Chapter 21

Embracing love

A/N: I don't own the Twilight Character…the wonderful and talented S.M does.

There's nothing at all that I need to warn you all about other than the Lemon of course…Sex in the chapter for all you newbie's. (Don't worry I was one, had to ask what the hell a lemon was)

Also I think that tissues may be needed once you reach Jacob and then Abby's point of view.

There is a lot that is covered in this chapter and pay special attention because there is more revealed…..

With all that being said you all know that I have to thank Dee of course…I should bow down onto my knees a worship the women…she is so fuck'n awesome.

To all the Twilight Fanfic authors that have added me on Twitter…my god thank you ladies for making me laugh so hard I almost pissed my pants...You dirty little women…I love it :P…..

To all of you readers a continued thank you for just everything…and my hubbie of course….you are the best :)….On with it then…Happy reading all.

Edward's Point Of View

Last night's events were very surreal but hearing Jasper's agonizing thoughts, about losing the women he loved, was the hardest part of the entire night. I couldn't help but think that this very situation could be something that Abby and I could, be going through some time in our future.

When I watched Alice's eyes open and she embraced the love of her life, relief embedded my very being. I watched as Abby cried out tears of happiness that her friend had made it and as she reached my side seeking out comfort, I pulled her in as close as I could. I wasn't smiling because Abby was happy, I was smiling that even though we feared what was to come, that just maybe it would all work out in the end….that there was this small glimmer of hope that I now had to hang on to…..If Alice made it through her ascending then just maybe, Abby could do the same.

When Jasper and Alice left I knew that my father wasn't going to like it, but I couldn't stop them from their departure as I knew that no matter what, I would have surely done the same thing. Abby was talking in her riddles again telling me that if it was her or me, that we would have wanted the same thing as Alice and Jasper…to just be alone….to breath each other in….to feel each other's embracing love….but I couldn't think about that not now…not when everything had worked out in the end. I just wanted to wallow in the fact that things had taken a positive spin for once and everything else in the world had stopped spinning, long enough for us to enjoy the happiness that was Alice's life.

I had taken so much for granted for so many years….desperately seeking out death and now all I wanted was to live….exist for as long as Abby did….to be by her side until her dying day….and with that would come the end of my existence.

I had researched a little, privately in seek of whether or not Abby's transformation could be done and no matter what I read…Greek myth…Spanish….German… American….Chinese….Latin….African…..The all spelled out the damn same…..No….. There wasn't much information recorded on Healers or Protectors, but what I did know from what little bit of information I had received, was that no one in history had ever attempted to change a Healer into a Vampire. However it wasn't stated that it wasn't impossible just that Healers were protected and this process was forbidden.

Even though I knew that changing Abby into a Vampire was forbidden, it didn't stop me from trying to find out if she could endure the transformation. I knew that if I was punished that the penalty would be death, but I still wanted to believe that it was plausible and that we could run…..hid like my father and mother did so many years ago….so that we may live out the rest of our existence together…..But then there was always the fact that we would be running…hiding from the outside world…I suppose it was a small price to pay to be by her side forever.

"Wow Edward you sure have a lot going on up stairs." Abby's voice shot out bringing my attention back to her.

"Yes I suppose I do." I shot out a profound breath.

"It wouldn't be like that….. If we asked Aro's permission." She whispered.

"And if he says no….or God forbid it doesn't work and you die?" I questioned.

"Well than at least we tried." She huffed.

"Stop being so eager to end your life Love, I can't live in a world where you cease to exist." I whispered taking her chin in my hand and lifting it slightly so that I could look into those beautiful, Emerald green eyes of hers.

"Edward I can't live knowing that I will grow old and when my time comes to leave this world… the hardest part will be leaving you behind." She whispered out as tears threatened to spill out of her eyes.

"Don't worry love…if we can't be together for eternity on this earth, then we will spend eternity in paradise." I smiled but watched as her brows furrowed and she pulled back from me angrily.

"No! Stop saying things like that. I can't even….think about you ending your life because of me, because my time has come….That's all I have Edward is time…you have existence…..Who do you think you are, some Romeo?" She spat at me as she turned for the stairs.

I was momentarily stunted by her over the top reaction. I couldn't understand why she didn't understand the meaning in my words. I had lived more life times then most and never found someone like her in all of my years. Did she not know me at all? I wanted death many years ago…well before her….welcomed it like it was the only importance in this world and now I had her….the love of my life….the reason I excited in this moment and if she was gone….I would refuse to wonder this world soulless and lost without her…..Life would have no meaning….no purpose.

"I said STOP!" She screamed at me as she turned on the stairs to address me.

