"its already been a month, Ginny. Its been so hard though." Arthur said quietly as he walked around the kitchen with Colb on his hip. He had become a little more attached to his little boy, but he could still barely look at Kelly. She was the baby her mother had never seen...the child that had caused more distress because of being ill...and probably pushed Molly over the edge with worry....for this child had been the last thing Molly and Arthur had talked about...before she closed her eyes...

"Dad I know." she replied quietly. She was tired herself. She'd moved into the Burrow for a little while to help out her father, not knowing it would last a month, and take late nights like these at 5 in the morning, getting up for bottles and changing diapers. The triplets were very to themselves, and Ginny's heart went out to them. Most had pictures of their mother in their rooms, Langston had chose not to do this.

"Gin, I just still don't understand. She was there...and then...i never got to talk to her again. I don't know why she couldn't have been ok...everything went fine..."

"Dad don't think about it. It wasn't your fault and it wasn't anyone else's......she wasn't doing well, and having a child is hard even when your healthy." Arthur nodded, tears streaming down his face and Ginny took Colb from him as he went to sit at the table.

"Ginny...she died because I loved her."

"Dad...please don't say that. You know it wasn't anything you did." He shook his head and then threw his palms against his forehead crying. Ginny rubbed his back as she held and fed Colb with the other hand.

"Shh....don't think like that. Just let it go, let it out. She wouldn't want you upset you have two children you have to look after not to mention the hellions." Arthur nodded.

"Can you answer me this?" Ginny looked at him as he stood.

"Answer what, Dad?"

"What I did. What did I do Ginny?" she stood and walked her father back upstairs.

"Dad you didn't do anything." she tried to get him to lay down, but he refused and grabbed his coat.

"No, I can't stay in that bed, I'm going for a walk." Ginny nodded. After she set Colb back down to sleep, she grabbed the phone.

"Bill, its me, I need you."

Bill walked up the lane to the Burrow and sighed. His father was around the corner of the street, sitting on the cement and looking up at the stars. Bill opened the front door and found Ginny in the living room with Matilda. They were playing chess.

"Hey there girl." he said quietly and she smiled up at him.

"Matilda's having a, 'miss mummy night." Bill nodded.

"That's too bad, I have those a lot too though, kiddo." he replied, ruffling her hair. This comment seemed to make her lighten up a bit. Ginny stood after Matilda walked upstairs to go to the bathroom real quick, and now Ginny took advantage of the free time with her eldest brother.

"Bill, Dad went for a walk but he's really bad I don't know what to do." Bill sighed and rubbed his upper-lip in concentration.

"How about he comes out to my place for awhile?" Ginny shook her head.

"Nah, its ok. I want him near me its just...i don't know. He's so lost. I mean he's neglecting the kids! Bill I do everything."

"I understand, he has ruff patches too though. Let's just wait till he comes back from his morning walk. Let him simmer down and then we'll all talk." she agreed to this and looked at the stairs as Matilda came down.

"ok, baby?"she asked and Matilda nodded. Her short haircut bobbing up and down. It was cut a little higher than her shoulders and a vibrant red just like her brothers and sisters. Though, it was quite amusing to see her compared to Langston's long, lighter red, hair.

"Well, Gin, I'm gonna get a little something from the kitchen while I'm here. Might as well." Ginny chuckled and Bill walked into the kitchen, lighting a small lantern.

"Ginny, where Daddy?" Matilda asked sleepily. Ginny smiled and bent down to her height.

"I'm gonna tell ya a secret. Daddy's having a miss mummy day too and we need to help him through." Matilda seemed to understand and she nodded as she grabbed her blanket and yawned.

"Ginny, will you walk me upstairs? I'm tired, I go to bed and see Daddy in the morning."

"ok, baby." she said quietly as she walked upstairs with Matilda, leaving Bill downstairs as Arthur walked din the door. Bill glared at him.

a\n: cliffhanger! And I know its short, but I didn't want ya'll to think I was abandoning it! I was just lost, but I'm back and excited to see where this goes! Please review!