sathreal's Request

Mpreg

BonXRin

Chapter 21~

"Suguro, can you carry Rin outside to get some fresh air. I need to change the sheets!" Griffin called out, as the brunette n' blonde stiffened in his seat and looked toward the door.

"Can't Mephisto carry him out?" Bon called out, as he tightly gripped the book in his hand.

"Mephy's a strong dominant demon, he'll scare him!" Griffin spoke from the stairs, as the teen let out a sigh and rubbed his forehead.

The brunette n' blonde forcing himself out of his seat and out of the cafeteria, just as Blackie shot him a death glare. One that teen wasn't surprised he had received, as he headed for the stairs and shoved his hands in his pockets. As of this very day it had been two weeks since Rin had fallen unconscious after Nekoyoma's death. A death the older demons took seriously the moment Rin had been situated and comfortable. It had only been a few hours later that both Griffin and Mephisto bought a very nice tombstone and had a short and small funeral for the male. One that Rin would've probably wanted to go to if he had been awake, and one Bon had gone to just to pass time.

If anything he wanted to hear what Nekoyoma's personal friends said about him. He wanted to hear what had made him a perfect mate for Rin, and a dependable partner. And the moment the head of the American Branch stood up in front of them and started her speech he had realized just how dedicated Nekoyoma had been to Rin. The male had given up his job at the American Branch, given up his job up as an exorcist trainee, and devoted himself to caring for the pregnant teen. He had been in constant contact with his friends back home and had spent most of his day cooking for the younger and caring for him in ways not even the brunette n' blonde could've done with his job as an exorcist in the way. To them, his friends, colleagues, and battling partners, the male had been a perfect mate; a perfect man and every time Bon thought about it he realized his own flaws. He wasn't perfect, he wasn't devoted, and he couldn't cook for shit. If anything, Nekoyoma had been everything the brunette n' blonde wasn't and that's what pissed him off. Here he was, sitting around reading demonic mating books and pregnancy books with little to no experience in the field and no clue on what he should be doing.

Even if Griffin had explained everything to him, even if the doctor taught him how to be a good enough mate. Good enough wasn't perfect, and that's what the brunette n' blonde needed to be if he was going to help Rin recover when he woke up. The teen was going to need him more than ever, even if he hated him, and the teen wanted to be the only one needed to depend on. Now and forever.

"Where do you want me to take him?" Bon asked, as he walked into the room they had been keeping the unconscious teen in.

"Just outside for some fresh air." Griffin spoke, as he gave him a small smile. "You don't have to go very far. You can stay on the front steps if that makes it easier. I just want him to get some fresh air, after being cooped up in here for two weeks."

"Fine." The teen spoke, as he walked over to the bed and ignored Griffin's somewhat worried face.

The brunette n' blonde stopping beside his classmate's bedside, before he gently slid his arms under him and carefully lifted him into his arms. Rin easily fitting against him, as he remained unresponsive and the teen headed for the door. The doctor watching him head out into the hall, before Bon headed for the stairs and down them with ease. The exorcist kicking the front door open and carefully tapping it closed behind him before he sat down the front steps and held the teen close. A gentle breeze blowing past them, as the pregnant demon's hair blew into his face and rested against his forehead. The older carefully brushing the bangs out of his face and to the side, before he gently smiled at the peaceful look on his face and instantly lost that very smile the moment he realized that look wasn't for him.

Never in a million years would Rin ever show him such a nice and calm look. Even in if he was unconscious. If anything, the teen was probably trapped inside his mind and surrounded with memories of his dead mate. Something even the brunette n' blonde would do in his situation, if it wasn't for the fact he was human. Yet he'd do anything to wake Rin up from his slumber. To be able to hold him close and take the pain away, to ease his fears and keep him safe. Yet he knew he'd never be able to, not with all the pain he had already caused the younger. Ever since he had walked out of the abandoned dorms buildings the night Rin confessed to him, that was the very night he had lost Rin completely. If anything he should've gone after the teen. Ran up the stairs and pulled him into his arms, held him close and told him he loved him. Yet, even if he had he wouldn't be sure of his feelings like he was right now.

To be holding the pregnant demon in his arms, to feel the touch of his skin, see the very look of peace on his face; it put him at ease. It kept him calm, and kept him relaxed. Yet to know he was unconscious, practically dead to the world, it terrified him. Tore him to pieces, scratched at his insides, and made him wish he could pull the teen into reality and keep him close. To tell the teen he was here for him, he was there to protect him, that he was safe and loved. And not with a pity filled love, not the one-night stand kind of love; it was the true pure love that nothing in the world could change. Not even the fact that the mother of his children was unconscious, locked in his own mind, and emotionally unstable to the point he could kill himself. No, none of that mattered. It was only the fact that Rin was here, with him at this very moment that kept him at slight ease. Kept him calm in the moment, and kept his mind off everything else he should be worrying about. Like the mission he had tonight, and the mating and pregnancy books he still had to read. No, if anything Rin was the most important thing at this moment and he always would be.

