Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight, SM does!
-I hate doing this, but I have to write a long authors note. Since this story is coming to its death, I decided to do a different story with a different plot. So I decided to base my story in Tonga and I wanted to ask anyone if anyone has herd of it? Bella is Tongan, Edward American. Thats all I'm goig to say.
-Credits: To my beta dream-a-lot and to Marica.F for reviewing even though i forced her too :p
Stay Down
Chapter 21 – Slice out of Life
EPOV
"So ah what do we do now?" Bella said turning around. Her face was red showing her blush.
"I don't know.... what do you, want to do?" I said looking straight at her eyes. For a second i thought she was going to slap me but her face turned even red while she gave me a sheepish smile back.
"What do you think i want to do" She said moving closer and closer while she put her hands on my chest.
"Ah Bella? what are you doing?" I said grabbing her hands to hold.
She then pulled her hands back looking shocked at what i said.
"What do you think i was doing?" She said shaking her head while glaring at me.
"Well i understand that but we don't need to rush things-" I said before Bella cut me off.
"Me, rushing things?...who are you to say that Edward who are you?" She snared punching her finger on my chest which hurt a bit to be honest.
"Bella calm down-" I said looking at her sudden mood.
"You kiss me and then completely dazzle me and then when i try to kiss you back you stop me and say don't rush things!" She half screamed looking completely shocked how i acted.
"Wow Bella i said clam down your over reacting like you always do" I said trying to grab her arm but she flinched away without taking her eyes off me.
"ME OVER REACTING! YOU BLOODY PLANED THIS DIDN'T YOU?" She said screaming at the top her lungs. She was getting to the point where i would react as well but i had better control.
"Why would i plan this?" I asked questioning her
"WELL HOW CAN SOMEONE KISS A PERSON AND WHEN THEY KISS AGAIN HE DOESN'T WANT TO? HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE?" She screamed.
"WELL ITS NOT LIKE IT COULD NEVER HAPPEN COULD IT!" I screamed back causing her to flinch but not by my touch. "WHY DO YOU EVEN CARE I STOPPED YOU SO MUCH?" I said looking at her shocked face.
"Maybe because it hurts Edward, and it doesn't feel nice at all...but i guess you don't understand that at all, do you?. Since your so used to being with a different girl you don't consider how they feel cause your so used to hurting everyone" She said breathing hard but this this time the way she said it without screaming...it did hit me.q
"Nice speech are you done?' I snapped back . Before i could react her hand made contact with my face causing my face to turn the direction the slap was headed. Her slap stung but her words stung more. She than walked out of the room slamming the door behind her. I listened to the sound of her heavy foot-steps to disappear before I could move
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BPOV
I hated him, I mean it.... I hated him for making me feel this way. I hated him for kissing me. I hated him for making me kiss him. I just freak in hate him at the moment. I walked to my room ignoring the stares that Alice and Rosalie gave me from the hall way. I guess they herd everything. I thought to myself. I quickly climbed up the stairs just ignoring everything surrounding me. I grabbed my bag shoving in all the things I needed for my dance lessons.
"Bella" Alices voice said while I kept throwing clothes in my bag.
"Yes Alice?" I said still not looking at her.
I turned around after not getting a reply seeing Rosalie and Alice standing next to each other. As I turned around they both gasped in unison.
Without a word they both came charging at me tightly wraping their arms raound me.
"Guys-" I started to say before Alice turned my head towards the mirror I had over my bed. What I saw explained the behaviour Alice and Rosalie. Tears stained my face under the blushing checks I always eyes reflected how I felt without even saying it myself.
"Ah shit, I'm crying and its his fault" I said trying to wipe all the tears that was constantly coming down.
"I think I hate him too" Rosalie said wiping the tears I had still on my face. I didn't even felt I had tears that shows how obvious I don't cry that much.
"He made you cry" Alice murmured rubbing my back trying to comfort me.
"I know" I said moving to get my sneakers under my bed. This still make a difference because Rosalie and Alice were still holding onto to me, tightly.
