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I feel like there should be a WARNING for this chapter, I'm just not entirely sure what that WARNING should be, so I'm just going to say WARNING: psychological issues, attempted self-harm (not in a cutting wrists way) sorry if this WARNING isn't accurate enough for people, but I honestly don't know what WARNING to give but I feel that some kind of WARNING is warranted, so I've tried, you were warned… sort of.

Chapter 21

Another day of lessons had passed by, accompanied with stares and whispers from other students. There was still the occasional murmur about Sebastian punishing Kurt, but most of the stares and gossip were reserved for Nick and his claiming of Blaine. The fact that Thad had treated his much beloved Blaine so poorly and un-claimed him seemed to be all but forgotten by the rest of the student population. The majority of the attention was focused on Nick.

"This is ridiculous," Nick complained as he slammed his book down on the desk in the library with more force than necessary.

"It'll die down," Sebastian assured him as he watched the younger students who had 'ridiculously' scurried out of the library when they saw Nick approaching.

"So many people are behaving differently around me now," Nick stated. "Even Mr. Collins seemed wary of me when I hung back after class and I only wanted to clarify the due date for our homework assignment. Younger students who haven't been claimed look terrified if I pass them in the hallways and fellow seniors are either congratulating me for having two boys or passing judgement on me for doing so."

"A senior claiming more than one boy doesn't happen often," Sebastian pointed out. "Students are bound to talk about it for a while. Just ignore it. All that matters is that you are good to Jeff and Blaine. Give it time, younger students will see that you aren't mistreating or humiliating anybody and they'll stop running from you in fear. Seniors will see it too and you'll prove any negative judgements wrong."

"I just… I feel like a social pariah," Nick sighed. "People I considered to be good friends of mine as little as two days ago have given me a wide birth since I claimed Blaine. I don't believe I've ever displayed any signs of true violence or cruelty within the walls of this school yet somehow so many people are suddenly afraid of me. In fact, on my way here, I'm sure one of our fellow Warblers called me 'Judas' as we crossed paths."

"You probably imagined it, or misheard," Sebastian replied trying to make his friend feel better. "Besides, who gives a fuck what other people think? I know you're not an abusive monster and more importantly so do your claimed boys. Just stay strong for them, they both really need you. You'll need each other."

"Jeff's the strong one," Nick admitted. "He knows exactly the right words to say to me so I don't fall into an outright panic. He knows what to say to Blaine. Honestly, Seb, if it weren't for Jeff I don't know how I'd cope with Blaine. He's my friend and I don't want to see him hurt or scared and I'm trying to comfort him as best as I can but… I'm clueless. I'm out of my depth. But Jeff is just… he's magic. I don't understand how someone so fragile looking could be so strong. I'm the senior; I thought that meant I should be the strong one."

"It's like that with Kurt too," Sebastian said. "He's so much stronger than I am. He's the one taking care of me. I have no idea what I'm doing most of the time but Kurt trusts his heart and his instincts and he just makes everything better. I swear, he could walk into the darkest room and just his presence would light it up."

"I always told you things would get better," Nick smiled, pleased to see his friend so happy and in love.

"You were right," Sebastian acknowledged. The previous school year, any time Nick managed to find time with Sebastian and help him through the worst of Hunter's torment, he always claimed things would get better. Finally, those assurances had proved true. "Now I get to say the same to you. Claiming Blaine when you already have Jeff was always going to draw attention. Stares and gossip were to be expected. But give it a little time and it will all blow over, I promise you."

"And what am I to do until it does blow over?" Nick asked flipping through the pages of his book, his mind far too distracted to contemplate actually doing his homework assignment.

"Get Jeff to blow you," Sebastian replied with a smirk and Nick managed a grin despite himself.

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It was a rare sight to find Kurt Hummel in nothing but an overlarge t-shirt that slipped down one shoulder and just about fell to his mid-thigh. It certainly wasn't a designer label or an appropriate way to dress in public, but Sebastian Smythe certainly found himself drooling a little as his eyes landed on his boyfriend's night-time clothing choice.

"I know, I know," Kurt cringed as the older boy gawked at him as he stepped into Kurt's dorm room. "I look awful and my hair's a mess. Just, please, try to remember that I don't always look like this. Ordinarily I'm perfect and fabulous."

"Sweetheart, you look hot as hell," Sebastian told him and Kurt came over all shy as he blushed faintly, his fingers playing with the hem of the overlarge t-shirt awkwardly. "Now, I need you to bend over the bed for me."

"What?" Kurt squeaked. "You want… you want sex… now?"

"I'm kind of a pervert, I always want sex, especially with you," Sebastian smirked as Kurt's skin flushed a darker shade of red. "But I'm not actually asking you for sex. Jeff gave me this," he waved a tub of healing balm. "He said your ass would be sore still and that you could use some more of this. He even offered to do it and I know he was a great little nurse to you and Blaine after… after everything but… I'm the one who put those marks on that cute little ass of yours. I'd like to be the one to treat them and help them heal too."

"You still have that look of guilt in your eyes," Kurt observed.

"I still feel guilty for hurting you," Sebastian replied honestly. "So, just bend over, show me your pretty little ass and let me do this for you. Maybe it'll relieve my guilt a little."