"I…I..." I stuttered as she turned back around and headed back up the stairs.

No matter how many years I had wondered this world it wasn't enough to explain the magical, complicated, emotional roller coaster that was women and it seemed that I still had a hell of a lot to learn about them. Slowly I drug my feet up stairs in my own shame trying to figure out what the hell I had said to make her so angry. I figured that she was upset about our conversation to do with death, but weren't all humans understanding of death?…I mean this was a part of their life right?

When I made it upstairs I figured that I would hear her crying or at the very least, bashing me under her breath with profanity but I heard nothing. I ventured into my room slowly pushing the door open, but she was nowhere in sight. I turned completely around and eyed the door directly across the hall from mine, which was intended to be Abby room when we moved back here and made my way over to it.

"Love; can I come in?" I rapped lightly on the door whispering out my words to hear no response.

I listened closer but I couldn't hear her breathing or her heart…she wasn't in there and like a stupid fucker I opened the door to make sure, even though I knew she wasn't.

Where the hell was she?

I panicked and wisped through the house in search of her coming up empty handed of course….my panic now taking over my entire being, I raced outside to note that she had taken the car. I had no idea where she was but I knew that she wasn't in trouble, I would have sensed that. She shut her damn thoughts off not allowing me to know where the hell she was or what she was thinking about. I needed to know that she was alright; I needed to tell her what I meant…even though I was pretty sure that I had spelt it out in black and white…but still nothing.

I had an epiphany and ran to the phone dialing Jacob,

"Hello." His husky voice answered.

"Hi Jacob, its Edward…um…is Abby there?" I questioned clearing out my throat.

"No…Why…What's going on Edward?" He spoke fast into the phone and before I had time to answer,

"Oh wait she just pulled in." He confirmed hanging up on me.

I was pissed as hell that she had wondered off on her own, but I knew that even though I didn't want to admit it…that she needed some time away from me.

Jacob's Point Of View

Day's turned into weeks since the last time I saw my beautiful little girls face. The last time we had spoken I had confirmed that she and Edward had in fact imprinted on one another…..and even though I hated the idea, I knew that Edward would be good to her. I have to admit that even though her pregnancy scare was just that, I was secretly hoping that she was…as morbid as the situation was. It would be nice to hear the little patter of feet running around here again. Even though I had grandchildren from my other two boys Xavier and Luke, I didn't get to see them much…Holiday's…birthdays and I missed them terribly.

Edward and I had a long and drawn out history…..years of tortured thoughts…..hatred and after my wife's death we somehow managed to put most of it to rest. However he always felt like I had won and I guess that in more ways than one, I felt the same way too. Bella was a prize….but more so just all around spectacular and I was blessed to have her for as many years as I did. But I suppose that once on that pedestal there is nowhere to go but down and I was now getting what I deserved.

I would never tell Edward that of course, he would probably rub it in my face.

He couldn't have my wife so he beat me by having my daughter instead…spending more time with her than I had….knowing her better then I did….And he had her love…..I envied him and hated him all at the same time, but alas I knew that he would never let anything happen to her.

Damon had been working overtime at the lumber yard; the poor boy was tired as hell most nights. I hated watching him come home to eat and then leave again for work, he was just so tired looking all the time and I worried that it would take a toll on his health. He never mentioned much about Abby, ever since his encounter with Edward, but I knew that he was worried about her just as much as I was. Not one of us had mentioned Abby to neither Xavier nor Luke and I'm not sure why we hadn't… that was just the case. I knew that sooner or later we would have to break the news and I knew what their reactions were going to be….. First they would be shocked that she was alive and then they would be angry to find out that she had shacked up with Edward. I guess in some way Damon and I just weren't ready for that conversation, when we had only just begun getting to know her ourselves.

The phone rang to life taking me from my inner thoughts….I had started to watch Jeopardy something that brought me no happiness at all…I suppose that I just felt that this was the kind of show that men my age watched. Sometimes I would secretly change the channel to Pimp my ride, I loved car shows and this one just fascinated me with what they could do with technology now a days.

When I finally made it to the phone, Edward's worried voice greeted me on the other end. At first I was a little annoyed to hear his voice, but when I heard the panic stricken in it, I jumped to conclusions very quickly. I assumed that when he asked if Abby was here that he had done something to hurt her and when I saw the little silver convertible pull into the driveway and confirmed to Edward that she was here, his voice was calmer which in turn made me calm. After I hung up the phone in a hurry I looked back at it and for a moment I felt bad that I just hung up without so much as a good bye.

I was excited to see her after all this time and why the hell was I concerned about his feelings?

I shook the momentary weakness from my thoughts and strolled over to the door to great my daughter. When I flung the door open she was standing there with her fist in the air, ready to knock.

