Darlings it appears that a lot of you like to read about Austin losing his shit. Anyways, so I'm extremely grateful for your reviews. I just wanted to broach a subject really quick, while I absolutely love and appreciate your suggestions for the story and take them into serious consideration... A topic that I will not be writing about is self harm, it just hits way too close to home. I just can't for personal reasons, truthfully I can't even read about it without balling my eyes out. I'm sorry if some of you are disappointed, but I really just can't do it. I hope that you can respect my wishes and come to an understanding about it. Thank you for all of your support and respecting my decision not to write about it.

LOVE YOU GUYS! XO

Disclaimer: I don't own Austin and Ally or The Disney Channel.

Ally's POV

I wakeup and my phone is literally blowing up, I'm en-caged because I'm in Logan's arms. I go to reach for my phone and see that Austin called me at what would be three o'clock in the morning in Miami, and he just called me again about twenty minutes or so ago. I also see that I have a text from Trish. . I know that we said that we were going to put clothes on, but that just didn't happen, well it did but not for long. Half way through the night I woke up sweating and just took all of my clothes off again. I decided that I was hot, and so what if I maybe wanted to taunt him a little this morning. Only, problem is I lift the covers slightly and notice that he's in the nude under the blankets, I look and see his boxers on the floor. I carefully remove myself out of Logan's arms and get up out of the bed, slip on my black silk nighty over my head and walk up the spiral stairs to the library suite

Does he sleep naked?

I'm totally okay with that.

To Ally from Trish

Bestie! Your song is sooooooooooooooooooo hot! BTW Austin heard it and called me flipping a shit.

I decide to text her back.

To Trish from Ally

I'm so glad that you love my song! Austin flipping a shit? If only he knew what I did last night, who I did last night.

To Ally from Trish

!

Now, Trish sending me an exclamation point is code for spill and the equivalent to a jaw dropping emojii smiley face.

To Trish from Ally

Yes, I'll tell you. Well, at the night club we were at, I made out with an Irish guy super hot named Colin, then Dez, while I didn't make out with Logan at the nightclub. We went to turn in for the night and he came to my suite visibly upset, well Logan and I had sex last night.

To Ally from Trish

:-O My jaw just hit the floor. I wish that I could have been there to be your wing-woman. It looks like you managed okay though. ;-) So are you and Logan together, together?

To Trish from Ally

Trish! Way to make me blush! I think that Logan wants to be, but I don't want a relationship right now. I'm really fucking angry about Austin and everything he's done. He literally just destroyed me. Oh, and even though Dez confessed he 'wants me' thanks to fucking Austin I can't even conceive and wrap my head around being with Dez, even if I wanted to. He kissed me last night. I can't trust men now because I got burned by Austin.

To Ally from Trish

Holy fucking shit. Well, I'm not surprised about Dez's feelings. It's not my place to tell you, that's for him to say if and when he feels ready. As for Logan, if he's trying to be nice to you. Let him! You're single, you don't have to commit to him just yet, do you baby girl. Ally, its been a month.. you can tell me do you miss Austin? I won't tell him any of this, I swear. You get first dibs when it comes to my unwavering loyalty.

To Trish from Ally

Yes, I wish I didn't miss him though. :-( I really miss you. I made a friend, her name's Jess and she's Logan's cousin. She's awesome, but she's not you. :( No one will ever be as close of a friend to me as you are.

To Ally from Trish

I will come out as soon as I can. I need to find Austin a songwriter.

To Trish from Ally

I gotta go. Logan's waking up now. Love you! xo

I sent Trish the last text, just as I expected Logan's stirring in his sleep, I peer over the edge of the railing and see him starting to open up his gorgeous green eyes. I decide to watch him from where I'm sitting upstairs in my suite. He rolls over and opens his eyes, he groans and is upset that I'm not in bed with him. He looks disappointed. He gets out of bed, slides on his boxers and I become engrossed in the book that I'm reading, The Best of Me by Nicholas Sparks. I'm reading about these high school sweethearts Dawson and Amanda who have been separated for twenty years and I guess find their way back to each other because of a death of someone close to them both? Who knows. I've just read this part,

"Everyone wanted to believe that endless love was possible. She'd believed in it once, too, back when she was eighteen."

I'm on the verge of tears and pulled out of my thoughts when I'm sitting on the love seat and I hear a husky voice,

"Morning, Gorgeous." He kisses my shoulder.

"Morning, Handsome." He turns my body to face him and I try to smile at him, but I'm just I.

"Ally, what's wrong?" He places his hands on my arm urging me to talk to him and to tell him why I look upset.

"It's nothing."

Seriously, you're the worst liar!

"I think I heard your phone ringing earlier. It was Scars by Papa Roach."

I don't say anything for a few minutes. He speaks up, "It was him, wasn't it. Is that your ringtone for him?" Again, I'm rendered speechless and I just start crying a endless waterfall of tears.

"You're too beautiful to cry. Please don't, he's not worth it. Did you call him back or respond to him? Do you need to? I can give you space if you want or need to call him. I mean I don't really want to, because you're so upset, but-"

I just start getting even more upset, I open my eyes and look up at him. "I'm sorry I'm such a fucking train wreck Logan. I don't know why the hell you'd want to be with me when I have so much baggage."

"I want to be with you, because I care about you. Are you having any regrets about us having sex? Because I'm not. It felt so good being with you like that."

