hello hello dear reader. not really got much to say today except that during and after this chapter i will be getting a bit more creative with visualisations and also do expect some language in the coming chapters.
disclaimer: not done one for a while so just to recap i don not own harry potter.
Meanwhile in Gryffindor tower
Harry stumbled through the portrait hole into the bright warm colours of the Gryffindor common room. It was fairly empty due to the fact that it was lunch time. He quickly looked around and saw that Ron wasn't around so he decided to ask someone if they had seen him. Quickly looking again he saw Colin Creevey over in the corner studying. Harry groaned inwardly, he didn't mind Colin that much but he could get rather annoying at times. Taking a deep breath he walked over to the corner to see if he had seen Ron come in.
''Um hi Colin.'' Harry said to get the boys attention.
Colin looked up and smiled when he realised it was Harry.
''Hi Harry.'' He said cheerfully.
''Yeah hi umm I don't suppose you've seen Ron come through here.'' Harry asked desperate just to find him and clear the air.
''Yeah I saw him run up to the dormitories. He looked like he was really upset about something because he was crying a little.'' Colin replied looking a bit concerned now. ''Also why are you not wearing your robes. Don't you have class today?''
''Wasn't feeling well. Been told by Madam Pomfrey to stay in bed the rest of today. Should be alright for class tomorrow though. Thanks Colin.'' Harry said in a hurry as he backed away towards the stairs.
''Bye Harry. Hope Ron is alright.'' Colin shouted after him as he climbed the stairs.
It didn't take him long to reach their dormitory that they shared with Dean, Neville and Seamus. He tried the door handle and found that it was still unlocked.
He slowly pushed the door open and peeked in. The room was empty so the others weren't there. He looked towards Ron's bed and saw that the drapes were pulled closed.
He stepped into the room and quietly closed the door making sure to lock it behind him so that neither of them could escape. They needed to sort this out without any interruptions.
''Ron.'' Harry said cautiously approaching his bed.
''Go away 'Arry.'' He heard him reply from behind the drapes. Colin was right, he's crying.
''Ron what's wrong?'' he asked standing by the side of his bed but still not quite daring to open the curtains.
''I said go away!'' Ron replied a little louder this time.
''No I'm not going anywhere until you tell me what's wrong.'' Harry said stubbornly.
Quiet blanketed the room like a thick fog. It was almost suffocating. After a few minutes like this Harry finally braved it and reached over and opened the drapes to Ron's bed. He pulled away the scarlet curtain and saw Ron hunched over with his back towards him.
Harry sighed and sat down on the edge of the bed thinking of what to say. After a few uncomfortable moments he began to speak.
''Look I'm sorry that you saw me and Draco together, but we weren't expecting anyone to walk in on us.'' He paused waiting for Ron to answer him but he stayed silent. ''To be honest I'm not even sure what's going on between us. I guess we were just winging it and seeing where it went.'' He paused again but still Ron stayed silent. ''If I'm being really honest I didn't even realise I was gay until I kissed him, how crazy's that.''
''It's not that crazy.'' Ron said ''I always believed that you weren't quite straight.''
''What do you mean?'' Harry asked secretly pleased that Ron was at least talking to him.
''Well ever since I met you that first day on the train we've been best mates.'' Ron stated rolling over so that he was now lying on his back staring up at the bed canopy. ''I think I've known for a while now, just because of the way you act around people. You don't seem as interested in girls as other guys. All the signs are there I guess you just needed a little push to realise it yourself. I just wish it was me.''
Harry turned to look at Ron and saw that he was looking straight at him, his eyes a little red from crying. Harry was shocked. He never thought of his best friend being gay but he never thought of himself as gay either.
''What do you mean you wish it was you?'' he asked still a little confused.
Without warning Ron shot up and seized Harry's lips with his. The kiss lasted no more than a few seconds. The pause that followed after was what made the situation awkward.
