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Chapter 21

Edward's POV

"I'm…I'm…um…I'm pregnant Edward," she whispered. Shock filled my body as her words sunk in. How the hell did this happen?

"Edward did you hear what I just said?" she asked with fear in her voice. I cleared my throat before answering her.

"How could this be, I mean you said you can't have children." I asked. My throat was so dry and I could feel my heart pounding in my throat, which made it even more difficult to swallow. Her eyes filled with new tears and she didn't even bother wiping them away as they rolled down her cheeks. She looked so fragile and so heartbroken and it caused excruciating pain in my chest where my heart used to be.

"I was wrong. I never went back to Carlisle for the results of the tests and I told Carlisle that I didn't want to know the results. I was so caught up in my own pain and fear that I never for one second thought about that, not until we made love or had sex in your case. And Carlisle thought after everything I went through that I wouldn't be interested in a relationship so soon, so he decided to keep his word and not tell me the results." She explained. My heart sank into my feet when she spoke about our lovemaking as sex. I have broken Bella after she trusted me and after she gave herself to me. How could she believe anything I say to her? How could she believe that I love her and that when we made love it was the best day of my life? How could she believe that I love her more than my own life? How could I even blame her for not believing a word I say?

The fact that Bella's pregnant is the greatest news I have received in a long time. It fills my heart with so much joy and love that I want to jump up and down from excitement and happiness, but I can't be with her. Now I not only have Bella to protect, but also my unborn child. My head fell into my hands as I sighed and felt the tears burn my eyes.

"Edward I don't want anything from you. I won't interfere in your relationship with Jane. I just wanted you to know that you're going to be a father. I guess I owe you that much." She said quickly. She must misunderstand why I've said nothing. I quickly turned to look at her and as I feel the tears streaming down my face I pull her to me, not only to comfort her but also to give my own heart some comfort.

"Bella don't you know that this is the best news I've received in so long. Don't you realize that I love you more than my life?" I said with urgency. She sobbed loudly while I feel her head shaking sideways.

"If that was true…no never mind, we've been through this already and it always ends up the same way. I'm still broken." She cried into my chest.

"Bella I love you and I will get through this so we can be together. I want to be a part of my baby's life and your life. You and this baby," I said while placing my hand on her still flat stomach, "are my life Bella and I'll do anything for you." I said while cupping her face with my hands and pulling her face closer to mine. Her chest starts heaving up and down and her breathing became heavy.

I softly touched her lips with mine and the sigh that escaped her mouth was music to my ears because she welcomed my lips on hers. She moaned softly when I trailed my tongue over her lips and as she parted her lips slowly, I gently entered her mouth with my tongue. I didn't rush into anything and I slowly moved my tongue around hers and when she started moving with me, my heartbeat accelerated. I moaned while I pulled her closer to me.

My hands trembled when I reached for her hips and as I slowly work my way up her hoodie, her breathing became frantic. She starts kissing me with more need but I keep my pace and slowly roll my tongue around hers and as her moans repeat, my heart pounds louder. She grabs my hair as she straddles herself over me and that's when my will crumbles. I unzip her hoodie slowly and work my way up to her breasts, covered in a black lace bra. My hands tremble when I cup her breasts and start massaging them. Bella's head falls back and the pleasure it gives my body feeling her so close to me is unbelievably amazing.

"Bella I need you so much," I said breathing loudly and as her lips came crushing on mine again I moan loudly. She tastes so good and it feels so good having her in my arms that I want to scream out from the joy it causes my heart.

We started pulling each other's clothes off and just looking at her beautiful naked body does wild things to my heart and body. We're still on the piano chair but it's not uncomfortable and as Bella hovers over me on her knees she looks straight into my eyes, desire and passion burning in her two brown pools and the desire in my heart grows more for the woman I love.

"Make love to me Edward, make love to me now." She whispered.

My heart starts beating uncontrollably as I rest my hands on her hips, pulling her down on top of me. I scream out her name as I enter her and the feeling of Bella makes me crazy.

"You are so beautiful Bella." I whispered and as she starts moving on top of me, my hands trail up and rests on her breasts which makes her moan out loud. She moves faster and I know she's close to reaching her orgasm. Our breathing is heavy and moans come out of our mouths as we touch each other and kiss each other. Bella's head falls back while she screams out my name and her whole body is shaking from the spasms her orgasm caused. She looks back at me with so much love that my heart starts to swell.

