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im really sorry for the long wait! I know that when i get attached to a story and the author doesnt upload for a while, i get pissed off and I want them to make it quick, but now that im actually living it I know whats it like and i understand them more than before. So im getting really busy these days and to tell you the truth, when i had free time I just wasnt up to writting it. Can we say i have a writters block? No I dont, cause I know where this is going and sometimes at school I even take out a piece of paper and write down a few scenes to add to this story, but then when i get home I just down have the "courage" to write down a few chapters... Plus the scenes i have down on paper, i just dont know where to insert them in here, so for now they are on the sideline.. So, like you could all see, Im having great diffuculties writting the chapters, i just dont seem to be in the mood and all, which sucks! :O *******Also I want to warn, that the content of this chapter might offend some of you, it was NOT my intention, but everybody have diffrent opinions and beliefs, so PLEASE do not send hate comments!****** Anyways, I still hope you guys enjoy my small upload, I hope I can get more up this following week, since i have a week off of school! Yay.! Kay now you guys can move on to the story!

Chapter 21

As the bell rang, everybody got up and battled to get out of this stupid classroom. Grace and I sadly had to stay behind. We glared at the teacher, while she erased the board. When she turned back around she took turns looking between Grace and me.

"Okay, look I don't want to do this, but you leave me no other choice. You've both got detentions tomorrow afternoon with me, in this very classroom. Am I clear?" She asked us

"Yeah, it's clear, but what I don't get is why we've got detention?" I asked faking innocent.

"You interrupted our class and I will not tolerate that." She snapped back

"Fine, whatever." I said, as I got up and left the classroom.

Grace and I had a free period next, so we exited the school and we went out to a little garden we discovered last year. It was a really quite place and practically no one knew about this hideout. We loved it so much; there were plenty of different flowers, with all different colors. There were roses and tulips. In all the shades of pink, red, purple, white, blue and green. There were tall sunflowers and rosebuds. When you entered the little garden you were hit by the wonder smell of all those flowers.

We sat on the vibrant green grass and indulged the warm spring breeze and the warmth of the sun on our skin. This was by far my favourite season. It wasn't cold, so you weren't freezing your butt off and it wasn't as hot as to be sweating buckets. It was just warm-ish and with the little breeze it was my definition of perfect.

"We should destroy that little conversation we had in the class..." I told Grace, nonachantly

"Why? People are bound to know sooner or later, it won't make much of a difference..."

"So you're sure you want to keep the baby then?"

"Ummm, not exactly..."

"Well that's why you should destroy the evidence.."

"But, what if that's the wrong thing to do... Doesn't it say somewhere in the bible that you should never get aborted and that you just have to live with your mistake or when the baby is born you give it up for adoption..?" She asked me, her eyes getting teary.

"I'm not sure Grace, but the way I see it, is that I wouldn't want to have a baby, we're barely 17 and I would want to live my teenager years, before having something so serious in my life. I want to become a doctor when I'm older and do you think that would be possible if I had a small baby on my hip when I get into university? But that's just my opinion. I don't think I would be ready to have that kind of responsibility mentally and physically." I told her sincerely, because not that I wanted her to terminate her pregnancy, but personally I wouldn't be able to do it, even if I wanted to. I'm so young and I just think we have plenty of time later to have children. Yes in a sense it is wrong to get aborted, but if you do it early, it's not even a baby yet, so how can it cause harm?

Grace looked thoughtfully at the flowers. I could tell by the look in her eyes that she deep in thoughts and I wasn't about to interrupt that. I laid back on my forearms and closed my eyes, taking a sunbath. It felt so good! After a while she laid back as well and closed her eyes. The silence was peaceful and I really enjoyed it. Between Grace and I, we didn't always have to talk.

As the day went by I was really eager to get my revenge on Josh. I didn't pay much attention to class. I had so much on my mind, that class was not as important to me today. All i could concentrate on was payback and the other thing was Grace and her baby. She said she really had to think this through and that's a smart thing to do, I understand that she needs time to think, wouldn't we all, in a situation like this? In between class, I didn't see much of Sam and I guess that's a good thing. Right now I couldn't deal with him. I needed to end things with Josh and help Grace, even if she needed to figure this out on her own, I would still be there for her.

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So What did you guys think? Yes I must agree that this was really short, just like my last update, but its all ive got sadly! :O :(
So Im thinking that this story should end soon, even if I really dont want it to end! I just feel like its starting to drag out and its getting boreing to my eyes, ive got no motivations what so ever.
Ive got alot of comments now on this story and its great, really, i love it and sometimes they make me laugh, thats one of my small motivations but other than that...
***I NEED HELP TO CREATE THE REVENGE LILY IS GOING TO USE ON JOSH, ive got no clue what to make of it, so I need at least 3 diffrent revenge situation, till then i will not be uploading, because the next chapter will be based on the revenge, but if i dont have any, then there will be no chapter, so PRETTY PLEASE HELP ME OUT! ****

Anyways that pretty much sums it up! :) So go on and comment for me! THANNK you -xxxx-