"Abby…come in…come in…." I chanted as she smiled.

Her smiled in turn forced me to smile and I was all too happy that I had brought that beautiful smile to her face. After we got situated in the living room and I made her a tea I noted her frown and worried expression.

"Please show me that smile again….it reminds me so much of your mother's." I grinned as her face flushed a little red and her eyes shyly looked towards the ground.

"Funny because Edward said that I have your smile." She whispered as she looked up from beneath her eyelashes.

"Well I say it's your mother's and I know better." I teased taking a seat on the couch beside her.

"Jacob…" She started and then paused as I leaned in and placed my hand onto hers.

"What is it Abby?" I asked.

"Do you know who took me to the orphanage?" She asked looking up at me.

I was taken back a little not sure how to answer the question without upsetting her further.

"Abby I had no idea that you were even alive, let alone that you were in an orphanage. I'm sorry but I have no idea who might have taken you to that place." I choked on my breath as I thought about what she must have gone through there…for all those years.

"All that I know is that two people took me there to save my life…A man and women, the church thought they were my parents." She eyed me.

"It wasn't your mother and I that I can guarantee. I would have never allowed it and after you're…..death….your mother and I never left each other's sides…..we were so heartbroken…." I shook my head back and forth remembering the pain and suffering I we had went through….I had gone through alone it seems….And then came the thoughts of how she lied to me…..the years that I mourned my daughter's death.

"Jacob…" Abby whispered out placing her hand onto mine and in that moment I remembered to shut my thoughts off completely. I had learned throughout the years with Bella that something's were just better left unsaid or kept to one's self.

"It's alright dear….I understand why your mother did what she did….It's just nice to have you back." I smiled as she relaxed a little sitting back on the couch.

"It's just that these two people died saving my life that night and if I knew who they were…if they had family, I could go there and tell them that they saved my life…to let them know what they did you know?" She rambled.

"I would like to thank their families as well." I concurred.

"There has to be something…some connection….they were drained of blood….it was reported…..in Europe….around the time I was born….." She rambled on and her ramblings spelled it all out for me.

"How could they?" I screamed shooting up out of my seat scaring the life out of Abby in the process.

"What…Who?" She questioned.

"Charlie and Renee!" I spat, "How could they do this to me….Why didn't I see this?" I screamed.

"Calm down Jacob….what are you talking about?" Her eyes pierced into my very soul in that moment and as they held sway over me, I was forced to take a seat beside her.

She had the same power her mother had and there was no way I was going to be able to lie to her and even though I wanted to…I just couldn't.

"Charlie and Renee were your grandparents." I started.

"Yes I know this…Bella's mom and Dad this was their house." She acknowledged and I nodded that she was right.

"They left the day after you were born….telling me that they couldn't stay any longer….that they wanted to give us some time to ourselves…..so that we could grieve privately, but that if we needed any help to give them a call. The very next day Bella got a call from some church in Europe informing her that her parents were drained of blood and that they were gone." I paused taking in a large breath.

"I never understood that even though she was upset that it never bothered her the way that I felt it would have bothered me….to lose both parents and your daughter in a matter of three days….but still she only really grieved for her parents…..I didn't understand why they were even in Europe…..I didn't know." I cried out furious and just all around numb from the very realization that this was a damn conspiracy to keep my daughter hidden from me.

"Renee was a Healer?" She questioned.

"Yes Renee was a Healer and Charlie was a warlock." I confirmed watching as her expression changed.

"Wow so I'm part Werewolf…Warlock and a Healer…well that's some damn combination most people say…I'm Irish…..German…Polish." She rambled.

"No dear…you may have all of these supernatural beings inside your blood, but you are just a Healer…..you take the powers from your ancestors…..their gifts but you are just a Healer….as I said Healers imprint to make stronger Healers." I confirmed.

"So when Edward and I have a child we will have one that has all supernatural blood?" She smiled.

I was shocked at how smart she was…how quickly she had come to that conclusion when I hadn't even thought about it myself.

"Yes I suppose your right." I grinned.

"Will that hurt the baby?" She whispered.

"No…Not at all….Not to my knowledge." I confirmed.

"Why would Renee and Charlie do this?" She questioned getting back on topic.

"I suppose it was because they loved you enough." I acknowledged and when I did I watched as her smile lit up her face.

"That's what I needed to hear….Jacob…to know that I was loved …..Not just given up." She whispered into my ear while I pulled back from her and looked her in the eye.

"Is that what you think, that your mother that I never loved you?" I rushed out as she nodded.

