Sorry! I no it been a long wait but its finally here. You could say i had technical difficulties. Heeeeheee. Its shorter than my others but here it is.
Disclaimer: i do NoT own anything twilight.
BPOV
"Hey Edward?" I shouted when I walked out of the tent.
"He's in your tent." Rose told me and I nodded in her direction. I made my way to our tent and unzipped the zip.
"Hey." Edward smiled weakly.
"Hey." I said softly. "You ok?"
"Yes, she'll be fine right?" He checked.
"Yes, I promise." I smiled.
"Thanks." Edward said.
"You shouldn't be thanking me, I did this." I sighed.
"No you didn't. You warned us something like this might happen and we ignored you." Edward said walking towards me. I stepped away from him.
"You just don't get it do you?" I asked. "Everything is my fault! Alice can never have children because of me! She can never get a real job and grow old. She wont have options to do so many things and guess who's to blame for that?" I challenged.
"Be" I cut him off.
"Me." I said.
"No Bella. Relax, everything is going to be fine." Edward tried to assure me though I could here the uncertainty in his voice.
"Don't. I didn't come here to argue. I came to tell you something." I said taking in a calming breath.
"What?" Edward fidgeted.
"We have to go. To a place were there are no people around. I will need to introduce Alice to my way of living and help her develop whatever power, if she has one so she knows what's going on. I need to settle her. Everything seems so confusing at first and she'll be stronger than me so I need to make sure she's comfortable. I'm sorry Edward." I whispered and felt Edward's arm encase me.
"Its no biggie Bella. We'll just have to come up with something to tell the school and hospital. Its fine, were a family and we'll make it through this." Edward soothed. I shook my head.
"When I say we, I mean me and Alice. Its to dangerous for any of you to be near. The second she wakes up she'll be out of control and the first thing on her mind will be blood. She won't think before she acts. Jasper will have to stay away as well for a while." I said sadly.
"When you say for a while…" Edward choked out.
"I don't know how long. Everyone takes different amounts of time to adapt to there new life. Once she's settled, maybe in a week, I'll come back and update you all." I said and watched as Edwards face changed from different emotions. He pulled me closer to him and kissed the top of my head repeatedly.
"I'm going to miss you so much." He murmured against my hair. I felt a tear land on me from his eyes and looked up to see him blushing like mad.
"I'm going to miss you to. Hey, don't be ashamed if I could be crying, I would be to." I said leaning in to kiss him carefully.
"I wish, I wish I could take care of you. But I cant, I cant help you. I don't know what to do." He said getting wound up.
"Hey, it will be fine. I'll be back soon. You and Jasper look after each other remember he hasn't got Alice. Be sympathetic to everyone, Emmett and Rosalie will loose their sister, Esme and Carlisle there child." I sighed.
"They'll miss you as well you know." He told me.
"They hardly know me, they'll be fine." I assured him. "I'm going to miss you so badly." I sobbed tearlessly.
"Me too, me too." He said pulling me closer. "Remember I love you and promise me something." He said.
"What?" I asked.
"Promise me you'll still love me when you come back. You wont fall for some other vampire." He told me.
"I promise. Remember I love you and I'll come and see you, I promise." I lied "I'll take care of Alice for you." I assured him standing up.
"Your going now?" He asked panicking.
"I have to, she could wake up anytime." I told him. "Come and say goodbye to your sister."
We walked out of the tent to see a sight of devastation. Jasper was sat crying into his hands, Esme was crying into Carlisle's chest while Carlisle buried his head in Esme's hair. Rosalie was sobbing into Emmett's chest while tears fell down his face freely.
"Edward's saying goodbye then were going. Has everyone else said goodbye?" I checked while they nodded sullenly. "I'm so sorry. So, so sorry. I never knew this was going to happen but I ignored the chance it would. I'm going to miss you, but you'll never have to see me again. Tell Edward when I'm gone." I finished I turned away but was stopped.
"So that's it? Your just going to leave with Alice?" Jasper asked.
"No, she can stay in contact through phone and email. I'll train her to the highest standard so she gains enough control to visit you." I informed him.
"You know what you're a bitch. You're walking away from your mess. What happened to the promise that you'd change me? Your such a coward, your leaving us to deal with the mess Edward will be. You know what your right, we should never have talked to you." He shouted.
"I'm glad you finally got that into your head." I said emotionally.
"So that's it? Your going to just walk away from your chance of a happy ending? You're going to give up? Do you know what trouble you've caused. Have you seen us? You just walked into our life turned it upside down and walked back out again?" Rosalie shouted at me.
"You know nothing! I'm a vampire for god sake and you don't know anything about my world. I can't feel emotions properly; I've lost my human instincts! I'm a soulless creature that shouldn't exist!" I screamed at them before storming into the tent.
I found Edward asleep at Alice's side with tears falling down his face. Sighing I picked him up, sniffing in his scent for one last time, and walked out the tent. I placed his next to Esme and Carlisle silently.
"Goodbye Edward. I love you." I whispered in his ear before walking towards Alice chucking Jasper a cell phone on the way. "She'll call you on this." I said emotionlessly before entering the tent.
I stood at Alice's bed and whispered in her ear "Alice, its Bella, I'm going to pick you up now. You'll be fine just hang on." I said. I gently picked her up and walked out of the tent straight past the family. Esme began crying harder and Jasper's breathing quickened.
And I ran. I ran for miles until I passed a sign saying I entered Canada. I found woodland Yukon and settled in an old abandoned brick building. And the waiting game begins.
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