BYAKUYA
The weeks since new years past quickly, and I now knew how Rukia behaved when intoxicated. She was intoxicating. A happy drunk. And unfortunately, very honest. I briefly recalled watching Urahara and the cat devil laughing and pointing at us as Rukia climbed into my lap and kissed me in front of them. Then she proceeded to tickle me and the alcohol made me susceptible to her nimble fingers. I was honestly surprised that the roof hadn't flown off of the house.
I decided to pack my own belonging for our weekend as I didn't quiet trust her judgement in my own clothing. She said that the meals being served on the ship were supposed to be five starred, so she decided for I us to eat there instead of out unless we hunger while we are away. I was starting to worry about us sharing a room. I didn't lie, my dreams had a rather active effect on my body, but thankfully I awoke before her so I could quickly head to the bathroom. We also drew the line at bathing together again, it was simply too much.
She had been acting strangely since that day as well. We seemed to touch each other more often yet there was a type of distance between us. I wasn't sure if I should be alarmed or not yet. She was shy to touch me and often only briefly touched my arms, back or chest. She seemed afraid to touch me more personally. Think about it, perhaps she believed that I had a problem with it? After all, she does know that I dislike physical contact with people, though those dislike never applied to her.
I however chanced touching her more intimately whenever I could, but not inappropriately although I was growing more and more curious and my hands twitched in anticipation of touching the places I knew I wasn't allowed to just yet.
The elders have been giving me problems as well. I honestly wished Rukia would just agree to be with me so that I can finally put some distance between them and us. But that lead to more problems. Society. Our relationship with each other would be highly disgraceful, taboo among the nobility and even among our associates at work. We were captains so there was little anyone could say in offence to us for fear of our anger, however the family would give us hell, and worse still would be that it was for good reason.
How horrific for me to marry my deceased wife's younger sister? Wouldn't it be worse if I married her daughter? They don't know the truth of our lives and the situation between us. She isn't truly my sister and until the arancar incident we have hardly treated each other as family. While that was terrible of me it still worked in our advantage. We wouldn't have this opportunity if we had grown closer as siblings.
I huffed as I finally packed away the last of my things. I just hoped that our weekend didn't end up becoming more trouble than its worth. I know that she was looking forward to all of the attractions but I knew I probably wouldn't be the best company for her as I didn't know enough about their world to offer her insight. And my own appreciation of nature would differ to hers immensely because of our different views of the world itself.
The office was being taken care of by Kurosaki while I was away. Surprisingly he has been trying really hard to get along with me and does all of the overwhelming work I assign to him. If Rukia and I married I would be kinder to him, until then I was going to try my damn best to keep him busy and away from her. He knew that Rukia and I were going away together and while he was unhappy about it he at least kept it to himself.
We met in her room where we could open the Senkaimon to the destination we chose. We opened it not too far from the destination and we were quickly boarded up on the ship where a woman showed up towards our room.
"Right here, Mr and Mrs Kuchiki, this is your suite aboard. Not many have the privilege of accessing our honeymoon suite. You look so perfect together, when did you get married?" She asked us, completely oblivious as to how awkward she had just made it. Rukia was going to protect when she addressed her as 'Mrs', but she was quickly thrown into shock when the woman called this room the 'honeymoon suite'. I too felt nervous and was hesitant to answer any of her questions.
"We have been married since…August?" I tried lamely and Rukia gaped at me. I smiled tightly and shrugged. We would have to adjust to their customs if only for our stay here. Rukia carried her suitcase to the side of the bed she usually slept on and left me to bid the women farewell.
"I knew it. My ticket clearly says 'Miss Kuchiki' on it. And no where on here does it say that I booked a honeymoon suite! They should specify that before you book!" She complained and tossed out stamped tickets onto the night table beside her. I sighed.
"Does it truly matter that it is supposed to be for a married couple? And you many very well become a 'Mrs' in the future anyway, I think Mrs Kuchiki suites you well. And we do look good together." I teased her and she puffed out her cheeks.
"We have a few hours to get comfortable here before a boat takes up to Rabbit Island, I hope you don't mind but I really wanted to see the bunnies as soon as possible. A whole island filled with cuddly Byabunnies! I couldn't resist the temptation." She told me excitedly. I smiled at her enthusiasm.
"It is alright, I expected as much. Let's tour the ship before it gets too crowded." I offered and she nodded.
"Actually, we are on the top floor of the ship, it's quite expensive to stay here compared to the ground level and second floor, so not many people should be on this floor with us. I thought you would like some distance away from people." She said thoughtfully and I smiled at her and opened the door for her.
Overall the quarters weren't terrible, we had a more secluded dining room overlooking an outside deck with a swimming pool and patio. There was a bar and a small ball room as well for the more sophisticated.
I sighed contently as a fresh breeze of sea air hit my face and I looked around the room for Rukia. She was leaning on the railing surrounding the outside pool area looking down at the people below us. I slowly walked towards her to join her but when I was right next to her my hand hovered over her waist. Should I touch her this way out in public or should I remain at a respectful distance. Eventually I decided to touch her shoulder instead. Rather stay safe.
"Look, they look so much smaller down there!" She said excitedly and leaned over the railing, kicking her legs out joyously. Her almost bare legs. It should be criminal to wear shorts that short! She almost fell over and I reached out quickly to grab her around her waist and pull her back to me. She giggled girlishly and looked up at me through mischievous eyes.
