Rose

Jackie had come in 20 minutes ago to wake me up. It was almost as though she thought I had slept last night.

My Doctor had been there yesterday and yet he had never felt farther away. So I had decided to skip work today, partly because my lack of sleep would highly affect my performance (not like I ever slept) and partly because the emptiness in my chest seemed to have expanded overnight.

I stare at the ceiling for what feels like hours until Jackie finally comes in. "You okay, love?" she says before sitting on the side of my bed.

I had kept back my tears when I was in front of people until now. I shake my head and cry so much that she pulls me into a hug. The hug however was only making it worse because it should have been the Doctor that was comforting me.

He hadn't looked back, or maybe he had I hadn't been looking. It had been hard, way too hard to face him. I didn't want to have to say goodbye to him again.

I think what was hurting the most was that he already had a new companion. I could just imagine him in the console room being lonely then just thinking to himself "She's human I was going to lose her eventually," then just moving on and picking up the one person he knows he could end up being with.

I cry for a long time and can't help but wonder if the Doctor even shed a single tear for me. I know he doesn't cry but come on! I was sure however that he had and somehow for whatever sick reason it made me feel kind of better.

The doctor

I land the TARDIS on earth and call River. Once she is in the console room she immediately knows what's going to happen.

"I guess I will see you in the future, River." I say.

Strangely enough she just nods and exits the TARDIS. Once again it was empty.

I sigh and for the first time in what seems like much too long I cry. I cry for 14 minutes 57 seconds because Rose is gone and I miss her and I just want her back sooner.

Once I am consoled I decide that maybe a walk would be a good idea so that is what I do.

I walk out of the TARDIS and walk up a few streets and alley ways. As I walk past yet another community playground something catches my eye. There was an advertisement on a street lamp for a drama club starting in 2 days.

I think about it for a second before deciding that maybe something to take my mind of the current situation would be good, even if it was a drama class.

A/N

Hey guys! I am sorry I haven't uploaded for a few days but I am on Christmas break for 2 weeks now so I shall be uploading a lot more! So before you get all sceptical about the idea of a drama club, just hear me out on it. To be thoroughly honest guys it won't last it is just a way to introduce my own character, Megan.

I am sure that I will be seeing you all before Christmas but if not Merry Christmas from me!