A/N Thanks everyone for the reviews and taking the time to read what I write! I appreciate all of you!
As usual KS owns Sons of Anarchy..I do not. I am merely just expanding on his idea! No Copyright intended!
This late in the afternoon, the hospital is pretty quiet. I step into my dad's room and he's asleep. Instead of sitting down next to him and waiting, I figure I'll try and come back tomorrow. It's getting late anyway and visiting hours are almost over. I stop in at the Nurses' station to ask how he's doing on the way out and they tell me he should be able to go home within a day or two, the swelling in his brain is almost gone and he's healing nicely. I thank the lady and head to the elevator.
What to do now? I don't really want to go home to the silence of my empty house. Donna is in some funky mood and Jax is doing God knows what. I hear the ding of the elevator and without really looking up I start walking forward. I feel myself bump into someone and open my mouth to apologize when I feel someone lift my head by my chin and I'm staring into a set of bright blue eyes I've become so very familiar with.
"Jax! What are you doing here?"
Jax smiles at me, tilts my head further up and gives me a kiss.
"I wanted to see my favorite girl. I missed you today."
How does he still make me blush after all this time? I shoot him a smile and he grabs my hand and pulls me into the elevator. Before I can say anything, I feel myself pushed up against the wall and he's kissing my neck up to my lips. The elevator dings and the doors open. I push Jax back and just in time too. A doctor takes a look at us and steps onto the elevator. I instantly turn a bright shade of red again. Jax looks over at me with a sparkle in his eye and a laugh on his lips. Oh, I could kill him!
He leans over and whispers in my ear suggestively,"Want to go to your house, no one's there, and I think we can find something to do, don't you?"
I nod, not wanting him to see just how eager I am to be alone with him. The elevator finally makes it to the ground floor and we step off and walk out of the hospital. Jax's bike is parked a few spaces from my car. He tells me he'll follow me to my place. On the drive there, I can't help but to be a little nervous. Jax just does that to me. The anticipation of the two of us making love has my heart racing. I know it's not the first time but I can't help myself.
I park my car, Jax parking behind me and let us in the house. It's fully dark out now and the house is dark also. I go to turn on a light and Jax stills my hand.
"No babe, let's rely on feel tonight."
My knees go weak. I was right in being nervous on my way over. There is this electricity rolling off Jax tonight, almost like left over adrenaline from earlier in the day. He takes his cut off and hangs it by the door on the hook, sneakers are next. I hear him set something down on the bench that sounds heavy but I don't know what it could be. He grabs my hand and leads me to my room. He stops just inside my doorway and turns around, pulling me in for a kiss. Just like that the fire is lit.
He's pulling at the buttons of my shirt, when they prove to take too long to get undone he rips my shirt off. Next is my bra which he undoes with the flick of his fingers. My lips and his lips are still connected and I'm working on getting his pants off. Finally I've got my hand around his cock, stroking it. My pants and panties are next as are his shirt and boxers. Our lips are still connected our tongues intertwined and our hands discovering each other's bodies. I feel him cup my ass and I'm lifted up against the wall with my legs wrapped around his body.
"God Tara, I need you now."
And with that, I feel him enter me and all forms of thought are gone. We continue like this for a minute or two when he slows down and turns and carries me to the bed. He lies me down and looks down at me, we are still connected with him standing up and me on the bed. He's looking at me with this strange look on his face, an almost savage look, unlike anything I've ever seen. His hands are tugging and flicking my nipples and he's staring into my eyes. I've never felt this connected to anyone before.
"I love you, Tara."
And with that, we are both feeling our release. He pulls out and lies down beside me on the bed. Both of our breathing is heavy. I feel him turn on his side and he pulls me into his arms.
"I mean it Tara, I love you. I think I've loved you since that first night at the diner."
I take a minute to compose my thoughts. I'd been thinking the same thing but just was too scared to say it out loud.
" I love you too, Jackson. These past few weeks, you've been my rock. I don't know what I'd have done without you."
He places a kiss on my forehead and pulls me into him even tighter.
"How did I get so lucky to get someone like you babe?"
I smile and tell him I'm the lucky one. We lie there, like that for a few minutes, until our hearts slow down and our breathing returns back to normal. I move to stand up with Jax asking me where I'm going. I tell him I need a glass of water and I'll be right back.
As I'm walking down the hall, I hear,"Hey babe, why don't you order a pizza? I'm kind of hungry!"
That's my guy! I holler back that it sounds good to me. When I get to the bottom of the stairs by the front door, I flip on the light and there sitting on the bench is a shoulder harness with a hand gun. That must be what I heard Jax set down, but what does he need it for?
I pad into the kitchen, grab a glass of water and the cordless phone, and head back to my bed. Jax is lying there under my covers, hands behind his head, looking like the hottest male I have ever seen in my life. I could be a little biased though since he's mine. I set my glass down and climb in bed beside him.
"Did you order the pizza, darlin?"
I take a minute to formulate my thoughts.
"No not yet, when I was downstairs I flipped on the light by the front door and I saw a gun sitting under your cut. Why do you have that?"
The smile that was formerly on his face fades and is replaced by a look that's unsure.
"We had club business to deal with this morning. Something serious came up with the Irish."
The Irish? Did he just say Irish, as in people from Ireland? What would SAMCRO have to do with anyone from Ireland?
"What do you have to do with people from Ireland, Jax?"
"It's club business, Tar. I can't tell you any more than that. It's not safe for you to know anything about what goes on with the club."
Those few lines tell me a lot. I don't say anything for a moment. It's not safe? So what does that mean?
"Jax, SAMCRO, it's not just a club is it? You're doing things that are illegal, aren't you?"
Jax sits there for a minute or two contemplating what his response should be." Tar, you've got to give me your word you won't say anything to anyone. Anything you see or hear could cause SAMCRO and me to be in a lot of trouble. Can you do that?"
Oh God. What have I gotten myself into? Donna was right for feeling the way she was earlier. I must have been quiet for quite a while because I feel Jax sit up and lean in to look at me.
"Jax, I love you. I'm not going anywhere and I'm not going to say anything, but how bad is SAMCRO? Are we talking outlaw status?"
I hear Jax give a little bit of a chuckle.
" I guess you could call us an outlaw motorcycle club, darlin. It's what we do. Now you going to order up that pizza or do I have to?"
I guess that's the end of the discussion for now about SAMCRO and what they are really into. I'm not sure I'm kosher with what Jax and the club do but I'm not willing to walk away from him when I've just found him either.
"I'll order up that pizza, babe, on one condition."
Jax turns to me."What's that?"
" You stay here with me tonight and give me more of whatever it was came over you, over there against the wall, like an animal."
He chuckles, I order the pizza and snuggle down with my baby until the pizza arrives.