Chapter 20: Break IN

"It's like she put all my emotions in a blender hit blend, but forgot the lid and all my emotions went flying all over the place!"
-ISA TKM

Jacob's POV

I was angry, I knew that and they knew that. So, when you think about it there was no point in trying to make me calm down. I ran away from them and shifted, I don't care if those were my last pair of jeans, I ran faster when I was on four paws.

It was windy and cold and the roads were still slippery and wet from last night's thunderstorm, the sky was gray, no sun, and no birds. This weather was typical in Forks, everyday life really.

The wind blew in my face, but I didn't feel cold. The trees and sky, and ground blurred past me, all I saw were mossy greens, and dark browns, and grays. Occasionally I would run through a puddle, or some stupid bug would fly in my mouth and of course I would have to spit it out in disgust and have the nasty flavor in my mouth for about five minutes, this was all normal to me.

Normal, what did I know about normal I wonder. I was a werewolf, or as Bella's wizard/sorceress friends put it a shapeshifter, whatever. I thought about going to Bella's house and talking to her about it, she always calmed me down.

But I bet she was talking to that bloodsucking leech Edward Cullen instead. How could she hang out with them knowing what they are, and that they're killers.

I wish she could use her powers to incase them in ice, and then drop em' into a active volcanoe and then make said volcanoe erupt and blow the leech stones into pieces.

Yeah, and maybe she'll confess her love to you, and then you two will date and get married and all your dreams can come true. A voice mocked me.

I growled, thinking it was Leah or Brady.

Then I realizied that voice came from me, inside my head.

Duh dumb-ass. It said.

I got angry again, I started to run faster. I wasn't sure where I was or where I was going right now. And for the moment I didn't give a damn.

I saw a famaliar white house in my eyesight, I looked into the window, I could see the living room and the kitchen. I saw making herself a sandwhich, no two. She gave one to her husband what's his name?

Oh yeah. Phil.

They sat together on the couch, eating and watching TV. It was on sports, before Mrs. Swan grabbed the remote and changed it to oxygen. Surprisingly, he didn't complain, he just sat there as if she didn't just change the channel to a woman channel.

He must really be in love with her.

I pictured myself doing that for Bella, I pictured us eating sandwhichs and watching TV together on the couch. I also imagined us having a child.

Please the highest affection you gotten from Bella were hugs. The voice scoffed. Oh so you're back, I thought. I can't believe I'm talking to a voice inside my head!

And then I heard a car driving in the direction of the house, I quickly retreated to the woods.

I saw a silver Volvo, I bit back a jealous growl.

Jakey's got the little green monstor!

I saw the leech opening Bella's door for her, she got out. He walked her to the front porch, I payed close attention to their conversation.

"Goodnight," Bella said. "Goodnight," Edward replied. They stared into each other's eyes like they were pulled into some kind of trance.

They should have gone their seprate ways by now, that's kind of what you do when you say goodnight.

I really hope they don't kiss.

And as if on cue, they kissed.

One long lip-to-lip kiss, and what really hurt is that Bella wanted to deepen the kiss, but when she put her arms around his neck, he pulled back.

My emotions were all over the place, on one hand I was happy that they stopped kissing. I was angry and offended because of that too, as if Bella wasn't good enough to kiss.

And on one hand I was hurt. Because I lost her.

How can you lose something you never had?

I wasn't angry at the voice this time, I chose to accept it's words instead. She was never mine. But I'll change that.
I turned my back on them and ran back to La Push.

"So sweet love seemed on April's morn. When first we kissed beside the thorn, So strangely sweet, it was not strange We thought love could never change."

-Robert Bridges

Bella's POV

One minute I'm in a trance like state staring into Edward's warm golden eyes, the next we kissed. It was sweet and soft, and lasted a bit longer than I thought it would.
I wrapped my arms around his neck to deepen the kiss, if Renee was watching I really couldn't care right now.

I loved him, and I was sure of it.

But Edward pulled away, I was instantly hurt. I felt rejected, maybe he didn't love me.
My true emotions must have reflected in my eyes because he immediatly started to comfort me.

"No, no I'm not rejecting you love," Edward soothed. Love? My ears perked up at this. "Love?" I squeaked. "Yes, I love you, do you not feel the same way?" he asked.
"I love you too," I told him.

He grinned a crooked grin. I was dazzled, momentarily. "I just think we should have some boundaries," Edward said. "Because....." I asked. "Because I'm a vampire, and I don't want to test my self control too much and accidently kill you when I kiss you," Edward told me, his forehead against mine.

"But I can protect myself with my magic just fine if you try, and it's just a kiss," I said. "Don't be reckless love," he said. I really loved it when he said that. We were so close, everything was so quiet, then we kissed again.

Short and simple, but it felt like so much more.

"I have to go and hunt," Edward said, he told me goodnight (again) and left in his Volvo.

I unlocked the door and twisted the door knob prepared for all the ridicoulus questions my crazy mother would throw at me. But instead when I opened the door and hung my coat, she and Phil were watching TV.

