Fic: Your Rain
Author: Seraphim Grace
Fandom = Supernatural
Pairing = Castiel/Girl!Dean
Rating = R
Notes - Title from Silent Hill scores by Akira Yamaoka
unbeated
Soundtrack - Funny way to win - Del Amitri

"Half angel and half bird. And all a wonder and a wild desire."
Robert Browning- O lyric love

At first the week Dean spends as psychic aged thirteen she attributes to the magic book that landed on her head and earned her seven stitches in her scalp and a mild skull fracture.

She sleeps through the drugs and the migraine the first day so no one notices, least of all Dean.

Then her Dad comes in to check on her in the night and she gets this welter, this overwhelming rush of images of love and fear and you look just like your mother, MARYMARYMARYHUNTFINDKILL my little girl, my little girl, love you, love you so much, get so scared of/for you, find it, find it and kill it, save you, save you and Sam, save you, for Mary MARYMARYMARYHUNTFINDKILL. And Dean just looks at him because she doesn't know what to say, so she says nothing.

Bobby's thoughts the next morning as he asks her how she is are just as confused, damn-fool-girl, get yourself killed, it'll be my fault, damn ladder, told ya it wasn't safe, god you're getting pretty, girl needs a mirror, icecream, I'll get in some icecream, and make pancakes, what goes in pancakes again, you and your brother will like them, damn-fool-girl, can't even get a book down without trying to kill yourself. It's so gentle and Bobby she laughs and before he says a word tells him with her biggest shit eating grin that yes, she will have pancakes thank you.

Sam is sat in front of the tv, cross legged on the floor, old reruns of the animated Star Trek on and a book on his knee and managing both happily, and his head is full of the wide open planes of space, great vastnesses between stars and the math, he is perfectly serene, working out the logistics of both the Ringworld and warp speed at the same time, and Dean will know, because she knows everything, with a running undercurrent of how much he enjoyed his golden nuggets cereal.

When she tells Bobby he calls her a damn fool and finds the place where she stumbled, with blood on her hands, and activated the spell.

She floats around on a cloud for a week afterwards when it stops, because for one week she knew perfectly well that she was loved.