A/N: Sorry for the long wait. This is what everyone has been waiting for… so enjoy.

Disclaimer: I don't own it.

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"I'm sorry." I blurted out.

She staggered forward, but forced herself to stop.

"I-I can't." She breathed out.

Her heart beat picked up and there were two flashes of light. By now I wasn't surprised, but damn it, I sure hated it.

I went to my room and prepared myself for my departure.

When I entered my room I could hear Bella and Renata going at it in the next room, of course. I cursed myself for my foolishness. Of course she was the faithful type, and for that I was happy. I probably wouldn't have been able to leave if my lips were to have touched hers.

I flipped out my phone and dialed the airport. I needed to get out of this place as soon as I could, it was already starting to get to me and I really should get back to the family.

Someone picked up and I immediately told them my destination. I waited a few moments until they told me that the next flight was in two days due to weather patterns. Just my luck. I thanked them and set my flight for the first in the morning.

I had to wait two freaking days? I could probably get a hotel room somewhere nearby. It would sure be better than being stuck in this hell hole.

While I had the chance, I snuck out of my room; hopefully unnoticed. This was now the time to avoid Bella. Her spell over me was probably never going to break and I couldn't risk the chance or making myself look even more stupid.

The secret tunnel was just around the corner, but I wasn't going there just yet. I made a detour and found myself in front of Gianna's room. I knocked twice and waited only two seconds until she finally answered. She smiled at me, but I didn't return it. I pushed her into her room and shut the door.

"Alice? It's been too long. How have you been?" She looked at me nervously.

I ignored her attempt for conversation and pressed her body into her bed. I came up on top of her and dove my head to hers, catching her lips in a kiss. She completely froze underneath me, but I didn't care, I needed this; now.

My hands reached under her shirt and tried to reach her breast, but I was stopped by a pain in my wrist. We were spun around and I felt her weight disappear. I sat up and rubbed my wrists, trying to ease the pain. I looked up to see an angry Gianna six feet away.

"Alice, I'm sorry if you feel that way about me, but I don't return the feelings. I-I love Bella and I will be with no one else." She opened the door and pointed out. "I think it best if you leave."

I sat there dumbfounded. I had I just tried to make a move on Gianna? She of all people didn't deserve this and here I was parading into her room and trying to have my way with her.

"I-I'm sorry Gianna. I didn't know what I was doing." I whispered to my lap in shame.

"It's fine, but I still think you should leave." She was still pointing out the door.

I nodded before standing up and leaving her room. Embarrassment washed over me and I immediately turned around to apologize. I was met with the door. Great, now my only friend hated me.

My feet led me to my only sanctuary in this freaking castle. I knew that no one would be near the field now. It was only for Bella and she was currently participating in other activities. I was seething in anger as I once again thought of Renata's hand all over Bella. She didn't deserve her. It took me forever for Bella to even confess her feelings.

I walked down the darkened tunnel and finally got to the room overlooking Bella's field. The door to the left was open, and I made my way through it and down the stairs. I felt the fresh air hit my face and reveled in it. This was the first time I had ever been in here and looking up I couldn't see how Bella never left the castle. There was a perfectly open space for her to make an escape, and all she needed to do was teleport there, right?

The pool to my side called my attention and I was immediately compelled to swim. I haven't been in a pool since forever ago. Being a vampire always had its downs. I stripped myself of my clothes, save the underwear, and dove into the warm water. I immediately sunk down to the bottom.

I saw no point in coming out of my confine under the water; it wasn't like anyone was looking for me. My eyes shut and I laid myself onto the ground.

How could my life become so messed up? It was great, I loved Jasper, he loved me; we were happy. Then, one single human turned my world upside down and I couldn't fix the mistakes I had made. I wasn't happy anymore. Even after everything we've been through, Bella can't even remember me. You would think if she really loved me, that she would remember me. Now she was happy and I was miserable. I would forever be in this constant state of misery.

I froze in place when I realized that I wasn't alone. I could feel something in the water; they were moving closer and closer to me. I chanced a glance and I was met with Bella. Of all people, why was she the one that had to be here? All her presence did was break what was left of my heart even more.

Her hand stilled as she noticed my eyes and I took this time to admire her beauty. In nothing but a yellow bra and purple underwear, only Bella, there was nothing left to imagine. Her hair was flowing around her pained face, and I had the urge to kiss it all away.

I grabbed her hand and laced my fingers through them. She pulled herself closer until our bodies were pressed together. I felt her shiver against my body and I instinctively wrapped my legs around her. She shook her head and unwrapped my legs. Her hand moved from my knee and started a path up my side. It stilled at my breast and her face turned into one of indecision. I pleaded with her, begging her to touch me, to give me the release I've been craving for ever since she left me.

