Drifters love

Chapter twenty one

Sonic groaned and he opened his eyes slowly.

'What?' he thought, 'where am I?'

"Hello and welcome to my church of Darkness."

Sonic's eyes widened with confusion and he turned around very slowly.

Standing behind him stood Natuski.

"Now," she began an a demanding tone, "confess your sins and beg for forgiveness. This world cannot be in peace if no sins are confessed," she spoke, "beg me for your forgiveness, for am I this new world's goddess."

Sonic pulled out the dagger Rouge given him earlier, "you're no ones goddess!" he shouted as he went to through the dagger at girl.

She chuckled evilly, then, the room got dark.

"W…what is this?"

"What's your biggest desire?" her voice echoed, but she was nowhere in sight, "tell," she repeated, "tell me your heart's true desire."

He froze and he slowly, but hesitantly, lowered the dagger. His desire? He knew what desire he truly wanted.

The girl chuckled and a mirror suddenly appeared in front of Sonic. Showing in that mirror was both him and shadow.

The time when Shadow wouldn't speak of his past to him, so he ripped away his shirt and licked the scar.

Soon, he could feel Natsuki's breath on his neck as she spoke, "your TRUE desire."

He couldn't deny it. He wanted Shadow. He wanted Shadow more then anything in the world.

Un-sure, he continued to stare at the mirror. For some reason it was almost a deep, never ending darkness that was pulling both his heart and his soul in. he couldn't help but to stare.

In replace of her reflection, the reflection of Shadow appeared.

"True desire to be with him. But you can't because you're both boys AND because he's in love with his own brother. The world is cruel."

Sonic felt almost hypnotized as he felt 'Shadow's' hand travel down his body and stopped at that certain area, but he didn't react.

He didn't pull away or even smack her away. He just sat there and let her continue to touch him and let her hand trace his body.

'Shadow' chuckled as he undid Sonic's pants, "to be with ME, isn't that what you truly want? You could hardly give a shit to what happens to Mobius, right?" he whispered in his ear.

"please…" Sonic managed to speak, "how…how can I get Shadow to be with me?…how can I get him to notice me? I want him to notice me…I want him to be with me…"

The image of Natsuki soon reappeared and she chuckled.

"listen to your desires," she picked up the dagger and placed it firmly into Sonic's hand and forced him to grasp it, "and kill him."

'kill him?' Sonic thought as all of his attention was now focused on that very dagger, 'killing him would make him notice me…'

Before he even fully knew what was happening, he was sitting in the middle of the floor of the very old church.

He could hear the rough scrapping of a large door being opened with some force. Then, the echoing of footsteps.

'Kill him…' was all sonic could think about, 'that's the only way…'

Sonic felt a hand touch his back gently, "Sonic…" that voice.

"Shadow…?"

The ebony hedgehog nodded and he smiled slightly, "yes," he whispered gently, "it's me."

Before he knew what had happened, Sonic had his body pinned down with the dagger at his throat. Blood ran down his neck as Sonic continued to put pressure on the dagger.

"Sonic?" he questioned the blue hedgehog as his voice broke and his body shook with shock and confusion and fear for both him and Sonic, "what's going on? Why are you…"

Tears welled up in Sonic's emerald eyes and Shadow knew the queen had forced him into something that he did not want to do.

"I'm going to kill you, Shadow…" Sonic finally answered.

Shadow gasped slightly and his eyes widened as his pupils shrunk, "what? Kill me?" he questioned.

None of this made the slightest bit of sense to him, 'did I do something to hurt him?' he thought.

"I'm going to kill you! And then myself!"

To be continued…

uh-oh. trouble for poor shadow and the very confused Sonic. sorry, again, about the lenght of this chapter. i was also hoping it would've been longer then this but it wasn't so my bad.

don't worry. i'm just as aggitated as you guys are. the next yaoi story which is, hopefully key of salvation, the sequal to Romanticide will be longer in lenght. not so much in chapters even though i'm only on chapter 9 in the writing part of it.

this story is on it's way of being finished. 3 more chapters and lemon between sonadow is next. not between dark and shadow or shadrouge but the actual sonadow lol so yayy!

well R&R! and i hope your all looking forward to key of salvation.