"Abby my baby….we loved you….There was never a day that went by that I didn't think of you….wonder what you would have become…what you would have looked like….and even now there's not a day that goes by that I don't worry…..Think about you …what you're doing…who you are now? I love you…more then you could ever imagine." I cried as I watched the tears fall stream after steady stream down her pale porcelain cheeks.

I wiped them away with the pad of my thumb and tucked a fallen strand of her hair behind her ear as she shocked me leaping into my arms again. At first I was hesitant unsure as to what to do and then I did what came natural and held her tightly to my chest. I breathed in her Orchid, scented shampoo and ran my fingers through her hair as I hushed her telling her that we were together now and we had years to make up for lost time and then suddenly there was a loud knock at the door.

Abby straightened herself out long enough for me to answer it and when I did, low and behold it was Edward.

"Is she alright…that's all I want to know and I'll leave." He looked so damn miserable.

"She's fine Edward come on in." I rolled my eyes giving into the romantic side of me, I suppose.

I watched as he entered the doorway of the living room….both of their faces full of agonizing pain…full of loss…and yet….full of happiness….full of love. I couldn't help but smile that I might have missed out on a lot, but I was able to witness my daughter's first love….even if it was with Edward.

Abby jumped up from the couch and ran to his opened arms until they were wrapped around her tightly….protecting her in a loving embrace like I knew he would. Even though I knew she was happy to be wrapped up in his arms and I was by no means of the word old fashioned….Their intimate embracing was a little too much for me to bare, considering she was my daughter and all….funny how that works…..when it came to my sons I never worried about them getting their hearts broken…..taken advantage of…or at least I didn't worry about them where relationships were concerned, as much as I now did for my daughter.

"A hum…It was nice to see you Abby and I hope that you will come and see me again soon…not so long next time okay?" I warned as she smiled and nodded taking Edward's hand in hers as they entered into foyer towards the front door.

"Jacob…" She paused and turned around to address me.

"How is my brother?" She asked.

"He's tired but he's well." I answered nonchalantly.

"We should do dinner sometime." She grinned.

"Sure." I nodded shooing the two love birds out the door.

"Jacob…" She started again, "I love you too Dad."

Abby's Point Of View

I knew that running away from Edward the way that I did was childish but I just needed a break from reality, just for a little while. Going to see my father was like a fairytale ending to my nightmarish life. I had dreamed about meeting my biological parents my entire life, so when things got bad I loved being around him…..it just took away things for a while….made me look into a life that I might have had….if things were different, but no matter where I was nowhere felt like home or reality for that matter unless Edward was a part of it. I came to this conclusion once I parked in Jacob's driveway.

I was so damn stupid I should have just told Edward that I wanted to spend some time with my father…he would have understood.

I was happy when Jacob answered the door before I had a chance to knock…smiling away….it showed me that he was just as happy and eager to see me as I was him. We chatted for a little while before I started pelting him with all the questions and I was shocked to find out that it was Charlie and Renee that had placed me in the orphanage twenty years ago….To know that they loved me enough to sacrifice themselves for me was, well damn well more then I can express…..I had never known that kind of love before….the love of a mother or father who would give their lives to save their children's….in my case my grandparents.

I felt overwhelmed and ashamed that I had held this grudge against Bella for all these years…against the two people I thought were my parents…..when they had given up so much…..hurting the ones they loved…..all just to protect me…..so that I could do something as simple as live. All the time I spent feeling sorry for myself when they did what they did so that I could live out my life….And I had done nothing but wallow and dread getting up or just being who I was…..It was time that I embraced what I was and learned as much about my being as I could. Edward was right….all I ever did was want to be something other than who I was and it was now time for me to start being me…..starting today.

When my father told me that he loved me, all the emotions that I had tried to stay hidden for the most part, escaped and poured out of me onto his right shoulder. That's all any girl ever wanted….to know that her daddy loved her….but for me….it was more than just that it was the fact that I had a father….and I now had the privilege to know what it was like to have a father's love. Carlisle was my father in more ways than one and he would forever be my dad in my eyes, but he wasn't blood….and there was always this hole in me that only Jacob could fill. Who knew….I had always wanted a father and envied my friends who had one….or watched as little girls bounced on their father's laps…Father daughter dances…..or cried as I watched their father's walk them down the aisles…..Now I had the privilege of not only having one father, but having two.

When Edward knocked at the door asking if I was alright…all I could think of was that I had more love then most people…..and I was surrounded by it every second of everyday…two fathers…..my adopted mother Esme…My best friend Alice….Jasper, who was like a brother to me…Damon who was my brother and now the love of this beautiful man, who was so in love with me that he was overly jealous, concerned, tormented and just all around protective of me.