I stand up without breaking our connection and walk to the couch that's in the middle of the music room. I gently lay her down without letting go. "I love you so much Bella." I whispered before I started moving inside of her. Her eyes rolled back as I pushed deeper and deeper and with every thrust she moans. "Can you feel my love for you Bella?" I asked her, my voice filled with passion. "Please tell me that you can feel how much I love you." I begged moving faster and faster and before Bella could answer, we both screamed out as we came together. Bella clung to my body and I gently kissed her on her forehead. Both of us are out of breath and our chests heave up and down. Her eyes are locked with mine and when tears start to well up in her eyes, panic fills my heart.

"What's wrong, Love?" I asked her.

"Nothing, I'm just so overwhelmed with joy right now and I wish I could lay like this forever, because this is where I belong or at least I feel that I belong here with you." She whispered softly.

"Bella-" I started saying but she covered my mouth with her fingers and even the touch of her fingers causes my body to heat up.

"I did feel your love Edward, I mean I would be stupid if I hadn't felt it, but it doesn't make it right or change anything." She sighed. "I have become the other woman now, something I despise. I hate cheaters and now I have become an accomplice to one. I hate this but I can't help myself when I'm around you Edward. I love you so much and now that I'm carrying your baby, I love you even more. I have your blood growing inside me, it's a part of you and you have no idea what that does to my heart." She said further on.

"Love, you could never be the other woman, because you are the only woman for me. I know everything is confusing right now, but I promise you that I'll do whatever I can to get out of this relationship with Jane." I said. Bella can never know about Jane. I won't let anything happen to Bella and if Jane so much as touches a hair on Bella's head, I will kill her myself. "I love you," I whispered while rolling to my back and pulling her into my arms.

"I know you do, but it's not enough. I can't do this anymore Edward; I can't live here and be this close to you every day without touching you. Plus to see you with another woman will destroy me completely. I'm not strong enough to face this every day." She said and my heart started pounding painfully against my chest in fear of Bella leaving again.

"Bella promise me you won't leave again. If I don't see you every day, I'll die Bella. I know it sounds selfish but I need you. You are my rock, my stronghold Bella." I whispered feeling a little desperate. If Bella leaves again, I'll die. I can't lose her again.

"Edward I don't understand, why do you stay with Jane if you're not happy." She asked. And I'm surprised that she hasn't asked this question long ago.

"It's complicated Bella and I wish I could explain it to you, but I can't. Just trust me on this please; I'm begging you not to leave again. Don't disappear out of my life." I pleaded.

"I won't go anywhere, besides I need my friends and family now more than ever…" she promised.

"I hear a 'but' in that promise Bella," I prompted.

"We can't be together like this again Edward. I won't be the reason for your unhappy relationship with Jane. You chose to live with her and whether you're happy or not it was your choice and I won't come between you two." She said with determination.

"Okay from my side I promise I won't touch you again. If it means you'll stay here I know I'll be able to keep my promise, but Bella can I ask one last favor?" I asked and she nodded her head. "Can I have one last kiss?" I begged and when the smile formed on her mouth my heartbeat picked up.

I would love to give you one last kiss." She whispered before she offered me her lips.

I gently placed my lips onto hers and it sent shivers down my whole body and this time her tongue moved into my mouth and started playing with my tongue, exploring my mouth. Every time her tongue rolled around mine I moaned in pleasure and pulled her closer.

Bella's POV

Our kiss deepened and I knew we wouldn't be able to stop now. "Don't stop Bella," he begged as I pulled my lips away from his. I only smiled because I knew Edward felt the same way I did, none of us had the strength to stop this even though we knew it was wrong. I started kissing him again and our tongues danced in unison and with every touch of his tongue my heart starts pounding against my chest in joy. I can feel Edward's arousal against me and my body tingled all over. We were still naked from our previous lovemaking and as our kiss deepen with more desire and passion, Edward's hands tremble while trailing up my sides. Where his hands touched my body, it left my skin burning with desire. Edward's mouth left mine and I groaned from the loss of contact, but he started trailing kisses down my jawline and onto my neck, all the way down until I feel his warm mouth on my breast. His tongue feels like fire as he starts sucking my nipple and I moan at the pleasure it causes my body.

"I need you Edward, make love to me." I begged out of breath.

Edward lifted his head and looked straight into my eyes, his eyes filled with love, passion and desire and I'm sure my eyes have the same emotions in them because I've never loved Edward more than I love him right now.

"Are you sure Bella?" he asked with a strained voice and I only nodded my head.

My heart went into overdrive when Edward hovered over me and I knew it wouldn't be long before I felt him inside me again. Edward moaned when he slowly entered me and I gasped.

