Chapter 21: Ok, so after much deliberation and head bashing against the desk, I have managed to write another chapter. It's been a long week but after hitting over 100 reviews I thought I would celebrate all of you lovely people by getting this chapter up faster than all of the others (It's probably not true but I thought I give it a go!) Hope you enjoy this chapter.
You might want to check you dental plan after this chapter cause it's all sweet and fluffy… (I told you I was going into Janto Fluff mode!)
Disclaimer: I own nada…. A surprise I know but hey… what can you do!
This chapter is dedicated to specialfrancine, PCJanto, Gwento- Addict and well it may be a bit self absorbed but me…. (I need an ego boost!)
Title: I just want you to love me ….
(Also the title of one of my favorite songs from one of my favorite artists… Darren Hayes- 3)
After their lunch and watching the sunset, Jack and Ianto walked back to the flat, hand in hand. While lying with Ianto watching the sunset, Jack had let his mind mull over what had been occurring over the last month or so. It had been a trying time and had tested their love for each other to no end. But Jack kept on coming back; he knew Ianto would too but he kept coming back to the same old thing. He was in love with this brilliantly funny, smart and gorgeous Welshman and nothing in the world could ever make him feel otherwise.
Ianto looked up at Jack and smiled. Jack had this huge dopey grin plastered to his face. It was nice to see Jack smiling again; it had been a hard time and he really hoped that they could get on with their lives. 'What's got you all smiles?' Jack looked at Ianto and put his arm around his shoulder. 'Well, I was just thinking, is all…' Ianto nudged into Jack and grabbed the hand that was draped over his shoulder, 'About what?' Jack squeezed his shoulder and smiled again, 'I was actually thinking about our wedding and stuff….. I know you want to wait but you can't blame a guy for wondering. ' It Was now Ianto's turn to smile, his cheeks turning a slight pink as he tried to hold back a blush. He still hadn't quite gotten over the fact that Jack had wanted to marry him.
They stopped outside Ianto's apartment block and looked at each other. The night was surprisingly clear and warm. Jack took a step closer to Ianto and placed his hands on the younger man's hips. Ianto felt his breath hitch, just like it had done when they had shared their first kiss. Ianto wrapped his arms around Jack's neck and brushed their lips together. 'You can think about it all you want Jack. It's going to be just perfect.' Jack smiled down at Ianto and finally brought their lips together in a slow and passionate kiss. After several moments, Jack broke the kiss and Ianto sighed and pouted at the same time. Jack laughed, 'I should deprive you of me much more often if that's the face I'm gonna get.' Ianto swatted Jack with a hand as Jack sprang off towards Ianto's apartment. Ianto gave chase and tried to catch Jack. Running along the corridor to his apartment Ianto managed to catch up to Jack and practically crash tackle him into the door. 'Well, Mr. You keep depriving me of you, you're gonna get more than a pout.' Jack raised an eyebrow and smirked, 'Oh really… and what would that be?' Ianto moved Jack out the way and opened the door. Before entering, he turned back towards Jack and smiled, mouthing, 'Decafe….'
Jack froze and his eyes widened, 'You wouldn't dare!' Ianto sprang off through the house, trying to get away from Jack as he gave chase. Ianto ran into the back of his apartment straight into his bedroom. Jack knew exactly where Ianto would go…. He caught up with him; Ianto on one side of the bed and Jack on the other, smiling mischievously. 'Please Ianto, you know that I would never deprive you of me… Just please don't put me on decafe, I would die without your glorious coffee.' Ianto smiled back and nodded, 'I know, that's why you love me…' Jack eyed Ianto's movements and waited for him to make his move. As Ianto moved Jack got in front of him and Ianto fell back onto the bed with Jack on top of him.
Once again Ianto's breath hitched and he stared into Jack's eyes. Jack was only centimeters from Ianto's lips; his hands beside Ianto's head. 'What do you want from me Jack?' Jack found this question rather strange. He thought that he had made it very clear what he wanted from Ianto, 'I just want you to love me.' Ianto lifted himself the rest of the way so their lips were touching, 'I think that can be arranged.' Jack smiled as Ianto kissed him, rolling them over so that Ianto was now on top of Jack. Ianto moved back slightly so Jack could wriggle further up the bed. He then resumed the position that Jack had been in before; leaning over him with both hands beside Jack's head.
Jack slid his hands up Ianto's sides and moved them to his back; feeling every part of his body; mapping it. Ianto moved into Jack's touch, grinding their hips together; making Jack moan with appreciation. Jack closed his eyes as Ianto trailed kisses down his jaw and was now undoing his shirt. 'You know, if you wore a shirt without buttons, this would be a hell of a lot easier.' Jack laughed and grabbed Ianto, once again rolling them over. He rose up and took hold of his shirt and pulled it open; sending buttons flying everywhere. 'Is this more to your liking Mr. Jones?' Ianto placed both hands on Jack's shoulders and looked at the sight before him. ' Yes Sir.' Jack laughed and then removed Ianto's shirt; doing as he had done, trailing kisses down his know bare chest. 'And I quite like the view now as well. ' Each word accentuated with a kiss.
Ianto couldn't remember the last time he had felt so at ease with himself and his now very prominent nakedness. Running his hands through Jack's hair as he made his way down his abdomen, Ianto began to think again,' You know I love you right Jack?' Jack stopped what he was doing and rested his chin on Ianto's stomach and looked up at him quizzically. 'Of course I do Ianto,' then Jack realized what they were doing, 'We don't have to do anything that you don't want. If you're uncomfortable with this, there is no pressure.' Ianto shook his head and stroked at the hair in Jack's face. 'It's not that Jack… In fact it's the complete opposite. I want to do this with you… I have never felt more comfortable with this than I do right now… I just want to make sure you know how much I love you.'
Jack rolled off Ianto and propped himself up on one elbow, 'Of course I know how much you love me…. Perhaps a little too much but I know…. I know I haven't exactly been forth giving in that department and I know it hurts you when I flirt with other people and stuff… and I…. well I just want you to know that I love you too and its all you now…. My life, everything…. It's all about you Jones, Ianto Jones.'
Awwww….. Hope you guys enjoyed that fluff filled chapter. Again, I would like to thank all of you who have reviewed, subscribed and what not… I love you all so much and appreciate you for taking the time to read this story…. You have all given me such joy and happiness knowing that people like my work. Next chapter up soon…. The next one will still be slightly fluffy but deals with Ianto's cancer, planning the wedding and our first new character comes into play…. (Sorry still completely AU….no torchwood characters…. As yet!)… Loads of love
Xx melica xx