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It sounded like my Jasper. It didn't look like him at all. The hair was much too messy and pulled back into a ponytail.. Not hanging in front of those gorgeous eyes.
The ice blue eyes were empty. No emotions, nothing.. There were bags underneath the eyes, they were red and purple in color. One was turning black. His lips were a little swollen and his jaw had a tiny cut on one side and a bruise on the other. He wasn't wearing a shirt.. I looked down. He was marked with bruises and red marks. From his left eye to his hips. His arms had red marks on them as well.
"Honey.. ?" I snapped out of my Japer-oogling daze. I focused on his eyes. Trying to read his emotions but again… nothing.
"Yes Jasper?" I was trying to be strong. My body was just in complete panic mode, my ribs were killing me.. But I wanted to have my time with Jasper. I knew he didn't mean to do it.
"Are you…." He looked down, shoving his hands into his jean pockets. Looking back up at me, his eyes watering. "Are you… okay? I didn't realize what I was doing… I didn't know… I'm So sorry… I broke my promise.. I became Ed--"
I pushed his shoulder. "Hey! You are not him. Never compare yourself to that son of a bitch. Don't you fucking ever think that"
"You think because I was stupid not to ask you if you needed a shoulder to cry on… that it gives you the right to compare yourself to the world's lowest of lowly scum? I don't think so Jasper Whitlock" I was fuming. Body hurting me or not, I was going to let him have it.
"I'm so sorry. I just… I cant believe this.. I…. I know your sore… can.." He moved a little closer to me and I flinched a little. "I'm sorry… Can I.. be this close to you, touch you? Just tell me if its too much."
He extended his arm.. I didn't want him to continue to beat himself up. Far as I was concerned it was all my fault. I was warned of his temper many times. I should've lft him alone, should've read him better.
I stopped the voices in my head going back and forth and grabbed his arm pulling him to me. "As long as you don't hug me too tightly or touch the rear of my rib cage, we're fine" I kissed his chest. "I'm so sorry to have made you fly off the handle like that Jazz. I should've known better and left you alone."
He kissed the top of my head. "No Darlin' I should've told you from the beginning not to come after me… you were just being the loving girlfriend. I just don't know what happened. I think… it'd be a good idea if, I stayed here a while with my dad….You can stay at my place or Peter's if you like. I need to.. Figure this out."
I wasn't separating myself from him again. "No, we'll figure it out together. I love you and you love me. Isn't that what people are suppose to do? Help their loved ones through stuff, figure it out together? We're better together than we ever could be apart Jazz."
He Sighed. "Your right. We are better together. Are you feeling any pain right now darlin' ? I don't want to put you through anymore." he took a deep breath and let me go.
"Hey, I wasn't finished hugging you Mister Whitlock. For your information, I feel no pain when I'm with you. So Relax… I have already forgotten last night. I Love you Mr. Whitlock." I pulled his neck down to me and kissed his favourite spot.
"I love you too li' lady. More then you'll ever know" He took my hand and walked me over to a shady spot, under a big oak tree. I looked at him and in his eyes, the sparkle was coming back.
"You look more alive now" I laid on top of him, not wanting to put pressure on my back
"That's because my reason to stay alive told me she's alright and to stop fretting." That sexy crooked grin came across his face. I couldn't resist.
I kissed him furiously. After a short while, I felt the bulge in his jeans growing. "Darlin'.. can we pick this up when we get home?" he lifted himself on his elbows, in turn, giving himself more room to distance us.
"What if I want to have some fun right now cowboy? This won't come later." He was giving into me. "On second thought, maybe.. We should wait a few weeks, when I'm better" I was laughing internally.
He Groaned. "It's been 8 months and when you finally want to have your way with me, you want to wait even longer?"
I giggled. "Well, I want to be in tip top shape, besides.. You don't want to be pleasured without pleasuring me now do you?"
He growled. God that was sexy. "No, this time, you are going to cum profusely around me first.. And you aren't going to handle being teased. Believe me Li' lady, your in for some serious pleasure." He winked at me.
**More will come tomorrow night. ENJOY!**