"See, its not that difficult to touch me, it is?" She teased and I gaped at her in horror. She saw! She knew! I turned my face away from her and schooled my expression. I refused to look at her smug face. She quickly got my attention however when she jumped onto the railing and sat dangerously over the edge. I swallowed and leached for her waist again, moving forward. What I didn't expect was for her to wrap her legs around my waist and pulled us flush against each other! The sudden friction went straight to my groin, why must she do this to me?
"Rukia, enough. We are in public, what's more is that this behaviour is shameful when we are not alone." I told her and she rubbed her pelvis against mine teasingly.
"Oh no it's not, not in this world. Look there, and there, and there, and look at those two over there, grinding on each other like sex starved puppies! Perhaps they aren't a good example actually, but my point is that physical touching and kissing between partners in this world is normal. It shows the people around you how much you love the other person. And we are so far away from them that they couldn't see what we did here anyway, and even these other people here in the pool or sunbathing on the patio, how would they know how intimate we are being at the moment?" She asked and squeezed her legs around me tighter, making me gasp.
"It is still strange. And they will definitely know something was happening when I am humiliated by the tent in my shorts!" I hissed out at her and glared. She looked startled and fearful and looked away shamefully, casting her eyes downwards. I felt a pang in my chest for making her sad when she was just so happy.
"I'm sorry- "I started but she kissed me gently before moving away.
"No, it's my fault. You can't hide your arousal like I can, it was incredibly inconsiderate to you. I will try to make it up to you later." She said sadly and smiled shyly.
"You know. Rabbit island has a beach open to tourists. We could find a more secluded part and have a swim together away from the other people. But! Bunnies first!" She said excitedly. And I couldn't help but smile at her. I startled however when I hand that wasn't Rukia's touched my arm.
"Hey handsome, are you single?" Said a large busted woman as she squeezed my arm into her breasts. I harshly yanked myself feel from her.
"I feel violated!" I exclaimed and quickly pulled Rukia off the railing so we could get away. Rukia glared at her and pulled me to a stop.
"Ah, hello? Clearly spoken for, thank you, skank." She hissed and the busty woman laughed shrilly and looked down at her dangerously.
"Does your daddy know you are skipping school to be with an older man, sweetie?" She asked condescendingly. Rukia glared at her and smiled in a dangerously sweet way that made me shiver.
"I am an adult, thank you very much. And this is my…boyfriend!" She shouted and blushed fiercely. I grinned and picked her up, letting her wrap her legs around me.
"Still too shy to say that I am your husband?" I teased her and kissed her in front of the shamefully common woman.
"As for you, skank? I feel degraded enough having you touch my person, I do not associate with common humans like yourself, I will give you only one warning, leave us be. We do not care for company apart from each other's, and you are highly distasteful, having no actual assets to your person over than your breasts, it is no wonder you cannot find a man to love you and respect you, you don't even respect yourself." I said and lowered Rukia to the ground and walked away with her while the woman stood gaping at my back with tears in her eyes.
"That was mean, Byakuya. Its one thing for a woman to insult a woman, its different when a man does it, and I'm used to being looked down on because of my lack of feminine charms." She said sadly.
"Lack of? I see nothing lacking in the least, you are perfect in every way! Perhaps some other man would like something that a woman like her offers, but I am not him. You seem to be created perfectly to my liking. I love absolutely everything about you, and I love your subtle charm way more than you can imagine." I told her and kissed her neck and collarbone. She sighed and ran her fingers through my hair.
"Thank you, Byakuya. But, if I was made specifically to your liking, does that mean that you were made for mine?" She teased me and smacked my behind softly. I smiled at her affectionately.
"It does. I sometimes worry if I would be enough to make you happy, or please you as you deserve to be, but then I try to imagine if I could see you being happier with anyone else, and I can't. If I thought you would be happier with someone else more than myself, I would have let you go and silently yearned or you. I wouldn't keep you with me if I thought we were perfect for each other, no one understands me and accept me as you do, I just fear that the differences between us might one day become to great for you too handle." I told her sadly and looked at every aspect of her beautiful face before kissing the side of her mouth affectionately. She stood up with me and nuzzled her face into my neck.
"I…love you Byakuya. I also love the different part of you that isn't human. I will never leave you, no differences between us would be great enough for me to do that because I know that you love me." She told me and kissed my neck affectionately. My eyes glanced to the clock, it was almost time for us to board the boat taking us to the Rabbit island. I caught glance of the busty bimbo watching us and glared scornfully at her. She flinched and walked away swiftly.
"I love you more, now we should get going or else we will miss the boat ride to the island and you will miss your chance at seeing the rabbits." I told her and she gasped in horror before pulling me towards the stairs leading to the lower decks. Once we were seated in the boat, we were lowered onto the water and a man steered the boat to the shore. It was a strange type of mechanical boat that didn't require man power.
Once we arrived we were directed to the tour guides, however Rukia look a map and a bag of animal feed and said we would look around at our own pace, she didn't want a guide telling what to do and what not to do. I couldn't have agreed more with her. This island was indeed rabbit infested.
"Oh my god, this is like a bunny paradise! Here Byakuya, hold this one, I want to take a photo!" She said excitedly and I shook my head. I had worn a rabbit ears Alice band to make her happy, the last thing I wanted to do was let evidence of it be taken!
"Please, Byakuya? Look at its little nose twitch! I want to kiss it!" She said and began drawing the rabbit closer to her face. I don't know why I was jealous of a rabbit but I quickly picked it up out of her hands and held it sulkily.
"I will not share your kisses. Even with a rabbit. Do you know how dirty they are? It could make you sick!" I began giving her reasons not to kiss them, before I knew it I was out of breath and sighted to collect it. A flash went off, then another.
