, Seriously? You're going to pull some more pills out of a gnomes ass? (chuckling) Are you sure these are all of them baby? I don't want to have to worry...(telling her in a more serious tone)

"That's it... I'm sorry I snapped... Now you understand how her and I butt heads... So I understand if she doesn't want to stay... but I'm not in the mood to be claimed... "

Dean: Baby if you two go at it like this... Why do you want her to be yours?

"Honestly she has been there, she has taken care of me... Greggie has been around but not as much especially with that asshole Marcelo ... There is something about that guy... I just can't put my finger on it... But when we don't butt heads, she is very loving, caring, I know she says she loves me... but I don't want her to be controlling... She knows why.. All of you do... So when she insulted me like that.. Calling me a fucking junkie... I snapped... "

Dean: I understand baby, but why were you provoking her I saw your smirk... Although I thought it was cute... but why did you do it?

" (sighing) Don't know really... Just felt right to do it at the time... Can we go in now... But I don't want anything tonight.. please... If I'm forced I'm not going to like it... I promise you that right now... I'm mentally exhausted..."

Dean: You? I'm probably on the verge of having a stroke with all of you except for Seth.

She giggles, then hugs him.

"I'm sorry baby... I want to go inside and go to sleep, but I want to stay with you and Seth... "

Dean hugs her back but he wouldn't move. He enjoyed this little quiet time with her. He would hear the ocean in the background, the soft breeze hitting his face. His lotus holding him tightly, this is what he always wanted a woman who would love him, understand him, and even his bullshit of being dominant. Yet he wanted a woman who was strong, a fighter, who could handle her own.

Dean: Will go inside in a bit baby, I just want to enjoy you in my arms, alone with no one around... I love you...

"Love you more, Stud Muffin..." (giggling)

Dean: You did not just say that out loud? I know I'm a sexy stud but muffin? Really?

"Well I could have just called you My Banana (licking her lips) Nut muffin... "

Dean: You know where my mind just went with that right?

She couldn't stop giggling. He kissed her forehead and they continue to stand there in silence.

...

Seeing that Dean yanked their little flower out of the room. Both Seth and Roman looked at Shelly.

Seth: Shelly what the fuck is your problem?

Shelly: Don't lecture me Seth, I'm not in the mood

Seth: I could fucking care less if you're not in the fucking mood and you're fucking drunk.. Don't you ever fucking talk to her like that again... Better yet I don't even think you can share her... I shouldn't even let you touch her...

Shelly: Well Seth it's really not your decision now is it?

Roman: No... its ours, meaning Dean, Seth and Myself... She has been ours since day one... She knows the rules... and by the stupidity you just did... She probably doesn't want you either... Ever think about that dumbass? You better listen carefully... If she does something to hurt herself or she ends up dead... I will see to it personally that you lose your job and it is made a public record that you were intoxicated and bullied an unstable woman to hurting or killing herself... I will make your fucking life a living hell... Do you understand the fucking words that are coming out of my mouth... We can and will take her away from you... You know what better yet... You're not touching her until WE along with OUR flower decide if she wants you... So get used to sleeping on the couch or when your sober back at your place.

Shelly: Rules... She's not a fucking slave ... She doesn't like to be controlled ... or haven't you figured that out?

Seth: Controlled? From what she has told me... You are the one who wants to tell her where to go... You have not once asked her when you go out... Where she wants to go? You are constantly with her... Non stop.. You even moved into a home that isn't even yours.. So who is the control freak? Don't give me that bullshit line... Not to mention your have a jealous streak on you... Yeah she told us that too... How you fucked her because of her friend...

Shelly: Well she wasn't complaining when I was fucking her.. Roman and Dean could hear it.. She truly enjoyed it... Besides I'm going to talk to her alone when she comes back in...

Roman: Yeah I doubt that... Apparently you don't know her at all then... You are the one who is going to have to submit to her... You totally screwed up calling her a junkie.. You are going to have to kiss her ass... She holds all the power over you... over any of us.. It's her body... She can easily just tell you to go away.. Or haven't you thought about that?

They all sat in silence, Roman and Seth would glance at each other and then at Shelly. She kept drinking coffee to sober up. She was just to caught up in her thoughts to care who was looking at her. Getting up, walking back into the kitchen, Shelly didn't know what to really do. Did she really lose her porcelain doll? She didn't even know where to start to say she was sorry. She even had a surprise for her. Pulling an envelope out of her back pocket, opens it up, smiling. Putting it back into the envelope, her thoughts of giving it to her before claiming her. The amazing love session they would have enjoyed. Now she fucked it up, provoking her. She knew they were right, but she never did like MEN telling her that. Sighing, she looks back at them. Walking back to the living room, she decides to interrupt Dean's moment. She opens the patio door and walks out, thinking what's the worse that could happen her in jail? She didn't care now, Shelly knew she had to make it right.

Dean turns looking who was coming out. He glares at the person standing there.

Shelly: I know, I deserve that look.. I apologize... But I want to speak to her alone if I may...

Dean: My lotus? Do you?

"Stay with me Dean... I don't want to snap again.. I'm just so fucking tired..."

Dean: Okay baby... Let's go to the patio area and sit down.

Walking over to the patio, Dean tells her that he would be right back just to sit on that lounge chair and he'd join her when he came back. He left the patio doors open, to make sure another fight didn't break out.

