I know shock horror an actual message from Me
I'm sorry Ive been so MIA recently life hasn't been treating me and mine to kindly recently and its kinda sucked me down a bit so inspiration has been lacking. Every reason and excuse in the book is not going to excuse my lack of dedication, especially when I've been getting so many Pm's, reviews and emails of new followers to show me that many of your still love and want this story.
I had the next chapter written and ready to send out when my computer broke, Ive tried to rewrite it a million times but I just couldn't get it anywhere until tonight.
Something amazing happened today. I overheard a conversation today from someone who I'm not overly fond of and the feeling seems to be returned which makes this small hit of inspiration all the sweeter. The lady and her friends were talking about what she had been reading recently, I zoned out trying to ignore them until I heard my username being mentioned! Turns out this lady actually reads fanfiction and was recommending my story to all of her friends I couldn't believe it.
She was saying she wished she could write like I had and that she felt that the story is touching, heartbreaking and she thinks has been put on hiatus because I'm supposedly publishing it (First Ive heard but Ok lol ) I was completely floored. As soon as I got home I looked back over all the reviews, Pm's and emails. Even though Ive acknowledge every one of them as they had arrived and had felt truly touched by each message, I had never looked at them in bulk and had honestly forgot just how many there were.
So I'm gonna try harder, I'm not gonna set deadlines because I'm still taking things day by day but I making a promise to all my readers how are still faithfully following my story as I follow many of yours, I'm promising that I'm gonna try harder
xx