Hello guys! Sorry if it took me time to update, I just finished many school matters. I also finished reading Last Sacrifice. I was so sad that the story has to come to an end…So let's leave VA and come back to Twilight :))

I also have a new story. It is entitled 'Complicated' here's the summary (please have time to read it) :

Bella's father is marrying Edward's mother. Edward and Bella learned that they had feelings for each other. Things got complicated because Charlie is adopting Edward. And that means Edward and Bella will become siblings

Back to the story:

Disclaimer: Stephenie Meyer owns Twilight, not me :)

It's My Life

Chapter 21 – Who?

It's already 10pm but still the guys aren't home. I got bored and sleepy while waiting for Edward so I already went to bed.

As soon as I lay on the bed, I fell asleep.

…

When I woke up, I was in Edward's arms. He still hasn't changed his clothes and I can smell a hint of alcohol in him. Maybe he and the guys had fun last night that's why they went home late.

I tried my best to get off the bed without waking him up and I succeeded.

I clumsily walked my way to the bathroom. My feet still hurt because of too much walking yesterday.

When I was inside I decided that I want to have a hot shower. So I went to my bag to get my bag of toiletries.

I went inside the bathroom and started to have a hot shower.

"Bella?" Edward called.

"I'm in the shower, I'll be done in a few minutes," I said.

After a few minutes I went out of the shower. I'm now wearing a long-sleeved blouse and skinny jeans.

Edward quickly wrapped his arms around me.

"You didn't wait for me last night," he said teasingly.

I pressed my head on his chest. I was intoxicated by his fragrant scent.

"I was so sleepy and tired last night," I said.

He caressed my hair gently.

"We should go down now; I don't want to miss breakfast again." He chuckled softly.

Today is our last day here. Thank God I could go home soon.

Edward went to shower and I waited for him.

When we are all set, we went down to see the others. They were all already sitting on the dining room so we sat with them.

"We have an announcement…we just learned this, this morning," Carmen said. She looks like she's gonna cry.

"What is it?" Esme asked.

"I…I am…oh, how can I say this," Tanya said nervously.

All eyes are on her, and she was now shaking, tears falling on her cheeks.

"I am pregnant," she whispered.

Carmen pulled Tanya into an embrace. Tanya cried even more.

"Who is the father?" I asked. I don't know how these words escaped my mouth.

She looked at me, and her eyes were bloodshot.

"I…I'm not s…sure if it's Stephen or E…Ed…Edward," she said between her sobs.

Edward? Edward could be the father of her baby.

"Oh my god," I whispered to myself.

Edward squeezed my hand.

I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know how I should react. My boyfriend might have a baby with his ex. And that means Edward should marry Tanya and we can't be together anymore.

Just that thought made me cry. I stood up from where I am sitting and I ran outside. I just can't take it anymore.

Twenty minutes ago my life was perfect, and now it's a disaster again. I don't know how to live a life without Edward anymore. These three months of my life have been the best. I don't even remember my old self.

Then I felt arms around me. I know it was Edward, I know he'll be there for me; he's always there when I was crying, when I am afraid, when I am sad, when—

"Bella, stop crying, you'll look ugly."

It wasn't Edward, it was Emmett. I cried even more. Edward didn't even run after me!

"Em, w...why i...is t…this hap...happening t...to m...me?"

He gave me a handkerchief; I took it and wiped away my tears. I tried to stop crying but I just can't. I keep on wiping away my tears but it just keeps on streaming and streaming. Emmett's handkerchief was now soaked.

I decided that I shouldn't cry like this. I should be strong, maybe Stephen is the real father. I just need to be positive, just positive.

When I gained my composure again I went back inside the house.

All of them were still in the dining room except from Carlisle, Edward and Tanya

I don't want to talk to any of them anymore.

I went to my room and lay on the bed.

I looked at the plain ceiling, just letting my thoughts flow, flow to nowhere.

I didn't realize that I fell asleep. Maybe I'm just tired because of crying.

"Bella, love," Edward said while gently shaking me.

I opened my eyes, and it hurts badly. I know they are swollen. This really sucks!

"I'm so sorry if I wasn't there when you...cried. I'm so sorry, dad said he should talk to me and Tanya...about her pregnancy," he said in his velvet voice.

"W...what if you are the real father of the baby what would you do? What would happen to us?"

Tears are forming again but I stopped them. Too much for crying for today.

"Bella, dad said that there's only 10 percent chance that I could be the father. Tanya and I only did it once, and –"

I cut him off, "I don't want to hear that anymore. Us? What will happen to us? What do you think people will think of us? Me dating a guy who might be having a baby?"

He just held my hands and rubbed it.

He looked down, and I can see tears in his eyes. I hugged him, and he was now sobbing on my chest.

"I'm sorry Edward, I didn't mean to say that," I said, my voice full of guilt.

I hugged him tighter, and I caressed his back.

I never saw him cry, I never saw him in his weak state.

"I'm scared Bella, I'm scared to be away from you. I can't live without you. If I was the real father, my parents and Tanya's parents will force me to marry her. I can't do that! I will never marry the girl that I do not love. She may be my first love, but she's not my true love. Bella you are my true love, you are my life." He wasn't crying anymore, I know he was sad that's why I didn't pull away.

"It's gonna be okay Edward. It's gonna be okay," I whispered to his ear, trying to soothe him.

All I can do now is pray. Pray that Edward isn't Tanya's baby's father.

I haven't reread it yet so I know there are some errors...

Thanks, thanks, thanks for reading!

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