Chapter 21- The way I loved you
Kao's POV
Tyler's pale lips laid down on mine, it wasn't the same as kissing Hikaru. It made me feel dirty and left a bitter feel on my lips.
I'm only submissive for Hikaru right? RIGHT? Then why am I blushing?
Hikaru save me I don't know what to do.
I could see my beloved twin out the corner of my golden eyes. He was shocked he looked disgusted. Hikaru you idiot does it look like I'm kissing him back.
WAIT I AM KISSING HIM BACK.
HIKARU'S POV
"Kaoru" I whispered under my breath.
"TYLER!" I yelled slamming my pale fist into the stone wall.
Tyler smirked "what is it Ru"
"WHY THE HELL ARE YOU KISSING MY KAORU" my voice came out strained.
"You mean my Kaoru" Tyler corrected or at least thinks he corrected me, Kaoru is most certainly mine.
"No I didn't stutter I mean my Kaoru. NOW ILL BREAK YOUR NECK IF YA TOUCH HIM AGAIN" I hissed through clenched teeth. A large hand grasped my arm.
I turned "dad" I whispered shocked.
"Lower your voice and come with me" He said with a light smile.
"Finally" I smiled. He was here to put a stop to this.
The door opened and the first light I'd seen in weeks made me flinch.
I'd been sitting in the dark for almost a month.
I'd gotten used to talking to myself.
That's not good.
We came to a small room. In the center of the room was a table. A short round man was sitting at it. My father whispered in my ear "Answer these questions correctly and you can both go home."
I nodded and sat down at the table across from the man. Suddenly my twin was sitting at my side.
"Kaoru" I whispered.
Kaoru hushed me. The man sitting across from us said "This is somewhat like final questioning. If you guys deny the claims made against you then you can both go home"
Kaoru asked "Why are you even agreeing to any of this? I mean to let two people you consider insane walk away I mea-"
"Kaoru your father is paying me to let you two go as long as we can come to an agreement"
Kaoru simply nodded.
"Now lets begin. You will both agree to deny any incestuous claims made against you. You will also agree to put it all behind you and live away from each other for at least two years"
"Never" my hands shook on the table top.
"Beg pardon?" asked the man.
"I wont agree to that…keep us here! I won't give a damn, I love Kaoru body and soul so strong I don't care about anything if I can't be with him" My words came out cocky and slow so dad understood.
Dad was quiet for a while "I've got a couple of dikes for sons"
"Not only that" I smirked again "were gay for each other, your sweet Kao's not a virgin any more, god is that little cutie hot in bed" I smirked some more.
Dad was shocked he looked disgusted. Kaoru was a blushing wordless lump of flesh as if only there to take up room. Really he was giving me strength.
"I agree to those terms" Kaoru whispered softly….."think of mom" he looked at me with lifeless eyes.
Dad said "Very well then"
Kaoru was pissed, that much I knew but I had no idea why.
"Let them go" dad said just above a whisper.
That was shocking enough what really freaking shocked me was what I heard when I tried to kiss my lover.
"NO" Kaoru hissed "no more of that I'm moving out and probably going to live in an apartment but I don't care" Kaoru whispered but with cold eyes.
"Why" I asked breathlessly.
"You don't trust me at all you asshole, you can't read my mind, you wouldn't know. And I quote 'that little cutie is hot in bed' what the fucking hell I'm not some slut" he yelled the rest.
I wondered if he'd even heard me say how much I loved him or that I didn't wanna live without him.
months later
Kaoru scrubbed the glass plate with sudsy water as he stared out the window.
It was raining hard. The way it was the night Hikaru first kissed him. He hated these days, the days it rained so hard. The days it rained like lived in a small apartment with one bedroom. One's all he needed.
Hikaru was probably looking for him. He wouldn't find him.
Kaoru had moved to Paris. It was nice at times. But right now.
It made him miss Hikaru just a bit too much.