Dean: Leave these doors open or else...

He walks back to Roman and Seth. Taking out all the baggies and threw them at Roman. Seth and Roman eyes widened seeing all the pills.

Seth: Where in the hell did she get all of these? How? Bro.. How did you get her to give them to you?

Dean: I'm not giving my secrets out... Let's just say I know where she is coming from and I understand the need... But fuck man... She is truly unstable right now... The thought of her hurting herself or actually going through with it.. I wish this fucking trial would finish already... That is the main reason, and we are not here to protect her from her family...

Roman: So why did you leave her out there alone?

Dean: Oh I'm going back there but with those doors open I can hear still... I'm just going to watch to see if they can play nice.. Or we might just have to call all this off...

Seth: So what did you all agree too? You know everything?

Roman: I agree with Dean... I think we might have to call this off.. Do you know how much strength it took me not to tear Shelly a new one... She is lucky for two reasons... Woman ... Cop...

Dean started to explain all the agreements made. Going through the mental list he had some simple some complicated. Dean continued to look over to the patio to see that Shelly was kneeling in front of his lotus. Roman would add what Dean had not mentioned. Seth would nod, with what was said. They continued to talk among-st themselves and would glance towards the patio area.

...

Shelly gets up from kneeling and walks to the chair closest to her doll. Leaning forward with her elbows on her knees. Still thinking how to start this conversation, sighing slowly and just looks at her. Her voice no longer so sweet, broke the beautiful sound of the ocean.

"What do you want Shelly?"

Shelly: Look baby... I know I screwed up... I'm so fucking sorry... I think my drinking is getting out of control... It's my fault... I know I shouldn't have said what I said... That was so fucking shitty for me to say it... I wasn't there through your childhood... I couldn't even comprehend your sorrow, your hatred... Any of that... I shouldn't of threatened you to throw you in jail... That was really uncalled for... But it was funny as hell how you threw all those codes back at me... I really did want to laugh, but I know if I did you would have probably slapped or punched me..

Smirking at Shelly but kept looking away from her. She was still mad.

"But why did you call me that? I'm not a fucking junkie Shelly... I have never been one... That's the only thing that helps me relax in this bullshit life... Its not an excuse, I know I take them, and I don't want peoples pity.. I just have fucking issues... Call me a fucking nutcase... but I'm not a junkie..."

Shelly: Well yeah that's true... You're the fucking nutcase that I so happen to love...

"Fucking bitch... Well I don't love you.. you hoe..."

Shelly: You know you're turning me on with all this dirty talk right? If you keep that up I just might eat that piece right here and now...

"Yeah I doubt that... I'm to fucking exhausted in every sense of the word... But in all honestly you need to quit that drinking... I don't like you when you drink ... You get to aggressive with me... I don't like it... Please stop drinking... If you say you love me.. Please... Just please stop it..."

Shelly: Baby... I know I have a problem.. and... I... Okay.. I have a proposition for you... You quit the pain killers and I'll quit drinking... If either one of us thinks we might need one... We call talk to each other...

Shelly leans over to touch her and a weird reaction happens. Shelly looks at her, Deans walks out seeing the same reaction.

Dean: What's going on here? What did you tell her Shelly?

Dean scoots in behind his lotus flower holding her as she snuggled into his chest and arms. Shelly sat back confused.

Shelly: Baby... Why are you scared of me? I'd never hurt you.. never... you know that right?

"Dean can we go inside... I want everyone to hear this... Especially you Shelly..."

They walk in, Dean has her and they sit next to Roman. Roman pulls her into his lap, kissing her forehead.

Shelly: What's wrong doll? What do you want me to hear?

"Shelly do you not remember what happen a while ago when you got really drunk? .. It was sometime before you getting suspended... Remember? Greggie left with Marcelo when I told them to get out..."

Shelly: Yeah when he kept looking at your legs... I remember... why?

Roman: Wait.. that asshole was in this house? Why?

"Rome, please I'll explain later... I want her to hear this... Shelly... The reason why I don't want you drinking... and the reason I told you that I don't like you like that because of how you get aggressive with me..."

Dean: What are you saying? Did she hurt you?

Seth got up and sat on the arm of the sofa where Roman was sitting, his arms across his chest, glaring at Shelly.

Shelly: What you do mean aggressive? We always horse play around, even when I show you defensive moves... What did I do?

Sighing putting her head on Roman's chest. He softly stroked her cheek.

Roman: Baby, what happened? If she hurt you? I need to know.. We need to know...

"Shelly... That day, yes we started to play around.. I admit that but... When you had me pinned on the floor... You started acting weird... I told you to stop because you started to act different... I told you I didn't feel comfortable... I tried to get up and you had some grip on me.. You were so fucked up drunk... You almost reeked of it... "

Shelly: Baby please tell me I didn't do anything stupid... Please...

The look on her dolls face, sent shivers down her spine.

Shelly: I did.. didn't I... Oh fuck!... Baby... please tell me I didn't rape you... please... oh shit... oh fucking shit...

Getting up pacing, with tears in her eyes, wanting to go towards her. Seth stood up.

Seth: Yeah NOT a good idea. Keep your distance... What did she do to you SweetPea?

