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Give them wings to fly
This broken children
Will find a place
Somewhere there in the sky.
She packed her bag and unpacked again.
She's willing to go but half of her is willing to stay.
Today is the moment she needs to decide and she still can't.
The brown haired girl having a hard time. Her face will be excited for a moment and then her smile will change into a frown.
Tsuna, the man she loves, told her she is still a Vongola. She holds a special position in the family despite of her being weak. He asked her to comeback to Japan and she knows she wants to.
Kyoko, her bestfriend, told her she belongs to Sabbia and nothing awaits her back in Japan. She belongs to Illusha who needs her by his side and she knows she wants to stay with him too.
Illusha, the man who stays beside her, told her to do whatever it pleases her and she does not know what really she wants to do.
Would she go and be with the man she loves even though he loves another? Or would she stay beside the man who loves her unconditionally and willing to sacrifice for her very own happiness?
"Come on Haru, think of what you wanted to do!" she asked herself after the 8th time of packing and unpacking. She does not have much time left. There is only remaining seven hours before their departure back to Japan. "Tsuna san or Illusha san?" she said and lied down on her bed. That is when she heard a knock.
"Come in." She called in.
"Haru!" it is Belvender there is sadness on his beautiful young face. "Would you go with them back to Japan?"
"Haru can't decide yet. Half of her wanted to stay the other half saying she wanted to go."
Belvender sat beside her and hold her hand. Haru looks up at him.
"Why do you want to stay?" he asked
"Because I want to spend more time with Illusha and Belvender."
"Now why do you want to go?"
"Because I miss my old friends."
"Do you love the Decimo?"
"Hahi!" she went all shades of red for the unexpected question.
"Just answer."
"I do."
"Do you love brother?"
"Yes."
"But not in the way you love the Vongola." He did not ask, he simply pointed out that fact.
The brown haired girl became still. After a minute of complete silence Belvender speaks again.
"Closed your eyes Haru and listen to your heart. What it is that you really want?"
"What if I made the wrong decission?" she said closing her eyes.
"There is no wrong decission here. You can always come back to us if you feel like you no longer belong to the Vongola."
She searches into her heart and she knows the answer hidden deep within her. With tears flowing out from her closed eyes a single phrase escaped her mouth. "Thank you."
"No worries. I will miss you." He said and kissed her on the forehead before he left her.
It is not only Haru who is excited of going back to Japan. All of the Vongola can't contain their happiness of the prospect of going back. While the famiglia is drowned in happiness and excitment the head is nervous and can not even relaxes for even a minute.
"May I have a word Decimo?" Illusha suddenly asked Tsuna.
"Ah, yes."
"Follow me into the library."
While walking down the hallway Tsuna observe Illusha. He is tall and lean. Long silver hair and beautiful face. He is always in control of himself. He is so refine and perfect and what he is compared to this boss of the Sabbia Famiglia? He is short and lousy. He is clumsy and no good. He is sure Haru would rather stay.
"Have a seat." Illusha said bringing Tsuna's attention back to reality.
Tsuna took the seat opposite Illusha. He sat there face to face to the feared leader of the Sabbia. He is smiling at him, a smile the content a meaning.
"Do you want tea?" Illusha asked as he put a lot of sugar cubes on his own.
"I – I can make my own." Tsuna said and he made his own as Illusha observes him. "I must thank you for everything."
"It's nothing." Illusha replied this time with a genuine smile. "Take care of Primavera."
"Will she come back with us?" he asked looking up at him.
"What do you think?"
"I don't know. Would you let her?"
"I'm giving her all the freedom to decide. But if in case she used that freedom to come to you, swear in Vongola's name that you will never hurt her."
"You don't have to tell me that, I've learned my lesson."
"You better do Decimo, because Primavera is not like any other girl. She is precious and extraordinary. She is like the spring."
"I know she is. She brightens the life of everyone near her."
"And her light is warm, not blinding nor dazzling but warm. You knew why?"
"Because it comes from within her. She glows inside."
"Exactly. Don't let that flame inside her be gone."
"I doubt that." Tsuna said and look at the clock. "It's almost time. I still have to do last minute checking of my things. Thank you again for everything. Thank you being a generous host, for being our ally and thank you for taking care of Haru."
"I'm of the Sabbia and I belong to the Vongola. " he just said and with one last look at each other Tsuna left the room.
"Reborn you can come out of your hiding place." Illusha called out with a sigh.