"Smile for me! Come on, then you can take one of me with a bunny too!" She said and I sighed and smiled over the rabbit's head, letting its ears rest on either side of my face.
"That adorable! Come here, let me kiss you!" She said excitedly and showed me the picture she took. Heat flooded my face. I opened my mouth to speak but before I could she pressed her camera into my hands and picked up a white rabbit, unlike the black one I had been holding.
"I will only keep these pictures for myself, don't you worry. Although, I would love to show my children how adorable their daddy is." She told me teasingly making my face heat even more. Daddy? Father of her children? That's me?! Thank heavens!
"Does that mean, that you agree to be mine, and only mine?" I asked her quietly after taking a few happy pictures of her with the rabbit. Her face flushed cutely and she hugged the wild rabbit to her chest. I quickly took another picture of her and she gasped. I smiled at her laughed at her fake angry face, as if she could be angered amidst all there furballs of cuteness. Dear lord, now I thought that they were cute as well! What has she done to me!?
"It's difficult not falling in love with someone who is always there and always a source of comfort to me. I feel comfortable in your arms and I am happy with the way you treat me, though I am afraid of your temper…" She trailed off sadly. I handed her back her phone and kissed her lovingly on the lips.
"Please do not fear me. Being what I am, naturally nothing should be on par with me except the few who remain my equals, you are my equal as well, Rukia. You must understand that I cannot behave as regular people do and when I am angry with the family or with colleagues at work, it doesn't include you. Kindness is something I can not ever allow myself to show knowing how heavy my duty is. That is why I will only be the real me around you and our future family if we are lucky enough to have one." I told her, she nodded and smiled shyly.
"I know that, and I love you. Do you want to find a private place for us to swim? We can see the bunnies again on our way back to the boat." She said and nudged me companionably. I wrapped an arm around her shoulder and let her lead us to the beach away from the rabbit colony.
She did find us a good place away from the humans making a ruckus at the beach. It was quiet and isolated and no one was in sight even though if I really tried I could make out the joyous laughter of humans a distance away. Rukia took off her shirt and folded it neatly on the sand, as well and her shorts, sunglasses and phone. She placed her shoes beside them and glanced over her should at me.
"Hey, you aren't planning on swimming with your clothes on, are you? Strip them!" He teased me and I slowly took off my shirt and shorts and folded them neatly beside hers. I came to join her once I was ready, I felt awkward wearing swimming briefs under my shorts but it was better than a speedo or trunks. The briefs weren't too tight but were loose enough not to make my groin feel pressured.
I slowly walked into the water towards Rukia. She laughed and kicked water at me playfully and I in turn hit large waves of water at her making her squeal cutely. She was a magnificent creature! I watched the water ripple around her as she finally had enough of the waterplay and walked to the shore. I followed her closely until she turned around and pressed herself to my groin. I groaned loudly and bowed my head.
"Rukia, don't." I told her gently and looked at me hesitantly before touching my hips gently.
"I want to show you something, can I? I it very intimate, but we are alone here, no one will see it but if you don't want to try it that is fine as well." She said shyly and leaned her forehead on my chest as she touched my abdomen seductively. I groaned inwardly before deciding.
"Show me?" I asked her huskily and she smiled before leading me to the sand nearest to our belongings.
"Lay down on the sand, make yourself comfortable." She told me and I nodded and did as I was told, except I leaned on my elbows, not wanting to get sand in my hair. She looked bashful and hesitant before standing over me and finally straddling me. I felt my arousal deepen and groaned in defeat. She enjoyed my agony! It wasn't a moment later that she moved on top of my arousal. She watched me carefully and blushed fully.
"Rukia, what are you doing?" I asked her carefully and my arms shook from her gentle rocking over my erection.
"Well, I… For months after Renji and I married we never consummated our marriage, he tried to get me used to the feel of his body to try and calm me down and make me less afraid. This is how we began, I thought that maybe we could try it…it's not sex but it is almost as intimate." She told me and I sat up and ran my hands over her thighs soothingly.
"You were afraid to be with Abarai?" I asked her softly and she flinched.
"No! Well, yes. It's just that I was uncomfortable and… I don't want to talk about this now." She told me sadly and looked away from me quickly. I hushed her and gently rubbed her lower back and her thighs. She arched to my touch and ground herself against my arousal. I would have to try and talk to her later. I groaned her name in pleasure and dug my heels into the sand. I wrapped my hands around her and rolled her onto her back and kissed her fiercely.
"May we do it like this?" I asked her softly and her nodded and wrapped her legs around me. She kissed and sucked at my neck and my shoulders as I rubbed myself against her. She gasped and shuddered.
"Byakuya!" She called as my thrusts against her hastened. I kissed her along her neck and chest and whispered her name into a kiss against her lips as I reached my limit. I leaned my forehead against hers and panted out. I felt amazing! But I was very aware that she had not experienced the same euphoria I had.
"Rukia, may I touch you? I want to try and please you, please?" I asked her and she froze a little before smiling worriedly at me.
"No, I am fine, it's okay really! Besides we should get back to the boat, it's just about time for us to head back to the ship, I want to see the bunnies for a little while before we go." She told me sadly and I sighed. Something on the matter of intimacy troubled her and I wanted to know what it was as soon as possible. I just didn't want to upset her. I nodded and got dressed. My briefs were sandy on the outside and sticky on the inside. It was highly uncomfortable.
I watched her pick up the rabbits and hug them tightly. She tried to kiss them a few times but I cleared my throat and she pouted, settling for cuddling them tighter.