When he walked into the living room, my face was twisted up in pain, once I took in the relief stricken features on his face. I made a vow in that moment that I would never again do this to him, I had tortured the man far too long and now was the time that I showed him just how much he meant to me. I rested my hand on the side of his face, looking deep into his dark jade eyes, before he pulled me tight into his chest. I breathed in his earthy scent…..embedding it into my very soul, escaping reality for a moment…Who knew that my fairytale land was beneath Edward's strong embrace. I snuggled in pressing the side of my right cheek into the crease of his pecks and closed my eyes as I felt his cool breath linger on the top of my head. I was lost in my own private paradise when I heard Jacob cough. Edward snickered a little that we had gotten carried away in Jacob's house and when I was brought back to reality, I smiled as my face flushed red.

When we exited I asked about Damon and Jacob blew my question off like it was no big deal….but I knew better…something was up and I was going to find out about it…but for now I settled with telling him that I loved him, even calling him Dad for the first time. The way his eyes light up told me that he would cherish the moment forever as would I and I didn't lie….My words held their meaning….I did love Jacob and I finally accepted that he was a good man….my father…the werewolf….I laughed at the thought as did Edward.

When we reached the car Edward opened my door for me helping me in of course and my father watched from the window waving and smiling….I smiled and waved in return and when we had finally made it back onto the highway Edward tooted the horn and waved himself. I was momentarily stunned that Edward and my father were getting along so well and for the most part my father had accepted Edward as a part of my life….now Damon that would take a little more work…but we would get there I was sure of that.

"Edward…I'm sorry that I just took off like that….I know how it upsets you…I just…." I stammered.

"I know Abby you just needed a few minutes away from it all….Just promise me…please and could you please stick to this one?" He eyed me as I nodded biting on my bottom lip.

"Could you please promise me that wherever you go whenever you want to, just get away…you'll just tell me so that I don't panic….freak out…..please?" He batted his eyes lashes, with a crooked little grin on his face before turning back towards the road.

"I will….If you promise me something?" I whispered looking down at my feet.

"Anything…" He spat…concern reaching his voice.

"Stop talking about your death….it may be a part of being human, but we don't ever come accustomed to it…or welcome it….well I suppose on very rare occasions one might…but you Edward….you will not talk about killing yourself when I die…do you hear me!" I yelled out in a full on rage and I had no idea where the hell this lioness had come from. Even Edward was taken aback by my warning, putting his hands up in the air in defeat.

"Yes Ma'am I promise." He grinned.

"Hand's back on the steering wheel." I warned as he chuckled taking my hand in his and leaned slightly over the console to kiss it.

I giggled like a little school girl and you know what…I was entitled I was only twenty after all and it was due time that I had a moment that made me giggle in delight instead of screaming out in fright. I rolled down the window letting the cool night air propel on my face and placed my head back onto the seat, closing my eyes.

When we arrived back home Carlisle was staring out the window and by the look on his face he wasn't at all impressed with us allowing Alice and Jasper to leave. Edward took my hand in his and told me not to worry that he would calm down, once he knew that Alice was alright. I was right to be cautious Carlisle was fuming and with good reason, but Edward was a smooth talker telling him, that we just wanted to give them a moment to catch their breaths. Carlisle sighed in relief when we told him that Alice and Jasper would be back sometime this evening so that he could see for himself. The problem was that we didn't have any idea what time that might be. Carlisle and Esme took off into the woods in search of a nearby hiker or some shit like that and again left Edward and I all alone in the house for the time being.

Once everyone left I smiled divinely on what I wanted to do to Edward. These moment I cherished, they were far and few in between….being completely alone with each other was basically non excitant…we had to be very creative most of the time other then when the family feed, but this also took a toll on Edward…stealing blood from the hospital whenever he could…however I guess the feed on the loan sharks and the young man that tried to rape me was what had kept him going these last few weeks.

Edward ran off towards the basement and I knew that he was retrieving his fast food in a bag. I tried not to think about it most of the time and in reality this was as normal as it got for me. When he returned standing before me his dark jade eyes were purple in color, oh how I loved his eyes. Edward smiled and took my hand in his and my heart raced the moment his cool hand touched mine…..no doubt the reason for the shit eating grin on his face. My eyes wondered his face as he practically glided up the stairs in front of me; his ass was to die for…those cheeks…the muscles…Oh I just got a little bit wet.

He stopped just before the door of his room telling me to just give him a second. I smiled that he had something special planned and before I could even think about what he was up to, he opened the door standing in the doorway in nothing but his black fitting Calvin's and a sexy ass smile. When I walked in the room it took my breath away….Candles were lit everywhere around the room cascading a beautiful, flickering, red and orange glow all around the room….Rose peddles delicately placed all along the bed and floor, but the most beautiful part was the light brilliantly cascading all along his chiseled chest.

