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TALK
I stopped going to the Cullen's. I just couldn't look at there sad faces. I didn't tell Charlie, but he figured out something was up after 2 weeks.
"Bella, what's going on with you and Edward? He hasn't been around in a while and you haven't gone to his house either."
I had my back to Charlie. I was facing the sink and looking out the window.
I was washing my plate from dinner.
"We decided to take a break. It's not like last time. We got into an argument."
"This happened when?"
I sighed.
"Christmas, ok enough with the questions."
I was getting a little frustrated. I didn't want to say.
"Well Dad Jasper, Edward's older brother was putting moves on me weeks before I hit my head and I thought he was Edward and I had sex with him while I was in Seattle with him."
I don't think poor Charlie would want to know that I had sex let alone with Edward's brother.
"I just don't want you to become a zombie again."
I turned around after putting my plate in the dish drain.
"I won't Dad, I'm upset but I know it's for the best."
One week after that I got a phone call.
"Hello, Bella"
"Hi, Carlisle."
"We miss you. We would love to see you."
"I don't know."
"We are not angry with you. Will you meet me at the hospital so we could talk further?"
"Yes that's fine."
"How about you meet me at 5pm at my office."
"Alright. That's fine."
I only agreed because I wouldn't have to go to there house to speak to Carlisle.
So I made Charlie's dinner early and I left him a note letting him know where I was. And I left.
I made my way to the hospital. I knew he would want to know what happened. I was not looking forward to this. I pulled into the parking lot and parked. I got out and went into the hospital.
Right on cue Carlisle showed up. He had a smile on his face. He opened his arms. I walked up to him and we hugged each other.
"Bella, how have you been?"
"Ok considering what happened. I know you want to know about that."
"Will you explain Jasper's mark on your neck?"
"Yes, I will."
I forgot about not having to cover it up so hard.
We were standing in front of his office. He opened it I walked in. Carlisle motioned for me to sit. I took a deep breath and sat down.
"Alice didn't tell you at all? I thought once they left she would tell you."
"Well Alice only comes out of her room to hunt and that's all."
Carlisle shut the door and walked behind his desk and sat down.
"Oh, so I should just get this done and over with. You know the day we left and what happened. I decided to give myself to Jasper. Well we just kissed when he took me ice skating. Then the next day we went out that night is when it happened."
I had my head down telling him the short version without all the details.
"Bella, did he hurt you on purpose?"
"No, well I wanted to show him I trusted him. I told him to and in the moment…."
I trailed off more then a little embarrassed. I started blushing.
Carlisle was concentrating very hard on what I had just said then the light bulb clicked on.
"Oh Oh! I see."
He looked a little shocked. If he were human he would have blushed.
"What about the venom?"
"He did get some inside of me but he sucked it out. Between him biting me and the other thing happening. Everything came back to me and I was very upset at first. But I thought about it and I had feelings for Jasper."
"Well is seems like Jasper had extraordinary control."
Carlisle sounded like a very proud father of his son.
"Yes he did. He loves me."
I felt a lump in my throat.
"And tell me how do you feel about Edward and Jasper?"
"I love both of them. But I betrayed Edward he deserves better."
I felt tears roll down my cheek.
"Traitorous tears!" I thought.
"Carlisle, I'm so sorry. I didn't want this to happen."
"Bella it's ok."
"May I ask?"
"Yes."
He knew what I was going to say.
"Have either of them called?"
"I'm afraid not."
"Thank you, for your time I think its best I leave now."
I started to stand up.
"Oh no Bella there's another reason I asked you here."
I looked at him questionably. What else would he want to speak to me about? I sat back down.
"Well it seems as thought I need someone to help me here with my research files. So I can have more time with patents. I will pay you. And before you tell me no, I already spoke to your Charlie. He thinks it's a good idea for you to get out of the house."
"So I guess I can't really tell you no now can I?"
He smiled one of those special Cullen men smiles. The one you never can say no to. What did Carlisle do teach all of his sons that smile?
"No, I guess not. Welcome to my staff Bella."
"Thank you for everything Carlisle."
I got up to leave again and went to the door.
"Oh Bella, as your first official business I need you to pick up files at my house in my study."
I knew this wasn't going to be that easy. I turned around to look at him and smiled.
"Yes Carlisle. Have a good night."
I walked out of his office and my way out of the hospital. I figured that I may as well get this done and over with.
I went to the Cullen house. I went up to the house and knocked on the door. I walked in since the door wasn't looked. The wind blew behind me making my hair flow in front of me getting in my face.
"BELLA!!"
I saw my best friend standing in front of me. I smiled at her. I missed her so very much. She hugged me.
"I'm so happy you're here."
"Me too, you should thank Carlisle. Where's Esme."
"She's in the kitchen fixing you dinner. I knew you were coming."
"Do you see them coming back anytime soon?"
I had to ask I miss them both even though I screwed up so badly. Esme came in and hugged me.
"I missed you dear we all have. Have you eaten at all?"
"Not much I'll admit. Couldn't bring myself to really."
"Well I will have none of that come on time for my daughter to eat."
Esme my other mother, she truly loved me even though I tore her family apart.
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Nikki