/Italic/=flashback

'Italic'=Alucards thoughts

Italic=Seras dark voice

Chapter 21

"Hello mum, hello dad. Long time no see." Seras smiled. She knew she would get no reply but it made her feel happy and calm just to talk to them.

"I only wish you were here now, to give me guidance, to give me comfort. Ever since that day I don't think here hasn't been one moment where I've stopped missing you."

/Flashback/

Seras was put in the closet by her mother.

"MUMMY! Don't leave me please don't" The petite girl begged and couldn't stop crying at this frightful moment.

"Shhhh Seras dear I'll be back just stay in the closet until I come back" She whispered.

The mother closed both doors and the last thing Seras could hear was gun shots and horrifying screaming.

/End flashback/

She always cringed at that memory. It was like…a nightmare of a memory. She's had loads of these, the poor girls suffered so much in her life and yet here she is right now broken down and…lost.

Then there were those memorys she treasured.

/Flashback/

"Ha, ha, ha, ha daddy ha, ha, ha stop it ha, ha, ha" The little girl couldn't stop giggling while her father was tickling her.

When he got tried he picked her up and gave her a cuddle.

"Your laugh is so beautiful Seras, promise me you will always be happy and chase your hopes and dreams."

The little one smiled at her father.

"I promise daddy."

"Its dinner time seras sweetheart." Her mother called out.

"Coming mommy."

Seras father put her down and they both walked to the kitchen hand in hand.

/End of flashback/

She tried to fight off the tears that threatened to fall down her face and her legs where losing their strength, eventually she melted to the ground and wept for her parents and herself.

"Everything 'sniff' is in a mess 'sniff' mum, dad please help me 'sniff' 'sniff' PLEASE!" She cried out to the empty atmosphere.

Silence.

Her cries had died down but her pain didn't fade. It never did, physically and emotionally.

She questioned to herself 'had she gone through enough in her life?' That maybe it's time that it should end and would she be happier? Or would it be another thing to feel sad about.

'Sniff' "Alucard should'nt have turned me that night, I would have been better dying at that church."

So many questions the little vampiress had yet there where no answers unless she makes a decision.

We make our own choices in life and that is how we live. So would she have to make a choice to carry on the next step, but what would she do?

"End my life that's the best way."

But is it?

"Yes."

But is it?

"Yes."

Are you sure?

"Of course. "

No, you wouldn't do it.

"What makes you say that?"

You would have done it a long time ago.

"…You may have a point. But that doesn't mean I won't do it because I will."

Go on then, let's see this braveness you have inside you, lets see you pierce your own heart and feel yourself decay into dust. GO ON DO IT!

Seras got up on her feet and ran to a tree to break off a strong, solid piece of branch and went back to the place where her parents laid. She stared at the two graves before placing the thick, wooden branch a centimetre away from her chest and at the spot where her heart was.

"Right, I'm going to do this. No more suffering and pain, its time for my end."

She held the branch in the air, took a breath and closed her eyes.

…

(Seras POV)

You properly thinking I did it. This was supposed to be my last day and my last minute before I ended my life. Sadly that plan failed, a certain someone had wanted me to live. But while I was holding the weapon that could of finished me I thought that maybe… this will be a chance to see my parents again. But that will never happen now…never.

(End of Seras POV)

There was a sudden feeling of something snatching the branch away from her hands.

Her eyes snapped open but no one there. She looked at her hands they where red and felt sore.

"WHO THERE?" She shrieked in anger.

Silence.

"I DEMAND TO KNOW WHOS THERE, YOU HAVE TO RIGHT TO INTERFER WITH WHAT I'M DOING!"

It wasn't long before she herd a faint chuckle.

"My dear Seras were such trouble to find."

The girl didn't even bother looking to know who it was.

"Why are you here?"

The male vampire walked towards her, the shadows disappeared from his body revealing his appearance.

"To take you home."

"I have no home."

"Hellsing is your home, you belong there and you don't need to be alone in the night."

"Leave me, being alone in the night is my choice."

"I am your master you have no choice."

She turned to him with glowing red eyes.

"I don't belong to hellsing, you and anyone else."

Alucard frowned.

"Seras stop this foolishness."

"NO! I'm not Seras anymore I don't know who I am."

"Stop this now I am you master obey me."

"No."

Alucard growled deeply.

"You'll regret that draculina."

In vampire speed Alucard ran and punched Seras which made her fall to the floor.

"You think you can just disobey my orders?"

She slowly got up and spat out the blood from her mouth.