I was angered when I heard her heartbeat start to pick up. The pool was illuminated by the light and we were both pulled into an unknown place. I landed on the ground next to the pool, Bella still on top of me.

"I wrote you a song." She whispered to me, before standing up and getting two towels from a pile. "It's my favorite so far."

I dried myself with the towel she offered me.

"I'm leaving now. I'm sorry, but the song will have to wait for some other time." My clothes were on in a matter of seconds and I was at the stairs without a glance back.

I was startled when Bella appeared in front of me, but I wasn't surprised when I heard and saw the familiar cycle of her teleportation.

We appeared in next to her piano and she sat us down on the stool. I noticed she hadn't put any clothes on.

"I know that you will never come back after this visit… no one ever does. So I'm going to ask you politely to listen to it. I want you to remember me with this song, so you know that I wasn't feeling okay while you were visiting. I was a little unwell." She smiled at her own joke, but I couldn't see how it was funny.

I nodded and stood up to stand at the other end of the room.

She started the song off slowly, and I recognized the song I had heard her play the first time I officially met her.

All day
Staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night
Hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
I'm feeling like I'm headed for a
Breakdown
I don't know why

She stared at me, as if telling me that I was the reason for the chaos in her life. I secretly hoped I was.

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me

She looked at me, and I realized she was asking me to stay. I shook my head answering no, but I could feel my resolve breaking as the song continued.

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Me
Talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
I know
I know they've all been talking 'bout me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong
With me

She had a knowing look on her face. She knew that there was something she wasn't being told, and she didn't like it.

Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow
I've lost my mind

Her head started twitching and confusion masked her face. Her fingers stumbled slightly, but she kept going.

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

Something was going wrong. Her eyes started to turn up, but she looked determined to finish the song. Whatever was happening, she was trying to fight it.

I been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see

A different side of me
I'm not crazy I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Hey, how I used to be
How I used to be, yeah
Well I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be

The end of her song was ruined with a loud crash. I was shocked to see her piano split down in the middle, her trembling form could be seen from in between break.

"Alice." She whimpered. I moved to comfort her, but she was in front of me before I could make a step. "Alice?"

Before I could respond, we were falling. She was above me holding onto my gaze as if her life depended on it. I landed in a mass of blankets and pillows, all white and we bounced a few times until Bella positioned herself on top of me. Her legs went on either side of my waist and she grabbed the first article of clothing, my shirt, and ripped it off.

"I knew it!" She sobbed. She grabbed my bra and pulled that off as well. "I knew it!" She slid her body down and grabbed onto my shorts, she pulled them off with off the force she had and threw them away. "I fucking knew it."

Her eyes roamed my body in silent praise until they reached my eyes. "You're with Jasper?" She sobbed.

I shook my head no. That was all I could do.

She took no time in attacking my lips in a slow and passionate kiss. Her tongue snaked past my lips and explored my mouth. I trailed my hands down her bare back until I got to her bra. My hips started to grind into her center, trying to tell her what I wanted. She growled at me as I sucked on her tongue and pulled back, before giving her one last kiss.

"I knew they were hiding something from me. I knew there was more to you that they weren't telling me. No wonder Renata hates you." She said, all the while kissing and licking me around my jaw and neck. Her head flashed up and she glared at me.

"Why didn't you tell me?" She snapped at me. "Why didn't you help me remember?" She whispered the end.

"You were happy." I tried to pull her head back down to mine, but she pulled back.

"I would have been happier with you. Why didn't you come for me?" She continued her licks and nips at my neck, this time using her hands to massage my breasts.

It was hard to respond to her when she was doing this to me. After years with Renata, she had picked up the skill very well and I was slightly incoherent.

"I tried, but I couldn't find you….. I searched the whole world for you." I answered breathlessly. "I love you. Oh god, I love you."

I pulled her head up to kiss her, but she pulled away.

"I'm sorry Alice, for putting you through all this. I would have killed whoever you were with if I were in your shoes." Her hands glided to my face, stroking my cheeks. "I love you so much. I can't even begin to explain how sorry and embarrassed I am for doing this to you."

With that she crashed her lips into mine and the animalistic part of her took over. Her hands roughly traveled all over my body as she grinded her center against my waist.

I moaned at the contact and helplessly gripped her back as my emotions swirled into chaos. Her bra got in my way as my nails scratched down her back.

"Take it off." She growled at me.

I took no hesitation as I ripped it off. My hands traveled around her back in random paths.