"No she didn't rape me... she almost did... She held my hands down and trying to force me to have sex... but I used one of her defensive moves and she passed out... I got up and left her there.. Walking to the Master Bedroom... That's it"

Shelly: Oh son of a bitch... Baby I'm so fucking sorry... Why didn't you tell me... FUCK! Look I'm going home... I'll leave it up to you what you want... But I had this surprise for you.. I got it yesterday when I went to run my errands. I wanted to give you this before I made love to you. Sort of a dorky way saying I'd do anything for you. You know what it is when you open it... I love you baby... I'm so sorry... But I promise you I'll never touch another drop again.. I swear on my life.. Well.. I apologize to you all... I'll leave now... Wait where are my keys...

Shelly looks for keys, looking where she always leaves them. Not finding them, she goes looks in the kitchen.

Seth: You're not going to find them Shelly I have them in my pocket. You're not driving home like that...

Shelly: Well then I'll just walk home... I can't be here... I feel like shit... I can't ... I just can't...

"Shelly? ... Don't go... I didn't say it... to.. to hurt you or make you feel like shit... I just wanted you to know why I don't like you drinking... But if you want to stay here and help me kick this shit.. We can still keep our deal... You don't drink.. and I kick the pills... Deal?"

Dean: Okay... So does this mean we have to get rid of the beer?

Roman shook his head no, but the little beer that was left was for them and there would only be beer allowed when they were there. Even if Greggie and Tomas had to babysit. He hated all this shit that was going down in his own home and didn't even know about it.

Roman: Honeysuckle, What's in the envelope?

She looked at Shelly, then looked at the envelope in her hand.

Shelly: Go ahead doll.. I kept my promise... I fought for you...

Opening the envelope, with Roman, Dean and Seth confused. All was quiet, then she bursts out crying holding the check to her chest. She couldn't stop crying. Dean reached for the envelope and paper in her hands and looked for himself why his little lotus flower was crying. Dean looked at what seemed to be a check, his jaw dropped, looking at Shelly wide eyed, looking at Seth and Roman. He was speechless and he kept looking at the check in his hands.

Seth: What Dean? What the hell is it? Shelly?

She gets up and walks over to Dean grabbing the check and what was in the envelope. Touching her dolls face, seeing her cry did hurt, but it was happy tears she had hoped. Walking back to sit down, watching Roman calming her down holding her tightly.

Roman: What is it Shelly?

Shelly: Look a while back when we were relaxing she had an episode and was looking out the window in your bedroom Roman.. I managed to sit her down... When she started telling me about her past... And her wonderful MoMo, her foster mom, when she died and what was left behind... Well long story short... That asshole Josh had her inheritance in his checking account. I managed to not only call in some favors but I got every single cent back for her... I promised her I would try my damndest to get it all back... And I did... This check here belongs to my doll right there... And I put a letter with extra documents in it... Do you want me to read it my precious doll?

Roman was finally able to calm her down some, but she was still sobbing and nods at Shelly. Dean was slouched on the sofa, still trying to comprehend what he just saw.

Shelly: Well baby here I go...

My precious porcelain doll, my little geisha... This check is what I promised you... I fought to the point I called in almost all my favors. I even promised a lot of things to get this done... I did things I never wanted to do..But there is no need for you to worry... I'm not going anywhere... I love you with all my heart... I'm happy that I managed to bring some happiness to your life, closing a chapter from the past per se. Getting one step further from under that assholes control. I know I can never say enough, that I love you. I know in every relationship there will be bumps, knowing us, more like volcanoes erupting. If you can deal with my bullshit.. I know we will be alright... I never told you some of my past but I will.. I promise it's not depressing or any of the sort.

The documents I have attached along with this letter is pretty much self explanatory. I have updated my will. I didn't even do this with my ex several years ago... But in case anything where to happen to me all that is mine is yours... My home, my jeep, Everything darling... You'll see... I have no family... I have no one... Or honestly If you would have me... I would have you... You would become my world... Even if we were to go our separate ways, I still leave my possessions to you. I will love you now, if you choose to have children with any of those butt-heads I will love them as my own as well, I will love you forever. I'm a great believer that when we die, our souls stay around to watch over those we love. So by chance I'm taken to soon... Remember I'm still going to give you hell.. pinch your ass to make you jump... caress your face when you cry... When you feel goosebumps on your arms, its me holding your tightly showing my love...

Well my little geisha, that is all I have to say. Never ever think I do not care for you, I will always be here for you.

With all my corny love,

Shell

Folding the letter, placing it back in its envelope. Holding it tightly in her hands, looking at the woman she can not help but love.

Shelly: Doll again I can never say enough sorry's ... I love you... I... never mind... I'll be outside on the patio...

Shelly gets up, walks over to her, grabs her hand placing the envelope in her hand. Rubbing her thumb on the back of her hand then raises it to her lips. After kissing her hand Shelly walks out as they all heard her sniffling.

Roman: Little flower, what are you thinking are you okay? or do you feel better?

"I just feel bad... She did the unthinkable for me... But I'm scared as well... I know by now Josh found out... They froze ALL his assets to give me my money back.. I gave her a picture of my check that I deposited. And she got every single cent back... Then I keep feeling bad that I assaulted her, bitched at her and told her to fucking leave... What kind of person am I?... I really need help baby... I don't want to hurt any of you... Not ever... Now that I have something going... I feel like... I'm going to screw it up... I know I will..."