"I don't know you anymore master that's why I'm disobeying you."

She ran towards him to strike him in the chest but failed as he blocked her but both of them were locked in their positions. Alucard was blocking Seras by using his guns like a shield while she was pushing all her strength to more his guns away so she could strike him.

"Give up draculina your going to loose." The male vampire smirked but his arms was started to shake by lack of strength and so was Seras.

"I won't give in, you think I'm weak but I'm stronger than you think."

Alucard realised that she won't stop this fight so he will, but how?

She says I think that she is weak? Such a foolish child, I know she is strong that's why I have lots of hope for her in the future.

I need to stop this fight but because she can't control herself there is only two ways I can do it…I can make her drink my blood but that will mean she will no longer be my servant or I can kill her.

Alucard knew that the second option was not possible so he'll have to break there bond by making her drink his blood. Maybe if he could slow her down then catch her by surprise that may work.

Alucard kicked seras off him and she fell to the floor.

"Seras I will ask you one last time to stop and control your self."

Her breathing was heavy and she was feeling weak but Alucard didn't want to chance it because if he makes a false move carelessly she could beat him so he need to be on his guard.

"I-I wont… give up." She said in between pants.

He went a little closer to her and she thought this would be the opportunity to get a blow on him but he successfully dodged her attack and caught her arm then took this chance to lean in a kiss her.

Her eye's widened in shock, why was he doing this, is he trying to mess with her mind more than it already is.

She trying to push away from him but one of his arms held her body tightly to his and the others hand cupped her head and pushed it to his to she was in a (sort of) trap.

His lips where soft and gentle on hers, she like it and tried to kiss back eagerly wanting more but a part of her hated this. Both their tongues were battling against each other but this gave Alucard the chance to complete his plan. He quickly stabbed his tongue on one for her fangs that let his blood flow in her mouth, by the time she could react to what was going on she already swallowed the warm, rich blood that started to make her feel strange.

Alucard broke the kiss and pushed Seras into his chest and locked his arms around her.

The little one started to feel her body heat up and shake.

"What did you do master?" Seras asked in panic.

Alucard didn't say anything he just stoked seras hair and waited for the change.

…

After a few minutes Seras broke the silence.

"A-Alucard."

He looked down to see his fledgling not shaking and he knew that here bond was gone.

"It over now Seras I'm no longer your master."

She looked at him with wide eyes.

"What, but, you…are you going to leave me?"

He grinned.

"Would you like me to?"

She to a moment before answering

"…No." She whispered.

His grin widened.

"What was that, I didn't quite hear you?"

"NO!"

She buried her head in his chest.

"I don't want you to leave me, I thought I could live alone but I can't, I need you Alucard."

His continued to stoke her hair while talking.

"Seras the only problem is that you won't be able to come back to hellsing now, you are your own vampire so there is a big chance that Integra will try to hunt you down a kill you."

Seras started to giggle which got Alucard confused.

"Why do you laugh?"

When she stopped she answered.

"She will never stop being a bitch will she?"

"Of course not." He laughed.

"So if I can't go back then what will happen?"

"I know an old house that hasn't been used in years, its like its almost invisible no one has been in it for ages you can stay there, Walter will come by a few times to give you blood packages and when Integra passes away both of us will be free to rule the night together."

"To me that's a little easier said then done."

He leaned down to place a quick kiss on her lips.

"It will happen I promise. Come I will show you the house."

He took her hand and both vampires disappeared.

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Back that the Hellsing manor.

Alucard walked inside the building. His face was masked in a different, rare emotion you'd see on him. It was a mix of sorrow and pain.

He walked up to his master's office and knocked on the door.

"Enter" Said a cold voice.

The door opened and Integra was shocked to see the red dressed vampire use a door of once. She couldn't quite see his face as his head was slightly downwards and his wild hair was covering most of his face.

"Alucard are you alright."

He lifted his head showing his sad face expression and this got Integra worried.

"Alucard what happen? Did you find seras?"

"Master she was too dangerous, I couldn't control her so… I had to eliminate her."

Integra sighed.

"I'm sorry Alucard, if you want to be alone I understand. I'll have Walter send your blood package later." Her voice had a warmer tone to it which the male vampire doesn't normally hear.

"Thank you master."

The vampire bowed to her before leaving.

When he closed the door a grin formed on his now faded sad expression.

His plan worked like a charm now all he had to do was explain to Walter his secret, get him to cooperate in travelling to the house that Seras was in and giving her the blood packages and then there would be nothing to worry about.

TBC

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