"It feels so right to have you inside me, as if you belong with me. I love you so much Edward Cullen, so much." I said.

He smiled down at me, "I belong with you Bella, and my heart belongs to you always and forever. I love you my Bella." He whispered back and it sent my heart fluttering. He started moving and I pulled my legs up and wrapped them around his waist so I can feel him deep inside me. Our lips reconnected while Edward moved slowly inside me. He didn't rush anything this time and tears welled up in my eyes. This feels so amazing and I can kick myself for doubting Edward's love for me. My breathings starting to become heavy and my body feels all hot and tingly. Edward starts to move faster and I know his orgasm is as close as mine, and before long both of our bodies collapsed into spasms as we reached our orgasms together moaning loudly. Edward's body collapsed onto mine as he kissed me with so much love that I don't know how to pull away from him and never touch him again. How do you let go of the one person you love more than anything in this world?

"Thank you so much Edward," I said while tears rolled down my cheeks. He gently wiped the tears away, smiling at me.

"For what, Love?" he asked.

"For making love to me like I've never experienced before and for not stopping." I smiled back.

"To make love to you Bella is so easy, because I love you with a depth I can't explain," he whispered and kissed me. "As for the stopping part, that was just as easy because I tend to forget everything when I'm around you." He whispered against my lips and it made my whole body shiver. "You know I only asked for one last kiss?" he said and chuckled. My face turned crimson red and I huffed.

"Well can you blame me for not stopping at just a kiss, I mean we're naked for crying out loud and you were fully aroused against me which drove me right over the edge," I said but rolled my eyes, "Well your kisses alone can drive me over the edge." I said grinning at him and he laughed out loud. I was surprised to hear him laughing like that and I widened my eyes in surprise.

"What?" he asked still laughing.

"It sounds so good to hear you laughing like that," I simply said.

"Can I ask you one more thing, Love?" he asked, his voice filled with emotion and I nodded my head before I answered, "Anything."

"Do you promise that I can ask you anything?" he asked again.

"I promise."

"I know I promised to never touch you again, but can I start living up to that promise from tomorrow?" he asked and I felt my heart run away. "It's okay if you don't want to, but please just give me tonight with you and then I'll never touch you again. I'll keep my promise to you Bella, just give me this night with you." He begged.

"This is so wrong Edward, but I can't deny you this because my heart longs for the same thing." I said. "But you now we're going to regret this tomorrow and we're just making it harder on ourselves."

"I'll never regret today Bella and as for the other matter, that's tomorrow's problem. I'm so happy right now that I get to spend the whole night with you." He said and sounded just like a little kid the night before Christmas.

He picked me up and walked to my room and into the bathroom. He went into the shower and started running the water. I climbed into the shower to join Edward. I let the water fall onto my face and hair and closed my eyes when I felt Edward behind me. His presence alone in this shower will send me over the edge. He reached for my shampoo and started washing my hair, massaging my scalp with his fingers.

"It feels amazing." I whispered and I heard him chuckle. I let my head fall back as Edward starts rinsing my hair. A shiver runs down my spine as I feel his lips on the back of my neck, his hand reach around my waist and gently turned me around to face him.

"Your body is so perfect and so beautiful," he whispered before he reached for a sponge and some soap. He starts sponging my body with soap, but with every touch I want to scream. My body is filled with heat and desire and I could scream out of frustration from Edward turning me on like this and taking his time with everything. He chuckled again and I opened my eyes and met his gaze, staring back at me with pure lust. My chest starts heaving up and down, my breathing out of control as Edward's finger moves up and down my stomach. I gently rub my palms against his chest and lock my hands around his neck, pulling him towards me. He gently brushed his lips over mine and I felt like screaming. Why does it feel like Edward's teasing me? He starts to kiss me very slowly and by very slow I mean very slow. I have never experienced a kiss like this before, his tongue is moving inside my mouth dancing with my tongue, but with every plunge from his tongue I feel shivers down my body and it almost feels like he is giving me an orgasm without touching me, crazy I know, but like I said, almost. It's enough to drive me crazy and scream out in frustration.

"You're really trying to kill me here aren't you?" I asked frustrated.

"What do you mean Bella?" he chuckled.

"Yea, like you don't know. My body aches for you Edward, and I mean that literally. Just your kiss alone turns me on in such a way that I'm this close to having an orgasm." I said while pinching my thumb and index finger together showing him how close I am to an orgasm.

