As Of Yet
Special Thanks to Catherine.cat33
Clare P.O.V
I walked up to Fitz's front door; I knocked on it and waited, he answered the door and smiled for a second and then frowned
"What's up?" He asked me. I played with my hands
"I was wondering if we could hang out today." I answered,
"Have you decided yet?" He asked, I shook my head
"No." I said,
"Until you decide we can't hang out." He said before shutting the door. I felt tears begin to well up, I wiped them away. I walked back to my house slowly. It's funny how the place that you're supposed to feel safe is now the place I want to be nowhere near. I went into my room and sat on my bed and lay back. I can't decide between them, I like them way too much. Maybe I shouldn't choose either of them just let them move on. I groaned why am I obsessing over this! I should be worrying about something else more important, like going back to school; my therapist gave me the ok so now tomorrow I'm going to start back there. It's going to be hard to face everybody. Alli and Jenna will probably ignore me. I stared out my window tomorrow's going to be a long day.
The next day I arrived at school, I saw Alli and Jenna laughing together out the front, they saw me and ran over to me
"Oh my God! Clare we thought you were dead!" They exclaimed, I smiled and we all hugged and headed towards the school. On the way Alli wouldn't shut up, it was like I'd never left. I accidentally bumped into some guy.
"I'm so sorry." I said as I bent down and helped him pick up his books. He had light blue eyes, blonde short hair and he looked, I have to say handsome. We stood up, I handed him his books
"It's ok, I'm Oliver." He said extending his free hand, I shook it
"I'm Clare these are my friends Alli and Jenna." I said introducing them, he nodded, I could tell Alli was staring because she wasn't talking.
"I'll see you around?" He asked, I smiled and nodded
"Yeah." I said, he smiled
"Ok, see you around." He said before walking away. I couldn't help but stare after him; Alli bumped my arm and laughed
"Broken up with Eli for like 2 days and already on the prowl." Alli said proudly, I blushed and shrugged, Jenna laughed and we then started walking off again.
Later at lunch I walked up to Fitz while he was standing at his locker alone
"Hi." I said brightly, Fitz turned around and looked uncomfortable,
"You make a decision?" He asked, I nodded
"Yeah, I've decided to choose neither or you." I said, Fitz looked really hurt
"Why?" He asked
"Because I need to be by myself for a bit, I need a break from boyfriends so I don't want one, that's not to say I don't love you or anything, I just think being together now isn't good for me." I explained, Fitz nodded slowly
"Ok." He said, he turned away from me and shut his locker
"We can still be friends right?" I asked him, he turned to face me and smiled
"Of course." He said, I smiled and hugged him
"Want to have lunch?" He asked, I shrugged
"I guess I can fit you in." I said. He smirked; we walked towards the back of the school.
After school I leant against my car and looked through my bag for my car keys, I heard them crash to the ground. I looked down and saw Oliver picking them up
"Need these?" He asked me, I smiled and took them,
"Thanks." I said,
"Cell Block Tango's is at the cinemas, I was wondering if you wanted to see it with me." He asked, I looked down blushing
"Wouldn't that be a date?" I asked him, he shrugged
"I see it as friends going to the movies." He said shrugging, I smiled,
"Yeah ok." I said, he smiled
"Ok, pick you up at 7 Friday night, your address?" He asked, I took a pen I got from my bag and grabbed his wrist and wrote down my number and address. He smirked; he leaned forward and kissed me on the cheek.
"It was very nice meeting you, see you tomorrow." He said before heading towards a white Mercedes bendz. I smiled; maybe being back at school isn't going to be so bad at all?
This may be a short chapter and you may not like the way it's going but it's going to get good please, do you like, remember any ideas for future chapters will be much appreciated.