Doctor POV
I knew the amount of pain I would cause her when we were joined, but seeing it was a whole another thing. Her eyes widened and the tears started to flow as I could feel her mind inside of mine probing, witnessing every horrific thing I had ever done. Soon her body began to wrack with sobs and she began to scream in pain as she felt everything I had ever felt in my life. I cradled her to my chest as I continued to thrust into her. I felt like a monster. The amount of loathing I felt for myself was overwhelming. She twisted and begin to beg asking me how to make the pain stop. I am a monster.
Rose POV
As soon as he thrust into me I was suddenly hit with a whirlwind of feeling, emotion and memories. I began to cry as I saw all of the horrible things the Doctor went through. I could feel all of his pain as if it was my own. Oh my poor poor Doctor, how does he live? He feels so alone, so afraid that I'll leave him and that he will forever be alone in this forsaken universe. The pain becomes much more intense and my cries intensify. I begged him to tell me how to make the pain stop. I needed to know so that when this was all said and done I could help him. No one should have do the things that he was forced to do. He pulled me to his chest and I can taste his tears mingling with mine as he continues to thrust in and out of me. I pull him closer as I try and control the spasms of pain passing through my body.
Doctor POV
Tears started to fall from my eyes as I watched Rose's body contort with pain, no one should ever have too see what I've seen especially her. I had over a century of bad memories and I had time to deal with the guilt and the pain but she was young girl who hadn't even started her life and I had just plagued her with memories that no one should ever have. She reach for hand and grabbed like it was her lifeline, I peppered kisses all over face as she continued to cry and let out a moan and I knew her release was coming soon. She managed to get a control of her body a little bit as she met me thrust for thrust until we both me our releases. I pulled out of her and held her as her slender frame shook with sobs and pain. I waited until her sobs turned to silent tears until I really took a good look at her. Her pink lips were swollen. Her face was red and splotchy from the amount of crying she had done and she looked utterly exhausted. She was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen and tomorrow when she woke up she would hate me. I held until she couldn't cry anymore and she drifted into a fitful sleep. Sleep I knew for me however would not come. I was a monster and I didn't know what the morning would bring.