I walked over to him placing my hands against his chest, my breath caught in my throat as I felt his hard, frosty, chest. My throat dried completely when my hand drew downwards through his speckled chest hairs…treasure trail…under the band of his boxers, until I reached paradise. His cock twitched and grew in my hand and god help me I couldn't control the moan the escaped my mouth as I bit down on my lower lip.

"Oh Fuck Abby!" He moaned.

"Mmm." I teased as I reached up onto my toes to kiss the corner of his mouth.

I ran my tongue along his bottom lip before he took my breath away in a deep, sensual kiss. As we separated for a brief moment I relished in the way his kiss tasted of ice mint and inhaled his intoxicating scent.

"Fuck…..Come here!" He growled pulling me into his chest hard.

When our lips met for a second time the kiss was filled with want and as our bodies pressed closer together, closing the invisible space between us, I could feel his engorged cock pressing against my stomach. I was already aroused, but the feel of his cock sent me spiraling out of control….deeper into my arousal.

Edward pulled himself from me and looked deep into my eyes as he ghosted his hand all along my collar bone, gently sweeping my hair from my neck. My pussy was screaming out….wet in arousal as his lips neared my shoulder and when they connected he sent me into a dizzy state nibbling on my shoulder and up the side of my neck.

I was weak in the knees…I couldn't stand anymore, I walked him over to the bed, taking a stance in front of him as he watched me kiss down his chest, catching my fingers under the elastic band of his shorts and sliding them down his long lean legs. I eyed him as I slowly started to kneel in front of him and ran my hands up his thighs, careful not to touch his swollen cock. My hands ran up his thighs and around to his muscular perfect ass, as I watched his cock twitch before my very eyes. I opened my mouth slightly watching him, watch me as my tongue escaped no longer able to hold back and divinely, flicked out to lick his engorged head.

"SSSsss" He hissed ready for more.

With a deep intake of breath, I placed my open mouth over the head of his cock. Edward's hand instinctively wound in my hair edging me further, pushing until he was hitting the back of my throat as I came back, I eyed him in warning.

"Now Edward…don't be so damn greedy." I gave him a sly little smirk.

He sat back onto the bed and I went back to my work in progress; my tongue swirled and flicked over the head of his cock and down his swollen shaft as I continued to suck him gently. I inhaled his cock repeatedly until his breath came in short gasps and his moans were deep. I knew he was close to exploding in my mouth…so I gave my desired love stick one last lick and with a slight popping sound, freed his cock from my tight mouth lock.

I stood between his legs as I began to remove my clothes….He watched me peel each article of clothing off one by one until I was completely nude before him….He had seen me naked before, but I was always so self-conscience about my appearance and this part always made me nervous, until I was completely hidden under the blankets or beneath him.

"You're so beautiful…have I told you that today?" He smiled pulling me towards him.

He always knew just what to say.

"That's because you're easy to read." He teased as I gave him a stern warning and shut myself off.

Today was going to be different, I wanted him to see me, to touch me and as I removed my panties exposing everything…he sat up and took my left breast into his mouth, sucking and licking at my nipple sending tiny goose bumps to scatter across my body, until they reached my core. His hands circling both breast, squeezing and kneading as his mouth continued to worship my nipples into stiff peaks. My hands roamed across his broad shoulders and down his back and back up until they lingered at the nape of his neck. His bronzy hair had grown out a little and this newly found acknowledgment forced a starving reply from my deprived little hands. It had been far too long since I had felt the silky, smoothness of his bronzy locks.

My hands wove through his hair until I reached the back and grasped a hand full of it forcing his head to tilt back. I moaned out and kissed him feverishly…forcing the dampness between my legs to heighten. His hands left my breast as my aroma lingered in the air around him until they found my wetness. Edward's fingers glided over my slick folds until his fingers met my swollen clit. I jumped as if a jolt of electricity went through me and he stood from the bed, his fingers still connected with my pussy turning me around until I was sitting on the bed.

I lay back as he lifted my legs and hips up and off of the bed until my legs were wrapped around his shoulders. In an instant his mouth was surrounding my clit and his tongue was lapping up the juices flowing out of me. His teeth scraped my clit slightly turning me on further.

"Oh God Edward! Just like that! Oh!" I moaned.

He sucked my clit even harder now, nibbling here and there with his teeth rocking my whole damn world. His tongue drove in and out of my hole, teasing and tasting my juice. I couldn't control myself any longer,

"Oh Fuck!" I moaned and thrashed as my orgasm hit me strong.