"Patience, Love." He said and pulled me into his arms. Now his kisses were the familiar needy kisses and it filled my heart with even more desire.

Edward picked me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist. I moaned in pleasure when I felt his arousal against me. Edward moved me against the wall of the shower and I locked my hands in his hair pulling him to me. His lips connected with mine again and our tongues started fighting for dominance. Edward's hands rested on my hips and he gently pushed me away and pulled me onto him. I gasped when I felt him entering me and my heart started fluttering out of control. He pushed me against the wall and started moving, thrusting deeper and deeper. It wasn't long before I felt my body shiver and as I scream out Edward's name he moved faster. Edward's body shivered as he came right after me. He kissed me gently before pulling himself out of me.

"Thank you Love," he whispered and kissed me on my forehead.

"What an absolute pleasure.' I said and we both laughed. We washed each other's bodies and after we were done we wrapped towels around our bodies and walked to my bedroom. Edward climbed into my bed completely naked and I quickly joined him. He pulled me close to his body and I cradled myself next to him. I gently rubbed my back while I lay on his chest.

"I'm so happy right now; I've got the woman I love in my arms and she's carrying my baby. I'm going to be a father again." He whispered.

"Yea it's amazing," I whispered back before I yawned. Edward chuckled and kissed me on my hair.

"Sleep my sweet Bella." He said and I drifted to sleep without any delay.

Bella's dream

"Edward doesn't love you, he just used you." Jane said with a grin.

"That's not true," I cried. "He does love me, he made love to me like never before and I felt his love for me."

She laughed evilly before she turned to me. "Sweetie, he makes love to me every night and you are forgetting one very important thing…he is in a relationship with me, he sleeps in my bed every night. You are the mistress Bella and that's all you'll ever be, the mistress." She grinned.

"No, no, no, no," I screamed out. She laughed out loud before she walks to someone who's standing in the corner. When he turns around I recognize Edward's face and he smiles at Jane. He pulls her into his arms and kisses her like he kissed me before.

"Edward what are you doing?" I asked him in shock.

"What do you mean Bella?" he asked confused.

"Why are you kissing her like you used to kiss me?" I asked again feeling my heart break into small pieces.

Jane and Edward start to laugh at me while I'm crying my heart out.

"She is my girlfriend Bella, the woman that I love and I like kissing her like that." He said.

"What about me?" I asked and saw Edward grinning.

"You were just a toy Bella, you were someone that I could play with while Jane was away on business, but she's back now and I don't need you anymore." He said and laughed. I ran away and their laughs echo's in my mind.

End of Bella's dream

I woke up crying like a baby and found Edward's arms around me cradling me like a baby. I quickly moved away from him and I tried to ignore the hurt expression on his face.

"Bella what's wrong?" he dared to ask me. What have I done to myself? I shouldn't have let things go this far, I should have stopped it.

"I'm so stupid," I said. "I fell for all your sweet talks about how much you loved me and how much you cared for me and blah, blah, blah." I said furiously.

"But Bella I do love you." He said.

"Liar, stop lying to me Edward." I screamed. "You keep saying that you don't love Jane and that you love me, but why are you with Jane and I'm like the mistress in your bed?" I asked him.

"Bella it's complicated." He whispered.

"No Edward, it's not complicated. Either you love me or you don't and if you love me then you choose me, but you don't. I want you to leave my bed Edward and never return." I said my heart filled with rage.

"Bella don't do this please." He pleaded.

"GO!" I shouted and closed my eyes. I felt him climbing out of my bed and walking out of my bedroom. Once I knew he was gone I broke down and cried. How could I have been so stupid? I gave myself to him completely and I believed his lies that he loves me. How can he love me and be with someone else? The decision should be easy; I mean if you love someone you choose the person you love. Clearly Edward doesn't love me at all. It feels like my heart is being cut open with a rusty old dagger and blood gushes out of every open wound. The pain is excruciating and I wish that I could die right now. My hand quickly moves to my abdomen and I take back what I just wished for. I don't want to die; I want to live even if it's just for my baby.

"Hey baby, I'll take good care of you. I promise." I whispered to my baby that's still growing inside of me. I love Edward and I'll never keep him from his baby, but I'm done with Edward's lies and deceit.

I thought that after everything Bella and Edward went through, that they deserved a little quality time together, but their troubles are not over. Sorry about the lack of detail, I'm just not a big "lemons" writer. So I would really like to know what you thought about this chapter and also what you think about Bella being pregnant. Would you like it to be a boy or a girl? Please share some thoughts guys and REVIEW!