Seth: Don't say that SweetPea.. I know we can make this work...Baby do you mind if I look at the check... I'm sorry but my curiosity has killed the cat and all its nine lives...

Everyone chuckled at him as she hands him the envelope.

"You're such a dork baby... and I still love you..."

Seth opens the envelope and pulls out the check.

Seth: Wha da fuk! You mean to tell me that you're MoMo was worth 987,353.23 ... Who in da hell is worth that much on a cops salary?

"She wasn't always a cop you dork... Her parents were well off, and she kept the majority of it in a savings that just kept earning interest... When she died it came to me... She was well known in the community and Everyone pitched in for the most beautiful funeral ever. Not to mention she was a veteran, so she had the whole nine yards 21 gun salute, etc... I have her flag back home, in Texas next to her picture... I don't want to spend this money.. I want it to put it to work, I don't know what to do with it in all honesty... I do want to buy a house for all of us to live in.. I want lots of space... Lots of room... enough for all of us to have our autos in, each have our own rooms... One special room for us, if you catch my drift... I want it by the ocean... I don't know... I'll talk to the bank tomorrow... I don't want to keep this out here to long I want it safe..."

Not knowing what the future will hold. Roman, Dean and Seth cuddled with their precious flower telling her what agreements they came to conclude with. She would look back at Shelly looking at her then looking away. This made her feel worse. She decided to talk to Shelly. Squirming out of Dean's hold, she got up.

Dean: Hey I wasn't done making a hickey... Like where ya going my little lotus?

"I want to talk to Shelly... Shelly! Can you come here please? "

Shelly shook her head since she was still crying out there. So her little porcelain doll as Shelly called her told her men she would be right back.

"Shelly? Are you mad at me?"

Shelly: No doll... I just don't want to hurt you... I swear to you I'll never touch a drop just please don't throw me away... It'll kill me if you do... My heart is breaking and it hurts... I'm so sorry for doing that too you... Fuck... I have never done that to anyone... Or that I know of.. No one has never told me... Maybe that is why they broke up with me I don't know... Fuck! How many people have I hurt?

"Baby... You didn't hurt me... you didn't rape me... I'm okay... Did you really mean what you said in that letter to me?"

Shelly: Fuck yes... You mean the world to me... I told you ... I love you... I want to make love to you but I'm scared now to hurt you.. Now thanks to Dean, all is well... We finally came up the I think the perfect agreement... Have they told you... I'm just scared baby... I don't want to screw this up... They told me that if I did I was gone... Is that true babe? Am I gone already? Please tell me I didn't fuck up?

"Babe... I make that choice... Yes I like being a SUB, and Yes I have the power to who controls my body... And I control my body... I chose who gets to touch it, love it and enjoy it... Many SUBs out there do not understand this... A woman has control over her body, if she does not then she shouldn't be in that relationship.. Forcing her to do anything is nothing short of rape... I have learned so much from that asshole who took everything and from my men whom have showed me more, and from you, that I'm still learning... Although you're more stubborn I think... But if you learn to respect my boundaries I think all will work well... So do you still mean that you will not touch another drop of alcohol of any kind? "

Shelly: Hell yes baby... I'm not touching it anymore.. I swear on my life... I won't touch it again... Can I have a hug?

As Shelly leans in to give a hug, she grabs her dolls hands, getting on her knees in front of her. Kissing her hands, so gently. Treating her hands like pieces of fragile paper that might crumble at the first touch. Holding her dolls hands to her face, kissing them again. Closing off the distance between them, Shelly keeps eye contact while her hands start to wrap around the waist. Shelly places her lips on her dolls face and kisses deeply holding her tightly. Enjoying the kiss their little pet pulls away and tells her.

"Babe, as much as I want to kiss you... I'm just not in the mood to do anything... I don't want to be claimed tonight or should I say in these wee morning hours. Maybe later today, make it special for me... and I'll do exactly what you want me to do... That I know how to do... "

Shelly: My little doll, my little geisha ... You do not have to do anything to me... I'm more than satisfied hearing your moans, your cries, and your sweet pleas for me to stop... Besides I want to be an asshole to them and show them how to really appreciate your body.. (snickers)

"You're bad Shell, but in all honestly, that would be funny to see them squirm... and if I know them... they will be naked and giving themselves a hand job while you claim me... So I know you will make them come making me come again and again..."

Shelly: (chuckling softly)

"What are you thinking? You have that evil grin on your face.."

Shelly: I thought we don't have to do anything but ... I wonder the looks on their faces if we were to have some foreplay fun with our clothes on.. With your back to me and I just fondle you all over, until I make you come..."

"Oh, sneaky sneaky.. I like that.. Lets do it... but I know them... Once you make me come, they are going to take me and fuck me right then and there..."

Shelly: True but they said they would let me have you and at that moment let me keep you until later... So they will have to suffer all day until you decide to let me claim you... They said they would distance themselves... So I don't know about you but we need to play hard to get all day and we just tease the fuck out of them... Not only will you be fucking teasing me by the time I claim you, but the next day, if they can wait... They are going to pound you senseless, right?"

