One Kiss by Roshandra 9:6:2015
ONE KISS is an original STORY owned by Roshandra and author Simone for later publication. It may not be copied, but only enjoyed here on Fan Fiction.
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Thank you Karrie Newcomb, my EDITOR and whom I work with for my Published BOOKS. MUAH…
A FAN FICTION coming by Roshandra ONE KISS
THE GAME had RULES...No KISSING... Meet at the CLUB, virgins were welcomed and a mystery match up lover partner for a ONE NIGHT only for the experience with a stranger lover. No Names, no Kissing and never see them again... That was the RULE
And to the Fan Fiction GAL that sent me the REVIEW EMAIL OMGOSH you so made me SMILE.
She WROTE: quote "I am INHALING THIS story."
My response was thank you and MORE PLEASE COMING...Read on. Roshandra, warmly writing
Chapter 21
EDWARD POV Vancouver
The entire flight found me in inner turbulence. There were these building moments of our exchanges when Bella would come out of nowhere, totally surprising me with some unexpected shift. It was causing my usual world of calm, having my life laid out in a manner that afforded me the ability to think or make moves that involved many levels of what I was doing. I saw things in a holographic model. Like a multi level chess game with moves on various planes. If I moved the pawn on level two black I could see how that position afforded me other moves on various planes of the board. I just thought that way. I was told at a young age that my mind was a master chess player type. Carlisle afforded me the best education and I excelled in my studies. Everything I 'touched' regarding business produced fast results and a lot of wealth. I did not care about the money that came of that, but merely the creative endeavors this gave me and the challenges for my mind. It was an executive level of creating business and portfolios. I was young in world experience and Carlisle cultivated in me to use my mind. I did.
Everything went my way till I met Bella. Well, everything other than Jacob Black too. That was another subject and I kept that compartmentalized. Bella though I had feelings for her. I clearly was attracted her and that fire spunk she was and how fast she challenged me. I had to draw back and think on that and observe what this was. What she was. Clearly how I was applying my strategy on this relationship was really throwing me into an emotional ride I did not see before in my life. She was so beautiful and had no idea of that. Beauty and brains are the mix and a strong willed temperament like a wild spirited mustang mare horse. She had earthy values of working hard and was going to accomplish a good career. Her determination I almost envied. Why? Because she was pure on her intent, she had an innocent way about herself and had a passion of hers drive coupled with 'a smart on her feet' quick thinking made her so unpredictable. She had natural instincts. The minute I saw her I knew she would be different. I never dreamed of fate bringing her right to me in my office that day. She became a new focused obsession for me right then and there coupled with that strong first sexual coupling. Sex like that is not every day or just with anyone. This ball of fire and spunk was something else. The fact she was my sister's best friend was a sign we would have met eventually. Maybe this was my one and only match in life and my soul mate? I wanted to make it all work so I could figure out why I felt I could not stay away from her. I was losing all my sense of balance when we dealt with our mutual boundaries. Gosh, when she was upset, I fed off that fire even more. It was pure passion in front of me.
I had to admit to myself that how I handled this morning was not at all good. I thought making her comfortable in my office would have helped her. The combustion between us sexually flared when our bodies came close to each other in my executive bathroom. The sexual tension was always there just under the surface. I hoped that making love in the back of my car heading to the airport was not going to ruin this. That was not planned to make love in the car. It was turning into sex to solve our disagreements. It was a way to let us connect and stop fighting, but it just happened.
