"Now and Forever"

(From Ltb3105's "Misery Hates Company")

She was my world

My heart

For so long

I planned my entire future on her

Thinking that our love will always last forever

Sadly, she left this earth.

So young, so fast

I never had a chance to say goodbye

To tell her how much I love her.

I still remember the last time

I saw her face

For it haunts me each day.

I lived in pure misery and depression

For so long

After she passed away

Using pills and booze to ease the pain of losing her.

Years later

After her death

When you entered my life

I was so shocked

For I saw her in your face

For that I was hesitate to let you in.

I knew how much I felt for you

But I put my feelings for you aside

For I thought my feelings for you were due to her

Everything about you reminded me of my Terry

And I thought that it was just what it was,

I was wrong.

It wasn't what made me love you.

You saved me .

From my personal hell that I was living in

It was you that brought me back to life

It was your love for me

That saved me.

It's what keeps me going

Through the rough times

That is how I know

It's forever.