"(giggling softly) Shelly that is a wicked idea, I love it, and yeah they would so I get the best end of the stick... No pun intended... So you ready for the teasing?(giggling more)"

Their pet gets up and walks in, passing all of them and walks into the kitchen.

Dean: Is all okay?

"Yeah, but I told her I'm not ready to be claimed just yet and she is being a brat about it..."

Shelly: C'mon baby... I'll make sure to not miss any inch of your body... Its been almost 24 hours since I touched you...

"NOPE"

Dean chuckled seeing her imitate his famous impression.

Seth: So now what? I wanted to see some woman to woman action man... C'mon on baby.. please let her claim you.. I'm already hard thinking about it... Roman and Dean already had a great view..

Their pet started giggling that Seth was already hard, she glanced at Roman and Dean who were sitting on the couch. As she grabbed something to drink. Shelly keeps following her all around the kitchen. Shelly pretending to be agitated from all the chasing. She finally pins her doll against the island counter where they were both in plain view. One arm on each side of her, Shelly leans in and kisses her precious teasing doll. Shelly runs her tongue over her soon to be pet's lips, whispering "okay teasing time" Opening her lips and they begin to kiss. Shelly moans exploring and enjoying the taste of her geisha. Her sweet precious doll, slowly sucking Shelly's tongue. Their kisses become more passionate, more intense.

Dean and Roman, leaned back smiling and just watching, trying to keep cool. Seth on the other hand was squirming he didn't have that much control just yet.

Shelly began to run her hand over her dolls right breast kneading it, caressing it so. Slowing giving soft kisses along her jawline, hearing her doll sigh at the soft touches. Smiling at her moans, Shelly places her thigh between her newly found pet's legs. Continuing the stimulation, Shelly starts to feel her pet slowly grind herself on her thigh. Moans from both, as their pet looks at her three men and they are in awe from what their seeing.

Seth: Fuck that looks sexy.. How can you guys not be turned on by that view...

Looking back and forth between Dean, Roman and the beautiful sight going on Seth couldn't take it. He started to stroke himself through his pants, trying to relieve some pressure and was failing badly.

Hearing what Seth just said, his little sweetpea leaned back a bit and started grinding Shelly's thigh harder and faster. Shelly's breathing was becoming more intense against her skin. Shelly whispered again, before she lost it. "Baby pull away now before I can't stop. " Right then she pushes Shelly away and walks around sitting down next to Seth. Giggling she sees the nicely pronounced length in his pants, looking at Dean and Roman seeing tents over there. She couldn't stop looking, licking her lips.

"So my gorgeous men, is it true that Shelly said... That you guys won't touch me until she claims me..."

Using her pouting lower lip, glancing at all of them. They sighed and nodded, when Roman broke the silence.

Roman: Yes honeysuckle... Although I don't want to distance myself from you, I want you to feel my love.. OUR love... We've reached our agreement and We are just waiting for you... We are not going to force you into any sexual activity that you don't want to do... Even though we did break a rule by our sexual fun when we got home.. You're just to damn irresistible... You okay over there Shelly?

Shelly controlling her hormones, even though she instigated this foreplay torture to get even with those guys, she is now thinking it was a bad idea. Now she thinks its torture for her. When will her doll allow her to claim her, was running through her mind. She did say she wanted Shelly to make it special, so what could she do with out leaving the house. Then she thought of going home and gathering some items bringing them back.

Seth kept looking at his little Sweetpea, licking his lips seeing her nipples fully erect underneath her top. He moaned knowing she didn't have a bra on.

Shelly walks over to her, picking her up and sitting down. Shelly knew her doll was going to make it difficult for her and the guys. Sitting her doll on her lap she continued to tease each other. Seth was literally glaring at the two. Being so close he wanted to touch his sweetpea, he wanted her badly at least a quickie. Looking over at Roman and Roman shaking his head no. Seth growled, then his pet did something he couldn't handle and it made him hit a high pitch moan. Seth had sat sideways for a better view of Shelly rubbing their pet's crotch area. Sliding her hand into the waist band moving downward. When Shelly finally slid her finger inside her already moist folds.

Seth: F-u-c-k SweetPea!

Looking down he sees and feels her feet massaging his dick through the pants. Rubbing her left foot back and forth along his leg. Seth watching her foot he wanted to touch her. He couldn't take it, moving his left hand down touching her foot making her rub harder against his dick. Rubbing his hand upward.

Pulling away from the moaning and enjoyment from Shelly's teasing kisses and touch. She looks at Seth.

"What are you doing?"

Seth: C'mon baby you started it , You're making it harder for me ... Literally... Look!

Pointing down at his dick where her foot is at. She giggles and squirms out of Shelly's hold getting up. Walking away taking deep breathes. Smiling at the lust in their eyes.

"All of you want me right now don't you?"

They all nod as she starts walking to the bedroom, since she had thought about taking a nap.

"Well I think I'll take a nap now... "

She quickly walks to Roman's room/Her room giggling, shutting the door, running and jumping into the bed. She got under the covers and knew they would be freaking out that she just left them all hot and bothered.

Seth: Wait... Did she just leave us horny?

Roman: That sneaky little...

Dean: Oh hell no... I'm rock hard she is not leaving us like this...

He starts to get up to go to the room when Shelly looks at him smiling that her and her soon to be pet's plan is working getting them really hard

Shelly: Dean you can't touch her... Correct me if I'm wrong...