"Have you... been with anyone… else?" Bella whimpered to me.

"No… not si-since your last ni-night as a human." I stuttered out as her hand traveled down my stomach.

"Oh God, Alice." She whispered. She started trembling. "You are so good to me."

Her hand started playing with the waist band of my panties, her fingers dipping in and out. Her head stopped kissing my neck and she drew her head down to my breast and took my nipple into her mouth.

My back arched off the bed when she roughly bit my nipple and sucked.

"You're gonna get it Alice." I felt my panties get even damper as her voice deepened. Her tongue made a trail up my chest and neck until she got to my ear. "You're gonna get it so hard."

This was all too much. Any human probably would have died from Bella's overwhelming presence. I declared this day to be the best day of my life.

"Please Bella, I need you." I moaned.

"Don't worry Alice; I'm going to take good care of you." She giggled.

She pushed herself up to sitting position and lustfully gazed over my body.

"You are divine Alice, did you know that? I just can't wait to be inside of you." She chuckled.

She moved her body down and dragged my panties along with her. I raised my head to get a better look at her, and was greeted with the sexiest smirk I had ever seen.

"You don't even know how beautiful you look, Alice." Her smirk was replaced with a frown. "You do forgive me, right?"

She gracefully hoped up and removed her own underwear. I couldn't help but giggle at her.

"What?" She smiled.

"Are you asking for my forgiveness by stripping?" I breathed out.

"Isn't it working?" She stuck her bottom lip out into a pout.

I quickly stood up and kissed away her pout. She moaned into the kiss before pushing both of us onto the bed. I shivered when I felt her whole body on top of mine, no barriers.

Her mouth came down to my neck again as she moved her hands down my sides. She stretched down so that her hands were on either around either one of my knees; she pulled them apart and settled herself in between them. My legs automatically wrapped around her and my hips bucked up into her.

Her face came into my view. "I love you Alice, I hope you know that. All ways and forever."

Those were the last words spoken as she descended upon me and kissed me. I kissed her back with all the passion I could muster, but it was easily broken as I felt her plunge two fingers into me.

"Bella!" I gasped as the most pleasurable wave coursed through me.

Her hips started to push into her hand, effectively pushing her fingers deeper inside of me. I cried out in pleasure when she started rubbing my clit roughly with her thumb.

"I love you so much Alice, I don't think you can comprehend what you make me feel." She grunted into my ear.

"You only just remembered me a few minutes ago." I whispered breathlessly.

"Even before that. It took me so much to not jump you that day you attacked Aro, and it wasn't because I was mad at you." She bit down on the shell of my ear and licked it to sooth the pain.

I could feel the bed start to creek as Bella's thrusts got harder. The bed wouldn't last long, but I didn't need that long. My orgasm was slowly approaching and I couldn't contain.

"Bella, I'm so close-." I was cut off as Bella placed her mouth over mine.

She roughly pressed against my clit and that was all it took to push me over the edge. I felt a familiar pull and we were no longer in her room. I cried out in bliss as I landed in my bed. My body was convulsing so strongly that I wondered how Bella managed to stay on so long.

"I love you Alice Brandon, forever." She whispered to me as I came down.

"Oh Bella, I love you so mu-." I saw a figure standing at the doorway, but as soon as I saw them, they were gone. Gianna.

Bella's body tensed above mine once she noticed something was wrong. Her body was gone in a matter of seconds and she appeared just as fast, fully dressed.

"Alice, you have to hurry up and get dressed." She started throwing clothes at me and pacing around the room.

"Bella, what's going to happen?" I panicked.

"We have to go meet with Aro. Gianna probably already reported this." Her face held an expression of despair.

"Why can't you just get us out of here. Then nothing would happen to us."

"I can't Alice. One, I haven't been anywhere out of the castle that I can remember. And two, if I could, I wouldn't be able to. I haven't fed in a while and that always affects my powers."

She grabbed my face in her hands and brought my lips to hers. Our kiss was filled with passion and need, and it felt like this was the end.

"I love you, no matter what they say in there, don't think the opposite. They're going to try and turn us against each other." She kissed me once more and motioned for me to get dressed.

I honestly felt scared for the first time in nine years. Aro will surely not take this lightly and Renata will probably kill me on the spot.

Once I was dressed, we made our way to the large double doors. I stopped her and made her look me in the eye.

"No matter what, do not leave me. Never again will I go on without you." I made her promise.

She looked away trying to find the will to say yes. She finally turned back to me and tool may hands and kissed them both.

"I promise."

A/N: Yeyyy she remembers… oh yea I forgot, they've gotten themselves in quite a predicament. Tell me what you think.