"Guys I need to go, do you know where Jacob is?" I said while they finally let go.
They both looked at each other then turning back to me.
"You don't have to go to your dance lessons you know?" Rosalie said while she sat down on my bed.
"Well I want to go, since I don't want to be any where near Edward...at all and I mean it" I said looking straight at both of them with knowing looks.
They both sighed giving their last hugs before telling me that Jacob was with the guys in Emmett's room.
I stormed straight in nearly causing Jasper to jump out the window, who was completely naked.
"EMMETT CAN YOU TELL YOUR SISTER TO KNOCK NEXT TIME SHE COMES IN!" Jasper screamed with embarrassment poking his head behind the bed. I laughed as soon as I saw him hiding behind. Emmett was on the floor laughing while Jacob had a Sony camera in his hand.
"Are you guys making a sex tape or something or is Jasper just entertaining Jacob" I said looking at there red faces.
"Ha ha funny as you can see we are playing strip poker" He said pointing to the stack of cards on the table next to the T.V.
"Oh I didn't see that all I saw was your white butt" I said laughing at his shocked face.
"What do you want anyway?" He said glaring at me while looking at the uys who were still laughing. I turned to Jacob who was at the moment was still recording this.
"Jacob can you take me to the studio?" I said more like a demand. Emmett stopped laughing suddenly looking at my face while his expression changed from laughing to furious. Without a word he dashed out the door.
"Oh god Jasper go stop him" I said while I grabbed Jacob out the room. I couldn't stop Emmett, I didn't want to see Edward so I dragged Jacob outside into the Red rabbit while Jasper went on my behalf.
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EPOV
"Edward" Emmett's voice shouted while he made his way from the stairs. I quickly turned seeing a angry Emmett followed by Jasper who was wearing his boxers half naked.
"Yes Emmett" I said not caring what he would do.
"Care to explain why Bella was crying?" He said slowing his pace as Jasper put one hand on his shoulder.
"I didn't know she was crying" I said. Bella was crying? I questioned myself. I felt guilt as I saw Jasper shaking his head at me.
"Don't fuck with me Edward your just afraid to get hurt your self" He snared trying to aim at me but thankfully Jasper had an iron grip.
I did better then stay their where I headed for my Volvo opening my phone dialing the number I always end up dialing. I scrolled down hitting the Tanya button.
"Hello?" She said pretending to not know who it was. Oh please.
"Tanya its me Edward" I said with no emotion. Cause at the moment I have recked everything.
"Oh hay Edward-" She said sounding seductive before I cut her
"Where are you?" I said driving the Volvo out of the street.
"Oh your so eager" She said giggle.
"Tanya where are you?" I said getting irritated.
"I'm at the place I'm always at" She said before she cut the call.
I quickly snapped the phone shut. Once again gripping the poor steering wheel to death.
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BPOV
"So Edward isn't really prince charming like you thought he was, was he?" Jacob said while he parked next to a white ford with one of those dogs with bouncy heads.
"What did you expect he was? He was..I mean is a player" I said looking forward.
"Yeah I know, but you can look strong outside but inside your one little soft Teddy bear" He said smiling at me.
I for once didn't deny this because it was true I acted tuff but really I wasn't inside.
"Oh well I didn't expect him to change in three days did I ?" I said while we walked into the dance studio.
"No I guess not" He sighed "I could bit him up for you if you want me too" He said trying to look serious but failed casing me to laugh.
"I'm glad I have someone like you around" I said hugging him while what we saw in the Gym shocked us both.
Eric was full on kissing Mrs Mathews my Principle!
They didn't notice us at first but with Jacobs fake coughing they both parted. Mrs Mathews eyes locked with mine while I just stared at her red swollen lips completely shocked.
"Wow" Me and Jacob said while looking at both of there embarrassed faces.
"Jacob and Bella why are you guys early?" Eric said pretending that he wasn't kissing Mrs Mathews.
"Is that a bad thing?" I said looking at Mrs Mathews with a accusing face.
