Chapter 21

3 months Later:

"DADDDYYYYY!" McKenna yelled from the living room.

"What?" Dean said coming into the room at his daughter's scream.

"Bentwely walking." She said.

Dean laughed at her excitement at her little brothers little steps.

"I know sweet heart he started walking last week." Dean said with a smiled as he watched his youngest son toddling across the floor.

"Where Mommy?" Jagger asked as he was holding his Ninja turtle toys in his hand.

"She's up stairs packing buddy. Remember Daddy is going back to work and so is Mommy."

"We go too?" Jagger asked.

"No buddy not this time just Me and Mommy. But you get to go soon we are going to New York for Summer Slam." Dean said.

"Oktay." He said as look of sadness washed over his face.

"Jagger Jonathan I know you want go little man but right now Mommy and I need this OK and it will be super boring but guess what? Amy is coming over and she is going to spend some time with you." Dean told him.

"Yeah we go swimming and eat Ice Cream?" Jagger asked with a smirk.

"OH I am sure you will do a lot of fun things with her." Dean said.

"Daddy Benny is stinky." McKenna said

"Thanks Sweet heart." Dean said with a chuckle and he picked up Bentley and carried him up to his room and changed him as he giggled.

"Dadda! Pew"

"Yeah you don't smell like flowers that if for sure little man." Dean said as he finished changing his diaper and then caring him into their master bedroom where Karen was packing.

"Hey Darlin'." Dean said.

"Hi HI Momma Momma."

"Hi my baby boy." Karen said taking him from Dean as she continued to pack their stuff.

Dean went to kiss her lips but she moved and he got her cheek instead. To say Dean was sexual frustrated would be an understatement. Karen had her surgery a little over 6 weeks ago and Dean had taken time off and they were preparing to head back on the road. Dean was hoping this would also give him and his wife a chance to reconnect she had been distant since the surgery and Charla was a major help but Karen was shutting Dean out and he truly didn't know how much more he could take of this.

"You booked the flight right?" Karen asked as she was holding Bentley and putting things in the suit case.

"Yes we are leaving for Detroit first thing in the morning." Dean said.

"OK I am meeting my sister in law." She said.

"What?" Dean asked.

"I invited , Joe , Heidi and the kids to the show. I mean we haven't seen them since Christmas." Karen stated as she continued to finish packing.

"That's fine Darlin' it will be nice to see them."

"Yeah."

"Karen damn it talk to me."

"Jon Bentley is right here I am not going to fight with you." She said.

"I am going for a work out." Dean said as he left the room.

Karen didn't even watch him leave as she kissed Bentley's cheek and just finished packing.

The next morning they kissed all three sleeping goodbye and left them with their nanny Amy who assured them they would be fine. The flight from Vegas to Detroit was quiet Karen didn't say anything.

"You think the kids will be ok?" Karen asked breaking the silence.

"Yes they will be fine Amy is amazing with them."

Karen nodded. "Sooo Summer Slam you and Roman taging together again huh?"

"Yeah that looks like the plan." Dean said.

"So a Shield reunion?"

"Maybe who knows. Anything is possible."

"I would rather see the shield back together than see Seth vs Cena." Karen said.

Dean chuckled. "Yeah not sure what creative is thinking with that move."

Karen asked smiled she went to grab his hand but hesitated but Dean softly grabbed her any way and kissed it.

"I love you!" He said.

"I love you too."

Once they landed in Detroit and headed to the arena they were met by Karen's family.

"HI how are you doing?" Heidi said hugging her sister in law.

"I am doing well thanks."

"How are my niece and nephews doing?" Joe asked.

"Growing every day. McKenna is starting school in the fall and Jagger is potty trained and Bentley is now walking." Dean said with proud.

"WOW I can't wait to see them again." Heidi said.

"Umm Jon honey why don't you take Madison and Carter and show them the ring." Karen suggested.

"Sure how about it?" Dean asked.

"Sweet!" Carter said.

"Yeah is that Star guy here?" Madison asked.

Dean smiled. "I am sure he is around here some where."

Karen and Heidi watched as Dean took them for a little tour.

"How about a walk?" Karen asked.

Heidi and Karen headed out side and started walking around and ended up walking on a board walk near the river.

"So how has everything been going?" Heidi asked.

"The kids are great. Kenna is so excited to be starting school I can't believe it to be honest. I mean this is the life I've always wanted I am married Dean Ambrose for crying out loud he's blessed me with this amazing life , we have a great house and he just traded in my car for a new one and he's is amazing and we have been blessed with three amazing kids but there .. there is a part of me that just isn't happy. What's wrong with me?" Karen finally admitted to her sister in law.

" There is nothing wrong with you." Heidi explained. "I can't imagine what your going through I mean your body changed your hormone levels are still getting back to a new normal. So it will take time. How your sex life?" She asked bluntly.

"What Sex life I haven't really let Jon touch me since the surgery!" She said softly.

"Do you not want it?" Heidi asked.

"Are you kidding? Have you seen my husband? Have you see him all sweaty and shirtless , Damn he still turns me on just like he did when we first met."

"Then what is the problem?" She asked.

"I just I don't think he finds me attractive any more I mean how could he! I'm just me I am over 30 now I've given birth to three kids and well I am empty I am less than a woman now. So why would he and he has all those fan girls all over him all the time! It doesn't matter if he's wearing a ring or not they want him I read , Twitter and Tumblr his fans girls are thirsty for him so why would he want me." She said.

"Karen come on Jon clearly loves you , he married you he's stuck by you and you two are great together. Always remember he chose you." Heidi said.

"What?" She asked confused.

"Think about when you met you handed him a note at the arena he didn't have to read it , he didn't even have to ask to talk to you but he did and look at you know you travel the world with your family. Karen this is the life I always knew you'd have it took you a minute to get it but now that you have it don't screw it up please." Heidi said.

"I know I remember in college I would come over and we would talk and I always prayed for this , I remember saying Heidi all I want in life is to be a wife and a mother and then one day I saw a random Moxley promo and that man changed my life who knew that those promos he cut in the indies would lead to this." Karen said.

"Just be open and honest with him. Tell him what you are thinking he's a guy so he wont understand but at least he will know what your thinking." Heidi said.

"Your right. I love him and our love our life and I want us to work I am tired of pushing him away."

"Then let him in. Love him and let him love you."

Karen nodded.

When they got back to the arena Karen didn't waist any time she went right up to Dean and pulled him into a deep romantic passionate kiss.

"I love you ... I love you so much." She said.

He kissed her back with just as much passion.

"I love you too." He told her as he pulled her into a hug and kissed her again his heart beating fast and he pulled her as close as he could to him. He had wanted to kiss her like this for so long but she was distant. He wasn't sure what changed and he knew they would talk about it but right now in this moment he had his wife back!

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