I AM SO SORRY! I know I haven't updated in a very long time and this is why. My old computer completely crashed and I lost everything. I just got a new computer it's a windows 8 computer no it doesn't have the cool touch screen thingy and I had to buy word for my computer. So I decided to update ALL my stories like now! So without further ado, here it is!

Jace: It's so good to be back!

Sam: I missed everyone!

Nick: same here

Simon: MIGirl923 does not own PJ+O or TMI she owns Sam, Nick, Cam, Jess, Cam's parents, and Jane. All songs go to their artists and blah blah blah.

SamPOV

I woke to strong arms around me and light snoring. I tried to sit up but pain shot into my side and I let out a slight gasp. I looked next to me to see Cam lying there so peacefully. I can't remember what happened the day before but I know I got out of that place and made it home. I smiled and began to play with Cam's hair absent mindedly when I saw that his eyes began to open. He grinned at me and pulled me closer.

"I'm so glad you're okay." He said with a tint of sadness in his voice.

"I'm just glad I get to see you again." I smiled

"What you did was extremely stupid." He mumbled

"I needed to keep everyone I love safe"

"Hey, that's my job" he grinned planting a light kiss on my forehead. "Want to go get food?"

"Of course."

We walked, well hobbled I guess, to the dining hall with my arm around Cam's shoulder and his arm around my waist to help me walk. When I walked into the room a flash of red passed my eyes and felt a body collide into me.

"I'm so glad you are okay!" Clary said smiling which I gladly returned. Simon walked over next enveloping me in mumbling how much he missed me and how glad he was that I was okay. Magnus in his sparkly goodness started to tear up along with Izzy and they both pulled me close laughing nervously. Jess smiled at me hugged me lightly. Nick just looked like he was going to break down. I hugged him so closely that it seemed as if we were one person. He sobbed into my shirt saying, "What would I do without you? I can't live without my best friend." "I know, I'm sorry" I said kissing his cheek. Then came the moment I dreaded. Percy and Jace both looked at me with blank expressions. Percy moved first to give me a huge hug the practically suffocated me. Mumbling how worried he was. Jace though, kept staring at me.

"Do you realize how stupid you were?" He asked

"Jace-" I started.

"No. Don't 'Jace' me. Do you know what you put me through? You but me through Hell Sam! I kept thinking my sister was dead. I cried myself to sleep some nights. Thinking that I failed to protect you. That I failed as your brother to keep you safe."

"I did what I did for everyone else."

"WELL IF YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE THEN YOU ARE WRONG! WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO STUPID SAM! YOU EFFECTED EVERYONE HERE WITH GRIEF!" Jace screamed

"Well I'm sorry that THAT WAS THE ONLY OPTION! YOU SAW WHAT WAS GOING ON! IT NEEDED TO STOP!" I yelled back

"Well it didn't have to be that way. Think Sam. That's something you never do." I paused for a moment.

"Whatever Jace." I said and stormed away ignoring the blasting pain in my side. I walked, well hobbled like I said before, to my secluded little venting area on the beach. I pulled out my guitar from where I hid it (nope not gonna tell you where that is) and started to strum a little until I found the perfect song to relieve my emotions.

I don't wanna be left behind
Distance was a friend of mine
Catching breath in a web of lies
I've spent most of my life
Riding waves, playing acrobat
Shadowboxing the other half
Learning how to react
I've spent most of my time

Catching my breath, letting it go, turning my cheek for the sake of the show
Now that you know, this is my life, I won't be told it's supposed to be right

Catch my breath, no one can hold me back, I ain't got time for that
Catch my breath, won't let them get me down, it's all so simple now

Addicted to the love I found
Heavy heart, now a weightless cloud
Making time for the ones that count
I'll spend the rest of my time
Laughing hard with the windows down
Leaving footprints all over town
Keeping faith kinda comes around
I'll spent the rest of my life

Catching my breath, letting it go, turning my cheek for the sake of the show
Now that you know, this is my life, I won't be told it's supposed to be right

Catch my breath, no one can hold me back, I ain't got time for that
Catch my breath, won't let them get me down, it's all so simple now

You helped me see
The beauty in everything

Catching my breath, letting it go, turning my cheek for the sake of the show
Now that you know, this is my life, I won't be told it's supposed to be right

Catching my breath, letting it go, turning my cheek for the sake of this show
Now that you know, this is my life, I won't be told what's supposed to be right

Catch my breath!

Catch my breath, no one can hold me back, I ain't got time for that
Catch my breath, won't let them get me down, it's all so simple now (it's all so simple now!)

Catching my breath, letting it go, turning my cheek for the sake of the show
Now that you know, this is my life, I won't be told it's supposed to be right

Catch my breath, no one can hold me back, I ain't got time for that
Catch my breath, won't let them get me down, it's all so simple now

I heaved a heavy sigh and laid back onto the sand with my eyes closed. I felt a presence next to me and I opened my eyes to see Cam sitting next to me.

"So much for getting food" I mumbled

"Don't worry I got you something" he laughed pulling out two chocolate chip muffins. I smiled and grabbed one sitting up, leaning against his tall built frame.

"Have I ever told you how much I love you?" I smiled kissing him

"Well, not as much as I love you." Cam grinned placing his forehead on mine

"Not possible." Leaning forward I kissed him again and I landed on top of him. We were in this position for a long time until Cam broke it.

"I have something else for you." He smiled as I rolled my eyes. Reaching into his pocket he put something in his hand and closed it.

"Sam, you never know how much you love someone until there is a big chance they will be gone forever. I learned that. I never ever want to lose you again. I love you way too much. Oh Angel I'm bad at this." He sighed. Breathing in again he continued. "I loved you since I first saw you, and I know we haven't been dating long but I feel like I've known you forever. So Sam, this," he opened his hand reviling a ring. "Is my promise to you. That one day we will get married and have a family of our own. That I will love you forever and always." He smiled at me. Tears started to flow down my face as I took it and put it on my right ring finger. Can't let people think we are actually engaged.

"I love you so much" I said crying into his shirt

"I love you too."

Aww go Cam! I know Jace was kinda a jerk in this chapter but maybe they will make up I don't know yet you'll just have to see!

I used Catch My Breath by Kelly Clarkson a request by a friend of mine. I do take them too!

To all of you THIS IS NOT THE END! Still more drama before it is and I still have a poll up for an in between story until I think up the plot of the sequel so go check it out on my page!

Thank you all for still reading!

Hearts and full of love!