"Look Bella-" Mrs Mrs Mathews said before I cutt her off proudly.
"I am looking, you should be ashamed of your self, Erica seriously your like younger then her grandson" I said shaking my Head. "And Mrs Mathews aren't you married?" I said slowly saying Mrs in the sentence.
"Okay Swan what's the dea?" She sighed looking at me with lazy eyes.
"Deal? I go to a all Catholic school and i don't gamble- I have no more detention this year" I said looking at both of them.
"Fine, don't expect more then that!" She said while making her way out.
"Eric you man-hoe your dating my Principle!" I said punching him on the shoulder.
"I know" He said smiling but then soon changing his expression to a different one where it was t opposite.
"But shes just divorced her husband which is my English porfessor in Uni" He said shaking his head.
"I thought Catholics don't divorce Jacob said while he looked confused."
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EPOV
Getting the feeling of a black eye from Emmett was better then how I felt now. Like shit, was the word. It took me forever to make Bella trust me in a way and then I go and screw it up. Great I thought to myself.
"Edward are you paying attention or am I just the only one enjoying myself?" Tanya said kissing me from my lips. She moved sliding her lips down to my neck which I didn't feel like I always did when I did this before. Something felt wrong but the problem was that EVERYTHING was more then wrong for me at this moment. Her hands trailed down my bare chest to my torso.
"Edward, come on move" She said sounding seductive. What shocked me was that I didn't have a reaction like I always did. My body showed no emotion as I did what I was told.
"That's a good boy" She said.
I didn't know what I was doing but what I was thinking is what I knew.
What Bella said was true. She hit the target. I hurt so many girls in many ways maybe because I was afraid myself that I would get hurt, so I made sure I wasn't the victum. But the thing was that it backfired on me as I once again did it on someone I really care about and possibly could love. I knew karma was a bitch but not this much of a bastard to make me finally realise how my actions could affect others and of course my self in the process. I looked at Tanya and the way she behaved around me. This reflected on how I led girls in and soon ran away while they followed me. Did I really want to live my life like this? I knew the answer as I snapped my body up causing Tanya to fall.
"Edward what are you doing?" She said getting angry at my behaviour for the last couple hours.
"Get up" I said while she listened to me for a change.
"Tanya, listen your really a good girl and I really like you but not like this, I'm really sorry I even got you into this" I said really apologising. I kissed her on the checks ignoring her shocked face and quickly walked out knowing where I was heading....and where in life.
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BPOV
"Do you want to do that again?" Jacob asked while he sat on the bench with a water bottle.
"Yes I think I can" I said puling my singlet over my head just wearing my sports bra.
"Okay, now listen that turn you did on the second verse needs more balance and ending need to finish on time" He said pointing at the area I should begin at.
"I thought you were my bestfriend" I said pouting
"Yeah I am, best friends always tell each others mistakes and try to help them" He said rolling his eyes while mentioning for me to come.
"I know I'm just not really concentrated at the moment" I said leaning on his shoulder
"He still stuck on your head?" He said putting an arm around my shoulder.
"Yeah how can not think about him, its not fair the only person I was crazy about was ..you" I said causing his body to stiffen when I said you.
" Do you want to stop thinking about him?" Jacob asked giving me his bottle of water.
"No I don't, but the same time I hate him and then I don't as well" I said putting both hands on my face.
Jacob was quite for a moment before he sighed pulling me up.
"Look Bella, if you don't want to stop thinking about him you obviously like him but just make sure you chose what you really want, Okay....and don't like a guy who will turn gay one day" He said as we both laughed at his own silly joke. We both snapped our head as we herd scraping of tires.
"Who the hell is that?" I asked shaking my head.
"I don't know some desperate freak" Jacob said as soon as the door slammed showing a tired Edward looking straight at me.
"Bella" His voice sounded strange but soft as he finally saw both of us in each others arms.
Review people I changed my mind about Bella and Edward getting together suddenly so I came up with this last minute. Review and god bless people! :)