"Byakuya, come feed them with me! See how it feels when they eat from your hand, watch how their cute little noses twitch!" She said cheerfully and I obliged by taking a piece of cabbage and picking up a rabbit. It was endearing how they ate, and Rukia flashed her camera light towards me again.
"Couldn't help it! I want to remember how cute this was perfectly!" She defended and quickly hid her phone in her holder. I sighed and remembered how glorious she felt beneath me, and yet we hadn't actually made love. I needed to show her that I could be the lover that she needed. I needed her to let me try to please her, did she perhaps lack faith in my abilities? That thought immediately made me want to prove her wrong.
Rukia actually cried when we left the Rabbit island. Perhaps I could find her a pet rabbit in our world? Though it was unlikely as rabbits in our world were mostly wild. When we got back to our room I told her that she could bath before me as long as I was allowed to watch the sand off of my body first.
Once I was out of the bathroom she smiled at me from the chair looking out at the sea from the small balcony. She made her way towards me and kissed my cheek before entering the bathroom with her night clothes.
I heard her start the water in the bathtub and decided it was safe to dress into my nightclothes. Human nightclothes were uncomfortable, but my satin pyjamas were at least soft against my skin. Not as soft as her skin was against mine at the beach though. I groaned. I had, had a small taste of her now and I wanted more, I wanted everything of her. Desperately.
More than that, I wanted to please her. Watch her writher in pleasure beneath me. I needed her to let me touch her. But first I had to know why she seemed turned off by me trying to please her in the first place? And why was she uncomfortable with Abarai? Was it something he did?
Did he hurt her?
Anger boiled in my blood. I knew that he had been her first, after all he was her husband and I had been married to Hisana before her, I couldn't judge her or hold a grudge against either of them. It did hurt to be her second man, but I intended to be the man she belonged with. Abarai was a piece of her past and I cold accept that. I just need her to tell me why she was fearful so that I do not make the same mistake with her. I would never forgive myself.
I decided to lay on the bed and try to relax myself before she came out. I would let her get comfortable before I tried to pry answers from her.
RUKIA
I felt a dull throb between my legs from our time at the beach. I really wished that he had lasted longer. My body tremored at the memory of his erection brushing against the barriers of our clothing, against my over pulsing arousal. It was different with Byakuya than it was with Renji. I couldn't relax with Renji properly or feel aroused because I wasn't attracted to him in that way and when we did try to be intimate, those feelings, knowing that I made the worst life long choice for the two of us that I possibly could have…turned me off the sex completely.
I decided to try to be the perfect wife for him anyway and eventually let him have me. He did try so hard to try and please me but I didn't like how it felt. I didn't know if it was just being with him or the actions in general.
I towelled myself down and slipped the light pink satin night dress over my head and pulled at the creases until it fell over my behind properly. I looked myself over in the mirror and sighed. My hair was still slightly damp but I towel dried it to the best of my ability. Otherwise I looked good. The first thing I noticed when I exit the bathroom was him laying on the bed with his eyes closed. Carefully I crawled up the bed where he was over his body until I face faced with his peaceful face. I kissed his nose softly and bushed my lips over his. I knew he wasn't asleep but I also knew that he wouldn't resist a kiss if he were awake. I smiled as he kissed my lips and slid his hands over my sides. His dark grey satin pyjamas suited him well, they complimented the dreamy colour of his stormy eyes. I felt the familiar stilling of arousal in my lower belly and tried to stomp in out.
His hand found my thigh and travelled slowly back up my body under the night dress. I gasped and sat up, but he didn't remove his hand, he kept it there on my hip massaging circles gently.
"Did you have an enjoyable bath?" He purred into my ear and I shivered. My body reacted traitorously to my will. I forced a smile and nodded.
"Rukia, thank you for what you did for me today, I would like to try something as well, if you would let me? I will not attempt anything other than pleasing you, you have my word." He told me and I smiled sadly at him before my smile dropped completely and I looked down sadly. I gently crawled off of his body and sat on my side of the bed.
"I'm sorry, I don't really want to. It's not you, it's just that I have had bad experiences of it and I don't really want to go through them again." I said gently looking into his eyes. I could see the hurt in them at my refusal.
"Rukia, I know it displeases you but would you please tell me? Abarai must have done something wrong and I don't want to do it as well, but it is very important to me that I please you well. I just can't do it knowing you aren't enjoying yourself as I am. Please? Please tell me?" He whispered gently into the shell of my ear before kissing the back of my shoulder making me shiver.
"I don't know how to. I feel like I would be betraying Renji and I know that it was my fault anyway." I told and lay my head down comfortably on the soft pillow.
"It's alright, just start talking. I assure you, you will not be betraying him in anyway. It is really bothering me, not knowing things about you." He told me and I felt tears prick my eyes.
"I just don't want you to think badly of me, that's all." I told him and pulled the blanket at the foot of the bed over my body. He rolled onto his side next to me and pulled me closer to him.
"It's alright, I promise I won't think poorly of you." He told me and killed my head softly. I took a shaky breath wondering where I should start.
