B POV.
"Bella. As much as I want to I can't do this..." Edward said his voice breaking.
I couldn't hear this. Not now, I took off the ring he had given me only a few minutes ago and threw it across the room. I grabbed his robe from the end of his bed and ran to the bathroom crying.
Why had I thought it was a good idea to ever let anyone in? He was too good for me. Why did I believe he wouldn't hurt me? I heard him banging on the door, I hear him begging for me to let him in. I blocked it out though; it mixed with my tears as they fell to the floor.
"Go away." I shouted my voice breaking as I cried over him. But still he kept banging and calling out to me.
Hours past, he left a few minutes ago, I think he went to get Alice. I cuddled up in his robe. It smelt just like him. It was pain and pleasure, the sweetest torture. Just when I was getting lost among my thought I heard Alice's soft knock on the hard wood door.
"Bella sweetie, I have some clothes out here for you, please open up so we can get you dressed then get you home into bed." Her voice was so full of concern; it made me cry even more.
I stood up and shakily walked over to the door and flicked the lock before sinking to the floor next to it. She walked in softly and looked at me with concern. "Please Alice," I begged, my voice weak from all the crying. "Please, I can't talk about it right now." I said, fighting back the tears that threatened to break through my eyes. She just smiled softly, said ok and handed me a warm pair of gray track pants and a black hoodie.
"Let's just get you home." She said. I could hear it in her voice though, she felt sympathy for me. I don't need her sympathy though, I knew this was coming and still I let my self fall. Fall in love with a man who was far too good for me. Fall for his charm and his kind words.
I wrapped my arms around myself as we exited his building. Holding onto myself to stop me from falling apart. We were back at our apartment building in no time; for once I didn't care about Alice's speeding. It was all a blur to me anyway.
I walked blindly up the stairs and into my room where I just fell on the bed and wrapped myself up in the covers, falling into the welcome black of unconsciousness.
Bree here, sorry its
been awhile, I have been caught up in my other story and I am really
sorry for neglecting this one. To keep interest up im gona try
something that worked on How To Get An A review and you get a
sneak peak of what coming next.
Love
Bree.