Roman: That's true Dean... We can only wait and watch... Although I sleep in that room... I have to control myself more...

Seth: Well since its almost 7 a.m. why don't Dean and I go get some breakfast and then we take her out ... I want to get her some plants and Dean wants to get her a live lotus so... also make a medium size water feature that would fit in this patio corner back here... Shelly why don't you go get some stuff for her while we go get breakfast

Shelly: Get stuff... Wait... yes... Let me go get some candles and stuff to make this special... and if you don't mind Roman I would like to use your room since there is more space and chair for you guys to watch... I'll get some sheets and stuff...

Roman: Well you guys go ahead... I'll start making some more coffee...

They all agree, Seth and Dean agree to make the breakfast special and enough for all. Shelly runs to her favorite shop for candles, oils, and certain sex toys for both their pleasure from her house.

After putting another pot of coffee, he waited a while to make sure everyone was gone and not coming back in. He walked to the bedroom seeing his honeysuckle laying in bed. Hearing her giggle he walks over.

Roman: I thought you were taking a nap honey...

"I actually wondering who was going to come in here after me... So where is everyone... I figured Dean was coming after me.. I saw him really hot and bothered... (giggling)"

Looking down at her, he smirked while rubbing her thigh. Running his hand up and down her body.

"Uh babe... Even though I love your touch... You're not suppose to touch me... "

Roman: Well Dean and Seth went to go get you a special breakfast and Shelly went to get some stuff for you and your special evening... And I know I can't touch you but I love you baby... I want you so bad... and you know you can't say no to me...

Leaning in to kiss her, she keeps looking at Roman's luscious lips getting closer. She knew he was right, she could not say no to him. Even though they would be breaking the same rule he put in place. He kissed her deeply. Moaning at her closeness, as she pulled him on top of her. Wrapping her legs around him, kissing his neck. He loved her deeply, he really hated that he had to share her with another person. But if that is what kept her happy while he was gone they he would do it for her. All he knew is that it was not another man he was fine. Sharing with Dean and Seth was one thing they agreed to it from the beginning. Even like that he was selfish keeping her in his room, and he being the alpha over all. He couldn't wait to claim her again as his. He just hoped that adding Shelly was a wise decision. Since Shelly was some what of an alpha female, he knew they would butt heads frequently.

Little honeysuckle brought him out of his thoughts by biting his neck along his pulsing vein. This made him snap his hips forward, which made her giggle feeling how turned on he was already. She started to nibble and he had to stop her.

Roman: Ugh shit baby... My little honeysuckle as much as I want your body... You need to stop... You know me, if I start we are not finishing any time soon... I love you baby... You believe me right? I'd do anything for you?

"Yes babe... I know that... I love you too..."

Roman: Now lets get up and get ready for your breakfast...

"Nooo, let me stay here until they get back... Please" (Pouting her lower lip)

Roman chuckled how she had her moments of completely adorableness. Kissing her lips he gets up and walks to the living room cleaning up a bit, and adjusting his dick since she left it throbbing. Again thinking to himself, "Dammit this is going to be a long damn day" Finally finished cleaning up, he sat with a cup of coffee waiting for Dean and Seth to return. He was sure glad they had a few days off, so he could recuperate from the very little sleep he has had so far, and jet lag that he hasn't shook off yet.

Hearing laughter as Seth opened the door with Dean chuckling right behind him.

Seth: Honeys were home...

Roman shook his head and responded with a smart ass remark.

Roman: Yeah I got your honey right here (grabbing his crotch)... So bend over and take it like a bitch..

Dean could not help bust out laughing from deep with in his chest. Especially with Seth's expression like he was totally violated in every orifice known to man. His eyes wide eyed, his jaw dropping down, and completely speechless. Roman letting out a deep manly laugh, toasting with his coffee cup. Dean noticed a slight discoloration on Roman's neck that was not there but didn't say anything.

Dean: Well, where is my Lotus Flower? She's still in bed?

Roman nodded and Dean ran before Seth could even comprehend. Dean laughing hearing Seth right behind him as Dean ran into the room jumping on the bed straddling his little flower. Seth pushed him off of their little flower. She started laughing how childish they were acting.

Seth and Dean moved her to the middle of the bed, with their arms around her waist and their lips next to her neck. They started kissing her neck on each side.

Their little flower went from giggling to moaning. She couldn't do anything because she had her arms and hands still stuck under the blanket. They knew they both had her, with each of them nibbling her neck chuckling at her movements. Dean knew he wanted to leave her all horny for what she did to them earlier and Seth was probably thinking the same thing.

Roman knew what those two were up to, so he strolls his way and stands at the door way, chuckling at them. A huge grin slowly flowed across his face.

Roman: Guys, make her cum but don't leave any marks on her... Baby for leaving us horny we are going to tease you into coming and you will stay like that all day... Let those tasteful juices fill those sweet folds of yours.. That will be our gift to Shelly... (chuckling)

Dean reached for her folds and started applying pressure as he rubbed her folds through the fabric. Seth pulled the blanket down enough to expose her breasts. Picking up her shirt to uncover what was theirs anyway. Both Dean and Seth began licking her perky nubs. Both alternating their hands between her legs applying different sensations as they had their own style of pleasing her. Her hips began to buck faster as their lips never left her nipples. Dean sucking her nipple a little harder each time. Seth sucking and flicking his tongue giving her what she wanted.

