AU: Thank you SO MUCH to the readers who have reviewed! Special thank you to SillyGabby for your review. My favorite and I think it would be cool to be in the biker lifestyle b/c if another woman tried anything with my man, it would be comforting to know I wouldn't get in trouble for beating her ass and getting to let some of my dark side out, lol. :)

"Glad you finally grew some balls and stood up to the croweaters. They are all scared as shit of you now." Gemma had a good laugh as Rachel poured herself a cup of coffee. Adding sugar and french vanilla cream to it she thought back to last nights events and smiled brightly at Gem.

"It felt good. Really fucking good. I think Hap might have enjoyed it more than me, my goodness." Rachel thought back to when they got back to his room and the hungry look in his eyes as he was rushing to get their clothes off and dominate her.

"Yeah these men like to see that, gets their dicks all hard seeing women actually fight. None of that sissy shit. You been in fights before?" Gem didn't know much about her past and Rachel didn't give any detail on it.

"This wasn't my first rodeo Gem. I used to hang out with my friend Megan, who...well she liked looking for any reason to fight someone. Always pulled me into them to back her up. Got old after awhile never being able to have a normal night out, but she kept things interesting for sure. Bad, bad influence though." Rachel laughed thinking back on old memories.

"You two still talk?" Gemma liked that she was starting to open up to her. She was like Hap in the way she was closed off about personal things. Sure she was friendly and talkative, but never much about herself.

"Nah, she's tried to contact me but I'm done with that chapter of my life." She shrugged it off, not wanting to talk about Megan anymore. It was a toxic friendship from the beginning but that was back when Rachel always tried to see the good in others.

"Well I have to get to work, see you later sweetie." Gemma squeezed one of her shoulders affectionately before walking away.

Tara walked in a few moments later and was making her coffee. She noticed Rachel seemed spaced out, hadn't even noticed her in the kitchen or if she had, didn't acknowledge her. "Good morning. You okay?"

Rachel glanced at Tara, realizing she must have been talking to her. "Yeah yeah, I'm good. Just trying to wake up. On my second cup of coffee." She smiled at Tara as she sat down next to her.

"You must be exhausted. Jax and I heard you two when we were trying to go to sleep. How many rounds did you two go last night?" Rachel smacked Taras arm lightly as they both laughed, Rachel blushing a bit. Happy and her did have quite the marathon last night. She was pretty sure it was 5 times, and twice in the morning before he had left. She stuck around the clubhouse to have coffee with Gemma.

"You could learn a thing or two from us. Like how to not listen to others and put on your own performance."

"Oh we did but than I passed out shortly afterwards. Having a kid makes it a little tougher to have those long nights. You and Hap ever talk about kids?"

"Yeah, we both want that. I think he would be a great father, if how he treats me is any indication."

"You still want to do your birth control shot this week or want me to cancel it?" Tara was grinning at her while Rachel glared. Sometimes having someone close to her knowing these personal details made Rachel uncomfortable.

"I don't know. I have to talk to Hap about it. I took today off work, boss said I need to start using some of my days off, why don't I watch Abel for the day and give Neeta the rest of the day off?" Rachel enjoyed spending time with Abel and didn't have anything planned for the day.

"Yeah okay, I'll let her know. We can just switch cars so you will have the car seat." Rachel nodded her head, thinking to herself what they could do today.

Rachel ended up planning a full day for Abel and her. They went out for breakfast and Abel got his favorite chocolate chip pancakes and milk. She then took him to the mall and let him pick out a few shirts before he started to get antsy and took him to a store that you could make your own teddy bear. She had always thought it would be the perfect place to take a child too. Turns out that Abel loved it and he asked her input on quite a few different things. They stopped and got a pretzel to split and went to the park, a new playground Abel had never been to. Finally, Rachel decided to take him back to her place to relax for a bit. She put Abel in front of the tv and with his new bear he watched one of his favorite shows while Rachel made dinner. Abel had asked for mac and cheese and Rachel hadn't made her homemade recipe in forever and agreed. They ate together as Abel was filling Rachel in about the show and who the characters were as she listened intently, trying to hold back the yawns that wouldn't seem to go away.

Hap had got to Rachel's that evening and walked in quietly, he knew she was watching Abel and didn't want to wake him if he was asleep. He was surprised to find Abel was the one awake, sitting up on the couch watching tv while Rachel was fast asleep with her arm around him. Happy came over to the couch crouching down to Abel who put his finger to his lip. "Shhhhh, Rach sleep." Happy smiled at him as he tousled Abel's hair gently.

"Good job Abel, watching over her. I'm gonna clean up the kitchen and then we can do one of our games." Abel eagerly nodded his head before turning his attention back to the tv. Happy had noticed right when he walked in the kitchen wasn't picked up from after dinner and the clean freak in him couldn't stand it. He stayed for a moment longer watching Rachel sleep before he got up to clean up the mess.

Rachel felt in her sleep Abel move out of her arms. "Abel" she whispered, reaching out of him seeing him move to the kitchen. She rubbed the sleep out of her eyes and got up, seeing that Happy was home.

"Sorry babe, didn't mean to wake you up. Kid was thirsty." Hap handed him a juice box as Abel ran back to the couch.

"It's okay, I had a big day with him. Tired me out." She saw Hap had cleaned the whole kitchen up, she had meant to after wanting to lay down for a little bit with Abel but then sleep overtook her body.

"I see that." Happy leaned down to kiss her, gripped the back of her head and her ass pulling her against his body. He loved how having her in his arms would wipe all the stress of the day away. He had been doing a lot of driving today and his body was aching, especially after getting into an unexpected brawl with a business associate.

A hour later, when they were in bed after Tara and come to pick up Abel, Rachel was thinking back to what Tara had asked her about birth control. She had been wanting to start a family since she became his old lady but didn't know if it would be too fast. She didn't want him to just agree to it because she wanted it. But since having him in her life meant not having her parents, who refused to answer any line of communication she tried, it had left a hole in her heart. Taking a deep breath, she decided to just ask him anyways, it would bug her until she did.

"Hap, I was wondering when you had wanted to...start trying for kids? Or if you want to wait awhile...I just have a shot coming up this week and wasn't sure if you wanted me to get it or not. I'm fine waiting awhile I just-" She had started to ramble. Which Hap could tell by her tone she was nervous. He didn't like how she got nervous to talk to him about this but at the same time could understand why. It was a life changing thing and especially with his lifestyle she might question whether he wanted that to be a part of their life.

"I'm ready when you are." He leaned down and kissed her forehead gently before looking into her eyes. "You ready now?" He saw her hesitate for a moment before nodding her head. "Don't get your shot, lets make a baby." He got on top of her, kissing her passionately. He had been wanting a child but wanted her to let him know when she was ready. It was her body and it would impact her job and he knew she would have more of a role because he did have to go on runs with his job. Seeing her with Abel always warmed the Killers heart and he knew it was something she longed for. He appreciated everything she was willing to do to be with him, accept the club, his lifestyle, and losing her parents. She had made a lot of sacrifices and he didn't take it for granted for a second.

"Hap, I didn't mean right this minute." She giggled as he was nibbling on her neck, rubbing his rough hands down her body.

"Too late, you asked for it. Now I'm gonna keep giving it to you as much as I can to knock my old lady up." Now that his woman had spoke up, he was going to fuck her senseless as often as he could to give her what she yearned for. He wanted to make her happy and show how much he loved her and wanted to make a family with her. This didn't scare him to be taking the next step, instead he was anxious to find out when she was pregnant so they could begin this new journey together.

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