I cleared my throat, they didn't even turn around. When I walked into the living room and looked over them from behind the couch, I saw that they were asleep. I quietly turned off the TV, and draped a quilt over their bodies.

I turned off the lights, and carefully climbed upstairs to my room.

I changed and brushed my teeth, trying my best to keep quiet and not wake my parents. I tied my hair into a ponytail and crawled into bed and fell asleep.

The next morning was my day off, and since I don't go to school anymore I had nothing to do, that was planned by me anyway.

"Ow!" Renee moaned, her hands behind her back. "What's wrong?" I asked. "My back is killing me, and all because for sleeping on that lumby couch!" Renee snapped.

"Looks like someone woke up on the wrong side of the couch today," Phil said, and took a sip of his coffee. "How come you are so chipper? doesn't your back hurt?" Renee asked.

"Nope," Phil piped, "I've spent 10 years tracking down animals and sleeping on the dirt floors, with rocks on my back a lumpy couch doesn't do anything to me," he said.

Renee huffed, and walked upstairs to the bathroom, groaning in pain every now and then.

Phil shook his newspaper and opened it, going to the sports section of the newspaper as usual. I glanced at the front page as I sat down with my bowl of cereal, I saw the headlines.

Thirteen year old girl claims to see aliens

Being not a complete human I keeo an eye out for anything strange because an 'aliens' could actually be a wizard wearing weird clothes and doing magic.

"Can I see that newspaper Phil?" I asked. "Sure," he answered, and held it out to me. "I've got to go it's time for work," Phil said standing up. "What's the animal problem exactly?" I asked.

"Animals wondering off into town," Phil replied before leaving. I may not be a very good liar myself, but my gut told me that Phil, Sue, and Lillan was only telling us part of the truth.

When was the last time I saw Angela or spoke to her? I wondered, off tangently.

Forgetting the newspaper I went over to the garage and jumped into my midnight blue convertible, I turned the keys into the ignition and drove to Angela's house.

As I drove closer, I felt strange. I felt that something was wrong, I just wasn't sure what. I parked, and jumped out suddenly very anxious to see Angela.

I knocked twice very quickly on the door. Lillan opened the door, before she could get a word out I immediately asked, "Where's Angela?"

She seemed taken aback, she recovered and straightend her back and said courtly, "She's not here."

"Well, then where is she?" I asked. "Visiting her uncle in Los Angeles for the weekend," she answered, quickly. I stared her in the eye, who was I to say she was lying I didn't know her at all.

But, I just had to find out for myself.

"Okay, tell her I came by," I said calmly.

"Will do," she answered politely. I quickly conjured the suit Haley gave me and did a levitation spell and levitated myself to Angela's bedroom window.

I opened the window and snuck in. I felt partly bad for sneaking into someone else's home, and my friend's bedroom. I shook it off and focused, I heard Lillian weeping.

I quietly stepped down the stairs, she was on the phone. "Sue I don't know what to do, I was stupid I know-" Sue started talking. "I know, I know I just didn't think this would happen, I called her every 15 minutes, but the minute she didn't call back I knew something was wrong, but it...was..too..late."

And she sobbed again, as Sue talked to her on the phone. I let this sink in, who could they be talking about? As soon as I thought that, I gasped aloud. They were talking about Angela!

Lillain stood up, "Who's there?" she asked. I took a few steps back, and ran upstairs but I tripped over the edge of a carpet. Lillain ran after me, I opened a random door, and closed it behind as Lillain pounded her fsts against it. I quickly locked it, and looked around.

The bathroom.

It had no windows. I started to panic, then I heard a voice. "Step back Lillain!" The voice was famaliar but I had no time to think about it, I knew i was invisible and possibly they knew that.

I needed to escape. "Teleportius," I whispered and I teleported to my car. Then I quickly did the spell again and teleported back home.

I took deep breathes, they were going to find me I knew they would. Why did I have myself invisble and sneak into a house but leave my car in front of said house!?

I walked into the kitchen, I poured a glass of cold water to help me calm my nerves. The phone rang, I jumped. "Hello?" I asked, cautiously. "Bella, where are you?" the voice asked. "Who are you?" I asked, I checked the caller ID but the number was blocked.

"It's Sam!" he said angrily. Sam, the Alpha of the pack. "Why are you calling me?" I asked. "How much did you hear?" he asked. "Of..." I trailed off.

"Bella! Stop playing stupid! We both know you were the one who snuck into Lillian's house! We saw your car in front of the house!" I sighed, "Okay, so what if I did? If something happened to Angela I could help!" I said. "You. Are. Just. A. Kid." Sam said, saying each word slowly as if I was a baby.

"So, are most of the members in your pack," I retorted. "Not the point," Sam said, I grinned. "Besides you don't know what we're dealing with," Sam said.

"I had a avenged vampire trying to kill me and killing other people who looked like me just for her own twisted satasfication, I am capable of things," I said.

Sam sighed, "It's not that you're not incapable of things, it's just too dangerous." And with that he hunged up. I put down the phone, I turned around and saw something whip by. I blinked, but I saw nothing there.