"Troy," I said taking a deep breath, "I just wanted to say thank you."

"For what?" he asked confused.

"You except Jason dating me," I said shrugging, "I didn't think you guys would want me in your life."

"Ryan," he said hugging me, "You're a friend of mine, and you make Jason happy. I couldn't ask for more for him."

"Thank you," I said smiling.

"Ryan," Jason said skipping in to the room.

"Yes Jason?" I said grinning at him.

"Hi," he said hugging me tightly.

"What time is it?" Troy asked looking at us.

"Well," I said pulling out my phone, "I'd tell you, but I have a text from Shar so I can't see the time."

As everyone laughed I opened the text. It said that Shar and my parents weren't going to be home for the next week because they wanted to go to Africa again. Rolling my eyes I told her that I hope she had a fun time.

"Okay," I said nodding my head, "It is almost eight o'clock. How did that happen?"

"I don't know," Jason said shaking his head, "What did Sharpay want?"

"My parents and Shar aren't going to be home for a week," I said shrugging.

"Why aren't they going to be there?" Chad asked walking in with the girls.

"Because they went to Africa," I said waving my hand, "Do you want to go home now?"

"Ya," Jason said yawning, "Let's go home."

"Alright," I said happily, "Goodbye guys."

"Bye Ryan," everyone said waving good bye.

We walked to the car and started to drive to our house. Jason rested his head on my shoulder and fell asleep. I looked down at him and smiled. When we got to our house Jason was fast asleep.

I grinned happily before picking him up and carrying him inside. Placing him down on our bed I watched as he slept for a while. As I tugged his clothes off and placed the blankets on him he opened his eyes.

"Ryan," Jason said sleepily, "I love you."

"I love you too Jason," I said kissing his forehead.

"One day we're going to get married, aren't we?" he said staring at me.

"Of course Love," I said grinning, "We will get married."

"Thank you," he said his eyes slipping closed.

I pulled away from Jason and walked into my closet with a box. When I pulled all of my hats off my shelves and started to take the razors out I remembered how desperate I felt when I put them in there.

Shaking my head I couldn't allow myself to forget everything I had been thinking. Once I had taken all of the razors out of the brims of my hats I took the knife out of my drawer.

With all of my razors and knifes in the box I went into the living room and started a fire in the fireplace. When the fire was fully going I put a huge pot in the fireplace and threw the razors and knife in there.

As I watched them melt I felt someone wrap their arms around my waist. Looking behind me I saw Jason smiling at me softly. Sighing I rested my head on his shoulder as I closed my eyes.

"I'm proud of you Ryan," Jason said in a whisper.

"This is only the beginning," I said opening my eyes again.

"The beginning of our new life together," he said turning me to him, "That's all that matters."

"I love you," I said staring into his eyes.

"I love you too," he said hugging me gently, "Now let's go to bed."