A/N: Hey, I am very sorry I was not posting at all this week or over the weekend, I was totally distracted and my weekend was crazy. I kind of have an idea of what I am going to write but don't laugh because I am only getting ideas for when they are dating, it is making me very mad. Right now they are in the summer between 5th and 6th year.

Chapter 21

Lily's POV

I opened my eyes, waking up from a very deep sleep. I had dreamed about James. I wasn't hiding my feelings for him anymore, but I just cant date him. He asks me out about every week, even when we are on vacation. Even Alice, Marlene and Mary keep on sending me owls saying that I should say yes to him. I don't think so.

I looked out the window to see the sun shining through. The window was open so I also heard the birds singing. I looked over at my clock and it said, 10:28. Wow, I slept in. I lazily got out of bed ad changed into some jeans and a t-shirt. I out on some flip-flops and walked downstairs.

"Good morning, sweetie." My dad said to me, drinking his coffee and looking up from his morning paper.

"Morning, Dad. Anything good in the paper?" I asked, setting down a glass and going to the refrigerator to grab the orange juice.

"yes, actually, what do you call non-wizard folk?" He asked with a hand on his head trying to remember.

"Muggles."

"Yes, yes," He snapped remembering the name. "Well, it says here that a family down in the country was killed and they haven't found how they died," My eyes went wide. "Now, doesn't that mean that they were most likely killed by what's-his-face?"

"Voldemort." I corrected him. I heard a gasp from behind me and looked around to see Petunia standing on the stairs.

"Aren't you not supposed to say his name?" She said in a mimicking voice with a shocked look.

I lifted up my nose and spoke to her. "Fear of the name only increases fear of the thing itself,"

"Freak." She said, her lip curling up. The words spit out of her mouth as out of habit. She started walking towards the front door.

"Now, that wasn't called for," My dad looked up from the paper again. "Where are you going?"

"Do see Vernon." She walked out the door swiftly. I quickly drank my orange juice and went for the door.

"Where are you going?" My dad asked laughing.

"Just to the park, I'll be back soon." I answered him, he nodded.

I walked out the door, leaving the cool shelter of my house and got a blast in the face with heat. I was so hot out, but I liked him. I really did not like being cold. I walked across the street and sat down on the swing. There were little kids running around playing tag. I started swinging very slightly and started watching some birds chase each other around. I just started to think what it would be like if Voldemort wasn't so powerful. So many children would have parents and so many parents would have children. Life would be simple and not have everyone cringe when someone says his name. I looked over at the street and saw Snape walking over here. I sighed.

"Hi, Lily." He said very shyly sitting on the swing next to me.

"What?" I snapped.

""I just said hi."

"Well, I don't want to talk to you." I looked the other way.

"Why are you being so much like...James lately?" He shuddered when he said James' name.

"Why are you being such a Slytherin?"

"What is that supposed to mean?" He shot up out of the chair and looked confused but angry.

"That means, you promise you would never call me a mudblood, but you did—"

"But—" He interrupted me, but I interrupted me.

"Let me talk. You are going around cursing everyone for the fun of it, with your little Death Eater buddies. If anyone is acting like James, it's you." I crossed my arms.

"Don't. You. Talk. About. Me. Like. That. Ever."

"Well, if its who you are then I cant really do anything about it. You chose your path and now I took mine. I am actually starting to really fancy Potter." I said sticking my nose in the air as a, "take that".

"Don't say that, please." He was shaking with anger.

"Oh, yeah and did you see our kiss in front of the whole school, yup, that was us and—" I was interrupted by a scream.

"AVADA KEDAVRA!" I turned and saw a flash of green light go through my house.

"No!" I sobbed and ran towards my house. I opened the door to see my dad's dead body on the floor and Voldemort pointing a wand at my mom who was on the stairs. I screamed, sobbing, tears streaming down my face.

"Oh, how wonderful, Miss Lily has come to watch her mother die!" He looked so entertained. He was so cruel. My heart was so shattered. I felt so weak . I could not feel anything. "Snape, hold her so she can watch her mother's life drain out of her body." I looked behind me and Snape grabbed my arms, he looked so evil.

"AVADA KEDAVRA!"

"NO!" I screamed. "MOM!" I could hear Voldemort cackling. The green light shot out of the end of his wand and hit my mom. I could see the light run out of her eyes like a cheetah. Snape let go of me as I fell to the floor. I held my heart. It was so painful. My parents were gone, and Snape helped. I looked up at Severus. His eyes were so full of sorry and worry. "You should be ashamed of yourself, my parents loved you, and you helped them die. How could you?" I said through gritted teeth a sobs. All of the Death Eaters stepped over me and so did Voldemort. As he went by he kicked me and summoned Snape out of the house. If my heart was shattered now it will never be repaired again.

"Wh-what happened?" My sister was in the door way, holding Vernon's hand, looking at mom and dad.

"They were killed. I just witnessed it. Voldemort killed them and made me watch them. I saw the life drain out of their eyes right in front of me, and Snape helped.

"This is all your fault! If the stupid wizard world wasn't here then they would be still alive!" She screamed at me, sobbing. I could not believe this; my parents just died and my sister is still being an arse about the wizard world. She stepped around me and so did Vernon, she walked up the stairs and broke down when she went by my moms body. Vernon had to carry her to her bedroom. Now here I sit, a sister who hates me, dead parents and all alone with a broken heart that can never be repaired.

A/N: I am so sorry about this chapter guys, I did not have an idea that I was going to write this when I started to write it. I started crying when I was writing it. I mean it had to happen. This just shows how cruel Voldemort is and Snape shows his true colors, but I hope you like it. I tried to do as much detail as I could plus, I am sorry the fight between Lily and Snape, I am really bad at writing fights. Meh.