"Oh fuck... Please.. Oh fuck...Uh... Uh... SHIT!... Please ... I need you... F-U-U-U-!" As their little flower bucks her hips into both their hands placed between her legs.

She rides out her orgasm, her head pushing into the pillow, biting her lower lip and moaning.

"Mmm ... fuck... Dean...kiss me..." Looking at Dean through half lidded eyes.

Dean moves up taking her lips dominating her mouth. Pulling the blanket off of her, Dean slides his hand down under her panty as she moans into his mouth. Seth and Roman smile at each other looking at their flower. Dean coats three of his fingers and slides them out.

Dean: Mmm just beautiful, suck only this finger my little Lotus.

Nodding she opens her lips as he slides his ring finger into her mouth and she seductively sucks her juices clean off his finger. As soon as she cleaned his finger he took the other two fingers and sucked them clean.

Dean: Fuck... Roman she tastes fucking good... Why do we have to fucking wait? She belongs to us man...

Roman: Because we already broke our own rules just by doing this... Now Honeysuckle... You can't tell her this... this is our little secret... So keep those gorgeous lips zipped, okay?

She nods, then looks at Seth grinning.

Seth: What is it my Sweetpea... Do you want me to coat my fingers as well?

Giggling she hides her face into his shoulder. They chuckle and Seth also coats three fingers. Although he treats her to a different treat. Giving her the ring finger to suck, he places his index and middle finger in his mouth. Staring into each others eyes while sucking her juices of his fingers. Once cleaned off, Seth leaned in and captured her lips and gave her the deepest kiss he could, tasting her juices on their tongues.

Roman walks in since Seth pulled away. Roman sits where Seth was at, playing with her hair. Loving how she kept biting her lower lip, looking up at him. Seeing that her hands were starting to roam down to her folds.

Roman: Nah... I don't think so my beautiful honeysuckle... Those hands can't touch what is ours until we all take what belongs to us... But you know what I want you to do my beautiful...

Pouting and whimpering, all three very horny men look at her chuckling. She giggles at what he wanted. Taking off her panties, she slings them to Dean catching them and smirking. She gets up, crawling towards facing Dean, leaving her ass towards Roman. Roman slowly rubbed her moist folds as he hand was close to her core, he slid two fingers in quickly making her squeal, then giving a low purr. She began to ride his fingers, while looking at Dean. Dean cupped her face as she nuzzled into his hand moaning and slowly pecking his hand. Loving how she looked, Seth moaning, hearing her moist core riding Roman's fingers was getting him harder by the minute. Dean loved her expressions of pleasure, he leaned in to kiss her. Dean shocked how his Lotus took control of the kiss, pure lustful domination. She placed her hand around his neck grabbing some of his hair pulling him in and grunting, making Dean growl. Releasing the kiss she moans non-stop riding Roman's fingers faster.

Dean: Fuck baby doll... You have me so fucking hard... Fuck Seth look at her... Shit... Come on Rome, I have to take her man.. I don't know about you two.. but FUCK!... I'm rock hard man... its hurting already... She... Is Shelly taking her.. I need her now... FUCK!

Seth: I agree Rome... Fuck she looks and sounds so fucking sexy... She's ours already...Fuck...

Poor Seth grabbing his fully erected dick and pulling on it. Trying not to tear her apart. It was taking everything he had. Not to yank her and pound her senseless.

Roman: NO! We already agreed, I'm not breaking her heart because you guys want to fuck her... We are already breaking some rules and I'm only doing this because she wants to... BUT we are NOT going to penetrate her until Shelly claims her... Honey... Do you want me to stop?

She keeps riding his fingers faster pushing herself back further against his hand. Their flower was enjoying his finger penetration, her moans hitting their favorite pitch. All three knew she was almost coming again. Roman asked again while allowing her to chose her pace on his fingers.

Roman: Honeysuckle... Do you want us to fuck you and break the agreement with Shelly?

"Uh... Uh..Uh..Uh... Nooo... Uhhhh fuck... Oh shit... I'm... fuck-k-k-k-k!", stating in a higher pitch than normal.

As she began shaking and her upper body started to lower itself down to the bed as another climax ran through her body. Roman continued to push his large fingers in and out of her tightening moist core, helping her ride out another orgasm. Pulling out of her, she whimpered and all three of her DOM's chuckled at her.

Roman: Lay on your back my little flower... Now cover your face..

She did as she was told, covering her face giggling. He gestured Dean and Seth to taste her moist nub, folds, and core. Roman decided they would lick her clean. He whispered in Seth's ear first, telling him to give her a few good licks. Roman started licking and sucking his fingers clean, enjoying the sweet nectar of his honeysuckle.

(Fuck she always tasted wonderful... Fuck Shelly better hurry the fuck up so we can go do what he have to... I want to spoil her today then bring her home... Fuck then deal with more sexual tension until everyone is done... Most definitely going to be a long ass day... shit!)

Seth opened her legs enough to lay down between his Sweetpea's legs. As soon as he started to taste her, he moaned. Of course, she moaned in return, their little pet loved their attention. After a couple of minutes, he pulled away and she whimpered, but satisfied. Seth licked his lips, smiling at her.