My cum flowed over his tongue and he drank it furiously taking it all in. Finally he leaned over me and kissed me with my juices still apparent on his chin and lips. I licked at his chin and kissed him deeper still.

As our tongues danced his hand slide between us, until he had a strong grip on his beast. I closed my eyes taking in all the sensations of his cock, running along my slick folds until he sought out my entrance and inserted himself into me. I broke our kiss as I gasped at the sheer pleasure his cock was giving me, driving in and out of my slick pussy with ease.

My eyes shot open in that moment and when they did, his dark lust ridden eyes looked deep within my own. I could tell that he was close to his own orgasm; his eyes were heavy, lidded and sinister black. I arched my body to meet his physically powerful thrusts, begging him to go deeper and harder.

"Yes…Harder…Edward!" I cried out.

"Jesus!" He bellowed.

His cock obliged my request slamming harder and deeper as his fingers grazed and squeezed at my breasts. I exploded, thrashing my head back and forth as I felt him reach his climax and pull from my pussy. I was momentarily pissed off that he had withdrawn from me but as his cock neared my face all irritated thoughts left my brain. All that was left was the want…desire….need…carving for his sweet cum.

Edward playfully passed the head of his cock across my wanting mouth, and as I opened to take his girth he pulled away. The more he teased me the more I craved it and my hungry craving forced me to get aroused one more time. God the man knew exactly what I needed…what I wanted…what I craved…..And then like all the heavens had washed over me he gave me his crooked little, God damn smirk, tugging on himself in front of me. I wasn't going to allow that…I wanted was what owed to me.

I sat up quickly onto my knees, slamming my hands into his chest eagerly, until he was flat on his back and took his pulsating, glorious cock into my drooling mouth. In no time his knob enlarged, the vein's on his cock engrossed, his shaft pulsating and ready to explode. I pulled back as his cold sweet cum shot from the head of his cock and landed on my lips, tongue and chin. I smiled swirling my tongue around his knob, and sucked the last drops of delicious, intoxicating cum from him. I licked my lips, ran my hand across my face to gather up the rest of his sweet desert and when I was finished he flipped me over onto my back,

"You're a naughty little girl aren't you….Did you like that?" He growled.

"Yes and Yes!" I giggled.

I felt his hands liger down and up my inner thighs as his lips kissed and nipped their way down my frame, until he was hovering, breathing over my distended lips.

"Now I want to taste you." He whispered as he eyed me from between my legs.

The moment his substantial, burly tongue connected with my clit all restraint was gone. Now giving my overly sensitive pussy a tongue bath, I came one more time, quick and hard.

"Oh..oh…OH!" I moaned.

Never in my life had I ever been as wet or satisfied. I was one hell of a lucky girl to have only ever been with Edward…and receiving his heightened pleasure of love was never taken lightly….I damn well knew that I was lucky as hell.

We lay in each other's arms for a while and before I knew it, I was sound asleep. When I woke it was still dark outside and I was well rested. I stretched as I took in his smiling beautiful face and smiled back because, he just did that to me.

"Did you have a good sleep Love?" He whispered kissing the top of my nose.

"Mmm hum." I grinned.

"Shit Alice!" I huffed sitting erect in a flash.

Edward's hand pressed softly against my chest, stopping me from all but flying out of bed.

"She's been here for the last hour, practicing with Carlisle." He chuckled lightly.

"Please you need to rest…you've been through so much in the last few weeks that I just want you to relax." He breathed into my ear, forcing my eyes to close.

"Edward…I…I …need to help Alice." I shot out in a whispered stutter as I felt his cool breath dance around my earlobe.

"Does it have to be right now…you can't do anything to help.." He pressed forcing me to smile as his soft hands lingered down my neck and onto my shoulder.

"Yes, I promised." I breathed, pushing myself off of the bed and onto the floor.

Believe you me it was harder then it looked. I watched as his grin got larger, in disbelief but he too rose and within a few minutes we were dressed heading down stairs to meet with Carlisle, Jasper, Esme and Alice.

Edward's Point Of View

I was miserable that she didn't want to stay in bed with me for the rest of the evening….I couldn't believe that my sway on her had subsided, because if it was just a few weeks ago I wouldn't have had to beg and she would have been on top of me trying to take another round out of me.

"Oh we'll get to that again later…nothing has changed." She read my thoughts.

I smiled and looked down at the floor in embarrassment…If I had blood running through my veins I can almost guarantee that my cheeks would have been red as hell. I nodded as we took the last few steps and entered into the living room.

