Chapter 21 – Dr. Aurelius
Johanna's POV
My name is Johanna Mason. My home was in District 7. I was reaped and won my Hunger Games. All my family is dead because of me. I went to the 75 Hunger Games and help the rebels to get Katniss Everdeen out alive. I was captured by the Capitol along with Peeta Mellark and Annie Cresta, they tortured me with water searching for information. I heard the screams of Peeta and Annie everyday along with my own. The rebels rescued me and we won the war. It has been a fucking year and I can't take a dissent bath without screaming and having flashbacks.
My life sucks bad ass.
I stand of my bed and take the phone. That stupid Dr. Aurelius said that I could take a bath by now with no problems.
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"This is Dr. Aurelius speaking" I am about to scream like a mad person, but I remember myself to be under control before he sends me more fucking medicines.
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"Dr. Aurelius, this is Johanna Mason" I answer. Probably my face is red of the effort of containing all the fucking things that I want to reclaim him.
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"Johanna! How nice to hear from you. How are you doing?" Shit Shit Shit. Control Johanna, CONTROL.
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"I tried to take a shower today doctor"
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"And how was it?"
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"I almost died trying" I put all my anger in my voice.
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"Johanna… you know that these kinds of things take time…" SON OF A BITCH!
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"HOW DARE YOU SAY THAT? YOU PROMISED ME THAT IT WOULD STOP… you, said soon" My voice breaks as tears of anger fall in my cheeks.
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"Johanna, please calm down, you are just recovering for a coma and you are back into war. The chances right now of you getting over this trauma any time soon are none, you have to take your medicines and go to therapy" My muscles tense of fury.
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"I don't care a shit about your stupid therapies, and my coma is no excuse. I can't live with the fear of dying scared in the shower"
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"And how did you get out of the shower? You did it yourself?" The question completely changes my thoughts for a second. Gale. He saved me from dying. Good Lord he just saw me naked and didn't take advantage of me. I let myself smile for a second. Jeez, that boy is going to kill me someday.
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"Gale me screaming and got me out" I answer with a smile still on my face.
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"Well, I am glad that you have someone with you Johanna" Wow Wow Wow What?
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"What? No, no he is not with me"
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"Then how he was near enough to hear you my dear?" My mind is still on the part on Gale 'with' me. My mind wilds in the dream of waking up every morning by his side. JOHANNA MASON FOCUS. Why the fuck are you thinking about Pretty Face? Stop the bullshit right now.
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"We are on our way to the Capitol doctor, to the wedding of Peeta and Katniss" I answer firmly.
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"Oh you are? Great was for me the news of their wedding, their recuperation has been a lot more effective since Peeta moved to Katniss's house, his flashbacks have reduced to one a month! And of course with Peeta, Katniss almost has no nightmares." I smile a little. Brainless has finally got it right with Lover Boy.
"I am happy for them, they deserve to be happy."
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"We all do my dear." Will he ever stop dearing me?
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"Goodbye Doctor"
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"Good luck at the wedding Johanna"
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"Thank you" I hang up the phone and quickly dress up.
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This has been quite a journey…
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I AM SO SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING SOON. Many of you have comment about my delay and I am really sorry for it. I had a great amount of work before graduating and I couldn't find a moment to write plus I have like this huge writer's block because I am nervous of writing the wedding. Please answer me a few things if you can First, should Katniss wear a Cinna dress? Johanna and Gale maid of honor and best man? Are you ok with naming Finnie to the son of Annie and Finnick?
Please comment! I love you and thanks for reading!
Gabriela