As soon as Kurt left I dragged Jasmine back upstairs.
"I CANT BELIEVE YOU DID THAT!"
"Did what Blaine?" She had a coy look on her face.
"Don't you play innocent with me Jazz!"
"Oh you mean the stuff with Kurt?"
"Yes the stuff with Kurt. I feel like I am finally getting somewhere with him, and then sometimes I don't. Ugh, I just don't know, but I don't need you messing with us!"
"I am just trying to move things along, which is actually the real reason I am here today."
"I don't need your help." Sigh.
"Well you asked for my help with this so I am going to assume you want it, otherwise I can leave."
"Oh right the prom stuff, did I say we were doing that today?"
"You sure did, way to flake on me!" She didn't look too mad but I knew she was upset that I hadn't been spending much time with her recently.
"I am so sorry Jazzy. I have been so caught up, he's just sort of consuming my life I guess… It's just really intense to say the least."
"Yeah, what was that I saw when I walked in? You two were clutching each other like the world was going to end. I swear if you two don't get it on already I will buy you some lube and condoms myself!"
"Jasmine! That is so inappropriate!"
"Oh don't pretend you haven't thought about having that boy a thousand ways. I have seen the two of you, and just saying but I am pretty sure he wants in your pants too."
"Could you be anymore blunt?"
"Probably not." We laughed.
"That's not what I am after with him though, I honestly just want to be his boyfriend. I don't even think I am ready for any of that more physical stuff, I mean yeah I think about it."
"Knew it." She smirked.
"How can I not! He always struts around like a sexy beast in super tight pants, my eyes are just drawn to the, well the places they shouldn't be drawn too." I felt kind of uncomfortable talking about this, I had never wanted someone sexually so much in my entire life. Not even the guy at the gap who I sang to on Valentines day.
"Hey, don't get all shy now. You can talk to me about anything."
"I know Jasmine, it's just with Kurt, I don't care about all of that so much. I just want to take him to dinner, and go to the movies, and hold hands. I just want to be with him, and sure one day doing that stuff with him would be great, but I love him and right now I can't even tell him and that sucks!" Jasmine looked at me with a shocked expression on her face.
"You…You love him?"
"Shit, did I say that out loud?"
"You sure did Blaine. So you better explain. Hey that rhymed. Go me, now talk." She looked at me expectantly.
"I, well, it sort of just happened. The other day we had this moment in his room, it was sort of intense, like maybe a bit sexually intense. It's hard to explain, but it's kind of when I realized I wanted him that way, and I had never wanted anyone else that way before and it was surprising to say the least. Then we watched rent and cried together and when I left that day I felt my heart breaking inside because I had to leave him. Now I either have really bad separation anxiety or I am in love with him. I am pretty sure it's the latter because every version of my life that I imagine for myself has him in it. I love him, I really do." I had never admitted all that stuff out loud before, wow I love him so much. Oh, Jasmine's still here.
"Oh Blainey, you poor sweet little bastard. I am going to help you get that pretty boy if it's the last thing I do. Now let's finish devising this prom plan why don't we. I have bought all the replacement decorations in the colors you asked for but if you want the rest of the stuff replaced in the style of Kurties desires you are going to have to get that list."
"Ugh, I know I just don't like sneaking around behind his back. What if he doesn't like it?"
"If he took the time to write out his entire dream prom, then living said dream will be a dream come true. Now, I need you to go to his house tomorrow and either steal that paper or memorize the rest of the list. Okay?"
"Alright, alright."
"So where are you going to make reservations for him? Somewhere nice I presume."
"Well I wanted to take him somewhere French because he speaks it fluently so I figured he would like that but there aren't any French restaurants here. So I settled for Burgundy's Italian Grill because it's Italian and I thought he might like to see some of my heritage. It's not exactly authentic but it will do."
"He speaks French fluently? Does he know you speak Italian?"
"Yeah amazing right? No, me speaking Italian just never came up."
"I was going to say hot, but amazing is fine too. He will be impressed by that, he will probably want you to use it in bed one day." I glared. Sure I had thought about how useful speaking a second language might be in bed but I didn't need Jasmine extracting that from my mind.
"Blaine stop pouting about me reading your thoughts and get back to work! We still need to know what you are going to wear and what your means of transportation will be."
"I saw his suit jacket and kilt, it looks…"
"He's wearing a kilt? That's bold."
"Yeah, I am a bit worried about it, I don't want anyone to give us a hard time. I want this to be perfect. But it looks amazing. I figure I can wear a simple black suit and tie with a white shirt that matches his. I also don't know what color boutonniere he wants but I think that is on his prom list. Ugh, I really need that list don't I?"
"You sure do you little love sick puppy. Well I will go replace the supplies for prom with the new supplies tomorrow. Your lucky we are rich and that my dad never asks me what I need money for. He probably thought I was buying new clothes, as if. That stuff costs a fortune though so I am officially debt free from that time last year when you covered for me and you can expect no presents for Christmas or your birthday this year."
"That's more then fair, thank you so much Jasmine, this really means the world to me." We hugged, I always loved hugging Jasmine.
"I know Blaine, and I swear all of this will be worth it. Just going by what I saw today in this room that boy loves you too."
"You think?"
"G-d your daft. I know Blaine, I know."