The voices talk to me all the time.
I can't get them to shut up.
They don't let me speak.
You see, I know they are not really here.
I know it.
But when you don't sleep you get confused.
Despaired.
You follow their lead in the hope that compliance will shut them up.
But they never stop.
Never a quiet moment.
I just want to be alone and away from them.
Because I don't know anymore.
I don't know what is me and what is them.
It's almost as if we were one.
Which we are because since it's all in my head.
And all that is in my head is actually just me.
Right?
I don't know anymore.
I just don't understand.
I am drowning.
Save me.