A relationship has to use language to talk to each other. With Bella, she was always ready to disagree with me or impose her own boundaries pushing me back. It was not how I was used to interacting. My hologram chess mind world always had the strategy and steps clear for how I would move. With Bella, the game board I used was not functioning properly or at all. Those structures of my mind were not working. I never was emotional like this before. I did not like seeing my dark side. I had to be honest with myself on that. I was being possessive of her, trying to contain her and yes, control things. I was not going to be able to approach her or this that way. She was calling me out on that pushing me back. I had no map for this relationship or how to work it. I sorely missed her and I wanted to be with her. I was not thinking clearly on this. Having her work for me with what I built and expanding more on could dangerously be jeopardized in my enterprise goals. If I did a normal relationship, it would be in dating steps. We started out with sex first. One hour in a club anonymously... She was a virgin. She knew her body and was orgasmic and had a plan to handle her first experience with a guy. I was that guy. I had to smile as the gods or fate set that up. When I realized it was her first time, I sincerely wanted it to be good for her. When I kissed her after, it made me feel it was meant to happen this way. I could not explain that. I did feel an instant bond to this young woman. I wanted her to remember that her first time was special. The kiss told me it was and I hoped it would tell her the same thing. I never expected to see her again. Now, how was I going to adjust, handle this as a man and deal with her in my life? Clearly we were together. I broke all my rules.
Now what?
"Please put your seat belts on. Vancouver weather is cloudy skies, snow forecasted with a light flurry and the first snow of the season early. Please place all seats in the upright position. Thank you."
Q/A Edward's thoughts.
I wanted to go into Edwards POV and I love who he is. He is such a complex character and from the books I always longed for MIDNIGHT SUN to be published. This ONE KISS is told from BELLA'S POV and I love Bella, my Bella is going to mature, grow up, but keep the basic essence of who she is and what I love about this strong willed independent young woman. In my VIEW Bella would come up with a PLAN to handle her virginal 'first time' and deal with it in a perfunctory way of her passage. I love how she is practical and works in her life in living within her own self imposed values. She is not like other young woman of her age and time with fashion and image, but she is about her career and applying her earned education. She pays her own way. This to me is another fine point of who this character is and her qualities.
Now, as I go into EDWARD'S Mind workings, I hope his softer side that is struggling with love happening between these two in a powerful chemical attraction will give more insights into him. I LOVE Edward and see his maturing into a fuller potential character. He has his dark side to face too. He is a powerful personality and intelligence to work with as his gifts and life challenges. Love is his challenge and letting someone into his heart. Those with people with strong citadels in life often have a vulnerability that only one person can open that gets 'into' them. Emotionally that is his BELLA.
Bella and her sexuality is so 'heady' for her. She is also trying to figure out why with Edward this is so strong and her body betraying her to want more of this rush. Is it an addiction? I don't see it going that way. It could be, but knowing who Bella is I would say stay tuned. This is a KUNDALINI experience with a well matched sexual love partner who has the endurance and fire to match her own in intimacy. This is more than the typical high school sexual play and more than the typical adult age 40 Uranus opposition. During those two critical times in our chronological life, our Kundalini Shakti Rises. In teen phase, we usually have our first sexual encounters. Fast, strong desires in chemical boy girl attraction and we have a ride that is testing impulse control and gratification. In early middle age around 40 we have another natural period of Kundalini Rising and often divorce occurs, women go for the cougar experience and men go for the much younger mistress or affair. It is all spurred on by youth, not thinking clearly, chemical surges in the body and Kundalini Rising. Mother nature wants us to couple and pick a mate or partner and have sex. In the Uranus period by age 40 we see this happening again. WHY? Well, if maturing occurs this can bring your sexual experiences with another to a new high. A high that is Enlightenment in, this becomes conscious sexuality and Sacred or Divine for a couple.
This is where this couple may be heading to. This is where I see a special strong sexual attraction draw between them that in Vedic astrology binds a couple together. It is called YONI-LINGAM union. SHIVA and his SHAKTI.
This is what I feel Bell and Edward may have. LOVE is the additional component in this of course. The male supporting his beloved is part of this. The female being freed to be all who she can be. The couple growing in many ways as Ideal LOVE is a sacred path that we can reach for as a Pathway of Relationship.
Please ENJOY and I know at times the chapters may seem like a ROLLER COASTER RIDE. The story is dealing with youth having their first real encounter with a relationship, love, potent sexuality exchange and careers they each have personal goals on. This is complicated. It is supposed to be so. It is growing them up and let's see how this unfolds. I too am along on this RIDE. Roshandra, merely writing on