Dean moved in locking eyes. She smiled at him as he lay down and began his sweet torture. Giving her long, slow licks and she moves her hips against him. He takes hold of her nub, that was already sensitive, into his mouth and began to suck softly.

Their pet picked up her head looking down at him enjoying her nectar, moving her hands grabbing a hand full of hair. Picking up her hips even more as he dug his face in more. "FUCK", as she threw her head back into the bed. Dean was making her cum again, she felt her body start to tingle. Then another flow of pleasure ripped through her body, and Dean moaned. Lapping up more of her nectar, when Roman smacked him.

Roman: Dammit Dean leave some for me... (chuckling)

Dean got up and licking his lips winking at her, moving out of the way.

Their pet looked over at Roman knowing it was his turn. He was going to enjoy this. He loved his woman, and was really in love with her. He loved pleasing her taking his time tasting the fresh nectar that she released. Making her moan, as she even snapped her hips forward from her sensitivity that was to much to bare.

Seth and Dean were sitting on the couch watching the lovely facial expressions on their flowers face. Their dick was throbbing but they kept pulling on it to calm down. It helped some, and they still had a long day to spoil her. Making this evening special to her.

Roman could tell his beautiful woman was about to come again. Feeling her legs tremble over his shoulders, she came again screaming his name. He moaned feeling her sweet nectar flow on to his awaiting tongue. She wouldn't stop moaning or bucking her hips. Now she was begging for him to stop, she couldn't take it no more.

"Fuck! Roman! Please baby! All of you made me so fucking sensitive.. Please... stop... OH fuck!... Please! ... Oh gawwwddddd! Roman!... Please...please... FUCK!"

Chuckling at her, Roman had sucked her swollen nub one last time when she yelled "FUCK". He wiped his mouth with his index finger and sucking it clean.

Roman: Go ahead and rest a bit baby... We will get breakfast ready for you and bring it to you or do you want to eat breakfast in the kitchen?

"Give ... give me... fuck! a minute or two... I'll... fuck...I'll go over there... Please don't tell Shelly... I ... I just couldn't wait for you three... Even though there was no penetration from your dicks... but still.. can we keep this between us please..."

All three nodded, and kissed her forehead walking back into the kitchen.

Barely able to walk, their little flower went to the bathroom, taking a quick shower, getting out, drying, changing and getting ready for today's adventure of them spoiling her. She goes into the kitchen, sitting down as they bring her coffee, her breakfast plate ready, she smiles. Seth places a napkin across her lap, as she giggles, when he kisses her temple. He whispered he loves her.

Shelly walks through the door, with a black bag and a few department store bags. Smiling that her little geisha is eating and not upset anymore.

Placing the bags on the floor she walks over to her soon to be woman, and kisses her lips.

Shelly: So my beautiful ... Did they behave? ... There was no sex right? While I was gone?

"No sweetie... There was no sex..", as she drank her coffee not looking at anyone.

Shelly: You're not lying to me are you?

"Seriously? You're going to start that again? I said there wasn't.. If you don't believe me... ask them...", as she rolled her eyes.

Shelly looked at all three of them as they shook their heads at her. Feeling a bit bad, she leaned over and kissed her dolls lips again.

Shelly: I'm sorry baby... I shouldn't have asked that... I'm sorry... I bought some stuff for our special night... I'm pretty sure you'll enjoy it... Finish eating your breakfast okay...

"Mkay", as she looked at Roman then at Shelly.

Grabbing the bags Shelly walks back to Roman's room to start getting things ready but she planned not to get anything ready until after they leave to take her out. She decided to trust them that they wouldn't penetrate her as they spoiled her today, and she would fix the room up while they were gone.

Walking back out to the kitchen she grabs a cup of coffee, leaning against the counter looking at her precious doll. Her thoughts were not helping, the intimate moments flashing in her head. She slightly moaned, and all four looked at her. Shelly blushes, with her doll giggling.

All finished their breakfast, and drinking their coffees. Grabbing their wallets, cells, and Roman grabs his keys to the truck. Shelly kisses her doll one more time.

Shelly: Baby I'm staying behind, I want you to enjoy your day out there. I want to get everything ready for later... I'll try to make everything perfect and ready for our afternoon. Roman buy her anything she wants, and I'll reimburse you my share...

Roman nods as he takes his honeysuckle by the hand and they walk out. Getting into the truck all three DOM's look forward to treating their flower to what she wants and even more so seeing her being claimed by a woman.

Shelly sends Roman a text: Roman, text me when you're about to come back, & I'll let you know if I'm done in here, Thanks. Shelly.

Driving off down the street, someone follows them and trying to make it not known. This person had already placed a tracking device on Shelly's jeep. But now seeing the person they were looking for, they follow Roman and the others.

Let the flower's day of adventure begin.

Hmmm, I wonder who this mysterious person is. Shelly being a cop should have noticed a person following her all over town. Maybe her mind was clouded with the fact of making love to her precious doll to even notice. Is their danger in anyone's future? Will tragedy strike before Shelly gets to claim her doll? Will any of the flower's DOM's get hurt in the process? Or maybe Tomas or Greggie might get hurt? Will her life ever be the same? Counting down the minutes to the actual court date and danger? Maybe? We shall see?

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