"Renji was in love with me and as you know, I didn't feel the same. I just couldn't see him romantically yet even after stupid Ichigo crashed my wedding I didn't use it as an excuse to back out, I decided to marry him anyway. I just couldn't feel aroused around him and I felt horrible when he tried to help me by trying to please me. My mind and body completely rejected it and I knew I had made a serious life long mistake. He thought it was only the fear of my first time that made me act as tense and unwilling as I was, but honestly, I couldn't let him make love to me because I knew I didn't love him back the way I was supposed to. And when he did make me feel good I quickly asked him to stop because I didn't like the feeling of losing my composure and my control in that way with someone I didn't love. The first and only time we were together was before he left for his mission in the world of the living. Quite honestly, I didn't even feel romantically interested in Ichigo in that way at the time, but Renji was angry with me and I knew I was being a terrible wife to him so I let him have me. I couldn't tolerate him trying to please me as it made me feel worse so he only barely prepared me before we started. It was horrible and painful and I hope I never feel that again. I cried for a while. It wasn't just the pain of my first time, I was just confused and hurt and don't know what I was feeling. He was my husband, but it felt so wrong and I knew I had to give myself to him anyway." I told him and I bit my lip to supress my tears. My hand had unconsciously slid between my legs comfortingly.
Contrary to what he had said, Byakuya seemed livid. He was absolutely furious. I watched his hand clench in anger and I stared worriedly at him. I gulped and slid off of the bed.
"I shouldn't have told you anything, I'm sorry. I think I'm going to sit outside for a while." I told him and took the blanket with me. My heart truly hurt. I told him something so private that I couldn't have told another soul, not even Ichigo, hell, especially not Ichigo! I shivered as I sat down on the chair I had been sitting on before and tucked the blanket around myself and rested my head on my knees. The door opened and I thought nothing of it until an arm slipped under my knees and another slipped under my arm, holstering me up.
"Wha- Hey!" I squeaked as he carried me inside and sat me gently back to the bed, going back to lock the balcony door and close the windows hat let the cold sea air into our room.
"I'm sorry you had to go through that, please let me try to please you? I understand now why you are so reluctant, you shouldn't feel that way now. You weren't a terrible wife Rukia, you were just with the wrong man. Let me love you. Please?" He begged and closed his eyes as he pressed his forehead to mine
"But what if it wasn't just Renji? What if I don't like it? Promise you will stop if I ask you to?" I asked him desperately and he hummed in my ear as he kissed and pulled at it gently making my heart beat faster.
"I swear, but you will need to let me remove your clothing. All of it." He told me and I shivered. A strange shiver erupted in my lower belly and I felt unsure. I knew I felt different for Byakuya than I did with Renji, but I was still afraid. And I was self-conscious at having him touch me and observe me close up. Still, I nodded and crawled further up the bed allowing him room as well.
He gently tugged my nightgown over my head and stared intently at my breasts making me shiver. For a while his arms roved over my body, stopping briefly at the pink panties I wore beneath. I slowly brought my arms up to cover my chest. This was different from when we were in the bath together. Then he had no intention of touching me like this. His eye shot to my arms and he leaned forward to kiss me. He gently pushed my shoulders down, laying me on the bed before him.
He licked my lips and slowly I opened my mouth. I knew what he was trying to do and even though I didn't like it I would at least let him try. I opened my mouth a bit more and his tongue slowly licked inside my mouth brushing the different parts of my cheek and the roof of my mouth. It felt sort of ticklish and make my stomach feel funny. He slipped his tongue under my own and gently teased the underside of my mouth I couldn't help but smile because it felt ticklish. His tongue licked from the base of my tongue to the tip and he pressed his mouth harder into mine as he licked my tongue and tried to suck it. I gasped and he retreated staring at me calculatingly.
"How did that feel?" he asked me and I grinned and looked down shyly.
"I don't know. It was very different to what happened before when I tried. It was…ticklish." I told him and giggled a bit. He smiled happily and crawled backwards from me before parting my legs. My eyes widened and I hesitantly allowed him to. I could see the bulge in his pants but I knew he wouldn't do anything to me. I watched him look in between my legs hungrily before gulping and crawling up to me between them, staring at nothing but my eyes.
"Rukia, now you can try to kiss me as I kissed you." He told me huskily and I nodded hesitantly. He was very skilled and I didn't know anything. His tongue also seemed longer than mine. I licked my lips nervously and he stared at then before pressing his lips against my own and trying to lick them open.
I opened my mouth again and carefully licked his lips. I slowly started licking the roof of his mouth and tongued the sides of his mouth. I didn't feel anything special in kissing in this way, it seemed to do nothing but exhaust energy. But the thought of being the only woman allowed this privilege did excite me somewhat. I licked under his tongue and he lifted it to give me better access. I trailed my tongue up and down the underside of his tongue and eventually licked to the top and tried to lick his tongue. Only his tongue moved as well. Where I licked the one side of his, he licked the other side of mine. I tried to lick the top of his tongue but his pushed mine down and licked the length of it before teasingly touching the back of the top of my mouth. I bit his lip gently and he gasped giving me the chance to pin his tongue with my own and lick it in victory. I grinned into the kiss and he pulled away from me.
"You fight dirty when it comes to kissing. You are quite good at it as well. What do you think about it so far?" He asked me and I smiled teasingly at him.
"It wasn't bad really I suppose. And of course, I am good, I tricked you and pinned your tongue down." I teased and he huffed play angrily.
"Just like you, teasing me all the time. May I continue?" He asked me and I nodded and lay back down. He positioned himself over me gently, trying but failing to keep his arousal hidden from me.
He gently kissed my face all over and started sucking and biting from my neck to my chest. Slowly he thumbed one of my nipples and rubbed the underside and the top of it gently. I felt my insides start to tingle with a strange kind of want. He moved on from my chest to my breast and gently and sensually massaged it he lowered his mouth and gently grazed it with his teeth, making me jump a little. He looked up at me and flicked his tongue out under it and sucked it and gently pulled his teeth around it. it didn't feel terrible but it didn't feel all the wonderful either. He started massaging my other breast as well and popped my nipple out of his mouth.