"I'm not hiding." Reborn said taking off his camouflage and walked towards Illusha. "I'm simply observing."
"I'm not going to kill your student." He said with a smile.
"I rather you kill him for him not noticing I'm here."
"You're a rather cruel tutor."
"If your student is Tsuna you have to be cruel."
"He still got a long way to go." He said with a chuckle. "But he will be the greatest."
"As you say he still got a long way to go."
"Hahaha, you need to put your trust in him once in awhile."
"I did and I know he will be a great head." Reborn said and have a cup of tea. "Why did you take Haru in your custody?"
"If you had seen her that day, she is pitiful."
"You are not the kind who will pity someone."
"Cruel." He said faking the hurt on his voice.
"Why you take her in and even used your illusion to help her get through the side effect Snow White disease?"
"Helping her?"
"Idiot don't pretend. That time it was not your music that calmed her down. It is the illusion you put on it that battles the monsters inside her."
"Hahaha. You are really the world's greatest hitman for you to , you are right. I used my flame to calm her down. "
"It does not take the world's greatest hitman to notice it. It was really obvious. So why?"
There is silence. Illusha continue adding sugar on his tea while reborn just looked at him unblinking and he knew it's no good to lie to that infant infront of him.
"Father was cursed the same disease. He was doomed for eternal sleep. But mother became the sacrifice. He woke up to find mother being drove insane. That drove him insane too. They tried to live together and was successful for a year. Until my mother beg my father to end up all her pain. I was there trhough it all. I saw my mom struggle everyday. I heard her screams until now it haunts me. I witnessed how she begger father to end her miserable life. I saw how he put the gun on her head and pull the trigger. I saw how he killed himself after."
He tells the story as if he isn't there . He is seems in the past, watching live the scene that haunts him forever in his life.
"I keep repeating on myself, maybe if I was strong enough it would not happen. Maybe if I got something on me that will calm my mother down, those things will not happen. But you see I was weak, I'm nothing but a monster. When I saw Haru and learned about what happened on her. I wanted to save her. I thought if I will be able to save her my guiilt will be washed out. So I did."
"But it is not you who saved her. It is her who saved you." Reborn said and a small smile crept on Illusha's face.
"She did save me from the monster I feared I will become. She brought back humanity on me. If she haven't come in my life, I probbably been the savage beast that I was."
"And a ferrocious unbeatable enemy of the Vongola." The infant finish for him. " I have to thank Haru again."
"You better do."
"Do you fell in love with her?"
"Can't a monster fall in love too?"
"No. And you are not the monster you thought you are."
"Thank you."
It is almost time.
They all waited in front of the Sabbia's mansion waiting if Haru will come out.
Tsuna's nervous like a groom waiting for his bride.
Kyoko's face impatient she does not wzn to wait for her.
Illusha's face is serene.
And the door open and there she is with all her things packed.
She is wearing a white dress given by Illusha.
Tsuna's face relaxes.
Kyoko's turned into frown
And Illusha's, it is hard to say for he had master controlling any of emotions.
"Haru!" Belvender ran and hugged her. He is crying.
"Don't cry. Belvender can always visit Haru Chan."
"Can I?"
"Of course you can." She said and kissed him on the forehead.
She then walked towards Illusha who smiled at her.
"That's the great woman I know." Illusha said with a smile.
Haru put him in a huge embraced and whisperd to his ears.
"Thank you for everything. Thank you for saving me from falling from that hospital building. Thank you for taking me in. Thank you for fighting with me during my impossible battle. Thank you for giving me freedom to choose. Thank you." She said and kissed his cheeks.
"Thank you for making believe that there is something more in me than the monster that I see everyday."
They stayed like that for quite sometime. Illusha trying to memorized her scent, her warmth and the feel of her on his arms. He knew he would not be able to do that again. To hugged her this close, unless of course he wants to start a war with the Vongola.
"You have to go." He said and let go of her completely.
"Thank you Illusha." Tsuna said and held his hand out.
"Enough of that Decimo. I'm looking forward to working with you again." Then he turned to Kyoko. "You would not mind if I bid farewell to Senorita Sasagawa, would you?"
"No of course not."
He then walked towards Kyoko, with a lovely devilish smile on his face. No one noticed but her and it petrified her. He hugs her and whispered so she can only be the one to hear.
"Hurt her again and I will not think twice of putting my claw on your delicate neck." After saying that he let go of the terrified Kyoko. "Have a safe trip Senorita."