"That's just an excuse," Kurt claimed. "All you really want is to grope my ass."

"Not denying it," Sebastian grinned mischievously. "But seriously, let me do this," he said waving the jar of healing balm again.

"Um… ok," Kurt replied feeling a little shy and awkward.

Turning to his bed, he settled himself comfortably on the mattress, displaying his nude buttocks to his boyfriend. For a few moments, it was silent and Kurt knew the older boy was experiencing more guilt as he took in the sight of the marks on his backside.

"It isn't as bad as it looks, I promise," Kurt said and he heard Sebastian moving behind him and felt the bed dip as he sat down.

Quietly, Sebastian unscrewed the lid and gathered some of the substance onto his fingers. Gently, he massaged the healing balm into the skin of Kurt's rear, hoping that it would help the angry welts.

"Sorry," Sebastian whispered when he heard Kurt hiss slightly. "Should I stop?"

"No, I'm fine, keep going," Kurt encouraged and Sebastian applied more of the healing balm to Kurt's bum, making sure to be even more gentle.

Once he was done, Sebastian put the lid back on and set the jar aside. He then let a hand rest at the back of Kurt's thigh. He gave a gentle squeeze as he leaned down and pressed a gentle kiss to one of the nastier looking belt marks on Kurt's butt.

"That… that actually felt kind of nice," Kurt admitted shyly.

"Kurt," Sebastian said in a quiet voice and Kurt felt the need to sit up and look at him directly. "I… I need you to do something for me."

"What is it? Tell me," Kurt replied running a hand through Sebastian's hair then stroking his thumb across his boyfriend's cheek.

Casting his eyes to the floor, Sebastian stood up and unfastened his belt before holding it out to a dumbfounded Kurt.

"I need you to hurt me," Sebastian declared. "I need you to belt my ass just like I did to you. Please."

"Oh, god, Sebastian, no," Kurt shook his head dropping the belt to the floor and reaching out to pull Sebastian into an embrace. "I am not punishing you for what happened and you have to stop wanting to punish yourself."

"Please, Kurt, I need this," Sebastian begged.

"No you don't," Kurt insisted. "Look at me, you didn't do anything wrong. I'm not mad at you so please, don't be mad at yourself. This situation with Thad and Blaine was ugly. We did what we had to do. Let's just move on from it, together."

"I need it," Sebastian had his eyes closed, looking ashamed by his own admission. "I got so used to all the pain and humiliation with Hunter. He… he liked to punish me a lot. He got off on it. Most of the time he just made excuses to abuse me. I didn't do anything wrong. I swear, Kurt, I tried to be a good little slut toy for him."

"Sebastian, don't talk like that," Kurt interjected looking and sounding horrified.

"I was just his bitch to use, to play with," Sebastian rambled on. "He punished me and humiliated me when there was no reason to, I know that. But I hurt you," he said with sad eyes. "I took a belt and whipped your ass in front of everybody. That's something I deserve to be punished for. That's something I need to be punished for. Sir, please," he picked the belt up off the floor. "I need this."

"Kurt," the younger boy said pointedly. "I'm Kurt, not 'sir'. And you don't need to be punished. You need to stop thinking that way, baby. Just… just cuddle up with me. We can watch a movie or just talk, anything you want. But I am not punishing you, Sebastian, not ever."

"Please, I…" Sebastian started to beg.

"No," Kurt said firmly.

Quietly, Sebastian nodded and picked up his belt.

"I think I'm just going to have an early night," Sebastian muttered forcing himself to meet Kurt's eye and offer a smile before leaning in for a kiss. "I'll see you in the morning, sweetheart," he said before exiting the room with a swagger.

The abrupt changes in Sebastian's behaviour caused a tangle of knots to form in Kurt's stomach.

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Reaching his own room, Sebastian paced about, occasionally bringing his belt down against the side of his leg and spitting degrading insults at himself. Moving to the corner of the room, he dropped his pants around his ankles and placed his hands on his head, keeping still and silent for several minutes. Stripping naked, he spent a few minutes smacking his own ass, beating his balls and slapping himself around the face. Taking up a pen, he faced himself in the mirror and scrawled the word 'SLUT' across his forehead.

It wasn't enough. He needed to be properly punished. There was only one person who could give him what he needed. Snatching up his phone, he made a call.

"What are you?" asked the cold and slightly amused voice on the other end of the line.

"Your submissive little sex toy, Sir," Sebastian answered.

"That's right, bitch," Hunter laughed.

"Please, Sir," Sebastian begged down the phone, past the point of caring how pathetic he was.

"Please what?" Hunter asked gleefully.

"Punish me, humiliate me, hurt me," Sebastian listed desperately.

"I'd love to," Hunter answered with a dark laugh. "I'll pick you up at the gates of Dalton in twenty minutes. You will be waiting for me naked and on your knees. Understood?"

"Yes, Sir," Sebastian replied obediently.

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Twenty minutes later, Hunter Clarington stepped out of his car and smirked down at the naked boy waiting for him on his knees with his head bowed in submission.

To Be Continued…

Damn, I am cruel to leave it there. What the hell is Hunter going to do to our gorgeous little Sebastian?

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