"Am I allowed to touch you…everywhere?" He asked cautiously. I nodded and his mouth event back down to my nipple. I was so focused on his mouth and his hand on my other breast that it shocked me when he slid his thumb over the lips between my legs, under the panty I was wearing. He watched me closely. He didn't stop but he didn't do more than stroke it. He changed his position and started sucking my other breast and twisting my now cold nipple between his fingers. He stoked the opening between my lips with his other hand and slowly let his thumb enter the top part of it. I gasped and jumped when he found the hidden bundle of nerves.
He stroked me softly and leaned higher over me and covered my chest with his own. He brought his lips to mine and kissed me. We play fought each other but he won when he rubbed me and made my body buck forward. I gasped and pulled my face back staring at him.
"What are you doing to me? It feels nice but…strange." I said carefully. He pulled his finger back and licked it making me blush. I stared at him in shock. How could he lick it after it has been down there?!
"I am more familiar with the female anatomy after previous experiences with the opposite sex. There is a pleasurable bundle of nerves right at the top, and if touched correctly can make a woman extremely aroused to the point of release. Do you like what I am doing so far? Would you like me to stop? I would like to try to arouse you as much as possible if you would allow me." He told me and I stared at him dumbly.
"I think it would be more affective if I knew what to expect, I am too stressed at the moment, but you can continue. I like the way you are making me feel." I told him shyly and turned my face away in embarrassment. I clutched the sheets with my hands and prepared myself for him to continue. He kissed my neck and sucked my breast.
"Good, then I want to try something else, you must trust me though, I won't hurt you." He told me and I began to worry. I knew he was agonisingly hard already, did he want to put it inside of me? I felt myself become tenser and I nodded. He climbed down the bed, he hooked his fingers under the straps of my panties and pulled them down my legs. I gasped and tried to cover myself.
He carefully, gently felt his way up my legs with his hands and watched me. I was sure that I was watching him with wide eyes at this point. He trailed wet kisses, mixes of kisses, licks and bites down my inner thighs. They trembled fiercely. He leaded his head over my hand and kissed the bottom of my stomach lovingly. He took my hand away from my groin and brought it towards his lips. He watched me as he kissed it.
"Trust me, Rukia. You know I won't hurt you." He told me. He was right. I knew that but I still didn't know what he was going to do. He trailed wet kisses down my stomach to my pubic hairs and touched them gently with one of his hand.
"You smell nice, Rukia." He said huskily and I couldn't help the shiver that shook my body and tightened my nipples. They felt extra sensitive now. I gasped in horror as he parted the lips between my legs. I tried to close them but he looked up at me and stopped them with his hands, stroking them reassuringly. His stare froze me on the sheets. I was suddenly feeling all kinds of hot and cold flushes. I was sure I was blushing furiously.
"Uh, why are you opening me up like that?" I asked him embarrassedly and hid my mouth with my hand. He smiled cheekily and parted my legs.
"You will have to wait and see, but try not to close your legs. I am going to be busy down there." He told me and I gaped in shock. He watched me carefully as he lowered his face between my legs and opened the lips again. I shivered in anticipation. His hot breath made me shiver. Then I felt it. He was still watching me, but his tongue was licking my opening! I gasped and shuddered. Slowly it started feeling really good. I gasped and shivered and slowly let myself loosen up a bit.
"Byakuya!" I cried out when he licked the ball of nerves at the top of my vulva. It felt so good! I moaned and fidgeted and my thighs started shaking. Then came a strange, but very familiar feeling.
"Wait! Stop! Stop, stop, stop!" I told him and quickly crawled back further onto the bed against the pillows. I gasped and panted and my legs throbbed and my arousal pulsed painfully. I looked at the bathroom and quickly got up. He stopped me and grabbed my wrist.
"Rukia, what's wrong?" He asked me and my legs trembled. I looked to the floor to avoid his gaze and quickly covered my breasts with my other arm.
"I don't know, I just really feel like I have to…pee quickly. I don't know why, I just really need to go." I told him and pulled away from him and ran into the bathroom.
I quickly ran to the toilet and sat down. I peed but the feeling didn't go away. I cleaned myself up quickly and left the bathroom. One hand covering my breasts, the other covering my womanhood.
"Wait, Rukia, come here. I'm not done with you yet." He told me and I flushed.
"I don't know." I said cautiously and looked at my nightgown laying tangled on the bed.
"Please? I promise I can make you feel even better, and I also want to taste more of you." He told me lustfully and I shivered.
"What exactly do I taste like?" I asked him, playing for time.
"Like something delicious and sweet, but I can't quiet label it. I really enjoy it, it's like nothing you can imagine." He told me and I blushed fiercely.
"But I just went to the bathroom! You can't…do that…now!" I tried to reason with him but he got off the bed and walked over to me, picking me up and setting me back on the bed.
"It doesn't matter, I want you." He said and I squeaked. I gasped when he pried open my legs. I was still sensitive and throbbing and I didn't know if I wanted him to continue. It felt out of control and I hated that feeling.
I watched him lower his head between my legs and he began suckling. Tears prickled at my eyes and I began panting and gasping. I whined and cried out. My legs shook and it felt really good, until I felt like I had to pee again. So soon!
"Wait, I think I need to pee again." I told him and tried to sit up but he pulled me violently against his face. I gasped out and fell back to the bed. I moved my legs irritably and tried to get free. I felt worse and worse by the second.
