Sorry for mistakes. Since I lost my computer, I'm writing on my iPod touch, not easy...
Enjoy this chap!
Quinn's POV
Here we are again, at the train station. A train station. This place sees so much emotions: the happiness of seeing someone after a long time and the sadness of seeing the loved ones leaving. In one week I've lived so many things in a train or train station. Today, I'm feeling like my heart is twisting inside me, searching for a way out, hoping it won't have to feel the pain of seeing my Love leaving.
Santana was standing next to the train's door, her bag on her shoulder. Before getting inside, she turned and blew one last kiss before disapearing of my sight for I don't know how long from now.
«We'll find something» She said. «I'll see you soon.»
God it hurts! How could this be possible to love someone so much that you can't live without her. She just left and I already feel this ache in my chest, like something's missing to keep my body functional.
Santana's POV
I came back to New York, and it wasn't as exciting as the first time I arrived. Without Quinn everything seemed meaningless. I never realised how much I was missing her in my life until this weekend. I know that this is new and that we are together only since two days but we've known each other for years. As soon as I entered the appartment in Bushwick, my phone beeped.
Q: Hope you're home safe. I already miss you.
I let down my bag in the living room and sit on the couch typing on my phone.
S: Just got home. I'm safe but everything seems colourless without you.
Q: Same here. Janet want to take me out, you know drink to forget thing.
S: You should. Janet is nice. I trust her to take care of you, she's a good friend.
Q: Yeah, she is.
S: Have fun tonight. xxx
Q: Love u.
- Erm, erm.
Santana was so fascinated by her phone that she didn't even realised Kurt was sitting on the couch next to her.
- Oh! Hi Kurt.
- Hi Santana. Noting this big idiot smile on your face and the fact that you act like you are in a little bubble I understand that things went well with Quinn?
- First I don't smile like an idiot. I'll forgive you this time but if you call me idiot again, I'll make tapestry with your beautiful wardrobe.
- You wouldn't dare sabbotage my clothes! You love fashion as much as I do! Anyways, tell me.
- Tell you what?
He rolled his eyes. Hitting his nerves is probably one of my favorite hobbies.
- You and Quinn? Are you..
He gestured something weird with his hands.
- Together? Yes.
- Oh, my god this is wonderful! He shrieks.
He is now jumping in the middle of the living room and takes my by the hand to join him. This is Kurt: he is «too much» in everything.
- This is amazing Santana. I want to be you wedding planner, I already have plans.
- Wow Kurt slow down.
He is so enthusiastic I let myself sink in the game as I jump a little myself. I have to say I have fucking happy and I feel like I want to scream. But Santana Lopez does not do things like this that could ruin her reputation. So when Rachel comes in:
- Whoa guys! What did I miss!
- Erm nothing I say as a defenseive reaction. I sure don't want Rachel to tell me how ridiculous I looked jumping and smiling like teenagers with Kurt in the middle of our living room.
- Whaat! Santana! It's not nothing!
- Yeah. I, em, I am in a relationship.
- Really! You're right Kurt, that's not nothing! It's marvelous! When will we meet her? She said genuinly interested.
- In fact, you already know her.
Kurt nodds.
Rachel squint her eyes, I'm sure she's searching every memory she has, she doesn't like it when she misses things.
- What's her name?
- Quinn, I say confidently.
- Wait! What? Quinn as in our Quinn Quinn Fabray from Lima or Quinn as Quinn a girl I just met?
- Do you knw another Quinn? Yes Quinn as our Quinn Quinn.
Rachel looked at me startled. She opened then closed her mouth. I never thought one day I would silenced Rachel Berry!
- How did I missed it?
- I saw it, Kurt said bratting.
She glanced at him, jealous that he knew more than her.
- And you didn't tell me!
She shakes her head.
- Sorry Santana. I just didn't see it coming. But this is great, really! I'm happy for you. When did it started?
- I would say a while ago, but things got together the past weeks and everything became official this friday.
- Wow! Okay, girl talk session. I want to know everything about this! You take some blankets and I'll prepare hot chocolate! She said clapping her hands.
- Can I join? Kurt asked.
- Sure Kurt, every girl is welcomed in our girl talk session!
- Thanks Santana..
- Your welcome Lady Hummel!
I got stuck with both of them for all the afternoon before I got to work. Rachel wanted to know everything and when I say everything she asked all the innapropriate questions she could ask! But as much as I can complain, Rachel and Kurt are my family and I like those time with them. Now I have good friends, a job and someone to love.
S: I told Rachel about us.
Q: How did she reacted?
S: She kidnapped me and tortured me to tell her everything about us.
Q: Haha, I can recognize Rachel the maniac here!
S: :) She was happy for us and she wants to see us together soon. She said she'll make dinner.
Q: I would like it. Next time I'm in NYC
S: Hope this will be soon enough.
Q: Me too.
S: Wish me luck. I'm heading for my first night as a Coyote.
Q: Good luck, and don't let any dirty hands touch you.
S: I won't. My body is all yours, as is my
Q. xxx
Quinn's POV
The next days were still hard but with my classes starting back I had things to keep me occupied. Santana called every night before her shift at work and we exchanged text as much as it was possible. She told Rachel about us the night she got back to New York but she wants to wait to tell the others, we agreed to do a Glee-union next time we go to Lima. She likes her job, she can dance and it makes her happy but the «drunk nasty old mans» like she calls them is certainly a big drawback to this job.
Janet supported me too, she and Santana exchanged phone numbers. I didn't hope they would get along so well! I'm happy.
- She misses you so much. Janet says to me after I came back for one of my class.
- I miss her too.
She had her phone in hands so I suppose she was texting with San.
- What did she say?
- That she would like to rip her heart out for not feeling the need she has to have you next to her. I think that's pretty cute, maybe a little bloody but...
- Why does it have to be so complicated? I mean I've waited so long to have her and when we're finally together, all I have is two days before life takes her back far from me.
- She's not that far you know. Two hours and you're there.
- I know, but I can't afford a ticket every week!
- What would you say if...
Janet had a smirk on her face while searching her bag.
- If what?
- If I had a round-trip ticket for New York? Departure not this Friday, the next one?
She gets a little enveloppe out of her bag, with Quinn written on it.
- I wanted to wait until next week to give it to you but you seem so desperate right now, I hope it will help you go through your days.
- You what?! Oh My GOd Janet! I so love you right now. It's so much, what can I do?
- First accept it, then say «Thanks» and hug me!
- Thank you! I say as I jump in her arms holding her tighter than I ever done.
- Okay Quinnie, I can't breath right now. She says patting my shoulder.
BEEP!
S: Hey Baby! Hope you had a good day. I won't be able to call tonight :( I miss you. Love xx
Q: :( It's okay though I'll miss your voice. Can't wait to see you again!
S: Me too... But I sure don't know when I'll have the chance to see your pretty face.
Q: :) Have a good night at work. I love you xxxx
S: 3
- Was it Santana?
- Yes.
- So is she happy that you'll see each other soon?
- I didn't tell her. And don't you dare do it. I want to surprise her.
- Well I'm sure she'll have a cardiac arrest when she'll see you at her doorstep!
Janet is an amazing friend! She's always there for me. When we first met something clicked between us and we became friends pretty fast. She's like a big sister to me, even more than my real sister. We spent countless nights speaking about our past, family, friends, love and cheering each other up. I feel like she did so much for me already and that I've done so little. Now I can't believe she gave me the chance to go see Santana, with this I think I can survive my week and a half left!
Review. Love you all!