Hey, everyone! I'm kind of in a rush to post this. Sorry a good couple days has passed since my last update, but hey! At least a whole week hasn't passed.

I haven't read any of the reviews yet—there's probably only one—so I'm sorry if you submitted an idea, and I didn't write it. I haven't been home lately and my phone needs wifi to get on the Internet.

Well, thank you for the reviews, favs, follows and even reading!


T is for The First Time

Word Count: 1,013

Disclaimer: Nope.

Warning: Adult/implied themes and language.

Summary: So what I'm gonna do now is freak the freak out. (For the lack of a better summary)


Cat paced around the bathroom worriedly. The twenty-three-year old ran a hand through her curled to perfection hair frantically as a million thoughts began to jumble up inside the depths of her mind. One question alone seemed to scream louder than anything.

What on Earth am I going to do?

Cat whimpered. She absolutely had no idea.

Of course nerves had built up for what had occurred earlier that day, but nothing could compare to the emotions that were exploding throughout her entire being now. Earlier she had the love and support of her friends and family. Seeing their encouraging smiles and tears of joy had calmed the clenching in her stomach and all she felt were the warm felt butterflies rumbling within her. This is my moment; this is the day I've been dreaming of. And it was.

Everything went smoothly, according to plan—aside from a few surprises—, and all she felt was love and joy. She was ecstatic. Then all it took was the knowing smirks, wiggling of eyebrows and perverted comments to make all her nerves come back—times one million. As soon as the expensive hotel room door shut behind her, she excused herself before dashing into the bathroom—red faced and all.

The pressure was on. What would he think? Was this just as weird to him as it was to Cat? Would it be awkward? Would it hurt? She didn't like pain. Of course it's gonna hurt you idiot, she scolded herself. That's something going in you! Cat slapped her hands over her flushing face. She could not believe she just thought that. Before she could reprimand herself of her dirty mind, questions began accumulating in her head. Was he planning something freaky on the other side of the door? Did she stink? Should she brush her teeth? What if she peed! What if he made her—

"Cat?" knocks sounded out the door and in came the voice of the man in the other room she was practically having a panic attack over. Her heart nearly leapt from her chest at the sound of his voice. "Is everything all right in there? You've been in there for a while."

Cat held a hand over her heart that was erratically beating in the cage of bone it was contained in. She let out a nervous laugh as she pressed her back to the door that way he couldn't come in if he tried. She was going to pass out. She stretched out her arms and pressed the palms of her hands against the walls at either side of her to steady herself from falling. She was going to freaking pass out. "U-uh, yeah, everything's..." she trailed off as she tried thinking up of what to say. "Everything's just perfect, Beck," she lied with an uneasy smile and wavering in her voice.

"Okay, well, hurry up in there," a chuckle, "I might start thinking you fell in."

Cat's eyes widened as she inhaled deeply. At that she really wanted to cry. Beck was kidding of course, but that wasn't what made her state of dysphoria quickly spike. He wanted her to hurry. If anything, she wanted the world to slow down all together. If only a little. And nothing was calming her anxiety.

Cat knew it. She should have banged someone when given the chance. Robbie, Ryder, Daniel, Ethan; any of them! Or maybe even took Jade's advice and watched those how-to videos. At least then she'd have a slight idea of what to do.

"Jade, what is wrong with you?"

"What? I personally think porn is an art."

"Oh, aren't you cute?"

"I prefer the term sexy and don't...you...ever call me cute."

"You're right. I shouldn't because you're disgusting!"

"Oh, no one cares for your opinion, Vega."

"Would it kill you to call me Tori!"

"Um, hello? Cat here, and I'm still facing a crisis. I don't need you two arguing!"

Cat waved off the memory of her two friends. She quickly went to the sink and flicked her face with water hoping to lessen her apprehension. She followed both Tori and Jade's advice of the sexy underwear, but their stories of their first times as awkward experiences came to mind.

Cat, just breathe! She commanded looking at herself in the mirror. She groaned and began rubbing her temples. What if he thought she wasn't pretty enough? What if things would get weird between them?

You know what? she asked herself finally giving in. Jade's mantra came to mind. Fuck it, YOLO, right?

Cat internally screamed. She should definitely not be using the word 'fuck' at this time. That aside, she made a few preparations before giving herself an encouraging smile. She sucked in a breathe before swinging the bathroom door open. This was it.

She opened her eyes and saw that Beck's back was to her. He looked over his shoulders and caught her eye, giving her that lazy smile of his. He was untying his tie.

Cat couldn't help but grin. That simple pull of the corners of his lips was enough to make her uneasiness bubble away. She loved him, he loved her and she knew that maybe he was nervous too.

"We don't have to do this, you know? We can wait," he told her, turning fully to her.

Cat giggled, lunging for him and landing on top of him on the bed, no caring if her floor length dress could rip. She pressed her lips to his quickly and pulled back as soon as they had came. She sat up, straddling his hips. "Are you crazy?" She exclaimed. Beck sat up and propped himself up with his elbows.

Seeing the blush that crept onto his cheeks as he smirked bemusedly only made her smile widen and the twinkle in her orbs brighten even more.

"It is our wedding night, you know?"


Man, I should've trolled you guys and had their first time of something being completely different. Like, had you thinking they were about to get it on, but had them going onto a roller coaster instead. Oh my gosh, I should write that and add it onto here! Maybe.

Well, please leave a review! I'll get started on writing U and V. W is done. ^.^ I need ideas for X, Y, and Z though. Woah, only six more letters to go. O:

Thank you for reading!

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