"Byakuya! Stop!" I said and he hesitated before continuing. I felt tears prick at my eyes and my hips bucked involuntarily. I whimpered sadly.
"Please stop. I need to go to the bathroom." I begged him.
"No, you don't." He told me and I glared at him and tried to pull myself away from him again.
"Yes, I do! I can feel it!" I said and succeeded getting away from him but he didn't let me leave the bed.
"Rukia, it feels the same way for men as well, trust me I know. You do not need to urinate, it is only the feeling of oncoming release." He told me and I flushed.
"No, you don't know. Are you seriously going to make me wet the bed?!" I asked him angrily and he laughed. I felt like hitting him! I took a pillow and violently threw it at him before collecting my nightgown and my underwear and running into the bathroom.
I quickly went to the toilet again. I felt so humiliated! I didn't know if he was right or wrong but I knew that I was embarrassed and it was his fault. I tried to pee, and I did a little but not as much as I thought I was going to.
I heard him knocking at the door and I flushed. I cleaned myself up properly and redressed. I brushed my hair and made sure I was properly composed before leaving. I walked to the door and froze. The heat flooded to my face. He had been tongue kissing my vagina! How could I not be embarrassed! I took a deep breath and exited the bathroom, only to be tightly enveloped in a hug.
"I'm sorry. I know this is all new to you, I should have given you time to adjust, and I should have stopped when you asked me to, I only wanted to show you that it wasn't as you thought. I didn't mean to scare you or embarrass you." He told me soothingly and I felt embarrassed tears prickle my eyes. And I sniffed a little and wiped at them.
"I know how I felt. I also know that you must know better than me what will happen, but it just…what if I did wet the bed! Do you even…I would never face you again! I swear I would run from you for eternity!" I shouted and hit his chest. He released me and I ran to the bed and climbed in snuggly.
"Rukia, everyone is different. You even get women they call 'squirters' because their climax makes them forcefully ejaculate fluid as men do." He told me and I sat up in horror.
"You're telling me I'm one of those!?" I asked him sceptically. He hurried to the bed and took my hands in his own.
"No! It doesn't mean that, besides we won't know until you do reach climax." He told me comfortingly and I narrowed my eyes at him. Then I just wouldn't let it get that far ever again I decided. He seemed to read my mind because he kissed me and snuck his hand between my thighs making me gasp.
"Don't even think it. I have tasted you now and I will never have enough of you. I want to make you feel like that over and over again, until you become more confident in your sexuality and let me love you properly." He told me and licked my lips, I gasped and he forced his tongue inside my mouth and licked my tongue erotically. I moaned into the kiss and he pinned me down to the bed, as well as my hands by intertwining our fingers. He pressed his erection hard onto my panties between my legs and I cried out in pleasure. He moaned longingly and rubbed himself against he before stopping, taking a shuddering breath and getting up from me.
"See, now I need to go and I assure you, I do not need to pee." He said and closed the bathroom door hurriedly behind himself. I expected to hear groaning and I did, but groaning of pain, along with the sound of the shower. When he walked out later he was shivering and cold and quickly jumped into bed.
"Oh my god, what did you do?!" I asked him in shock and he looked up at me briefly before looking away proudly.
"Nothing chases away arousal like a cold shower. It took longer to go away than I thought it would though." He told me and I flinched and tears prickled my eyes. After everything he did to try and make me feel good he didn't even accept his own release.
"Byakuya, why didn't you just do what we did at the beach? We were in a great position and everything." I told him sadly. He looked me hard in the eye.
"I refuse to accept release or pleasure if you will not experience it with me. I will allow myself release, only when you allow me to please you properly." He told me sternly and closed his eyes. I felt strange. Grateful and yet horribly unhappy. Before I knew it, I was sobbing into the covers. I pulled them over my head as I always do when I cry but before I could get a strong grip on them they were pulled from my grasp and I was pulled against him. He hushed me softly and rubbed my back soothingly.
"Shush, its alright, don't worry." He told me and I wiped away my tears with my hand.
"I'm sorry Byakuya." I said sadly and tried to go back to my side of the bed but he stopped me and climbed between my legs. Just knowing he was there now started arousing me again. He kissed me heatedly before pulling away when I needed breath.
"No one could even wish for a mate as beautiful as you are. I will wait for you, however long it takes." He told me gently and I felt more tears roll of my cheeks. Before he could move away from me again I pulled the collar of his top and kissed him. He leaned his arms on either side of me and I began unbuttoning his top. His eyes widened and he looked at me in curiosity.
"Can we…try one more time tonight? I promise I won't run away again." I told him and slid the top off of his shoulders and leaned forward to kiss and bite his neck. He trembled and shook. The sounds he made hit my arousal like a thunderstorm! I moaned and cried out.
"Take your top off?" I asked him and he nodded. While he took it off I quickly removed my nightgown again. I felt his chest and his stomach muscles in amazement. His body was perfect! He immediately leaned down and started nuzzling my chest. I arched slightly. He threw off the duvet cover and positioned himself better over me. He kneaded me more desperately this time and I cried out in pleasure every time he brushed his clothed erection over my opening.
He teased my breasts and occasionally leaned up to kiss my mouth. He seemed to savour every sound I made.