A soft relaxed sigh left the pink-haired half-incubus, as he leaned against his mate and a soft breeze past them. The rush of air blowing his bangs out of his face and to the side, as Yukio held him closer and they gazed up at the clouds. The sun out and the air warm, as the teen cuddled into his mate's chest and Yukio looked down at him. A soft smile on his face, as he gently rubbed the older's stomach and got a smile out of him. Every time they found a spare moment to relax and be close to one another that very action was the one he always got. His mate's fingers rubbing against his stomach and his energy gently blanketing their child for protection always seemed to make him the happiest submissive in the world. And if anything he wanted the pregnancy to go perfectly.

Ever since his brother's visited the older had been very conscious of everything he did. He watched what he ate, how much he ate, if it was healthy, if it would hurt the baby. The endless possibilities rushed on and the more he thought about it the more it made him feel uneasy. Ever since he was a child and came into his demonic inheritance he had a very weak body. He had gotten sick easy, bruised easy, and broke bones on more than one occasion. Things that made him worry, as he felt Yukio hold him close to calm his nervous emotions and closed his eyes. If anything, we wanted to be strong. He wanted to be strong enough for the baby, strong enough for his mate, but he knew it wasn't possible. Male incubuses were weak and specialized in charming and seducing their ways in and out of situations. For him to be carrying a child was rare and would be even rarer if he kept it alive long enough to be born. If anything he was worthless more than he was a gift for the younger. He was nothing more than a burden, would always be, and he was nothing more than a cute little submissive his mate could show off to the other exorcists. Not that Yukio would ever do that to him, but if anything that was all he was good for.

Yet Yukio, his mate, was perfect. He was smart, skilled at his job as a exorcist, could cook some of the most delicious simplest dishes, could take care of him under any situation, and was great in bed. Things that put him to utter shame and made him look like a weak and pathetic demon. The kind of demon he really was and always would be.

"What's on your mind?" Yukio softly spoke, as the pink-haired teen opened his eyes and looked up at his mate to find worry cerulean blue eyes gazing down at him. "You're emotions are coming at me in harsh waves. Is something bothering you?"

"It's nothing." The older mumbled, as he cuddled into his mate's chest and felt Yukio run his fingers through the half-incubus's hair.

"If you're worried about it, it isn't nothing." Yukio pointed out, as his fingers rubbed against one of the small horns on his head and buried his face into his hair. "Tell me what your thinking, Renzou."

A small moment of silence passed between them, as another breeze blew past and the grass around them swayed side to side. The older picking at the blades of grass in front of him, as he chewed on his bottom lip and tried to figure out the best way to put his thoughts into words. Although at this point it didn't really matter. One way or another Yukio wasn't going to let this slide and whatever was on his mind was going to be said even if it came out awkward in the end. Yet, he knew Yukio would understand him, he always knew what he really meant.

"I'm not good enough for you." The pink-haired teen finally forced out, as the brunette looked at him in worry and stopped running his fingers through the older's hair. "I'll never be good enough for you. I'm a weak demon. I was born that way and I'll never be strong enough to stand by your side. I have a weak immune system and I get sick easy. It'll be a miracle for the baby to survive through the first trimester let alone till it's born. And you're perfect. You good at everything you do and I'm the screw up. You've got the title as a lower second class exorcist and I'm a worthless page who can't even use a hymn, because they give me headaches and if I use the wrong one I could end up killing myself. I'll never be good enough for you. Even if we are together for eternity."

"Is that all you're worried about?" Yukio calmly asked, as he sat up a little and looked down at him. A soft bright smile on his face, as he gently ran his fingers through the older's hair once again and looked out toward the grass ahead of them. "You have nothing to worry about Renzou. No matter what I'll always be here for you. Even if I have to fight my way through a mission to get back to you I will. You're the most precious thing to me and nothing will change that."

With a soft thud, the younger flopped back down onto the grass and pulled the older close. His arms tightly wrapped around his waist and his tail intertwining with his, as a small blush crept across his face and he looked at his mate.

"And no matter what you say, you're a strong incubus Renzou. No submissive demon would have the strength and courage to stand up against their own brothers and win the right to stay here with me. If anything you aren't weak. You're the strongest incubus I've ever laid my eyes on."

"Really?" The pink-haired teen asked, as he got a small nod.

"Really." Yukio spoke, as he gave his mate a gentle smile.

It was then a soft breeze blew past him and the older's worried drifted off along with it. His mind at ease and a smile on his face, as he buried his face into the younger's chest and felt his mate's fingers rub against his stomach. If anything, he knew he could do this. Because he wasn't alone.

Scarlett: *waves* hey, guys! Here's the new chapter you guys! Hope you enjoy! I'll post one later tonight, cause I'm going home for the weekend and I can't post one on the drive home. So please enjoy

Akira: *looks at two reviews* well, no one has killed you yet

Scarlett: *shrugs* it's always a plus, yet there are times where you can't avoid it. Fans are fans and they will get upset and crazy

Akira: *frowns* like you do

Scarlett: *smacks him the back of the head* shut it, you know what I mean. Anyway! Enjoy the chapter! There will be another later tonight! sathreal, hun, you know the drill!

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