Since in all the fan art I've seen, Kylo is the one to make the first move, I thought it'd be kinda cool that Rey did it instead. There is also a change in POV if anyone caught that ;) (sorry if anyone expects smut, I don't write like that) I think I stopped beingmovie accurateup to this point.


Rey's POV:

The second he pushed me against the wall, I knew I won. He planted a kiss on my lips then trailed down to my neck. My nerves peaked once his lips swept against me. I felt embarrassed when a sound I've never made before escaped my mouth.

He didn't seem to pay attention as he continued. My hands were curled into his hair, pulling when his tongue touched a sensitive part of my skin. I never thought in a million years we'd be here like this even if I didn't get my memories

He began threading his fingers into my hair, loosening the buns.

He kissed my lips so heatedly and I kissed back with just as much passion. How long have we been holding ourselves back? I don't think I've ever seen him this gentle. No, during training he'd trace his hands up and down my arms, pressing his body againstmine.

His hot breath against my neck gave me chills. I felt his hand ride up the length of my thigh. I couldn't stand this. It was too much.

He carried me to to the bed and laid me down. Wait, are we really doing this?

Ben stood up, unstrapping the suspenders before throwing off his black shirt.

Whoa. He was shredded. He didn't have those in the academy.

He leaned down to kiss me, allowing me to put my arms around him. He really was big. We were both breathing heavily as my hands explored the new skin of his chest and stomach.

I felt his hand reaching up my shirt but he stopped midway.

He shrank back. "I'm sorry."

"What?"

He sat up and looked away from me.

"Ben, what's wrong?"

I saw the side of his face. The tips of his ears and his cheeks were red.

"Are-are you blushing?!"

He covered his mouth with his hand. "No."

He was grabbing the sheets for support. I put my arms over his shoulders and kissed his cheek.

"Ben, are you shy?"

He turned his face to me, examining me for a second before tackling me down.


Ben's POV:

I was not a morning person. I never have been and never will. But waking up with no fear from what I dreamt last night or from my hair not sticking to my face because I was sweating was probably the best thing ever. I didn't want to open my eyes

because I probably had the best sleep ever and didn't want it to end.

When my eyes did open, I noticed a beautiful figure coming towards me. "You're finally awake."

"Yeah."

"I'm going to go back to my room for a bit."

I sighed as I watched her leave and then shoved my face back into a pillow.

The next day wasn't as blissful.

"The First Order has decided for you to wear these."

She looked up at me. "The First Order, or you?"

"Can you just put it on?"

It was similar to her old clothes but not really. The fabric was a grayish blue. The boots went up to her knees and the matching gloves went to her elbows. The lining of the outfit was of a gold fabric.

She came out minutes later with her hair fully down and with the complete outfit on. "How do I look?"

"Amazing."

"Alright, let me just do my hair-"

"Let me do it."

She looked at me in disbelief before facing her back to me.

I only looped her hair into one loop and put a small gold clip in her hair to keep it up.

On top of her new look she also put on her Jedi robe.

I handed her back the hair ties.

"Wha-what did you use to hold it?"

"Just one clip. And it looks stunning on you."

She looked over her shoulder at me. "Thank you. Come on, let's go eat something." As she stepped towards the door, I heard something click.

"Rey move!"

She looked up at me and ran to the wall when an explosion went off.

Stormtroopers came running in immediately.

"Sir, are you alright? There was unwarranted bomb set off in your room."

I looked up. A stray stormtrooper took off his helmet and began shooting at me.

The other stormtroopers shot him down.

Rey came to my side. I grabbed her hand and ran out the door, picking up the assassin's blaster on the way.

Darts were being spewed out at us.

"Don't let those hit you."

I shot in the direction they were coming and she stopped a few with the Force.

I began running ahead but Rey stayed back.

"They took my lightsaber!"

She began running down the hall.

"Rey!"

Once I caught up with her, she elbowed a guy in the face and kicked another one down.

They kept grabbing at her. I began shooting.

Rey used the Force to throw a few at the wall.

They are not taking her.

Rey threw the last one onto his back in front of me.

She picked up her lightsaber that fell from one of their pockets and walked past me.

"Easy," she panted.

I walked up and crouched down to one of their bodies.

"Sir, we have confirmed the plan has gone according to schedule."

Phasma was as punctual as usual. But why now? I wish I could've called it off when I still had the chance.

"Perfect. We are setting a course out."

"Yes sir."


"No I'm not letting you come."

"Ben!"

"I don't need to lose you."

"I can take care of myself."

I rubbed my neck, groaning. "Don't. Panic."

"I won't."

Damn, this could all be over if she wasn't so stubborn. I didn't think I'd be so infatuated withher that by the time this happened I'd regret it.

Of course, after I already told her to not come on another mission, she is.

"Rey, please be careful."

"I will."

She hugged me. "You have to promise me something."

"Hm?"

"Don't kill anyone."

I chuckled. "I won't."

"Good. Let's go."