"Byakuya!" I cried out and shook. My legs trembled and my hips bucked. Tears of ecstasy ran across my cheeks and I cried out in pleasure every time he touched me or licked me. My body was shaking like a leaf and I felt incredibly exposed and vulnerable. I had long lost control of my bodies violent reactions and eventually an explosive pleasurable feeling coursed through me. It started at my vagina and travelled down my legs causing them to tremble uncontrollably, to my stomach feeling like extreme heat flowed inside of it to my chest which filled with love and my breasts which pulsed in need, to my face which coloured in exertion. I screamed out his name and collapsed breathlessly. I shuddered and whimpered as my orgasm left my body.
"You look so incredibly beautiful right now." He told me and kissed me lovingly on the mouth.
"Wait." I told him as he tried to leave. I held into his arm and bravely touched his erection through his pants. He bucked into my hand and shivered violently.
"Rukia. Don't." He said as he shook. I put my hands on either side of his pants and underwear and tried to pull them down. His hands shot to cover mine tightly.
"Make love to me Byakuya. This is the first real time I have felt like this, I want it to be complete. Completed the right way." I told him and shivered and he stared at me.
"Are you sure? There may be consequences." He told me and I pulled him forward to kiss me and wrapped my legs around him.
"Nothing bad enough could happen to make me regret making love with you. Please?" I begged him and he moaned into my throat and kissed it. He got off of the bed and my heart leapt into my throat and tears filled my eyes. Did he think I wasn't serious? Was he going to leave?
He pulled his pants down and shrugged them off of his legs. I saw that lovely firms behind and my stomach tightened in need again. He slowly turned towards me.
"I need to prepare you first, if at any time you wish you stop, please tell me. It doesn't matter, I promise I will stop." He told me and I nodded and reached for him. He hurriedly climbed on top of me and kissed me. I felt like he was pouring himself into me, intertwining us into one with our tongues. So, this is what it was supposed to feel like. I shivered when he gentle squeezed my already sensitive breasts and massaged them in circles. He took his time kissing down my body more roughly this time. I knew what he was doing, Renji had done it as well. He was leaving his mark on me, leaving a trail of love bites down my body. It made the heat in my belly flare even more. I was about to become his.
I cried out in ecstasy as he reached between my thighs again. First, he licked two of his fingers and coated them in saliva before reaching down between my legs. He watched my face carefully in lust. He wanted to see me when he entered the first finger. When he did I bucked my hips and gasped out. He kissed me barely above my vulva and plunged his finger more deeply into me. I gasped at he entered a second finger so soon!
I cried out when he touched something inside of me. It felt really, really good! His eyes widened and he nuzzled his face into my pubic hairs while he thrust his fingers inside of me again. He continued until he found some sort of method in finding the place that felt good. He climbed back on top of me and kissed me heatedly before leaning his forehead on top of mine and breathing out heavily while staring at me in passion.
"We don't have to do this now Rukia. Not unless you are perfectly sure. If I claim you now, you are mine, and only mine. It is my right to keep you only to myself, I can kill anyone who tries to take you from me. You have to listen to me and let me be protective of you and possessive of you if I want to be. Do you really know what all of this means? I won't let anyone else have you, ever! I will fight and kill to make you only mine! I will love you fully and completely, I will give you anything and everything you will ever want, for eternity! I swear I will find you in our next lives and make you mine again, even if you really are my sister in that life. You are only mine. Are you sure this is what you want?" He asked me and tears of happiness, fear, desire and many other emotions fell from my eyes.
"I am in love with you Byakuya. I think I have been for a while. Please make love to me!" I begged and kissed him. I ran my fingers into his hair and pulled his face closer to my own. He positioned himself at my entrance and looked into my eyes as he entered me I was surprised that it hurt again. My legs trembled with need and ache. I could be wrong but I believe he was larger than Renji, and definitely lengthier. I cried out when he had fully sheathed himself inside of me. He groaned out deliciously in ecstasy making my pelvis muscles clench around him in need.
"God's how long I've needed you. If I am truly honest with myself I can say that my heart had been captured by you from the moment I found you. I was just too shamed and hurt to accept it. This is right! I haven't felt this perfection ever before, you are the one I need!" He told me and kissed me passionately.
"Rukia, I haven't asked you properly until now but, will you please be my wife? It is inevitable that we marry but I need to ask now, at this moment." He told me passionately and I smiled through my tears.
"Yes. I will be happy to be your wife, Byakuya!" I cried and kissed him lovingly. He pulled out of me and thrust into me powerfully making me gasp.
"Thank you! I love you! I swear, I will live to make you happy!" He told me passionately and we cried out in pleasure as waves of pleasure coursed through our bodies as he brought us to climax. We screamed out each other's names in passion and I felt yet another orgasm, it was different from the first one, it lasted a bit longer. I felt him release warm sperm into me and I sighed tiredly and closed my eyes. He stayed inside of me for a while and ran his lips over whatever skin he could reach before stopping at my heart and kissing my chest again and again. I tiredly lifted myself slowly and ran a shaky hand through his hair. He slowly pulled out of me and kissed me gently and innocently on the lips before getting off the bed and throwing the duvet cover back over me. He climbed in beside me and we moved closer towards each other until I was securely in his arms. I gently slid my leg between his own and wrapped my arm under his own around his back, sneaking my other arm under his neck and buried my face into his bare chest. I nuzzled his chest affectionately. There was still a violent ache and throbbing between my legs.
"Goodnight, Byakuya." I said lovingly as I started falling asleep. I felt him tighten his hold on me. I could feel him playing with my hair as I fell asleep. Any worries I might have had for our actions and our future disappeared as I fell into the void of dreams.
It didn't occur to me until a while later but, slowly Byakuya became my new Byabunny.