"No, I'm not. I just- it's not f-" He cuts me off by putting his lips on mine. I kiss him back hungrily like I could eat him for breakfast. He starts nibbling on my ear eliciting a moan. He starts kissing my neck and I just turn into a huge puddle, his touch is something new, so different and I just can't explain how Logan makes me feel. He brings his face back up to mine and pulls us down onto the couch with me now straddling him. Kissing him hotly and while our tongues battle for dominance and he wins.

Once again, my loins start burning with desire and I begin to grind and move my hips around and while on top of him. He lifts up my long black nighty, with the two slits on each side exposing my legs. "It's not nice to tease me, Princess." I bite on his neck, causing his morning wood to harden even further "Who says that I'm teasing?" I give him one more peck on the lips, then his cheek and get off his lap, run down the spiral stairs leaving him in shock but laughing.

"Oooohhhhh you're so going to get it when I catch you." I hear him follow me down the spiral stairs and I scream laughing loudly.

"Ha! Good luck with that your not freaking Superman, it's not like you can fly and swoop me up." I yell to him sarcastically and playfully at the same time.

" I may not be Superman, but I can still be your Superhero." I can hear the smirk in his voice, and as I turn I can see it as well. I freeze. That one word, the one that I know all too well. I'm lost in my thoughts that he's able to catch me and pick me up in his arms and dropping us both backwards onto my bed.

Austin, I never called him back. Then again. Do I even have anything to say to him? He's probably called Dez already.

Austin's POV

Fucking great. Trish hung up on me again. Dez did say to call him if I need him, so that's what I'm going to do I'm going to call him. He picks up on the fourth ring,

"Hello?" He sounds really drunk?

"Dez, buddy! I called Ally before and she didn't answer me. Why do you sound upset? Is Ally okay?"

"She's fine. Shes with LOGAN. I heard them on the way back man... Why couldn't it be me? I have always been there. I lo-"

"Nothing you are saying is making any sense, man."

"Logan, Ally, should have been me." Dez says and he sounds drunk and he's feeling down.

Logan? She's with Logan?

Just wait for it.

"We danced last night at the bar and made out. She should have came home with me. I'm the one that's picking up the pieces. I'm the one that's always here for her. I'm the one that would do anything for her to make her happy, yet she's with Logan."

"Dez you're rambling."

"I just can't believe this. This is all your fault, Austin. I wouldn't feel the way I do right now if you could just get your shit together."

"You what? What are you talking about? What do you mean that she's with him. Why? Dez, you're going to have to try and help me out here. Whats going on? Are you drinking right now?"

Dez doesn't respond to my question about drinking so I'll just assume based on his non-coherent sentences that he is, "Austin, Ally's sleeping with him."

"But she hasn't slept with anyone since-"

I drop the phone out of my hands. I'm not even sure if I said that out loud or it's all in my head.

What just happened? Did I hear him right?

Dez said Ally's sleeping with Logan. If you were paying attention, that wasn't the only thing that he was trying to tell you.

Is Dez telling me the truth?

Does he have a reason to lie about it? Didn't you hear him? He sounded upset, he also said that he made out with her last night but of course all your heard was Ally's sleeping with Logan. I'll bet that Dez really did hear it and that's why he feels Like..

Devastated? Wanted it to be him instead? Dez is obviously drunk, is he imagining things?

Would you imagine hearing the girl you love fucking some other guy and screaming his name? As for Dez being upset, I think that it's more than that, but you continue to be fucking naive until he just comes out and tells you.

Ally is sleeping with Logan. I'm so fucking mad right now I can't even see straight.

It's called jealousy, well more like envy because Logan has what you want.

Dez and Ally impossible.

Actually it's not. Your mom even said that while she thinks that it's not likely, because in the video Logan's kissing her that doesn't mean that Dez doesn't have a chance.

This is fucking insane.

I'm so overcome with emotions, that I feel like I am going to completely fucking lose it. I'm in my bedroom and throw something at my mirror causing it to crack, and shatter, knock it off the wall completely. Oh well, I'll just fucking replace that.

That's the problem. You destroy something or someone and then you just replace it or them.

SHUT THE FUCK UP, I DO NOT!

Yes, yes you do! Now, just fucking go down to the basement so you don't end up having to replace the entire house.

I decide to listen and go downstairs to my basement and start beating the fucking shit out of the punching bag. With each punch I envision Logan, the dick who was kissing Ally in the video sent to me. He's fucking sleeping with Ally! She hasn't been with anyone since me! What the FUCK! I start to imagine his hands all over her, kissing her neck, her lips, his dick inside of her.

I scream and kick the fucking boxing bag so hard I nearly take it out of the ceiling.

GOD FUCKING DAMN IT!

After hitting the bag constantly for the last two hours. I go upstairs to my room and grab my phone.

She never called me back.

That's fucking it.

To Trish from Austin

We're going out tonight, bring Jace with you if you want.

To Austin from Trish

I swear to God if you do anything stupid.

To Trish from Austin

Dez just told me something and I just punched the punching bag for two hours straight. I'm not going to get into this with you. You either come out or don't. I don't give a fuck! I am perfectly capable of going out and partying myself.

Oh, it's fucking on.

You're never going to learn. Are you?

A/N: So, this is short, straight and right to the point. Thoughts?

How do you think Ally's feeling?

Austin? What was Dez telling Austin or trying to rather?

Logan?