Carlisle was telling Alice about some of her history…explaining the meanings to some of the words in her mother's spell book and giving her a few simple one's to try out on her own. I smiled as did Abby at how excited, Alice was to get started….it was time that someone around here embraced who they were and what they were destined to become.

Abby piped up and told Carlisle that she wanted to know what importance Alice had in all of this and that she was now ready to learn who she was. She turned and looked at Alice winked and said thank you. I was stunned to learn that Abby was now ready to learn all about Healers and Protector…what her quest was and why we all tied in together. I had told her that I would tell her what I had learned from the Denali clan, when she was ready, but still she neglected to ask me and instead turned to my father for her answers. I wasn't at all upset that she wanted to learn her passage from my father, but I was shocked that she had just disregarded my attempt to tell her all together…what the hell was that all about?

"Carlisle…Jacob told me that it was Renee and Charlie that took me to the orphanage and died that night." She shot out, looking in my direction as she spoke.

I eyed her unable to speak….Why hadn't she told me? Why was she keeping things from me?...What else did she know?

I watched as Carlisle's mouth dropped open and Abby walked slowly towards me.

"I didn't tell you Edward…..because, well I just only learned about it and due to our busy affair's today….." She grinned.

"I haven't had the time." I nodded and Carlisle told her that I knew far more than he did, but that he had learned a little as well skimming the pages from the book of the damned.

Abby was ready to take on the world it seemed, but I wasn't ready for her to do this just yet. I knew that it was stupid….childish…I had all but wanted her to embrace who she was and now I was dreading telling her why she was born and what the outcome was going to be….I had researched so damn hard to find any other outcome then the one she was destined for and it seemed that there was nothing at all that I could do to change it. I wanted to tell her…praying like hell that I could find something to stop it from taking place….to make the shock and hurt disappear the moment I told her….Sort of like telling a cancer patient that you found a cure and they were going to live….but not now not when I hadn't found anything to counter the inedible.

"Abby..Love…I would like to take you to Europe first…If that's alright Carlisle?" I asked permission.

"Yes I think that this is a wise decision Edward." My father conquered.

"You can talk to Father Rollin…like you wanted to." I eyed Abby's confused face.

"What for, I already know who died saving my life?" She asked.

"There are things that he may be able to answer for you, once I have told you what you want to know." I explained as she stood at my side eyeing me in knowing that something wasn't right.

"Besides… I think everything would make sense if we started were it all began." I smiled.

"Yes…You must seek out God's council." Carlisle spat out in excitement.

Leave it to Carlisle to find this all exciting….

"Alright Edward you can have it your way….but I want to do something before we go." Abby bit at her lower lip…here we go.

"I would like to first talk with Mr. Timmons about our departure…" She started and I cut her off.

"No need love Easter weekend is near…well go then." I spoke matter-of-factly.

"Alright," She chuckled, "But I would like to throw Alice a proper twenty first Birthday." She grinned as Alice shrieked out in excitement.

I looked over to Jasper and he had a smile from ear to ear as did my father and mother. Alice took Abby from my arms and held her in her own, jumping up and down in excitement.

"When…oh there is so much to plan!" Alice's excited voice rang through the whole house.

"Well I know that its last minute but I thought we would through it tomorrow." Abby smiled nervously.

"Sunday that's not enough time Abby…there is so much to do." Alice stepped back to eye her, "We need to book a hall and everything!" She screeched.

"Well I thought we would have it here at the house….I don't want the day to be too far off from your actual Birthday….not to mention that I don't want to miss anymore school." She shot us all a warning, leaving me for last.

"Alright….it's a deal." I nodded.

I watched as Alice and Abby jumped up in down in excitement. I couldn't help but smile that Jasper was just as excited for them as I was…it was time that they started to live a little and enjoy their lives.

Once Alice turned to Jasper and removed Abby from her embrace, Abby took my face into both her hands and placed a soft kiss onto my lips.

"I can't wait to be completely alone with you." She whispered starting me deep in the eyes.

I shot out a half chuckle that even in all of this that, all she could think about was my cock. I'm not complaining of course, I loved that my presence did that to her but I was very concerned that she wasn't worried about learning the truth.

For the moment I had to set aside my fear and just allow the happiness in the room to embed me. It was strange in that exact moment, I looked over to Jasper holding onto Alice's trembling in excitement frame and he looked back at me and smiled. We both in turned looked over to my mother and father….my mom was smiling looking at Alice and my father nodded smiling at Jasper and I.

I looked down and Abby was also staring at Alice, smiling brilliantly. I pulled her in closer as all the men in the room grinned and pulled their significant other into them tighter. We loved that our women were happy and there was nothing in this world that was sweeter then the sound of their laughter or more beautiful than the smiles on their faces.

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