''Sorry I've got to go.'' Harry said quickly and practically ran to the door. He quickly unlocked it and ran down the stairs before Ron could even move.
Harry stumbled out of the portrait hole and almost knocked over Hermione as she was about to enter the common room.
''Harry, thank Merlin I was looking for you. Are you alright you look rather pail?'' She said hardly taking a breath.
''Uh s-sorry Hermione but I-I've got to be somewhere right now.'' He stuttered a reply and pushed past her and down the staircase before it moved.
He walked the hallways in a sort of daze. Ron had kissed him. His best friend had kissed him. What were they going to do now? Were they going to act as if it didn't happen? Were they going to ignore each other now? What were they going to do?
Soon he found himself at the top of the grand staircase. The entrance hall beneath him was empty and the passageway to the dungeons was just across the hall.
'I need to see him.' He thought to himself. He looked down and realised that he was still holding his cloak. He quickly looked around before slipping it on around his shoulders and disappearing from sight.
He quickly ran down the stairs to both the entrance hall and the dungeon and soon he was standing in front of the Slytherin common room entrance. He said the password and quickly walked in before anyone could notice that the door had opened.
Harry saw a few Slytherins lurking about the common room but he crept by as quietly as he could. He made it to the corridor that lead to the student rooms, he looked down it and saw it was empty he ran down the hall and stopped in front of Draco's door. He knocked lightly on the door. There was no answer so he tried again a little louder. Still no answer. He reached over and tried the door handle. It was unlocked so he walked in closing the door behind him.
Once the door was closed he took off his cloak knowing that no one will walk in and see him. He hung his cloak up on the open door of Draco's wardrobe and turned round to a small shock.
Draco was in his room. He was lying on his bed with his eyes closed listening to what looked like an I-pod. Harry laughed a little; never in his life did he image Draco owning an I-pod. He decided to give him a small surprise.
He walked round to the side of the bed that Draco was lying on; he leaned over gently and brought their lips together.
Draco didn't open his eyes; instead he just brought his hands up, twisted his fingers through his hair and continued to kiss him. Harry didn't need any other answer; he quickly climbed up on the bed and straddled him his hands resting on Draco's chest.
After a few minutes like this they broke apart. Draco took his earphones out and laid them next to his I-pod.
''Well that was a nice surprise.'' He said as he sat up with Harry still in his lap. He moved his hands up Harry's thighs and round his arse and kept them there.
''Well I am full of surprises.'' He replied enjoying the feeling of Draco's hands around him. He reacted to this by moving his hands up Draco's chest and wrapped his arms round his shoulders and started playing with the little hairs at back of his neck.
Harry saw Draco close his eyes again, clearly enjoying the sensation of Harry playing with his hair. He must have liked it a lot because he felt Draco become a little hard underneath him.
Harry leaned in closer and whispered in his ear.
''You like that?'' Draco only nodded a little in response. Suddenly the words of the song he had playing on repeat for the past hour and he just had to say them. He turned his head and quietly sung the lyrics in Harry's ear
''So have you got the guts?
Been wondering if your heart's still open and if so I wanna know what time it shuts
Simmer down and pucker up
I'm sorry to interrupt. It's just I'm constantly on the cusp of trying to kiss you
I don't know if you feel the same as I do
But we could be together if you wanted to''
Harry had never heard Draco sing before but the words he just sang to him were the most beautiful he had ever heard. He could feel warmth spread through his belly and his trousers grow slightly tighter. He didn't know what to say but simply whispered back.
''Just take me and I'm yours.''
That's all Draco needed. Next thing Harry knew Draco had flipped them so he was now on top of him. Their lips were locked and their tongues wrestling against each other. Harry twisted his fingers in Draco's soft platinum hair while Draco clung with his fingers to Harry's hips.
ok so i cut it off there because i've had writers bolck all day and have only managed to write one sentence as a result of this it may take me a few days to update but i promice that it won't be too long until then
Nox